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200 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1972
My hopes are unquenchable. I feel that I stand on the brink of lofty exchanges that will make the ills of life ridiculous. After each respite, even a nap, we can all meet each other as gods. I have entrusted my life to expectation, as if the bud would surely blossom. I can only live this way.
Listn! I have, how ever, find: coin clippings are-can to be a treazure. 1391 the papa Banifacio IX sell this emty abbazy of Montpelas, that is neighbr-like to Avignon on a edge of of-Antipopoes land. The buy-man is Messer Todao, he ’s a fiorentine who have a hous in Mont Pelier. He for-get to pay, the pope take his propriety in Florence, of-it is a part a box of gold-most-hllippins with a worht of 37,000 florini!
I feel that I’ve been tried as silver is tried, and found to be tin. How can I stand firm in trouble when I can’t even stand up! Outside of you there has been nothing to give me hope. My work at the library is disreputable and I am frequently told as much. I haven’t found a trace of the map. I wrote to Avignon and Harvard for help: no replies. Mr. Hood might just as well live in Peshawar for all the attention he pays me. And yet these things would matter little if I had seen you – if I had not lost touch with you. It’s unpleasant to blame you, but who else is there to blame for the wasted days and nights, the money spent, and the terrible expense of passionate affection?