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John + Siena #2
Disgrace
Siena Calabrese is no longer the prized daughter of la famiglia. Her transgressions against her brothers and family have stained more than just her reputation. Her best chance at keeping breath in her lungs would be to sit down and shut up like she was taught to do. She definitely shouldn't be feeding information to her family's enemies. And yet, she is still willing to risk it all for a chance at forever with Johnathan Marcello. After everything, how could she not?
The disgraced one …
Johnathan Marcello’s life and secrets have now been put on display for everyone to see. There's no hiding the things he's tried to keep hidden, but maybe that's the best thing that could have happened. Now he's about to walk straight into a war between rival mafia families, and he's got choices to make. His love is on one side, he's on the other, and everybody is playing for keeps. He'll play the game just as dirty as anyone else to get what he wants, even to the detriment of himself. For her, how could he not?
The shamed one …
It's time that the forgotten king takes back his throne. It's already been too long since it was taken from him.
But when has anything in this life been easy?
The disgraced one …
Johnathan Marcello’s life and secrets have now been put on display for everyone to see. There's no hiding the things he's tried to keep hidden, but maybe that's the best thing that could have happened. Now he's about to walk straight into a war between rival mafia families, and he's got choices to make. His love is on one side, he's on the other, and everybody is playing for keeps. He'll play the game just as dirty as anyone else to get what he wants, even to the detriment of himself. For her, how could he not?
The shamed one …
It's time that the forgotten king takes back his throne. It's already been too long since it was taken from him.
But when has anything in this life been easy?
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First published March 29, 2018
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Bethany-Kris
108 books4,257 followersThe author of too many novels to count, Bethany-Kris is a Canadian, lover of much, and mother to four sons, a glaring of cats, and a pack of dogs. A small town in Eastern Canada where she was born and raised is where she has always called home. With her boys under her feet, a snuggling cat, barking dogs, and a spouse calling over his shoulder, she is nearly always writing something ... when she can find the time.
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November 6, 2018
Siena Calabrese is now ‘the disgraced one’. There’s no love lost between her and her family. Now that they know where her loyalties lie, she has no freedom. Life has become like a prison for her. But that’s okay, right? In the end, everything she’s done and everything she will do is for the future happiness she’ll find with John.
John has chosen stability, which includes letting his family in and making moves to end the war with the Calabrese. He’s learning to control his impulses and to start seeing things in a different light. He’s making amends and creating bridges. He’s accepting that his illness doesn’t define him and that he is so loved. In the end, everything he’s done and everything he will do is for the future happiness he’ll find with Siena.
As always, this author captured love so beautifully. John’s illness may seem to be what was running the show, but it was their hearts that took the shine. What these characters shared was almost tangible. This story was thick with their affection. It covered not only their love, but how much they were willing to fight and sacrifice to protect and share in that love. I’ve never known a love like this but the story of John and Siena definitely makes me think it’s possible.
Release: 04.02.2018 | Mafia Romance | Dual POV - 3rd person | Heat: 3 | John + Siena #2 with character crossover
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John has chosen stability, which includes letting his family in and making moves to end the war with the Calabrese. He’s learning to control his impulses and to start seeing things in a different light. He’s making amends and creating bridges. He’s accepting that his illness doesn’t define him and that he is so loved. In the end, everything he’s done and everything he will do is for the future happiness he’ll find with Siena.
As always, this author captured love so beautifully. John’s illness may seem to be what was running the show, but it was their hearts that took the shine. What these characters shared was almost tangible. This story was thick with their affection. It covered not only their love, but how much they were willing to fight and sacrifice to protect and share in that love. I’ve never known a love like this but the story of John and Siena definitely makes me think it’s possible.
Release: 04.02.2018 | Mafia Romance | Dual POV - 3rd person | Heat: 3 | John + Siena #2 with character crossover
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May 1, 2024
Disgrace picks up right where Loyalty left off. I'm so glad I waited till this was out before starting the duet, I'm too impatient to wait between books and need to read the story in one go. And, it was so worth waiting for. Disgrace pulls everything together, their journey to their happy was a battle, no two ways about it. Both John and Siena had everything stacked against them yet through it all they remained loyal and true to each other, never wavering in their love for each other. They truly are each other's person.
What totally worked for me was getting inside Johns head through both books, and seeing and even feeling his pain, confusion, uncertainty and definitely his strong feelings of inadequacy due to his disease. The feels were crushing at times. And the best bit of that ...... his realising that his family accepted him exactly as he came and loved him in spite of everything.
This duet is exceptional, John's pain bleeds through the pages but then so does the healing. I love that this was kept so real, there is no miracle cure for him and there never will be. Thank you Bethany-Kris for keeping this so real.
I said this in my review for Loyalty, but it bears repeating - this is by far my favourite story by Bethany-Kris, and let's face it - I've floved them all. But this duet? No words bar phenomenal.
December 13, 2018
3.5 stars
A good book.
I guess my lack of background / knowledge about ‘famiglia’ made it a bit hard for me to follow and to accept all happenings.
Too many uncalled victims. Too many.
Hero’s illness / bipolar disorder was written brilliantly.
Sweet epilogue.
A good book.
I guess my lack of background / knowledge about ‘famiglia’ made it a bit hard for me to follow and to accept all happenings.
Too many uncalled victims. Too many.
Hero’s illness / bipolar disorder was written brilliantly.
Sweet epilogue.
March 20, 2018
*sigh*
Loved it.
I never doubted it.
Johnathan Marcello had a turmoiled path ahead of him. Dealing with his illness, his weakness as he often said BUT he chose to fight it. To be better. To grasp it and control it.
For himself.
For his family.
For her. Siena
And as the war rages on between the two rival families, Calabreses and Marcellos, John and Siena put their love on hold, stealing meetings, and rare times together as much as possible, when Siena's life has turned into a hardship and a lockdown from her side of the family. BUT she would endure it all, for the sake of them being together at one point.
And to fulfill her promise to her love for Johnathan, she takes upon herself a dangerous task of providing an inside information for the Marcellos, and the actions against the family that only connected her by the same name, and by nothing else. She would endure it.
and the sacrifices, from both, Johnathan and Siena, would finally paid of...as they together cross into the future, still fighting, still supporting each other, still aware...of their love, inspite of the odds, obstacles and hardship life handled them with...
cause that's what she was for him....
besides the obvious emotionally captivating exchange between Johnathan and Siena, there's also a formidable and palpable connection between Johnathan and his father, Lucian Marcello.
Now, that part made my heart beat a little faster in overwhelmed emotion of admiration, as this man, Lucian proved and showed, over and over again, not only with his words of support and love for his son, but also with his actions...
That's all.
I'm pretty much overwhelmed and stunned by the poised emotional tick I got through out the story as Bethany-Kris presented a gravely serious topic while incorporating it so effortlessly into the neverending dangerous turmoil of the mafia life.
*drops mic*
***ARC kindely provided by the author in exchange for an honest review***
Loved it.
I never doubted it.
Johnathan Marcello had a turmoiled path ahead of him. Dealing with his illness, his weakness as he often said BUT he chose to fight it. To be better. To grasp it and control it.
For himself.
For his family.
For her. Siena
I had to choose stability. Not just for now, or for a while, or even for a few years. I had to choose stability for the rest of my life.
Because he could just as easily choose to refuse meds, to self-medicate, or to live his life in a constant spiral of hypomania, full blown mania, and depression. A vicious cycle that would continue to hurt him, and those around him.
John chose stability.
And as the war rages on between the two rival families, Calabreses and Marcellos, John and Siena put their love on hold, stealing meetings, and rare times together as much as possible, when Siena's life has turned into a hardship and a lockdown from her side of the family. BUT she would endure it all, for the sake of them being together at one point.
And to fulfill her promise to her love for Johnathan, she takes upon herself a dangerous task of providing an inside information for the Marcellos, and the actions against the family that only connected her by the same name, and by nothing else. She would endure it.
They were one step closer to finishing this forever. Her forever was almost there.
She fought for him.
She loved him.
She had his back.
and the sacrifices, from both, Johnathan and Siena, would finally paid of...as they together cross into the future, still fighting, still supporting each other, still aware...of their love, inspite of the odds, obstacles and hardship life handled them with...
"It'll always be just you and me for this," Siena told him.
"We'll handle it. It's your life-your business. Those doors are shut, John."
"Where did you come from, bella donna? You seem a little too good to be true when it comes to us."
Siena laughed.
"I came from Brooklyn. And you know damn well I was made for you, John."
He gave her a quick kiss and said, "Damn right."
cause that's what she was for him....
She had been his catalyst.
She had been his saving grace.
She was his everything.
"You're my one person, John."
"And you're mine, mia amore."
besides the obvious emotionally captivating exchange between Johnathan and Siena, there's also a formidable and palpable connection between Johnathan and his father, Lucian Marcello.
Now, that part made my heart beat a little faster in overwhelmed emotion of admiration, as this man, Lucian proved and showed, over and over again, not only with his words of support and love for his son, but also with his actions...
"...that was my biggest fear growing up."
Lucian looked back at him. "What?"
"Being the shame or disgrace of this family."
"...It's not you. It is moments in your life during darker times. Moments in witch you were not entirely yourself. Moments when you still needed help you were not getting....you were you, and you had your own set of obstacles to overcome. Yet, you were so focused, John, even on your worst days, and in your darkest moments. You had a goal that never changed in your life, and I wasn't sure whether to be proud, or terrified because of it....
You're not a disgrace to this family. You could never be, John...."
That's all.
I'm pretty much overwhelmed and stunned by the poised emotional tick I got through out the story as Bethany-Kris presented a gravely serious topic while incorporating it so effortlessly into the neverending dangerous turmoil of the mafia life.
*drops mic*
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April 9, 2018
The second part of the John and Siena story. A story of strength and strong convictions. Of doing anything no matter the cost, no matter the outcome and definitely no matter the consequence. You must read the first book of the duet, Loyalty, before you read Disgrace.
This story was extraordinarily filled with passion. Passion for family, passion for righting the wrongs of the past and most importantly passion between John and Siena. Their love and loyalty for one another is what great love is all about. Things aren’t always easy or simple, they can be filled with drama and angst and health issues that create hardships on both sides. But true love conquers it all.
John gets help and control over his bipolar disorder in this story. But it comes at a cost of everyone in Cosa Nostra knowing his disease. Siena is living with her own form of torture, underneath her brothers demands. There is a war going on for control between the Marcellos and the Calebreses and at the moment, John and Siena are on opposite sides. But their love is not, so in secrecy, they meet until the time is right. But throughout the war, Siena is a pillar of strength and fortitude for John and for his family. She is risks her life for the love of her life, John. She is not weak or timid but resolute to getting her HEA. She is amazing!!
John also does much growth in this book. His life has never been easy and going forward, it still won’t be easy but it will be more manageable. He is now able to see that his family was always on his side. They were never against him. And with those open eyes, his relationship with his father, Lucien, is incredibly touching and heart warming. They are both men of few words but when John finally accepts his father’s love and concern, it was just one of my favorite parts of the book.
In a war, there are winners and losers and I’m sure you can guess that when the Marcello Family is involved, losing is not an option. Changes are also coming within the Marcello Family as the next generation is ready to lead. This involves both Andino and Johnathan as well as the entire family. Having 3 generations in this book was perfectly wonderful. Just call me a Marcello junkie😍😍😍
I really loved this duet. The author included mental health and showed the highs and lows and that with help, the disease can be manageable. It’s not easy but with love and support of family, hopelessness can become optimistic and promising. A beautiful duet I highly recommend.
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April 1, 2018
5 Stars
This was pure perfection and intense on so many levels. The story had everything as a love and loyalty are tested in the midst of a bloodbath between the Marcellos and Calabreses. I didn't think it was possible, but I loved John and Siena even more. And BK not only gives us an awesome love story, but there's action, family and the added weight of John's ongoing battle with his demons. I loved Siena. Talk about one badass heroine, she's mine kind of woman. And John with Lucian...my heart!!!
I highly recommend this story. MUST READ!!
**I voluntarily read this ARC.**
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This was pure perfection and intense on so many levels. The story had everything as a love and loyalty are tested in the midst of a bloodbath between the Marcellos and Calabreses. I didn't think it was possible, but I loved John and Siena even more. And BK not only gives us an awesome love story, but there's action, family and the added weight of John's ongoing battle with his demons. I loved Siena. Talk about one badass heroine, she's mine kind of woman. And John with Lucian...my heart!!!
I highly recommend this story. MUST READ!!
**I voluntarily read this ARC.**
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February 6, 2021
Este segundo tomo sigue siendo muy interesante, sobre todo porque aqui encontramos mas manipulacion y crimen, dos temas que me encantan en las historias de mafia, ademas hay una obvia evolucion en la relacion de John y Siena.
Y aunque admito que queria leer mas sobre la guerra entre Los Marcellos y la familia rival, es cierto que el libro tiene mucha accion, y que el desenlace aunque un poco rapido, me dejo satisfecha. Me hubiese gustado que la disputa entre las familias hubiese sido mas " personal ", por decirlo de alguna forma.
En lineas generales, esta continuacion es ligeramente mas lenta, o al menos yo la senti asi, sin embargo, eso suele pasar en las segundas novelas de una trilogia, por lo que no me sorprendio.
En fin, Disgrace no fue tan epica como su predecesora, la cual empezo muy alto y dejo el nivel elevadisimo, aun asi, es una lectura amena e intensa que si eres fan de Bethany Kris disfrutaras seguro.
Me voy corriendo a terminar el siguiente, aun me quedan muchas ganas de seguir leyendo sobre Siena y John.
3.5 Estrellas!
April 2, 2018
Guys, drop everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Drop everything and read John + Siena Duet!!!!!!!
You need it in your life!!!!!!!!!
Bethany-Kris to me is like the queen of mafia. She manages to grip my heart and yank it till I am addicted to her books. I am addict. I admit. I am freaking insane over her books. And every book she gives manages to strike gold in my eyes. Her words are like honey- sweet and drizzling to my soul. Bethany-Kris just keeps giving me hit after hit and I keep coming back for more. To me, she is THE QUEEN OF MAFIA.
I was waiting for Disgrace. I needed this book!!!!And it was everything that I have hoped for. So magnetic. So much dark mafia goodness exploding. So much raw and splendid desire that quenched every living part of me. I was in awe. I was stripped down. I was knocked sideways. I was left breathless. Disgrace really brought guns and they came blazing with suspense so captivating, I could not stop reading. Disgrace is the anticipated second part in the John + Siena duet which combines some mafia thriller and smoking romance that will keep you on the edge. Let me tell, this is my favourite book ever from Bethany-Kris. I do not know what kind of madness she brought into this book but she should keep giving it to me. Intense. Wild Ride. Epic. Chaos. A love story worth all the mayhem and blood seeping through the pages. A magnificent mafia romance written to perfection. An amazing book filled with twists and turns to make you delirious and also fall in love. Deeply. Bethany-Kris just makes me get up on my seat and give a standing ovation because her writing just blows me away. Gives me all kinds of tingles and shivers.
John + Siena are just perfect. I love them. Truly one of my favourite couple ever. Their emotions. Their partnership just quakes deeply in my heart. They faced so much trials and tribulations from la familia and Cosa Nostra. They deserved their happy ending. Yes it was hard. But their love was deep and it could face anything. No matter how deep and bloody the streets were, they showed they are stronger together.
Seriously, if you love mafia, you have to read this duet. It is EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARC provided by author in exchange for an honest review.
Drop everything and read John + Siena Duet!!!!!!!
You need it in your life!!!!!!!!!
Bethany-Kris to me is like the queen of mafia. She manages to grip my heart and yank it till I am addicted to her books. I am addict. I admit. I am freaking insane over her books. And every book she gives manages to strike gold in my eyes. Her words are like honey- sweet and drizzling to my soul. Bethany-Kris just keeps giving me hit after hit and I keep coming back for more. To me, she is THE QUEEN OF MAFIA.
I was waiting for Disgrace. I needed this book!!!!And it was everything that I have hoped for. So magnetic. So much dark mafia goodness exploding. So much raw and splendid desire that quenched every living part of me. I was in awe. I was stripped down. I was knocked sideways. I was left breathless. Disgrace really brought guns and they came blazing with suspense so captivating, I could not stop reading. Disgrace is the anticipated second part in the John + Siena duet which combines some mafia thriller and smoking romance that will keep you on the edge. Let me tell, this is my favourite book ever from Bethany-Kris. I do not know what kind of madness she brought into this book but she should keep giving it to me. Intense. Wild Ride. Epic. Chaos. A love story worth all the mayhem and blood seeping through the pages. A magnificent mafia romance written to perfection. An amazing book filled with twists and turns to make you delirious and also fall in love. Deeply. Bethany-Kris just makes me get up on my seat and give a standing ovation because her writing just blows me away. Gives me all kinds of tingles and shivers.
John + Siena are just perfect. I love them. Truly one of my favourite couple ever. Their emotions. Their partnership just quakes deeply in my heart. They faced so much trials and tribulations from la familia and Cosa Nostra. They deserved their happy ending. Yes it was hard. But their love was deep and it could face anything. No matter how deep and bloody the streets were, they showed they are stronger together.
Seriously, if you love mafia, you have to read this duet. It is EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARC provided by author in exchange for an honest review.
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March 17, 2019
March 2019 -- 5 Stars
April 2, 2018
This town just wasn’t big enough for the both of these feuding mob families, folks. One of them is going to have to lose. When push comes to shove and blood starts to flow, the one left standing takes it all. The Calabrese clan not only have a score to settle with the Marcellos due to the explosive ending in book 1, but they foolishly think they have a right to ruin then reign over the Marcellos territory.
Like watching a determined small dog nip at the heels of a much larger one, the Calabrese try to use sneak attacks to get what they want. What they didn’t count on was the patience, perseverance, and now mostly in control John Marcellos. With a great new therapist treating his bipolar disorder, his family, and his girl, who always have his back, he’s a new man, my follow mafia romance book loving friends.
Siena Calabrese’s loyalty is clearly on the side of her family’s enemy. Using whatever means necessary, she does what she is told and then some to make certain John and she will get their HEA. After all, even her much younger two stepsisters’ futures are also at stake.
With quite a bit of back and forth dialogue and setting the stage for murder and mayhem to set in, Siena and John are finally reunited. But one by one as people start to fall and vengeance is taken, it is more important than ever that they both hold it together long enough to let the mafioso tide turn in their favor.
If you haven’t read book 1 yet, well, you really should get right on that. Otherwise, you won’t fully appreciate just how far John’s journey to reclaim his life has come. This once disgraced and disrespected, out of control young man is now on the path of his own redemption and destiny.
Title: Disgrace, Series: John + Siena (Book 2), Author: Bethany-Kris, Pages: NL, need to read book 1 first, some mob violence, very graphic steamy scenes with lusty language, loyal to him no matter what heroine, bipolar mob hero, feuding families, HEA, romance safe, no cheating, no love triangle, no OW/OM drama.
Book 1 - Loyalty, 3/5/18, Pages: 316
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
Book 2 - Disgrace, 4/2/18
(I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced reader copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own. I was not given any payment or compensation for this review, nor is there any affiliation or relationship between this reviewer and the author/publisher.)
Like watching a determined small dog nip at the heels of a much larger one, the Calabrese try to use sneak attacks to get what they want. What they didn’t count on was the patience, perseverance, and now mostly in control John Marcellos. With a great new therapist treating his bipolar disorder, his family, and his girl, who always have his back, he’s a new man, my follow mafia romance book loving friends.
Siena Calabrese’s loyalty is clearly on the side of her family’s enemy. Using whatever means necessary, she does what she is told and then some to make certain John and she will get their HEA. After all, even her much younger two stepsisters’ futures are also at stake.
With quite a bit of back and forth dialogue and setting the stage for murder and mayhem to set in, Siena and John are finally reunited. But one by one as people start to fall and vengeance is taken, it is more important than ever that they both hold it together long enough to let the mafioso tide turn in their favor.
If you haven’t read book 1 yet, well, you really should get right on that. Otherwise, you won’t fully appreciate just how far John’s journey to reclaim his life has come. This once disgraced and disrespected, out of control young man is now on the path of his own redemption and destiny.
Title: Disgrace, Series: John + Siena (Book 2), Author: Bethany-Kris, Pages: NL, need to read book 1 first, some mob violence, very graphic steamy scenes with lusty language, loyal to him no matter what heroine, bipolar mob hero, feuding families, HEA, romance safe, no cheating, no love triangle, no OW/OM drama.
Book 1 - Loyalty, 3/5/18, Pages: 316
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...
Book 2 - Disgrace, 4/2/18
(I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced reader copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own. I was not given any payment or compensation for this review, nor is there any affiliation or relationship between this reviewer and the author/publisher.)
April 3, 2018
5 - they deserve it all - stars
He craves for loyalty but he still thinks he is a disgrace....
Disgrace by Bethany-Kris is the second book in John and Siena duet. It starts practically after the events of the first book. The choices are made, the streets are bloody and all is not as black and white as it seems to be.
John Marcello has never been afraid of difficulties. Being bipolar is not so simple, but he fights and wants to be 100% sure he is OKay. He has chosen his way and he will take it no matter what. His path will be very difficult but he we'll go on because in the end he'll get her...
I loved him! Once again he showed his true strong character. Sometimes he seems so fragile that it hurts but over and over again he shows that he is much stronger. He is a true made men and a perfect lover and this made me fall in love with him again and again.
Siena Calabrese knows where her heart and loyalty lies. Her life is at stake but she will do everythung to be with him...
I liked Siena. Sometimes she seemed a little bit boring to me and unable to take action but it all turned out to be OK. Her ability to sacrifice made me like her more.
The war between the families is inevitable. The end is unclear and everyone is in danger. Lives will be lost, loyalty tested and the final is so shocking that it left me in awe for a couple of days for sure!
Thank you Bethany for this duet. I was shocked, I was in awe, I was struck once again by your amazing ability to show made men's life. For me YOU ARE A REAL MAFIA QUEEN! Everything was so thoroughly thought that I was speechless with the end she provided!
He craves for loyalty but he still thinks he is a disgrace....
Disgrace by Bethany-Kris is the second book in John and Siena duet. It starts practically after the events of the first book. The choices are made, the streets are bloody and all is not as black and white as it seems to be.
John Marcello has never been afraid of difficulties. Being bipolar is not so simple, but he fights and wants to be 100% sure he is OKay. He has chosen his way and he will take it no matter what. His path will be very difficult but he we'll go on because in the end he'll get her...
I loved him! Once again he showed his true strong character. Sometimes he seems so fragile that it hurts but over and over again he shows that he is much stronger. He is a true made men and a perfect lover and this made me fall in love with him again and again.
Siena Calabrese knows where her heart and loyalty lies. Her life is at stake but she will do everythung to be with him...
I liked Siena. Sometimes she seemed a little bit boring to me and unable to take action but it all turned out to be OK. Her ability to sacrifice made me like her more.
The war between the families is inevitable. The end is unclear and everyone is in danger. Lives will be lost, loyalty tested and the final is so shocking that it left me in awe for a couple of days for sure!
Thank you Bethany for this duet. I was shocked, I was in awe, I was struck once again by your amazing ability to show made men's life. For me YOU ARE A REAL MAFIA QUEEN! Everything was so thoroughly thought that I was speechless with the end she provided!
October 10, 2018
So I don't think I can do these books justice, but I have to say I forgot how much I love the way this author writes. I loved her Russian Guns series - or rather, I loved Anton & Vine's story from start to finish. I did, however, stop reading this author after reading Demyan's story (Shattered) because I absolutely hated it! And that was only because Claire wasn't Gia and I really REALLY wanted Gia. Even thinking about it now makes me angry (lol - I know...I've got issues) so I didn't read another thing from her. Until now :)
I loved John. I also liked how realistic and sensitive the author was when writing his character. And Siena was just awesome! Their relationship hasn't been easy from the start. Their families are enemies (for good reason!) but there is something between them right from the moment they first meet. There's a ton of bad shit that happens and let's face it, they're the mafia so it's more than obvious they're all criminals, but they are complex characters you can't help but fall for. I never got bored and I loved how caught up in everything I got. Another thing to mention that I absolutely loved was that there was no unnecessary bullshit drama involved when it came to their relationship. From the start, it was always them, no one else. All the drama came from outside forces and it was all about them navigating on how to deal with that shit TOGETHER.
I'm also glad I didn't read the previous generation's books because I have to say, Dante got on my last nerve. And if I'd read his story first, I didn't want my love for him to disappear because I thought he was an arsehole. But I will be reading their books because the author did such a great job creating the world she did.
I loved John. I also liked how realistic and sensitive the author was when writing his character. And Siena was just awesome! Their relationship hasn't been easy from the start. Their families are enemies (for good reason!) but there is something between them right from the moment they first meet. There's a ton of bad shit that happens and let's face it, they're the mafia so it's more than obvious they're all criminals, but they are complex characters you can't help but fall for. I never got bored and I loved how caught up in everything I got. Another thing to mention that I absolutely loved was that there was no unnecessary bullshit drama involved when it came to their relationship. From the start, it was always them, no one else. All the drama came from outside forces and it was all about them navigating on how to deal with that shit TOGETHER.
I'm also glad I didn't read the previous generation's books because I have to say, Dante got on my last nerve. And if I'd read his story first, I didn't want my love for him to disappear because I thought he was an arsehole. But I will be reading their books because the author did such a great job creating the world she did.
December 22, 2020
“My father used to tell me that everyone has one person who is their person. One single soul meant for theirs. I didn’t really believe that until I met you.”
“You’re my one person, John.”
“And you’re mine, mia amore.”
SIENA CALABRESE LITERALLY MY PRINCESS AND JOHN MARCELLO MY BABY! THEY DESERVE NOTHING BUT ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM!!
Also I already know who Cella ends up with and I'm SO tempted to skip everything to get to that book...
March 19, 2018
John came a long way to get where he is at. So happy to get to read this story. Since he came along in Cross and Cat's books. He was the one character that I wanted to find out more about.
John was a great character. Stronger and almost quite. Knowing his illness and trying to get a better handle of it. Not knowing what his future holds.
John was a great character. Stronger and almost quite. Knowing his illness and trying to get a better handle of it. Not knowing what his future holds.
March 14, 2018
*Arc received from author*
This book was sooooo freaking great. A war is spreading blood all over the streets, John is striving for stability, and Siena is trying to breathe in her suffocating family and their rules. Everything is coming to a head and it was glorious to read. I fell even more in love with John and Siena. She was his life raft in the middle of stormy seas and he was the reason she did everything possible to get into his arms again. I loved seeing their relationship grow, seeing her remind John of the life he wanted to live and what he needed to do to stick to that.
I loved that John's relationship with his family was better, that he put effort into building what bridges he'd burned before back up and seeing the best in his family.
Siena was the definition of ride or die in this book. She was down to do anything if it meant she would get her man in the end and I found myself smiling at so many of her actions like 'You f**king get it girl'.
There was plenty of action, plotting, and violence. Plenty of sexy scenes, and glimpses into other family members' lives, the good and the bad of it.
This book has me anxiously awaiting Andino's story. His mind is a thing of wonder and I'm not even in his mind yet. Ekkk.
I loved the ending. REVENGE IS SWEET and seeing John step into the role he did was so satisfying to read. The glimpse into their future was so touching.
Loved it.
This book was sooooo freaking great. A war is spreading blood all over the streets, John is striving for stability, and Siena is trying to breathe in her suffocating family and their rules. Everything is coming to a head and it was glorious to read. I fell even more in love with John and Siena. She was his life raft in the middle of stormy seas and he was the reason she did everything possible to get into his arms again. I loved seeing their relationship grow, seeing her remind John of the life he wanted to live and what he needed to do to stick to that.
I loved that John's relationship with his family was better, that he put effort into building what bridges he'd burned before back up and seeing the best in his family.
Siena was the definition of ride or die in this book. She was down to do anything if it meant she would get her man in the end and I found myself smiling at so many of her actions like 'You f**king get it girl'.
There was plenty of action, plotting, and violence. Plenty of sexy scenes, and glimpses into other family members' lives, the good and the bad of it.
This book has me anxiously awaiting Andino's story. His mind is a thing of wonder and I'm not even in his mind yet. Ekkk.
I loved the ending. REVENGE IS SWEET and seeing John step into the role he did was so satisfying to read. The glimpse into their future was so touching.
Loved it.
April 2, 2018
I was gifted an ARC for an honest review.
We were left with a sorta cliff hanger at the end of book 1, this picks up where book 1 left off. John is seeking treatment. The way John's bipolar was treated came across as realistic, he didn't come out of the treatment centre magically healed - it was a part of his life and he dealt with it - not always correctly but it was a learning process. Siena stood by him through thick and thin - she was his support and she was a bada$$! Her brother's on the other hand - it was like the mob family was run by dumber and dumber! They were seriously bad at running the family and didn't have a clue!
I really enjoyed the twists and turns and of course the HEA was brilliant!
We were left with a sorta cliff hanger at the end of book 1, this picks up where book 1 left off. John is seeking treatment. The way John's bipolar was treated came across as realistic, he didn't come out of the treatment centre magically healed - it was a part of his life and he dealt with it - not always correctly but it was a learning process. Siena stood by him through thick and thin - she was his support and she was a bada$$! Her brother's on the other hand - it was like the mob family was run by dumber and dumber! They were seriously bad at running the family and didn't have a clue!
I really enjoyed the twists and turns and of course the HEA was brilliant!
April 13, 2018
DISGRACE is the conclusion to the story of John and Siena.
It’s another great read and great conclusion.
You are able to see that Marcello’s face’s the same issues just like every other normal family.
I like how Bethany-Kris talked about John’s bipolar disorder in this series. John’s family has struggled trying to get him the help that he needs to properly manager his disorder. The discusses the struggles that his entire family goes through. The hurts, the pain, the sadness.
It was good to see that John did eventually realize that is family does love him and only cares what is best for him.
The series takes you through the journey of John struggles and fully gives you an understanding of the emotional and mental turmoil people with bipolar disorder go through. It’s not easy for the person with the disorder. All the doubts, the constant need to be doing something, lack of sleep the person faces.
Siena… Siena…. Siena….
Loyalty was left off with the Marcello gang questioning Siena’s loyalty. Disgrace showed exactly where her loyalties lied.
Siena really LOVES John and despises her family with extra special passion. It made me wonder how far she would go to destroy her own flesh and blood for a man….
You are able to see two different sides of Siena - the sweet loving person that has captivated John and the COLD heartless person that hates her family. Now, now there may be a good reason why she hates them but DANG!!!
With anyone of Bethany-Kris’s books you are captivated from beginning to end, you feel as if you are a part of the book. Disgrace is now different.
If you haven’t read the series, get ready for some exciting, non-stop drama.
*An arc was provided for a honest review.
It’s another great read and great conclusion.
You are able to see that Marcello’s face’s the same issues just like every other normal family.
I like how Bethany-Kris talked about John’s bipolar disorder in this series. John’s family has struggled trying to get him the help that he needs to properly manager his disorder. The discusses the struggles that his entire family goes through. The hurts, the pain, the sadness.
It was good to see that John did eventually realize that is family does love him and only cares what is best for him.
The series takes you through the journey of John struggles and fully gives you an understanding of the emotional and mental turmoil people with bipolar disorder go through. It’s not easy for the person with the disorder. All the doubts, the constant need to be doing something, lack of sleep the person faces.
Siena… Siena…. Siena….
Loyalty was left off with the Marcello gang questioning Siena’s loyalty. Disgrace showed exactly where her loyalties lied.
Siena really LOVES John and despises her family with extra special passion. It made me wonder how far she would go to destroy her own flesh and blood for a man….
You are able to see two different sides of Siena - the sweet loving person that has captivated John and the COLD heartless person that hates her family. Now, now there may be a good reason why she hates them but DANG!!!
With anyone of Bethany-Kris’s books you are captivated from beginning to end, you feel as if you are a part of the book. Disgrace is now different.
If you haven’t read the series, get ready for some exciting, non-stop drama.
*An arc was provided for a honest review.
April 20, 2018
Bethany-Kris just blows my mind. She creates such great character that are real life and not perfect in every way like most fictional characters are at times. John's story and his struggles are real and at times too real. His journey is heartbreaking but necessary. His struggle will be life time long. Almost like an alcoholic or a type 1 diabetic. Mental Health has to be dealt with on a continuous plan and sometimes it is a difficult one that you want to throw the towel in on. Mental health needs to be looked as a condition that needs constant monitoring not something that should be kept in the closet and shamed. In order to help people we have to pull it out of the dark and knock out those bad connotations that come with mental issues so they ask for help.
Siena impressed me. I know her family did her wrong, but she just seemed not to have any feelings about their demise. I just thought there would be some throw back from that. She loves John and she is so queued into his ups and downs and helps him. She reminds me of Cross. She is the ultimate stand by your man!
Andio is so hard to love sometimes. He just doesn't like to explain himself and because of that he causes more problems along the way. He did with Cross and Catherine and with John and Siena. I know he has a heart in there somewhere, but it just doesn't come out the right way at times. But he too stood by his friend and even took some beating for hit. His possible stand at times could be considered for his own gains, but he still stood firm. I am sure his book is in the works.
Lucian also grew as a father and character. His support of John was more obvious and loving in this book and I am glad he too adjusted his actions to help John.
GREAT story sorry to see it end. LOVE this author!!
Siena impressed me. I know her family did her wrong, but she just seemed not to have any feelings about their demise. I just thought there would be some throw back from that. She loves John and she is so queued into his ups and downs and helps him. She reminds me of Cross. She is the ultimate stand by your man!
Andio is so hard to love sometimes. He just doesn't like to explain himself and because of that he causes more problems along the way. He did with Cross and Catherine and with John and Siena. I know he has a heart in there somewhere, but it just doesn't come out the right way at times. But he too stood by his friend and even took some beating for hit. His possible stand at times could be considered for his own gains, but he still stood firm. I am sure his book is in the works.
Lucian also grew as a father and character. His support of John was more obvious and loving in this book and I am glad he too adjusted his actions to help John.
GREAT story sorry to see it end. LOVE this author!!
November 8, 2025
Tras la muerte de Matteo Calabrese, Kev, su hijo mayor, se hace cargo de la Famiglia Calabrese, iniciando una guerra contra la Famiglia Marcello.
Sin embargo, la mayoría de los intentos de los hermanos Calabrese, Kev y Darren, se ven frustrados por Siena, su hermana menor, quien está jugando a ser una espía para los Marcellos, notificándoles de cada movimiento que sus hermanos planean hacer.
Mientras, John está en rehabilitación priorizando su salud mental. Pero una vez sale, debe armarse de paciencia, solo así podrá obtener lo que tanto quiere y ansía.
Siena.
Todo el drama, emoción y acción que sentí que le faltó al primer libro está acá.
Me gustó que John comenzará a confiar más en su familia, que comenzará a abrirse a ellos.
Que digo, vivo por cada momento en donde la familia Marcello se reúne. Son LA familia.
Siena es todo lo que está bien. Amo como es con John, como protege a sus medias hermanas, pese a no conocerlas mucho, y como siempre está dispuesta a hacer lo impensable por aquellos que ama.
¿Y ese final de John obteniendo lo que le corresponde por derecho? Él merecía liderar una de las grandes familias y me alegra que recupere aquello que le robaron a su bisabuelo.
John y Siena se han vuelto una de mis parejas favoritas. Son tan lindos, me encantan.
Y necesito más de ellos. Como trescientas páginas más de solo ellos dos juntos siendo puro amor.
¿Ya dije que los amo? Porque los amo mucho.
Sin embargo, la mayoría de los intentos de los hermanos Calabrese, Kev y Darren, se ven frustrados por Siena, su hermana menor, quien está jugando a ser una espía para los Marcellos, notificándoles de cada movimiento que sus hermanos planean hacer.
Mientras, John está en rehabilitación priorizando su salud mental. Pero una vez sale, debe armarse de paciencia, solo así podrá obtener lo que tanto quiere y ansía.
Siena.
Todo el drama, emoción y acción que sentí que le faltó al primer libro está acá.
Me gustó que John comenzará a confiar más en su familia, que comenzará a abrirse a ellos.
Que digo, vivo por cada momento en donde la familia Marcello se reúne. Son LA familia.
Siena es todo lo que está bien. Amo como es con John, como protege a sus medias hermanas, pese a no conocerlas mucho, y como siempre está dispuesta a hacer lo impensable por aquellos que ama.
¿Y ese final de John obteniendo lo que le corresponde por derecho? Él merecía liderar una de las grandes familias y me alegra que recupere aquello que le robaron a su bisabuelo.
John y Siena se han vuelto una de mis parejas favoritas. Son tan lindos, me encantan.
Y necesito más de ellos. Como trescientas páginas más de solo ellos dos juntos siendo puro amor.
¿Ya dije que los amo? Porque los amo mucho.
March 29, 2018
This was the perfect conclusion to John and Sienas story...I loved every word of it. They were just such a perfect couple. I loved how hard they fought for each other, to be together, to love each other and protect each other. Siena was FIERCE when it came to John, and he needed someone like that on his side. And I loved the relationship between John and Andino too...they were more than cousins to each other, and they had a fun bromance going, but they were fiercely loyal to each other as well.
This book was fast paced and full of suspense and action, laughs and tears, and always love! It was absolutely perfect!!
This book was fast paced and full of suspense and action, laughs and tears, and always love! It was absolutely perfect!!
May 8, 2019
5 amazing 🌟 for the finale of John and Sienna!! This book struggles with a very emotional matter such as mental health!! John as being bipolar fights and wants to be ok!! And Sienna fights with her own demons, living under her brothers demands!! For me it was an emotional tale, as the rest of Marcello's series !! John and Sienna fought so long and so fucking hard to be finally together!! Both of them were so loyal to eachother!! This is a tale about strength....loyalty ..... of doing anything no matter the cost, no matter the consequences!!! Once again Bethany Kris just blows my mind!!! A Huge fucking amazing Bravo!!!!
April 11, 2018
This author hasn’t let this Mafia romance lover down once.....
I’m just seriously in sync w/ this author & her writing. She never holds back the gore, the steam, the romance or the complexity of her very, very grey characters.
We pick up from book one w/ John still recovering in treatment, getting his Meds settled for his bipolar while outside all heck is breaking loose.
Siena is playing double agent, a very dangerous game. I would never have the hutzpa to do whet needed to be done. She was the angel of death no one saw coming, lol. It was brilliant. I also loved the way she protected her half sisters. Also, the brilliant use of the Catholic Church for shuffling information. That’s so realistic.
This book wraps up something very dear to my heart, and that’s Anthony’s story. He will always be my first read, my first love and I squealed in delight for The Grovattis. Payback is.....well you know.
Andino.....goodness. He makes my heart flutter! What a brilliant mind! (Author, really, lol) but, she just brings everything full circle for Lucien and Jonathon. I bow down. That epilogue was one tha5 touched my heart and stayed true to their characters. I cheered.
If you are a Mafia romance reader and have not read this author, what on earth are you waiting for....
Cannot wait for what’s to come next with these families.
I’m just seriously in sync w/ this author & her writing. She never holds back the gore, the steam, the romance or the complexity of her very, very grey characters.
We pick up from book one w/ John still recovering in treatment, getting his Meds settled for his bipolar while outside all heck is breaking loose.
Siena is playing double agent, a very dangerous game. I would never have the hutzpa to do whet needed to be done. She was the angel of death no one saw coming, lol. It was brilliant. I also loved the way she protected her half sisters. Also, the brilliant use of the Catholic Church for shuffling information. That’s so realistic.
This book wraps up something very dear to my heart, and that’s Anthony’s story. He will always be my first read, my first love and I squealed in delight for The Grovattis. Payback is.....well you know.
Andino.....goodness. He makes my heart flutter! What a brilliant mind! (Author, really, lol) but, she just brings everything full circle for Lucien and Jonathon. I bow down. That epilogue was one tha5 touched my heart and stayed true to their characters. I cheered.
If you are a Mafia romance reader and have not read this author, what on earth are you waiting for....
Cannot wait for what’s to come next with these families.
January 9, 2019
Nobody owned her like he did. Nobody loved her like he did. Nobody could ever possibly be him to her.
I am head over hills in love with John and Siena. They would do anything for each other. I loved seeing there protective sides.
And John with his naught mouth, man he is so hot.
I'm sad that John and Siena story is over. They had to fight so hard to be together and it was so great seeing them get there HEA, but I want more. I don't think I could ever get enough of them.
April 9, 2018
I swear every time I get with a dude Kris writes about I cheat on him! Yes CHEAT! John has yanked my heartstrings right out of my cold dead heart and warmed me again!
Again it’s hard to review this story without spoilers. Allow me to convey , however, how beautifully written the story between John and Siena unfolds. Scenes in this installment will force you into a fetal position crying your eyes out. The suffering is so palpable I could hardly remain still. As John snd Siena continue to grow individually and as a unit, outside forces continue to wreak havoc on possible harmony. Why must humans be awful?
Disgrace is my favorite in the trilogy! Yes I can say that after only reading two of the three books. This installment has MORE. Now I’m sure Bethany-Kris will shoot my declaration to bits but for now I’m standing firm!
Five amazing stars!
Again it’s hard to review this story without spoilers. Allow me to convey , however, how beautifully written the story between John and Siena unfolds. Scenes in this installment will force you into a fetal position crying your eyes out. The suffering is so palpable I could hardly remain still. As John snd Siena continue to grow individually and as a unit, outside forces continue to wreak havoc on possible harmony. Why must humans be awful?
Disgrace is my favorite in the trilogy! Yes I can say that after only reading two of the three books. This installment has MORE. Now I’m sure Bethany-Kris will shoot my declaration to bits but for now I’m standing firm!
Five amazing stars!
October 13, 2021
Que increíble cierre para esta pareja.
"El dolor se parecía mucho al océano: ancho, a veces claro, a veces turbio, y siempre peligroso. Podría tragarse a alguien entero y ahogarlo de dolor."
Siena Calabrese es la desgracia de la familia. Su familia ya no confían en ella y la mantienen vigilada todo el tiempo, excepto cuando asiste a sus clases de yoga. Al menos tiene a sus medias hermanas para pasar el rato de vez en cuando, ya que entre ellas pueden hablar y entender como se sienten con toda la situación que están viviendo.
Sin embargo, más allá de que le recordaran que era una desgracia ella fue valiente y fuerte. Estaba dispuesta a hacer cualquier cosa por su felicidad.
"—Te amo —murmuró él.
Siena asintió.
—Lo sé, John. Yo también te amo."
Mientras tanto, John Marcello ha estado en una institución mental. Me gusta cada vez como la autora trató el trastorno bipolar. El desarrollo de John en este libro es lento, y se lo ve todavía teniendo sus momentos malos y ahora puede admitir que necesita de alguien que esté ahí para él pendiente de sus cambios porque a veces no se da cuenta. Pero al final él acepta la bipolaridad como una parte de si mismo, como parte de su vida.
También ha elegido la estabilidad. Lo que significa dejar entrar entrar a su familia e intentar reparar sus relaciones con ellos. Con Lucia siempre fueron cercanos, pero todo se fue a la mierda en el libro anterior y acá se arreglaron un poco, aunque no volvieron a la misma relación de antes. Luego con Cella pudo hablar y disculparse, pero años de separación no se arreglan con una simple disculpa y John entendía eso, así que le dio su espacio. Y con Liliana ni siquiera supe nada de como mejoró su relación y si lo hizo, y es que ella estando en Chicago es un poco complicado. Sin embargo, me gustó que John lo haya intentado. Incluso mejoró con sus padres, dejando que su padre lo acompañara a sus sesiones con su terapeuta y yendo a visitar un poco más a menudo a su madre.
"Siena aprendió en ese momento que los hombres a menudo olvidaban que las mujeres eran las moscas en la pared. Las mujeres eran las que necesitaban ser vigiladas porque tenían más información de la que nadie sabía."
La familia Calabrese una mierda peor que la otra. Es lamentable que Siena esté relacionada con esa gente. Kev y Darren querían más poder pero sus métodos para obtenerlo eran dudosos y en más de una ocasión no creo que ni ellos entendieran lo que estaban haciendo. Coraline, la madre de los inútiles estos y Siena, una forra. Creí, erróneamente, que iba a ser alguien más buena pero resultó ser igual que sus hijos. Quería verlos triunfar a sus hijos pero no le importaba ni una mierda su hija, y ni siquiera lo intentaba con Greta y Giulia (tipo, entiendo que todos estos años se tuvo que guardar la bronca de que su marido haya tenido una amante y encima también tuvieran hijas, pero las niñas no tienen la culpa de las decisiones de sus padres ni de la forma en que vinieron al mundo).
Totalmente adoré a Greta y Giulia. Me dio mucha pena que sus medios hermanos le hayan matado a la madre y que encima quisieran controlarlas cuando su padre siempre las mantuvo lejos del lado de la mafia. Ellas ni siquiera entendían lo que estaba sucediendo ni por que estaban en guerra con otra familia, pero simplemente fueron y las metieron ahí. Y me hubiese gustado conocer a Ginevra, quien se que estando en Canadá termina con uno de los chicos Guzzi, pero estaré esperando a leer Guzzi Legacy.
"—Comprueba mis linajes de sangre, hijo de puta. Fui creado por hombres, y criado por hombres, que solo puedes soñar ser. ¿Mis linajes de sangre? Están escritos en jodido rojo. Sangre Grovatti. ¿Mi vida? Está escrita por toda esta ciudad. Legado Marcello."
Todo el tema de la guerra le dio a Dante la posibilidad de cederle su puesto a Andino para desequilibrar a los Calabrese y desorientarlos acerca de quien está dando cada golpe. Además esto llevó a que Andino tomara otro camino para derribar a la familia rival y así darle el poder de esa facción a quien realmente le pertenece: John. Y no solo eso, mientras más Marcellos tuvieran un asiento en la Comisión eso le daba más chance de estar con Haven y que nadie dijese nada.
"—Te amo más que a la vida misma, John.
—Lo sé, mira todo lo que has hecho por mí. Mi padre solía decirme que todo el mundo tiene una persona que es su persona. Una sola alma destinada para la suya. Realmente no lo creía hasta que te conocí.
Rápidamente se secó la única lágrima que se le escapó del ojo.
—Eres mi única persona, John."
En cuanto a la pareja que hacen John y Siena me encanta. Son el complemento del otro. Siena le da tranquilidad a John mientras él le da compañía a ella. Merecían tanto ser felices, lucharon para llegar a ese momento y me tiene tan feliz. Su amor por el otro fue constante incluso cuando estaban separados y en medio de una guerra, hasta encontraron las pequeñas oportunidades para verse o hablar por celular.
Y tuvieron su final feliz, una boda e incluso un niño.
Y yo no tuve suficiente de ellos. Unos cinco libros más lo harían pero todavía tengo esta versión extendida para leer sobre ellos.
"El dolor se parecía mucho al océano: ancho, a veces claro, a veces turbio, y siempre peligroso. Podría tragarse a alguien entero y ahogarlo de dolor."
Siena Calabrese es la desgracia de la familia. Su familia ya no confían en ella y la mantienen vigilada todo el tiempo, excepto cuando asiste a sus clases de yoga. Al menos tiene a sus medias hermanas para pasar el rato de vez en cuando, ya que entre ellas pueden hablar y entender como se sienten con toda la situación que están viviendo.
Sin embargo, más allá de que le recordaran que era una desgracia ella fue valiente y fuerte. Estaba dispuesta a hacer cualquier cosa por su felicidad.
"—Te amo —murmuró él.
Siena asintió.
—Lo sé, John. Yo también te amo."
Mientras tanto, John Marcello ha estado en una institución mental. Me gusta cada vez como la autora trató el trastorno bipolar. El desarrollo de John en este libro es lento, y se lo ve todavía teniendo sus momentos malos y ahora puede admitir que necesita de alguien que esté ahí para él pendiente de sus cambios porque a veces no se da cuenta. Pero al final él acepta la bipolaridad como una parte de si mismo, como parte de su vida.
También ha elegido la estabilidad. Lo que significa dejar entrar entrar a su familia e intentar reparar sus relaciones con ellos. Con Lucia siempre fueron cercanos, pero todo se fue a la mierda en el libro anterior y acá se arreglaron un poco, aunque no volvieron a la misma relación de antes. Luego con Cella pudo hablar y disculparse, pero años de separación no se arreglan con una simple disculpa y John entendía eso, así que le dio su espacio. Y con Liliana ni siquiera supe nada de como mejoró su relación y si lo hizo, y es que ella estando en Chicago es un poco complicado. Sin embargo, me gustó que John lo haya intentado. Incluso mejoró con sus padres, dejando que su padre lo acompañara a sus sesiones con su terapeuta y yendo a visitar un poco más a menudo a su madre.
"Siena aprendió en ese momento que los hombres a menudo olvidaban que las mujeres eran las moscas en la pared. Las mujeres eran las que necesitaban ser vigiladas porque tenían más información de la que nadie sabía."
La familia Calabrese una mierda peor que la otra. Es lamentable que Siena esté relacionada con esa gente. Kev y Darren querían más poder pero sus métodos para obtenerlo eran dudosos y en más de una ocasión no creo que ni ellos entendieran lo que estaban haciendo. Coraline, la madre de los inútiles estos y Siena, una forra. Creí, erróneamente, que iba a ser alguien más buena pero resultó ser igual que sus hijos. Quería verlos triunfar a sus hijos pero no le importaba ni una mierda su hija, y ni siquiera lo intentaba con Greta y Giulia (tipo, entiendo que todos estos años se tuvo que guardar la bronca de que su marido haya tenido una amante y encima también tuvieran hijas, pero las niñas no tienen la culpa de las decisiones de sus padres ni de la forma en que vinieron al mundo).
Totalmente adoré a Greta y Giulia. Me dio mucha pena que sus medios hermanos le hayan matado a la madre y que encima quisieran controlarlas cuando su padre siempre las mantuvo lejos del lado de la mafia. Ellas ni siquiera entendían lo que estaba sucediendo ni por que estaban en guerra con otra familia, pero simplemente fueron y las metieron ahí. Y me hubiese gustado conocer a Ginevra, quien se que estando en Canadá termina con uno de los chicos Guzzi, pero estaré esperando a leer Guzzi Legacy.
"—Comprueba mis linajes de sangre, hijo de puta. Fui creado por hombres, y criado por hombres, que solo puedes soñar ser. ¿Mis linajes de sangre? Están escritos en jodido rojo. Sangre Grovatti. ¿Mi vida? Está escrita por toda esta ciudad. Legado Marcello."
Todo el tema de la guerra le dio a Dante la posibilidad de cederle su puesto a Andino para desequilibrar a los Calabrese y desorientarlos acerca de quien está dando cada golpe. Además esto llevó a que Andino tomara otro camino para derribar a la familia rival y así darle el poder de esa facción a quien realmente le pertenece: John. Y no solo eso, mientras más Marcellos tuvieran un asiento en la Comisión eso le daba más chance de estar con Haven y que nadie dijese nada.
"—Te amo más que a la vida misma, John.
—Lo sé, mira todo lo que has hecho por mí. Mi padre solía decirme que todo el mundo tiene una persona que es su persona. Una sola alma destinada para la suya. Realmente no lo creía hasta que te conocí.
Rápidamente se secó la única lágrima que se le escapó del ojo.
—Eres mi única persona, John."
En cuanto a la pareja que hacen John y Siena me encanta. Son el complemento del otro. Siena le da tranquilidad a John mientras él le da compañía a ella. Merecían tanto ser felices, lucharon para llegar a ese momento y me tiene tan feliz. Su amor por el otro fue constante incluso cuando estaban separados y en medio de una guerra, hasta encontraron las pequeñas oportunidades para verse o hablar por celular.
Y tuvieron su final feliz, una boda e incluso un niño.
Y yo no tuve suficiente de ellos. Unos cinco libros más lo harían pero todavía tengo esta versión extendida para leer sobre ellos.
January 15, 2023
“You’re my one person, John.” “And you’re mine, mia amore.”
December 23, 2020
“Mi padre solía decirme que todo el mundo tiene una persona que es su persona. Una sola alma destinada para la suya. Realmente no lo creía hasta que te conocí.”
Estoy tan cautivada con esta pareja. Me han encantado. Esta pareja ha aportado por igual. El complemento del otro. Siena le trae tranquilidad a John. Y John, le trae compañía a Siena. Merecían su final feliz. Quiero seguir leyendo de esta pareja que me trajo mucha alegría y es que desde el primer momento puedes sentir la química y el amor entre ellos. Ya empecé la historia corta llamada “Extended”.
Sentí un inmenso placer al leer esta historia. Me alegra que Bethany nos la haya compartido. Fue perfecta, no sentí ni una sola pega. Fue fluida. Una historia que sentí real. Completamente recomendado este Dueto. Amor, acción, peligro, alegrías, en una ocasión sentirás shock. Tuvo de todo. Y después me preguntan el porque de mi amor por esta autora, por qué la considero una reina de las historias de mafia. Por historias como esta o como la de Dino es que la adoro. Su escritura simplemente me encanta.
“Vengo de Brooklyn. Y sabes muy bien que fui hecha para ti.”
Mientras vivían en un desastre y la guerra seguía provocando pérdidas, hay algo que se mantuvo constante y fue el amor que se tuvieron el uno al otro. Ese amor nunca se fue y les dio las fuerzas para sobrevivir y seguir hasta que terminara la guerra. El objetivo para todo.
Este libro me transmitió mucho amor. Sobre todo, el amor de familia, un tema que considero muy importante. Sentir el apoyo de aquellos que te rodean y hasta cuando te están regañando o castigando es reconfortante.
¿Qué estarías dispuesto a hacer por tu felicidad?
“-Me quedaré.
Hasta que el corazón del bastardo dejara de latir.
Hasta que no pudiera volver a hacerles daño.
Hasta que ella estuviera a salvo.”
Siena me ha parecido una de las mejores chicas que ha creado Bethany. Su coraje y fuerza me han sorprendido. Una mujer dispuesta a hacer lo que sea por su felicidad. Que protege a sus seres queridos. Lo dije en el primer libro, pero lo vuelvo a decir, me ha encantado Siena. Lo que estaba dispuesta a hacer por John, y lo que hizo en esta guerra requirió mucha frialdad. Después de los eventos del primer libro, para sus hermanos, se convirtió en una desgraciada, una persona a la que tenían que tener cerca y vigilada. Pero eso, fue su perdición. Por eso, Siena hizo su elección. Una elección que la llevo a realizar un acto que jamás se me paso por la mente que haría.
“¿Mis linajes de sangre? Están escritos en jodido rojo. Sangre Grovatti. ¿Mi vida? Esta escrita por toda esta ciudad. Legado Marcello.”
John. John Marcello. Me encantó, la verdad. Controlado y frio, pero emocional. Un hombre que siempre luchara con su bipolaridad, pero que poco a poco controla. Que poco a poco busca reconectar con aquellos a los que, sin querer, causo daño. Su familia. Mientras que en el primer libro vimos a alguien volátil, en este no, aquí desapareció esa incertidumbre. Un hombre con mucho amor para dar y recibir. Muy peligroso para aquellos que se meten con el y con su familia. El destino siempre estuvo de su parte y fue una alegría saber que le dieron el lugar que se merecía. Que esta ocupando un lugar que siempre le perteneció, pero que por ambición le habían quitado desde mucho antes de nacer.
“Ella está haciendo esto por ti, John. Nadie volverá a manipularte jamás. Nadie irá a por ti después de esto. Ella no los dejará.”
El crecimiento de ambos personajes fue increíble.
“Fuiste, y aún eres, uno de nuestros mayores regalos. Y si hay algo que he hecho que te haga temer ser padre, lo siento.”
Los otros personajes también me gustaron. Andino, como siempre, me ha fascinado, así todo retorcido y manipulador. Haven me ha causado intriga. Lucian, me ha encantado todo lo que le decía a John y el amor de padre que le dirigía, la conexión que se fortalecía conforme pasaba el tiempo. Lucia, esa chica también me intriga y espero leer su historia muy pronto. Ame también la relación entre Andino y John, el respeto que se tienen y sus lazos son inquebrantables, como dijeron los Marcello, Andino nunca iría contra John y viceversa, ambos se cuidan sus espaldas.
“Siempre hemos sido iguales, primo, y siempre lo seremos.”
Estoy tan cautivada con esta pareja. Me han encantado. Esta pareja ha aportado por igual. El complemento del otro. Siena le trae tranquilidad a John. Y John, le trae compañía a Siena. Merecían su final feliz. Quiero seguir leyendo de esta pareja que me trajo mucha alegría y es que desde el primer momento puedes sentir la química y el amor entre ellos. Ya empecé la historia corta llamada “Extended”.
Sentí un inmenso placer al leer esta historia. Me alegra que Bethany nos la haya compartido. Fue perfecta, no sentí ni una sola pega. Fue fluida. Una historia que sentí real. Completamente recomendado este Dueto. Amor, acción, peligro, alegrías, en una ocasión sentirás shock. Tuvo de todo. Y después me preguntan el porque de mi amor por esta autora, por qué la considero una reina de las historias de mafia. Por historias como esta o como la de Dino es que la adoro. Su escritura simplemente me encanta.
“Vengo de Brooklyn. Y sabes muy bien que fui hecha para ti.”
Mientras vivían en un desastre y la guerra seguía provocando pérdidas, hay algo que se mantuvo constante y fue el amor que se tuvieron el uno al otro. Ese amor nunca se fue y les dio las fuerzas para sobrevivir y seguir hasta que terminara la guerra. El objetivo para todo.
Este libro me transmitió mucho amor. Sobre todo, el amor de familia, un tema que considero muy importante. Sentir el apoyo de aquellos que te rodean y hasta cuando te están regañando o castigando es reconfortante.
¿Qué estarías dispuesto a hacer por tu felicidad?
“-Me quedaré.
Hasta que el corazón del bastardo dejara de latir.
Hasta que no pudiera volver a hacerles daño.
Hasta que ella estuviera a salvo.”
Siena me ha parecido una de las mejores chicas que ha creado Bethany. Su coraje y fuerza me han sorprendido. Una mujer dispuesta a hacer lo que sea por su felicidad. Que protege a sus seres queridos. Lo dije en el primer libro, pero lo vuelvo a decir, me ha encantado Siena. Lo que estaba dispuesta a hacer por John, y lo que hizo en esta guerra requirió mucha frialdad. Después de los eventos del primer libro, para sus hermanos, se convirtió en una desgraciada, una persona a la que tenían que tener cerca y vigilada. Pero eso, fue su perdición. Por eso, Siena hizo su elección. Una elección que la llevo a realizar un acto que jamás se me paso por la mente que haría.
“¿Mis linajes de sangre? Están escritos en jodido rojo. Sangre Grovatti. ¿Mi vida? Esta escrita por toda esta ciudad. Legado Marcello.”
John. John Marcello. Me encantó, la verdad. Controlado y frio, pero emocional. Un hombre que siempre luchara con su bipolaridad, pero que poco a poco controla. Que poco a poco busca reconectar con aquellos a los que, sin querer, causo daño. Su familia. Mientras que en el primer libro vimos a alguien volátil, en este no, aquí desapareció esa incertidumbre. Un hombre con mucho amor para dar y recibir. Muy peligroso para aquellos que se meten con el y con su familia. El destino siempre estuvo de su parte y fue una alegría saber que le dieron el lugar que se merecía. Que esta ocupando un lugar que siempre le perteneció, pero que por ambición le habían quitado desde mucho antes de nacer.
“Ella está haciendo esto por ti, John. Nadie volverá a manipularte jamás. Nadie irá a por ti después de esto. Ella no los dejará.”
El crecimiento de ambos personajes fue increíble.
“Fuiste, y aún eres, uno de nuestros mayores regalos. Y si hay algo que he hecho que te haga temer ser padre, lo siento.”
Los otros personajes también me gustaron. Andino, como siempre, me ha fascinado, así todo retorcido y manipulador. Haven me ha causado intriga. Lucian, me ha encantado todo lo que le decía a John y el amor de padre que le dirigía, la conexión que se fortalecía conforme pasaba el tiempo. Lucia, esa chica también me intriga y espero leer su historia muy pronto. Ame también la relación entre Andino y John, el respeto que se tienen y sus lazos son inquebrantables, como dijeron los Marcello, Andino nunca iría contra John y viceversa, ambos se cuidan sus espaldas.
“Siempre hemos sido iguales, primo, y siempre lo seremos.”
April 12, 2018
This was a fantastic ending to a suspenseful, steamy and criminally good duet. I'm starting to really love these types of storylines, thank goodness I don't have to wait to long to get to the end. I loved watching the Romeo & Juliet story of John and Siena. It was beautifully crafted in a romantic but violent world of three two mafia families.
Disgrace picks up right where we left off in book two, I had no idea how this duo was going to move forward with what happened last book. The shocking death of a leader and John dealing with his personal health, I was expecting a lot of emotional ups and downs. And boy was I right and then some.
Siena and John never really catch a break, Siena's brothers pick up after their father, her mother is a ruthless and heartless women whom just like her sons treat Siena harshly every chance they get. But crazy enough, her family enemy has taken her in, more like a spy but since she is John's her value is high. John comes back to an emotional pull from his family, he doesn't like what Siena is involved in and she is in constant danger, which triggers Johns temper and then some.
Their story concludes, but along the way they are dealt with some extremely shocking, emotional, scary moments. I wasn't sure who was going to survive and I had no idea the twist that occurred especially near the end, were going to happen. I was constantly on the edge of my seat and I wanted these two to have some sort of HEA. Overall I'm hoping to see if Kris dives back into this world, their are a ton of side characters that I'd like to get inside their heads, especially Andino and Haven, there is more to tell with that couple for sure.
Disgrace picks up right where we left off in book two, I had no idea how this duo was going to move forward with what happened last book. The shocking death of a leader and John dealing with his personal health, I was expecting a lot of emotional ups and downs. And boy was I right and then some.
Siena and John never really catch a break, Siena's brothers pick up after their father, her mother is a ruthless and heartless women whom just like her sons treat Siena harshly every chance they get. But crazy enough, her family enemy has taken her in, more like a spy but since she is John's her value is high. John comes back to an emotional pull from his family, he doesn't like what Siena is involved in and she is in constant danger, which triggers Johns temper and then some.
Their story concludes, but along the way they are dealt with some extremely shocking, emotional, scary moments. I wasn't sure who was going to survive and I had no idea the twist that occurred especially near the end, were going to happen. I was constantly on the edge of my seat and I wanted these two to have some sort of HEA. Overall I'm hoping to see if Kris dives back into this world, their are a ton of side characters that I'd like to get inside their heads, especially Andino and Haven, there is more to tell with that couple for sure.
December 22, 2020
I am super delighted with this story.
The continuation of the story of Jhon and Siena has been much better than the first book.
I love this couple, so far it is my favorite of all the books that I have had the pleasure of reading by this author and I really like the progression that she has had in her writing and how she manages to get you into the story that you live it as your own .
In this installment of Jhon and Siena we see how things continue to be difficult for them and there are more and more obstacles, however their love is the force that moves them. It seems that John's illness would be the key to the story but it is really the love that unites them that motivates them to fight against everything, risk and face whatever it takes to achieve their happily ever after.
Of all the Marcello women, and there are some very brave and strong, Siena is the one who has transmitted to me the most that strength, love and sacrifice that she is willing to give for the man she loves. That love is felt, it is lived in these pages and what Jhon gives for her is supreme.
Anyway, I have fallen in love with these two and I hope I can see more of them in the future in the other books that I have left to read, including the next one in her series.
The continuation of the story of Jhon and Siena has been much better than the first book.
I love this couple, so far it is my favorite of all the books that I have had the pleasure of reading by this author and I really like the progression that she has had in her writing and how she manages to get you into the story that you live it as your own .
In this installment of Jhon and Siena we see how things continue to be difficult for them and there are more and more obstacles, however their love is the force that moves them. It seems that John's illness would be the key to the story but it is really the love that unites them that motivates them to fight against everything, risk and face whatever it takes to achieve their happily ever after.
Of all the Marcello women, and there are some very brave and strong, Siena is the one who has transmitted to me the most that strength, love and sacrifice that she is willing to give for the man she loves. That love is felt, it is lived in these pages and what Jhon gives for her is supreme.
Anyway, I have fallen in love with these two and I hope I can see more of them in the future in the other books that I have left to read, including the next one in her series.
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