I don’t think this was filler at all, I think this is a really important step for Matt. I think not only is the art good, but tbh this is kind of what I expected Matt’s mind to look like: a graveyard of people he blames himself for, and himself at the center of that graveyard.
Kind of sucks that Zdarsky’s first run erased the development made here—in my opinion, Matt completely reverting and not challenging his fear erases so much of what he’s worked so hard to open up against. But hey, change isn’t linear, I of all people know that. And Zdarsky isn’t done yet, I wouldn’t be shocked if he confronts this in the second part of his run.
Anyways, enough about the following run, here’s my personal take:
As someone who sees themself in Matt, I found this short story cathartic. I think what’s so great about stories like these is that heroes, despite their fictitious world, inspire us to be fearless. Of rather, confronting that fear in spite of it. I’ve had issues all of my life, and I won’t lie when I say there’s been a few times I’ve given up. Chronic fear and pain slows us down, makes everything harder, make it all feel so futile. But learning to accept your faults is so much harder than simply ignoring them—and that much more rewarding.
Anyways, bring back Blindspot. Goddamnit