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222 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 10, 2018
There is a blankness to his description of how his mother-in-law’s polyester sari had melted in the fire so that the two daughters who had clung to her—Afreen Bano and Shaheen Bano—were found stuck to the grandmother in their charred state.Much has been written on this dark period - most from the point of view of the victims, and also from political perspectives (especially relevant, as the person who remained a mute spectator as Gujarat's Chief Minister in those days - and some say, actively colluded in the atrocities - is currently India's Prime Minister). Revati Laul departs from the beaten track in this book and looks at it through the eyes of the perpetrators. As the title indicates, it clearly is an exploration into the anatomy of hatred - how can one hate one's fellow man to such an extent that such unspeakable acts can be performed? Out of the multitude of people she interviewed, the author has taken three people from different backgrounds, and provided us with their story. They are: (1) Suresh Langdo, the member of a traditional "thieving" tribe and a habitual criminal; (2) Dungar, a Bhil tribal and a BJP functionary; and (3) Pranav, an upper-caste Hindu rebel student.
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He only heard later, when he went to claim his wife’s body, of how Suresh Langdo, Babu Bajrangi, Jai Bhawani and Guddu Chhara had surrounded her, murdered her, ripped out the foetus within her with a sword and killed it. He was sure of it, because of the state her body was found in, and also because her fourteen-year-old nephew Javed saw it while hiding under a pile of bodies, pretending to be dead. He described it in court eight years later.
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Farzana followed the crowd until she saw something that caused her to stop abruptly and turn back. A head stuck in the wheel of an abandoned bicycle. A head without a body.
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He had also run out in the direction of the crowd till his eye stopped at an open window billowing with thick, grey smoke. It was the window of a small mud hut with a thatched roof. Inside it was the body of a burning woman tied to a pole. She was on fire, flames leaping up from her feet, her sari ablaze. Her eyes were open. There was no sound at all, her screams long snuffed out by death.
The colonisers were terrified of nomadic tribes like the Chharas and their constant movement, especially after the Great Revolt of 1857. So they labelled them ‘criminal tribes’, people who were ‘addicted to the systematic commission of non-bailable offences’. All 150,000 Chharas were stuffed into internment camps, with a daily roll call and head count. Robbed of their traditional livelihood, the Chharas found that the only way they could now live was as outlaws.Maybe he would have turned out better if he had a loving or understanding family; but as things were, his father hated him, and he was constantly mocked for his limp, the result of childhood polio (hence the "langdo" - limpy). Growing up in an atmosphere of domestic violence, Suresh was slowly pulled into the darkness that was his ultimate destiny.
For Suresh, growing up was about the light going out of his eyes. There was no pride in being the son of a thief, no family history to be reiterated, no folklore to draw on. There was, in fact, no story. There were only ruptures and disaggregated pieces of his life that could later be used to describe the void.Expelled from school while in class two for attacking a teacher, he eventually took on his family trade of larceny. But he didn't stop there. He added hooliganism and rape to it. Many a time, he and his cronies carried off girls and gang-raped them over a period of days at their leisure.
On the instructions of his teacher, Dungar was carried kicking and screaming to school by two boys. It was two in the afternoon and classes were over. He was taken to the empty classroom and a desk was brought down on his fingers. He had to stay that way for three hours.After this horrific punishment, he stayed at school - but switched his loyalties to the teacher instead of his father. He even began to stay with him. Filled with self-loathing for being a "low-caste", Dungar found refuge in the fold of Hinduism. The television serial based on the Hindu epic Ramayana, being aired on the national TV channel Doordarshan at that time, completed his "conversion".
His adolescent mind took his personal history and tied it to the notion that he came from a failed society. There was about him a shiftiness of gaze, a hunching of the shoulders, a polite smile that drooped slightly awkwardly at the edges. And a permanent desire to be someone else—his guru. Everything his father was not. Everything a Bhil was not.The Hindu Right, always on the lookout for Dalit recruits, could not be expected to ignore Dungar.
The new identity Dungar was forging for himself made him an even better target for the Hindu right. This low self-esteem is what allowed the Sangh Parivar to draw him so easily into its fold as a forever-insecure Hindu.When the riots broke out, Dungar was the perfect person to take charge. That he did by burning down the houses of wealthy Muslims he has already been envious of. Thankfully, there were no murders to his account. And as time progressed, Dungar became more and more of shrewd and duplicitous politician. He took the initiative to rebuild the houses that he himself had burned down! As the story closes, we find him, unethical and corrupt, having switched alliances to the Congress party as a more fertile hunting ground. Yet, something is missing...
It was all there, right in front of him, whether he liked it or not—the life his father had forced on him. The life he was born into. Where he was still the slightly apologetic boy hiding in the body of a strong and confident man. Perhaps he would always have to be a bit of a juggler, balancing his old life with the new. Pieces of him split many ways, like his tribal-ness. Now Hindu, now not. Now Muslim baiter, now peacemaker. Always in the twilight zone, searching for one place to be.Pranav
Kutch was also crawling with international aid workers—from the Red Cross and Oxfam to Christian, Jewish and Islamic aid organisations—and also media teams from all over the world. It gave Pranav an insight into the cruel and harsh world of aid that unfolded in the middle of the disaster. He saw that the speed at which a particular set of people got assistance depended on the access they had to power, and therefore to resources. The invisible matrix of caste and class that had held him up had suddenly become visible. There was no escaping those stark differences in the middle of this calamity.This almost led to a nervous breakdown - but Pranav weathered that. He learned the most valuable lesson - that his whole concept of identity was based on prejudice. Once he let go of that, he emerged stronger from the broken shell that was his previous life. Now he spends his time, handing out the wisdom he learned. Like Joseph Campbell's mythical hero, he has returned from the "Belly of the Whale" a transformed person.
‘We are often proud of things that we have had absolutely no control over. That we have not decided. For instance, I did not decide to be born in a Hindu household.’ The audience would go silent. Pranav went on, ‘And this is the beginning of most of our problems in this world. They are based on choice-less identities. Hardly any of our conflicts are centred on choice-based identities.’***
The phenomenon of hate is one that the Sangh Parivar would like to paint as fixed, because that is the only way for their politics to grow. But on closer inspection, we find that the minute we think we have nailed it, the anatomy changes on us. This is the part of the story that, in most retellings of acts of violence, lies buried in the rubble along with the dead. There is an unconscious assumption that, once an act of mass violence takes place, the changes it effects are permanent. But that would be to undermine history, time and the nature of forging. For every new piece of metal, once laid out to cool and dry, starts to acquire a new life, new hues, new patinas, heat, dust, dirt and rust.Hate lies within us, same as love. It can be tapped by unscrupulous entities like the RSS (or the Ku Klux Klan, or the ISIS) and used for their ends. But it is never permanent.
A Poison Tree By William Blake
I was angry with my friend;
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
And I watered it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears:
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.
And it grew both day and night.
Till it bore an apple bright.
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine.
And into my garden stole,
When the night had veild the pole;
In the morning glad I see;
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.