I changed my mind several times during this one. I liked it, hated it, liked it, hated it...
I was frustrated enough at about a quarter in that I skipped ahead to see if there was anything that would compel me to read, rather than skim, this book.
The writing was excellent, the story was pretty good, the characters well-developed and I really liked the heroine's sister, Lydia, and the hero, Jakob.
What made me sweary and irritated and ready to give up was Jen.
I don't dislike heroines for the sake of it. I don't go nitpicking for flaws I can get aggravated over. I read for enjoyment, to escape my busy life and the occasionally annoying people that come in and out of it on any given day. I want to like the heroines because they are other women and in this genre we usually experience most of the story through their eyes.
But these days, the overwhelming majority of heroines are unrelatable, and for a myriad of reasons. They are rarely people I would ever want to know, let alone hang out with. They are 'quirky' (read: embarrassing, awkward or clumsy), or weak doormats lacking in self-respect, or simply stupid. If a heroine is described as 'strong,' nine times out of ten she's simply OTT bitchy. Trust me, there's a difference.
Jen was, to put it mildly, a control-freak to beat all. Her arrogance in believing she knew what was best for everyone was astonishing at times, given that she was a champ at lying to herself about pretty much everything. So it wasn't too much of a shock that she was a complete hypocrite, particularly when it came to her relationship with Jakob.
Sometimes, a character is written with exaggerated flaws for comedic purposes or at least has some other qualities that lessen their repugnance. But neither would apply here. Jen's obnoxious smothering, passive-aggression and judgement of anyone who didn't share her opinion or do things HER way wasn't funny. She lacked any softening quality that would have made her sympathetic. I didn't like how she was supposed to be so smart but was so stupid when it came to her own life. I hated how she lied to herself all. The. Time. But the real kicker was how she treated Jakob over an omission and didn't acknowledge her own deceit and infidelity. Jakob forgave her so readily and she reciprocated by cutting him out of her life and for a far milder offence.
Speaking objectively, this book will likely be well-received. It has so much going for it. The average reader will overlook at least a part of Jen's issues and come away with a positive experience, and that is the audience for whom this book is clearly intended.
I wouldn't tell anyone who asked to avoid this book and I would definitely be interested in reading more from the writer. The heroine in this particular book just didn't work for me.
I received a copy of this title from NetGalley, in exchange for feeback. All opinions are my own.
2.5 stars for the story, hero and secondary characters. Subtracting 2.5 out of 5 for the heroine.