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330 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 4, 2017




"I love you. I’ve never loved another man like I love you. This thing that just happened to you, it feels like the end of the world. But the man in my arms?” Ellery squeezed him tighter, knowing that even if it hurt, Jackson could take it. “He’s still strong. Still good inside. It hasn’t stopped how I feel about him. It doesn’t change how I feel about you.”
Ellery made a mental note to buy Mike something really expensive and manly for Christmas. Like a tractor or truck nuts or a tool system made of adamantium.Truck nuts lol!!! Are these only in America? At least once a week I see these monstrosities swinging from the back end of a pickup truck. OK I seriously got off track with this book review back to the actual story...
Ellery stopped and ran tender fingertips over Jackson’s cheekbones, his forehead, his eyelids. “I deserve you,” he whispered. “The good and the bad. Don’t take that away from me.”Love these two!
"That's sweet you think your cat loves anybody as much as he loves you. No. Because once you're out of my life, he's coming after me. Think about it, Jackson. Me, all alone in the house, you not there to protect me--I'd be naked."Transparent. And effective.
"Because the duplex isn't mine anymore," Jackson said softly. "And...and if this place isn't home, I don't have anywhere to go."and then you put these two together and the romance is off the charts, I mean seriously these two take sweet talk to a whole new level...
"Are we going to live?" Ellery asked, acid in his voice.Now tell me that just doesn't just melt you into a puddle of goo on the floor. Ok, seriously there are actual words of love spoken between these two and yeah, at times it's different and maybe not quite what you'd expect but it's also sweet and heartbreaking. As determined as Ellery is to make things work between him and Jackson and to make Jackson see how good they are together, Jackson's equally determined that he just doesn't deserve this and that he's not good enough for Ellery...he's just an alley cat that no one's ever really going to want to keep.
"Probably not--but I may like you more than anyone else I've ever killed."
"That's sweet you think your cat loves anybody as much as he loves you. No. Because once you're out of my life, he's coming after me. Think about it, Jackson. Me, all alone in the house, you not there to protect me--I'd be naked."Ellery is awesome. He's got his priorities and he understands that this is not just war...against Owen, but a battle for love...his love for Jackson and in his eyes all's fair in both.
Transparent. And effective.
"Because the duplex isn't mine anymore," Jackson said softly. "And...and if this place isn't home, I don't have anywhere to go."and then you put these two together and the romance is off the charts, I mean seriously these two take sweet talk to a whole new level...
"Are we going to live?" Ellery asked, acid in his voice.Now tell me that just doesn't just melt you into a puddle of goo on the floor. Ok, seriously there are actual words of love spoken between these two and yeah, at times it's different and maybe not quite what you'd expect but it's also sweet and heartbreaking. As determined as Ellery is to make things work between him and Jackson and to make Jackson see how good they are together, Jackson's equally determined that he just doesn't deserve this and that he's not good enough for Ellery...he's just an alley cat that no one's ever really going to want to keep.
"Probably not--but I may like you more than anyone else I've ever killed."
So many lovers—and only Ellery took him this way. Dorky, prissy, uptight Ellery, who could make Jackson lose his inhibitions. His mind. His heart.The case Ellery and Jackson are working on is truly horrid with a psychopathic killer fixated on Jackson and killing people with "just a little bit of street dirt and some physical beauty. Tim Owens liked to take the “dirty pretty” ones and make them not so pretty anymore." There are some scenes in this book that I found deeply disturbing; although at times, the murder plot line all seemed overly convoluted and it hard to keep track of exactly what was happening, and who was who.
Ellery would marry him in a heartbeat, whether that meant he got shot tomorrow and Ellery had to live the last four months all over again, or whether that meant he got killed tomorrow and Ellery would cry for the rest of his life.While the crazed killer plot is resolved by the end of the book, there are new (and confusing) ties to a nefarious government agency that will probably carry us into the next book in the Fish Out of Water series. Unfortunately, by the end of Red Fish, Dead Fish it felt like the mystery / murder / suspense plot was the price I had to pay in order to read the "good stuff" - this tender relationship that is slowly unfolding between Ellery and Jackson.


