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Natalie DeAngelo lost everything the day her two young sons were killed in a school shooting. Desperate to find relief from her unspeakable loss, she volunteers as a veterinarian on an elephant sanctuary in Thailand, but soon realizes she may be in over her head. Battling the memories that torment her day and night, Natalie must find a way to heal an angry, injured elephant named Sophie. Through love, acceptance, and gentle care, Natalie and Sophie heal together, finding new ways to enjoy life again.

358 pages, Kindle Edition

First published July 18, 2017

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Dawn Reno Langley

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Langley writes full-time in Durham, North Carolina

Born an Army brat to a WWII and Korea vet, Dawn (Brander Tutela Reno) Langley began writing at a young age. Her essay on the Cuban missile crisis was published in a local newspaper, and since then, she has written hundreds of articles for newspapers and magazines, has published children's books, novels, nonfiction books on Native American and African American art, award-winning essays, short stories, and poetry.


As a novelist, she employs the skills she used as a journalist and conducts extensive research. Each story centers on a social dilemma, and she never writes a story about which she has no passion. The back story for each novel is on her Goodreads blog. https://www.goodreads.com/author/show...

She also blogs about excursions with her dog, Izzy, as well as one about growing up in the 1950s/60s and occasionally contributes to others' blogs (as well as to her own about gardening):
http://dawnrenolangley.wordpress.com
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Profile Image for Elyse Walters.
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April 8, 2017
"She clapped her hands and tried to speak, but every time she opened her mouth, all she could do was giggle. Finally, she managed, "I'm sorry, but if you could have seen your face..."
"Natalie thought, but Mali's laughter was contagious and exactly the remedy for the tension she'd been feeling".
Haven't we all experienced that contagious tension-relief laughter from a friend, maybe from our child? I had to pause with that excerpt. I stopped' to remember a warm memory. I sincerely wish I could just hug Dawn Reno Langley. I'm just so grateful to her for this book. - my first reading experience with Dawn....and not the last!!!

I read this book slowly --- with the deepest love and appreciation for everything about it. I'd read a little -- then pulled the covers up over my body - snuggled in my bed - not sleeping - but letting my mind wander.....all in association with this beautiful story that brought me to real tears --- 'between' --- my reading sessions. I mournfully felt the universal sorrows of the world - the one's we've all experienced.....
......tragedy, sadness, heartache, grief, anger, regret, unhappiness, weepy, melancholy, etc.
Thankfully.....and profoundly....I also felt the universal bond of love....and forgiveness to the best of my ability.....
I was also very much in touch with the magnitude of "sharing the planet"....people and animals together!

In "The Mourning Parade", ....."one of the reasons Natalie had come to the sanctuary was because of their commitment to give some of those broken, blind, and dispirited elephants a chance to live the rest of their lives with comfort and dignity
they deserved. She had privately admitted to herself on the plane coming here that working to help animals in a country where no one knew her might help her heal".

Dr. Natalie D'Angelo is one of the brightest in equine surgery. She was trained in North Carolina..... A Fulbright scholar of North Carolina out of Raleigh.... One of the best programs in the state. After meeting Andrew Gordon, philanthropist at a veterinarian conference on behalf of the world's dwindling elephant population--Natalie knew the time was right, and made a spontaneous decision to travel to Thailand to work at Gordon's sanctuary.

**ANOTHER PAUSE: To my friends who live in North Carolina - I thought about you....
and friends & elephants who live in Thailand-- I thought about you!

There was a reason that Natalie committed to volunteer for year to work in Thailand with the elephants... and leave her home in North Carolina. A year before - her two sons, Steven and Danny, 12, and 14, were both killed in the Lakeview Middle School rampage.
The only person that Natalie shared her deepest feelings with about life and death was with her psychiatrist Sally Littlefield.
Suffering from posttraumatic stress, Dr. Littlefield suggested, that Natalie not make any big decisions until she got past that first anniversary. Many parents lost children that day -- violence so senseless-- so horrific- crazy-insane .....for everyone - but Natalie -well known respected veterinarian in the community, she was the only parent to lose two children. Her ex-husband, Parker, had been out of her life, and her boys lives for the past two years prior.

Once in Thailand- as much as Andrew Gordon was Natalie's allied --(he highly admired her qualifications- and what fool wouldn't?/!), well, there was a 'stick-in-the mud' grouchy resident vet who had been there for eight years named Dr. Peter Hatcher-- who wasn't happy about Natalie's arrival. Dr. Hatcher had been trained at the Royal Veterinary College. He remembered Natalie from many years ago. Natalie had been one of the final readers of his dissertation--( she was just doing her job), --and he got debunked. Other accusations were pointed at Natalie and Dr. Hatcher carried a grudge. So, not only would Dr. Peter Hatcher not be a colleague to enjoy a cup of tea with -it seemed as if he was on a mission to make her stay miserable.
And this is where Natalie came to offer her skills - volunteer for a year - and heal a few of her own wounds?
We hope......
This story only gets better and better --- it's JUST STARTING.......
You'll meet the community -the volunteers, adults, children, dogs, and the elephants!!! The sanctuary was founded in 1989.... 10,000 acres ---- a home for abused elephants- right on the Kwai river with a constant source of water supply.

When we first meet Sophie - an elephant that Natalie bonds with - both suffering from PTSD.....it breaks our hearts knowing that for a long time she has lived with a burning flame in her leg.....caused by men.
Much of the story will center around Sophie and Natalie--a beautiful story...
and other elephants, Ali, .. who was cute and reminded Natalie of Albert Einstein: "gray tuffs of wiry hair creating puffs around the tops of his ears". -great moments of chuckles! You meet Thaya, Pahpao, Apsara... and other elephants.

We also learn about the political turmoil between Bangkok and Thailand. One of the characters even shares of getting arrested in Bangkok an anti-government protest.
For some reason - I couldn't help but laugh -- I think because so much is going on - -and I loved these people - that it was another 'tension-relief' luv moment.

Throughout---Natalie will think about her two sons that she lost, which is natural. When Natalie would experience a bit of happiness and an outburst of love for another being..... I would feel such tenderness toward her. I, too, had and invested interest in watching how this mother might allow herself a little joy back into her life again. I have friends who have lost their children - 1 very close friend. I was reading and observing Natalie's thoughts - admiring her dedication. Through her work - we do see her begin to open her heart -- but my question lingered. Could she ever really forgive the monster who killed all those kids in the school - and her two children? And could she e even forgive Dr. Hatcher - when he 'was' a challenge to forgive (there is more to that story).....and is it possible forgiveness- true forgiveness is one of the hardest things for people to give freely?

As for the the elephants:
Elephants are endangered-- something that we should take 'seriously'. The fact that it takes the females 22 months to have a single baby is difficult when you're trying to increase the elephant populations.

PAGE TURNING STORYTELLING - but I paused to think often because this book really lived deeply in my heart. The second I saw this book I knew I wanted to read it. Now I wish for a physical copy too!
My first favorite elephant was named Effie. She lived at the Oakland Zoo. There are not many photos of me growing up --- but I do remember the photo of my dad - me - and Effie. I was 3 years old. I visited her many times again with my cousin's after my dad died -- a day/ picnic at the zoo... and my desire to see Effie. Who doesn't love a big fat elephant?/!!!!!!

Thank You Amberjack Publishing, Netgalley, and Dawn Reno Langley
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2,041 reviews2,984 followers
July 19, 2017
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Part tragedy, part love story, partially a love of animals story, this beautifully told story delves into the heart of trauma, PTSD, recovering from life’s tragedies, learning to trust again, our families, loving even our imperfect selves, and our need to respect the lives of others, the beauty of nature and even a little political upheaval.

Dr. Natalie DeAngelo, an equine Veterinarian, has had more than her share of heartache in the past year, not long after her husband left, she loses her two boys through a shooting at their school. She can’t leave her house, shop at the grocery store without seeing the looks in people’s eyes, or the press hounding her. She can’t get past this when everywhere she goes, reminders surround her. The looks. The press. It’s no surprise that when she hears a request for Veterinarians willing to volunteer at an Elephant Sanctuary in Thailand, her heart tells her this may be her sanctuary, too.

”The doorknob felt cold and shimmied almost indiscernibly as the front door lock clicked. A definitive sound. Final. An ending. Natalie placed her right palm against the door and closed her eyes. Breathe, she told herself. Just breathe. Each sip of air required work. Thought. And though air meant life, breathing had become the hardest thing she’d ever done.”

Once she’s at the Sanctuary, it doesn’t take long before Natalie makes a connection with one elephant in particular, Sophie. Natalie sees the fear in her reactions, fear of the treatment she’s receiving. She sees her physical pain; she sees her emotional pain borne of fear. They are both survivors. Soon, she’s spending more time with Sophie, trying to get to the root of both her physical pain, and treat Sophie’s PTSD. “Physician, heal thyself” seems to apply, but it is a slow road that leads there. In focusing on Sophie’s PTSD, Natalie slowly finds herself smiling in Sophie’s company. A miracle, truly.

Elephants are such grand, noble creatures, capable of understanding so much and so little at the same time. They can’t really comprehend random acts of cruelty any more than we can. It is nothing short of magical when Natalie gives everything of herself to earn Sophie’s trust, and in turn, Sophie’s protective nature extends to Natalie, mothering her, trusting her, sensing their shared pain.

”She feels a strange maternal urge to care and protect the woman like she would her own calf, an urge she sees reflected in the woman’s eyes. She can practically smell the woman’s need to care for a child of her own.”

There’s so much I loved about this lovely story. There is so much compassion in each page written. So much love for so many, so much understanding.

I loved that each section had a quote that had me pause and think of how this applied to the story at that moment.

“To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else. -- Emily Dickinson

I loved the writing. The descriptions of the setting made it easy to feel and see it all, the characters, the animals, the sounds and smells, that physical sense of a storm brewing, the smells emerging as the rain begins.

I loved the sections that included Sophie’s thoughts, very much like reading her journal… very moving, they seemed so very real to me. These reminded me a bit of the brilliance employed in relaying Enzo’s thoughts in The Art of Racing in the Rain.

I loved how, and what, this book made me feel. Tears were shed, puddles from my heart melting over and over again.

A profoundly moving story about love: a mother’s love for their child, the connection of that love between all of God’s creatures, coping with loss, and the seemingly endless journey to healing – one step at a time.

My very sweet goodreads friend Karen sent me the nicest note about this book after she read it, because she knew I would love this, and for that, I am extremely grateful. Please check out Karen's lovely review at: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...

Recommended

Pub Date: 18 Jul 2017

Many thanks for the ARC provided by Amberjack Publishing
Profile Image for Diane S ☔.
4,901 reviews14.6k followers
August 2, 2017
Beautiful, beautiful story. Beautiful, and heartbreaking. It has been quite a while since a book made me cry, this book did. Found myself crying over an old crockety elephant named Sophie. This book takes place in an elephant sanctuary in Thailand. Natalie is a veterinarian of large animals, has mostly worked with horses, but horrific tragedy in her personal life finds her taking advantage of an opportunity that presents itself. Volunteering for a year in this elephant sanctuary. Her as she heals, she also attempts to heal herself. She will meet people that will help in this process and some that will hinder.

The author is an avowed social activist and in this novel she tackles the plight of elephants in the wild and those that are made to work in ways in which they are not equipped, that are harmful and painful to these amazing animals. I loved the story, and I learned so much about these great animals, quite astonishing the intuitiveness they have for humans and each other. She uses a unique literary device by letting us read the thoughts of the elephant Sophie, as she comes to know and love Natalie. We learn of her past, what she went through in the wild and then in captivity. Quite different.

Elephants are now prey, for their ivory, they are captured or killed by many. So horrible, the many ways they are mistreated. The title represents a beautiful yet sad moment in the story. Why can't humans ever leave anything alone? Question of the ages. Books like this help, showing us how very special these animals really are, how unique and valuable. Gorgeous cover as well.

ARC from Netgalley.







Profile Image for Jennifer ~ TarHeelReader.
2,802 reviews31.9k followers
June 25, 2017
Thank you to the author, the publisher, and Netgalley, for the free copy in exchange for a review.

Wow, I devoured this book. It was a quick read with much depth. I'm an animal lover, and I knew early in the book that Dawn Reno Langley has a heart for animals, too. One of my favorite quotes was from the owner of the sanctuary, and he said he opened it so that hurt humans could help heal hurt animals - and that they always ended up healing each other in the process.

Dawn has an easy-flowing writing style, and who couldn't help but fall in love the characters of Natalie and Sophie (the elephant)?! This was a story of forgiveness and healing, and a reminder that when tragedy strikes, there is still hope and maybe even a rainbow. This was highly recommended by some of my book friends, and I completely agree with them. Beautiful storytelling!

2017 Summer Vacation Book #5
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1,055 reviews126 followers
April 11, 2017
THE MOURNING PARADE BY DAWN RENO LANGLEY

This was five star read for me and probably one of my all time life favorites. This book is so full of love. There is tragedy as well but I felt a stronger connection to Dr. Natalie DeAngelo and her love for the elephants especially Sophie. I was filled with the warm feeling of love while Natalie gave all of herself through a strong love, acceptance with the gentle care she provided for Sophie an elephant that had been formerly abused and was in a tremendous amount of physical and psychological pain.

Dawn Reno Langley you are an exceptional writer with the skills to help us connect to the great love we feel towards protecting the elephants. They feel so much like people to me. I love elephants and I feel such anger towards the poachers who kill these beautiful creatures just for the ivory tusks. It seems like they never get caught and it pains me that in their eyes they have no compassion for their deeds and taking a valuable life.

I really loved this book and it was so interesting. A real page turner for me I didn't want to stop reading. I loved Natalie's relationship with Sophie and how it made me feel. It just reinforces how powerful and special it is to care for an animal and how truly human they seem. I highly recommend this beautiful story to everybody. All readers will love and appreciate this book. This is the type of story that is unique in today's modern fiction. Thank you Dawn Reno Langley for writing such an incredible heart warming story.

Huge Thanks to Net Galley, Dawn Reno Langley and Amberjack publishing for providing me with my digital copy in exchange for a fair and honest review.
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855 reviews125 followers
May 15, 2018
Such a beautiful cover! While I really enjoyed this book, it was hard to read at times. As an animal lover I know there is great suffering out there and so many are abused and treated with anything but kindness. Much has come to light in the past few years about elephants being abused and mistreated for the pleasure of people..for instance the circus, but also like in this book...to allow people to ride on them in tourist locations and so much more. Dawn goes into great detail to allow the reader to become more aware of the abuse of these gentle giants. It is an important book and I highly recommend it.

Natalie is wounded. She has lost her family. Her husband left her and her two sons died tragically in a school shooting. He life is unbearable. She gets an opportunity to go to Thailand to work with wounded elephants and as a vet she is highly qualified. She takes the chance and escapes her sad world to go help others and hopefully get out of her own pain. She meets Sophie, a wounded elephant, and while others want to put Sophie down...Natalie sees how she can help her recover. They form a beautiful bond. But it's not all that simple.

It's a wonderful story and one you need to read for yourself. I experienced all of the emotions on this raw journey. I'd be proud to have Natalie as a friend.

Many thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for a digital copy to read in exchange for a review. Highly recommended! 5 big stars!
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26 reviews
April 3, 2017
School shootings have become all too common. The media will cover the tragedy for a while, but eventually some other crisis will surface to take its place. But what the public doesn’t get to see and can’t possibly comprehend is the effect a school shooting has on the family members left behind. Dawn Reno Langley’s book, “The Mourning Parade,” is a fictional account of one woman’s struggle with PTSD after losing both of her children in a school shooting.

A year after the deaths of her sons, Danny and Stephen, Natalie De’Angelo is tormented by the reminders of her loss. Although she stays busy with her successful equine surgical practice, she just can’t keep her mind off the past. Her counselor has been encouraging her to move on with her life and find something new that will keep her mind occupied. While attending a veterinarians’ conference, she sits in on a lecture about an elephant sanctuary in Thailand. The speaker is pleading for monetary donations to keep the sanctuary running and veterinary assistance to care for mentally and physically abused elephants. Natalie feels compelled to pursue this clinical opportunity and is finally excited about something when she learns she is accepted into the program. In a few short weeks, she sells her home and belongings and moves across the world to work at the elephant sanctuary.

Upon her arrival in Thailand, she gets off to a rocky start. First, she must force herself to be more social to build relationships with co-workers in a new cultural setting. Then, she realizes there is much she doesn’t know about caring for these massive animals. To make matters worse, Dr. Peter Hatcher, the sanctuary’s resident veterinarian, is openly hostile to her. She is tempted to abandon the work and go back to North Carolina but ultimately decides to fulfill her one year commitment.

One of Natalie’s most challenging patients is a severely traumatized elephant named Sophie. Natalie recognizes that Sophie, like herself, is suffering from PTSD. Dr. Hatcher wants to euthanize Sophie, but Natalie takes on the elephant’s care as her own special project. Natalie and Sophie set out together on a journey of healing, but are Natalie’s efforts enough to make a difference in either of their lives?

This was a very emotional book to read as the writing was so vivid. As a mother, my heart broke for Natalie and the extreme loss she suffered. As someone who has rehabilitated physically and emotionally abused dogs, my heart also broke for the cruelty Sophie endured at the hands of man. Some parts of this book had me smiling and others had me sobbing. The unexpected and surprising twists worked together to create a very interesting and captivating story. I’m quite stingy when it comes to awarding a book five stars, but “The Mourning Parade” is worthy of that distinction. I truly loved this book and look forward to reading more from the author.

Thank you to Amberjack Publishing, NetGalley, and Dawn Reno Langley for a complimentary digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.
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June 26, 2017
While I have read virtually all of Ms. Langley’s books, The Mourning Parade quickly became my favorite. The story elicits a full range of emotions – happiness, sadness, anger, and surprise – it isn’t often one experiences this many emotions so profoundly in a single book and, for this, Ms. Langley should be commended.

The story of Dr. Natalie DeAngelo begins with a grieving mother seeking escape, solace, and even forgiveness following the loss of her children. She travels to Thailand volunteering her veterinary services at an Elephant Sanctuary and finds friendship and camaraderie in an unlikely relationship with Sophie, a female adult elephant abused by human hands, who Natalie quickly identifies is suffering from PTSD. As she deals with her own PTSD – anxiety attacks, night terrors, and haunting memories – she identifies many of the same issues in her new found “friend” and searches for specific triggers in Sophie; aware, without the ability to control reactions to the triggers, Sophie is at risk. As she tirelessly attempts to soothe the emotional scars of the pachyderm she, in turn, is simultaneously soothing herself. Learning to trust, forgive, love and ultimately finding a way to move-on – a difficult task for any mother, as parents should not outlive their children. Interestingly, the author shares not only the insights and perspectives of Dr. DeAngelo, but includes Sophie’s perspective into the story as well. As an animal lover, I have often found myself asking “I wonder what my pet is thinking?” This addition to the story aided in recognizing Sophie as more than “just an elephant” but as a full participatory character in the book. Sophie, I believe, acted in a way many of us wish we could; raging and reacting in response to fears and anxieties as only an animal can - evading personal responsibility and civility.

While much of the story centers around the relationship and emotional evolution between Natalie and Sophie, it also provides insights into the people of Thailand, their relationships and perceptions of elephants and glimpses into the oft political unrest within Bangkok. Additionally, there are underlying plots and twists which emerge unexpectedly. Suffice it to say, there isn’t a dull moment within the pages of the book.

From an overall perspective, the character development is such that it provokes a reaction to virtually every character. There are those you believe you know well and dislike vehemently only to discover later there was far more lying beneath the surface than you realized. The author does a great job with the full array of characters – there were those I loved, some I disliked while others I held outright disdain. I found myself invested in them and hopeful my expectations of them were, in fact, well-founded. This book is unquestionably worth the read!
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757 reviews99 followers
July 31, 2017
I was totally immersed in “The Mourning Parade,” caught up in Dawn Reno Langley’s tale of a woman dealing with a haunted past. The story focuses on Natalie and her struggle with an insane event that dominates her thoughts. While the author paints the scenes, emotions rumble through Natalie’s mind, emerging as a mixture of personal strength threatened by a volcanic anger that might erupt at any moment while guilt hovers nearby.
The author has a genuine talent with words, and is able to use them to paint incredible pictures on page after page. Natalie’s pain after losing two sons was realistic, and her daily efforts to sort out her feelings is brought to life without inducing readers to feel sorry for her. Instead, we are on the sidelines, encouraging her, hoping she will find the magic that will enable her to put her loss in perspective and get on with her life. The interplay between Natalie and her boss, coworkers, and others in the animal sanctuary flows naturally, and I loved the story all the way to the climax. Or, until just before the climax.

I was not happy with the ending for several reasons, and a book that was a solid five-star effort quickly slid to a lower rating. While I try to not give away any of the plot, the descriptions below may reveal more than what a potential reader would want to know. Hence, the spoiler warning.

WARNING: Potential Spoilers

I recommend for people to read this book, as Ms. Langley has an incredible talent at putting the right words together and at creating wonderful dialogue. Unfortunately, I felt the ending contained too many plot devices, too many attempts to create an “Oh my God!” moment. While others may like the direction the plot took at the end, I found it extremely disappointing. Based upon everything I had read up until then, I had expected more.

Proper research is also important, and for most of the book I was impressed with the author’s efforts to be true to reality. One part, however, was so far from the truth it was sad. The description of the school shooting informed us the shooters had revolvers and shotguns but “…had never held a gun before…” yet they were able to easily hit head and heart shots due to experience with video games. The majority of people (even when threatened) are not able to shoot to kill, yet we are to believe that four kids who only want to scare people can suddenly turn into mass murderers.

Five stars, with a disappointing ending and wrap-up that dropped that rating to three-and-a-half stars…rounded to four stars because most of the book was very, very good.

My thanks to the author and publisher for a complimentary copy of this book.
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1,753 reviews40 followers
August 2, 2017
I won this Free Book from Goodreads First-Reads. Thankyou Goodreads for choosing me to win this book. I've really enjoyed reading it.
A story of loss and family and healing by sharing.
An Elephant in a Sanctuary in Thailand suffering from a bad infection, abuse and loneliness
A vet from America also suffering from the loss of her family. Both are healed through trust and patience.
At the beginning of each chapter there was a quote from an author or poet. They were all inspiring.
Profile Image for Elaine - Splashes Into Books.
3,891 reviews136 followers
August 5, 2017
This is an amazing story and is certainly one of my all time moving reads that I have no hesitation in highly recommending.

Natalie DeAngelo’s two sons were killed in a tragic school shooting. She’s suffering from PTSD and decides to sell up the now unhappy family home and volunteers to put her skills as a veterinarian to use working in an elephant sanctuary in northern Thailand. She is coping with so much tragedy in her life and hopes the move will help her heal and benefit the elephants, too. However, whilst the charity’s philanthropist, Andrew Graham, really welcomes her, the sanctuary’s vet, Peter Hatcher, is definitely against her from the very start.

You really need to read the moving story of how Natalie strives to help Sophie, an elephant struggling with a serious leg infection, a fear of men and her own version of PTSD after years of abuse. As Peter Hatcher wants to euthanise Sophie and Natalie wants to heal her, the fight is on . . . . You really need to read it yourself as it is a very moving story. The ethos of the person who started the sanctuary is to help hurt humans to help heal hurt elephants and the authors knowledge and love of these magnificent creatures shines through the story. It is emotively written, with pertinent quotes starting each section of the story.  The settings, atmosphere and emotions are brought to vivid life throughout the story. It is a moving story, one that I’m not ashamed to admit brought me to tears more than once, a story of life after loss, grief and, most important of all, healing and love.

I requested and was given a copy of this book via NetGalley and this is my honest opinion after choosing to read it.
3 reviews
April 2, 2017
I was eagerly anticipating the arrival of this book and was not disappointed after I read it! The book details veterinarian Natalie DeAngelo's tragic loss of her two sons in a school shooting. Suffering from PTSD she decides to move to Thailand for a year to volunteer in an elephant sanctuary. What she doesn't know is that she will meet with an elephant also suffering from PTSD and physical injuries resulting from mistreatment.
Trust develops between the two and Natalie begins a trial of a new technique to help the elephant, Sophie, begin to conquer her fears as well as get the medical treatment that she is so in need of. Natalie comes up against a doctor that has already been at the sanctuary whose beliefs are very different from her own. She stands her ground against him to save Sophie's life. Natalie will not give up on the animal and, through the bond they share, they both begin to heal.
There is so much more to this story as Dawn takes us into human emotions such as grief, fear, abuse, courage, friendship and love. I looked forward to every page and was planning on "taking my time" reading it. That wasn't possible though because I wanted to find out what was happening to the characters.
I loved that it was such a visual read for me. I could picture the setting, characters and animals. I could feel the weather and smell the smells! I smiled and I cried. Towards the end of the book, I was talking out loud to it!
I highly recommend this and want to congratulate the author, who I am proud to say is my sister, on a job well done.
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923 reviews31 followers
June 9, 2017
Natalie lost both of her boys in a school shooting. A year later, she is just barely holding on. She is an equine veterinarian and agrees to go to Thailand to volunteer at an elephant sanctuary. There she meets Sophie the elephant. She has been physically abused by humans and trusts no one. Can Natalie and Sophie help each other heal? It is a wonderful heartfelt story of learning to trust and love again. Thank you to NetGalley and Amberjack Publishing for an ARC of this book in return for an honest review.
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25 reviews4 followers
April 14, 2017
Veterinarian Natalie DeAngelo has suffered a great loss. Both her sons were killed in a school shooting. Trying to pick back up the pieces of her life, she moves to Thailand to work in an Elephant sanctuary. She starts helping and researching an Elephant's, named Sophie, PTSD. Sophie is scared of any male contact due to years of abuse. Natalie has to try to help her quickly since the other vet at the sanctuary, Peter Hatcher, wants to euthanize Sophie.

Wow. I absolutely loved this book. Every single minute of it. The emotions in this book of humans and animals are powerful. The author creates these unforgettable characters. I was excited to see the progress of Sophie each day as well as learning about the other elephants and the many characters that are their mahouts, trainers. Sophie and Natalie are going through a lot of the same emotions. So, I believe, that is why they related to each other so much. They needed each other to cope. After all, the owner, Andrew, said he "hires broken humans to fix broken animals so they can heal together." Understanding the others pain.

I will recommend this book to other readers and would love to read more by this author.
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944 reviews91 followers
March 25, 2018
This is an extremely moving and lovely novel. I think that people that are supportive of animal rights and humane society groups will especially appreciate it. In fact, it may actually be a requirement for fully enjoying this novel.

Natalie is an equine veterinarian living in North Carolina when both her middle school aged sons die in a school shooting. She is, obviously, wracked with grief. A year later she decides to travel to Thailand to volunteer for a year at an elephant sanctuary, where she become an advocate for a particularly volatile female elephant named Sophie. Natalie fights with the onsite veterinarian who wants to put Sophie down because she is so violent and dangerous and she is wasting resources that could help other elephants. Natalie does connect with Sophie, and it changes her life. There's a brief love interest and a bit of Thailand politics thrown in, and the ending is both tragic and uplifting at the same time.

The writing is quite poetic and the novel is generally very moving. I found it did drag a bit at times and was a bit predictable in its narrative, but the description of the bond between Natalie and Sophie was so well presented and became the main driver of the story. Also, the depiction of elephants as a noble and complex species was very well done.
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2,468 reviews48 followers
May 19, 2017
This was a great story which embodied every emotion. The story mainly follows Natalie, an equine Veterinarian who has a huge need for a change in her life, after first having her husband walk out on her and her two boys, Steven and Danny and then later losing her two boys to a shooting at their middle school. Natalie cannot get over her loss and her Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is getting worse by the moment, not helped by the barrage of question from the media after the shooting.
When Natalie hears of an opportunity to volunteer at an elephant sanctuary in Thailand, owned by Andrew Gordon she jumps at the chance. Downsizing her practice and leaving it in good hands and packing up her house she signs up for a year at the sanctuary. She hopes working with the elephants will help her heal as well.
Once at the sanctuary, she works mainly with an elephant named Sophie, who is injured but has behavioral problems as well, she sees that this elephant has PTSD like she has and feels a bond. She has her work cut out for her as she seems to be the only one who thinks Sophie is worth saving.
There are so many wonderful characters in this book, and all with interesting tales to tell, but the main ones are Andrew the head of the sanctuary and already existing veterinarian, Peter Hatcher, who does not like Natalie from the start, Mali, Andrews Thai love. Each of these characters have interesting backgrounds and we will find out a lot about them in the story.
This was a fascinating story of what it takes to work with these wonderful animals, how both the humans and animals interact with each other, and the building of trust for each other.
There are many wonderful stories going on in this book, not necessarily to do with the elephants, and we also find some answers to some of the subjects brought up in the story. I do not want to give too much away as this is the story each reader needs to feel for themselves.
I could not stop reading this book, and want to thank both NetGalley and Amberjack Publishing for the opportunity.
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958 reviews495 followers
May 9, 2017
christ okay

i feel guilty that i'm giving this a mere four stars because the plot twist at the end was so unexpected and tore my entire heart of my chest and i nearly added an extra star just for that.

but i can't really give it five stars because there were some relatively large aspects that bothered me, such as the one-dimensional personalities of the unlikable characters. it's as though the author wanted to try and make them as unlikable as possible at the expense of a more-rounded character.

but i really liked the main character, natalie, and her relationhip with sophie the ailing elephant. i adore animals and stories about animals, and i thought the occasional segments from sophie's point of view were an excellent idea that really added to the story. the paralleling of natalie and sophie's PTSD highlighted the elephant's emotional complexity and intelligence, which i think is important because a lot of people think animals aren't capable of feeling things as deeply as humans, when in reality elephants (and many other animals) are exceptionally clever beings who absolutely can suffer from things like PTSD just as humans can.

all in all, this was a great read, and it's available to read immediately in netgalley so what are y'all waiting for!!
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1,114 reviews28 followers
June 22, 2017
I received an ARC of this book through Netgalley. Wow! What a great read. This is the kind of book you hold to your heart when you are finished, with a tear in your eye and a smile on your face. I felt like I could feel all the emotions, and felt like I was right there with the people in Thailand and amongst the elephants. This is a book that will stay with me for a long while. I will be looking for more from this author.
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507 reviews14 followers
April 22, 2017
What an amazing book. I loved it, I didn't want it to end.
I love elephants so I was drawn to this book straight away by the description and the amazing front cover.
The story hooked me in from the very first page.
I loved the way the author described the settings, and how she led you into the story, going further and further.
Thank you NetGalley and Dawn Reno Langley for giving me the opportunity to read this fabulous story.
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March 16, 2017
Wow. I had tears in my eyes from just reading the description. The Mourning Paradepromises to be a powerful and emotional read. (It had me already with the title).

I received a copy of this book from Amberjack Publishing via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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74 reviews24 followers
July 10, 2017
What’s not to like about an altruistic vet who puts her house on the market, reduces her equine clinic’s hours to half, packs her suitcases and jumps on a plane to Bangkok?

Except Natalie isn’t altruistic. She’s struggling with PTSD and trying to come to terms with the death of her two sons in a school shooting. The year at the elephant sanctuary is to help with her recovery.

This isn’t so much a story about an elephant story, but rather, one about Natalie’s personal journey with the sanctuary as a backdrop.

Natalie befriends an old cantankerous cow elephant who nobody has been able to relate to. Sophie is in pain due to sores on her legs from being shackled – even at the sanctuary she is shackled – and she is frightened of the mahouts with their sticks. Together, Natalie and Sophie help each other.

We hear little about the other elephants, who are almost bit players.

To add to the mix, there is a dash of anti-government politics, a hostile resident vet, a handsome TV presenter, and a cobra attack. Lots of little cameo stories. There is an unexpected twist towards the end too.

The luscious Thai scenery is nicely described and it’s easy to picture the sanctuary although the author doesn’t overdo it on description. Also the short scenes where we hear about Sophie's past and her fears are a nice touch.

What detracted from the story for me were all the endless references to Natalie’s sons, Stephen and Danny. Natalie could find something in a blade of Thai grass to conjure up a reminiscence. Instead of being emotive and powerful, it came across as mawkish and sentimental and occurred far too often. In this case less would have been more.

While this might be about Natalie’s struggles, there was a lot of personal angst, some of which was unnecessary.

I received an ARC copy and I hope it is receiving a light edit before publication as there were some silly inconsistencies.

Three and a half stars.
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2,100 reviews86 followers
July 10, 2017
Think “Out of Africa” and “The Horse Whisperer”with elephants. Natalie, an equine veterinarian, has travelled to Thailand to volunteer with the elephants to escape the trauma that happened a year ago. With no husband and no children the elephants become her soulmates- one in particular. She also finds an old adversary in their midst -one she didn’t even know she had upset. A wonderful tale of finding yourself. Each chapter is prefaced by a philosophical quote. Of dealing with PTSD and loss, of what should have been and new beginnings. If you love animals and dream of visiting their homeland then this book is for you. With wonderful descriptions of the scenery and the animals, this is a book to lose yourself in.
I voluntarily chose to read this ARC and all opinions in this review are my own and completely unbiased
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115 reviews2 followers
July 21, 2017
I received a copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
It has been a year since veterinarian Natalie DeAngelo tragically lost both of her sons and she is struggling to heal. She is coping with PTSD and is tired of the way people look at and talk to her. Natalie hopes volunteering at an elephant sanctuary in Thailand will help her and give her the chance to do something good. She ends up working with Sophie, an injured elephant who is also fighting PTSD. This novel shows some of the cruelty that exists in the world, but also how to begin to heal. The characters are believable and the glimpses of life in Thailand and working with elephants is interesting. I enjoyed this book and would recommend it to others.
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185 reviews
September 4, 2017
4.5⭐️s A year after the loss of her two sons in a tragic school shooting, Natalie, a large animal veterinarian volunteers a year of her time in an elephant sanctuary in Thailand. She hopes to put the trauma of the past behind her and heal her mind and soul. Her main focus while there is on helping Sophie, a severely traumatized elephant, heal her wounded leg and mind. A beautiful story filled with sadness, but also with much hope for the future for Natalie, Sophie, and the sanctuary. I will admit to tears. 😢
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4 reviews1 follower
August 24, 2017
I loved this book in spite of it bringing me to tears. It brought home the plight of elephants and insights into healing from trauma. I recommend it strongly.
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45 reviews5 followers
November 9, 2017
Don't read it in public! This book will tear your heart apart and bind it again with every chapter.
203 reviews3 followers
January 6, 2018
I am a sucker for any book about elephants. This one may not be elegant literary fiction but it is a great story, with wonderful elephants!!!
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1,710 reviews217 followers
May 9, 2018
WOW! Dawn Reno Langley , Author of “The Mourning Parade” has written a captivating, intriguing, emotional and thought-provoking novel. The Genres for this story are Fiction, with a trace of Historical Fiction. At times this novel reads as something one would see in a National Geographic Magazine, or program. The author used amazing detailed and vivid descriptions. The timeline of the story is mostly in the present and goes to the past only when it pertains to the characters or events. The story takes place mostly an elephant sanctuary in Thailand.

The authors describe her characters as complex and complicated. Veterinarian Natalie DeAngela is tormented after her two sons are killed in a school shooting, Natalie heads to Thailand to volunteer with abused and sick elephants in a special sanctuary. Natalie wants to escape from her tormented dreams. Little does she realize how difficult this job will be for her. One of the senior Veterinarians dislikes Natalie, The customs and weather in this country are difficult to handle.

One of the elephants, Sophie has been severly abused and has a severe infection in her leg. Sophie does not trust anyone, especially men, and can be dangerous. Natalie somehow makes it her mission to save Sophie. Natalie wants to win the elephants trust, and spends nights sleeping near her, and singing to her. She is almost like an elephant-whisperer. The other Veterinarian wants to put Sophie down because she can be unpredicatable and dangerous to people and the other elephants. How can Natalie work miracles?

There is poaching nearby and political unrest, and it is extremely dangerous. There are twist and turns.

I appreciated the symbolism of broken people and abused animals, and the traumas they have endured. The author discusses the importance of self worth and finding oneself, and kindness.

I would recommend this novel to those readers, who enjoy a serious and riveting read.
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Author 1 book116 followers
September 4, 2019
I feel utterly blessed for having read “The Mourning Parade”. It is an extremely beautifully written story. Not often do I read a story and feel better for having read it, and when it does happen I want to tell everyone I know to read it.

Dawn Reno Langley introduces us to a grieving single mother named Natalie, who had just lost both of her sons to a school shooting. To try and find some peace and healing Natalie goes to Thailand to volunteer at an Elephant Sanctuary. She meets an elephant named Sophie in need of some peace and healing, as well.

I promise you will be happier for knowing Natalie and Sophie! I know I was deeply in love with them. I was rooting for them as if I was alongside them! I truly felt transported. It was amazing! They now live within me! Every character was written into the story with such finesse; they will truly touch you.

While I know this book is about grief and mourning; it is mostly about the resilience and the light that can shine as we go through these times. It’s about that human condition. It’s also about the natural instincts that elephants have; and all they can teach us. It’s about who is teaching who along the way!

Above all this is a story about love and it’s power!

What a powerful ending! I literally got chills! The hair on my arms stood up! I sat up while reading...and, gave it every ounce of my heart as I finished. It commanded my full attention!

You will finish the book and your heart will be made bigger for having read Langley’s powerful lyrical story. I know it was one of the most heartfelt stories I’ve read in quite some time.

Place it on your bookshelf. You’ll read this one again! And, Go tell your friends about it! Tell all of them!
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Author 7 books91 followers
August 20, 2024
I LOVED this book. I am a major animal-lover, and elephants are one of my favorite animals. My entire childhood, I dreamed of being a vet. So this story was right up my alley. But unlike many books (and movies) with animal themes, this one actually has a LOT of animal content; the animal theme isn't just thrown in there to pull people in - the animal action is integral to the plot.

Presenting some of Sophie the elephant's story from her perspective requires some anthropomorphizing, but Langley does this with a delicate touch informed, I believe, by extensive research and with the input of several elephant experts.

The human being part of the story is as compelling as the elephant part. The main character, Natalie, has gone through trauma, we learn early on. But when you learn the extent of the trauma, it is absolutely heart-wrenching.

This beautifully written tale will make you laugh, cry, be humbled by the healing potential of animal-human bonds, and take heart in the resilience of animal and human spirits. I was all in after reading the first paragraph. Hats off to Langley for writing one of the best books I've read all year.
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