As a reader who did not know much about impressionists and post impressionists, but yet a fan of Gogh's works, I was really interested by these letters and the essay represented as a whole. Luckily, It is really crazy that we at our own time are able to savor his time through his vivid letters.
I'd like to review chronologically throughout my reading.
I was really into reading something that can describe art in the eyes of the artists themselves and to have a better look into what can be seen in the eyes of the beholder.
And as the writer said in his introductory essay :
“For art is always the expression of the most sensitive men of an age”
And that is clearly, undeniably true.
Vincent was one of the most sensitive men of his age, he painted his soul, thoughts, passion and sensitivity into his work.
And there was a sensitive part of Vincent that was invoking sympathy by people, and a certain criticism about publishing his letters, that it is his privacy, and I liked when the writer described the letters and denied the buzz of those thoughts- that publishing Vincent's letters was an act of none-sense and inhuman- when he said :
“They simply took shape quite naturally in his moments of respite, when he felt the need of unburdening his heart to some sympathetic listener; and in writing them he was as ingenuous and as unembarrassed as a child.”
Starting with Vincent letter I was fascinated by every detail, details that specifically meant to him.
“The highest art, then, must be the art that seeks its meaning in the highest form of life.”
That is what art meant to Vincent, and he started searching for his aim, he started seeking the highest form of life.
I was stopped by numerous quotes when I was reading his letters to his brother Theo. I sensed the strong bond between them, and the trust as well.
The enthusiasm of Vincent when he started to recognize where he's going and what he wants to achieve.
And how art was his beautiful lover.
And he describes it as follows :
“Art is jealous; she will not allow illness to take precedence of her. And I give in to her.” Said Vincent to his brother Theo.
I could not stop diving into his letters, i felt the meaning, it had that aroma, not because of its intimacy only, but because of the devotion in his words and his love to his art, and his love to life.
And I quote again :
“it is my most fervent desire to know how one can achieve such deviations from reality, such inaccuracies and such transfigurations, that come about by chance.”
He wanted to be divergent. No matter how criticized he was. Painting wasn't for him a covered canvas waiting for embracement by others, it was putting his soul into a portrait, or a drawing. He wanted to paint infinity, and the highest form of life.
Gogh was still optimistic, or lets say a very big dreamer, and a believer as well.
I was drowning into his words and his colors, the feeling of how much passion he had for painting is very vigorous and alive!
“I am thinking of decorating my studio with half a dozen sunflowers. It will be a decorative effect in which the glaring or broken tones of chromes will stand out vividly against a background of variegated blue, ranging from the most delicate emerald green to royal blue, enclosed in narrow strips of golden yellow. It will produce the sort of effect that Gothic church-windows do.”
I couldn't help stop quoting scenes that made me IMAGINE.
Im gonna name what Im about to quote and review as the second phase of his letters or the transmission in his life.
He started thinking about future, what future holds, and what should the ideal future artist be ?
He expresses to his brother in his later letters, as follows : “there is an art of the future, and it must be so beautiful and so young that even if we now sacrifice our own youth to it, we must make up our loss in the joy of living and in peace.”
And adds : “I do not see the future black, but full of difficulties, and often I ask myself whether these will not prove stronger than I”
I guess that is where he started to actually think more of difficulties in his life, and in life overall. He was trying, hardly, but trying.
Throughout all financial, physical exhaustion he was into -and hiding it-.
Through his long journey, he kept fighting for his love to art.
“He fired a bullet at himself, and, a few hours later, while lying in bed smoking his pipe, with all his wits about him, full of passionate love for his art, and without any feelings of resentment towards humanity, he quietly passed away.”
This was a pleasant read for me.💚