I had such a hard time getting into this book. I started it several weeks ago, would read a few pages, and then go to the next book on my list. But then it came time to read Only With You, so I put my head down and forged on.
The thing is, it’s hard to have interest in a book if you know you don’t like one of the main characters. And Hannah, who is the twin sister of the heroine from Should’ve Been You (Man Enough #3), was not a likable character. She came off as shallow, selfish, petty, and immature. In this book she’s whiny, lamenting how she broke up with her fiancé, which she knows is the right thing, but she’s also a little jealous that the guy she’s been best friends with for years is now dating her twin sister - sort of a toddler with a toy type situation (you know, I didn’t really want to play with the toy, but now that you’re playing with it, I want it). These are not appealing character traits for a 30 year old woman. So I trudged through the first several chapters, mostly rolling my eyes at Hannah’s thoughts and conversations.
Then several chapters in we get to know Aiden. And Aiden is just one of those big teddy bear type men you just want to hug and make everything all better for him. You can see the pain and heartache he harbors deep inside, and want to do anything you can to help him.
And as Aiden and Hannah danced around each other, Hannah slowly became more likeable. She grew up, started thinking more about someone else, and became what Aiden needed her to be.
Not that Hannah really knew all his baggage going in. And he has a trainload full. It was heartbreaking. But she was very much the yin to his yang. She was bubbly and talkative to his quiet and withdrawn. He had serious, deep issues to work through, and where everyone else in his life knew something was off, they were willing to leave him be. Hannah was like a dog after a bone getting him to talk, and watching her help him work through his issues was equal parts heartwarming and heartbreaking. They were an adorable couple, and watching them both grow was endearing and compelling.
This book put my heart through the wringer. I love that the author didn’t end with everything all rainbows and butterflies. She made it clear they were still working together for Aiden to heal, and that it would be a long and continual process that would be hard fought. I love a good happy-ever-after-everything-is-all-better-now ending as much as the next romance reader, but sometimes that isn’t how life goes. But if you’re lucky, you’ll find someone who loves all your ugly and will be by your side to work through it. There’s nothing more beautiful than that.
* thank you to NetGalley and St. Martin’s Press/Swerve for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review