This was a book I really needed to read right now - a warm testament to resilience, and to hope, to a belief in the goodness of many ordinary people. And on top of that, this is a book with two older main characters coping with a complex life - trying to fit their needs, their families, and their responsibilities into a working, loving, functional pattern. Like so many of us.
Larx is a gay man with a long-ago bitter divorce, and two daughters whose custody he regained, one of whom is still home and in high school. He's a teacher who allowed himself to be persuaded to become the local high school principal, because the alternatives were clearly going to damage the kids and school he cares about. He was a troublemaker in his past - the kind of guy who kicks up a fuss 90% because it needs to be done, for the benefit of other innocents, and 10% because that's who he is. He's got a restless body, a smart mouth, and quick compassion, and none of them make being a school principal in a conservative-leaning town easier. He's partially in the closet - his girls know all about him, but there's been nothing and no one worth coming out for locally, with all the risks involved. Until now.
Aaron is a widower, whose love for his wife never kept him from knowing that he was bi. But she was all he wanted or needed, and in the ten years after her death he threw himself into being a small town cop, and raising their three kids. His daughters are in college; his youngest, his son Kirby, is still at home and he's a great kid. Aaron's life is good. But he's come to realize how much attention he's been paying to Principal Larx, running past him along the side of the road, sweaty, or shirtless. And how much he's enjoyed every encounter with the principal over recent years, seeing the quick mind, ready voice, and the way Larx cares about kids. Aaron never indulged his attraction to men in the past, but maybe it's time to take that chance.
These two men in their late forties have given themselves to raising family for years, and they deserve the chance to explore a new relationship. But there's trouble at school and in town. Local bigots are restless, prone to kicking up ugliness when outside sports teams bring their black and Hispanic players to town. Homophobia simmers under the surface, waiting for a target. Local movers and shakers are willing to use money and influence to make sure they keep their unearned perks and benefits. Larx is much too personally familiar with the issues. He lost a job in the past and had to fight to keep his credentials, over bigotry. But his shift to being personally responsible for preventing escalation is a new challenge.
Aaron's job is to keep everyone safe too. In this hotbed of a small town which is fighting social changes, coming out in a relationship might lose both of them the leverage to keep other people safe. And yet, when you're looking age fifty in the face, every moment of joy that's lost may never come again. Then there are all the kids, their own and the gay kids at school and the ones learning to be halfway-decent human beings around them - would Larx and Aaron do better to support from the shadows, or step into the light?
Not that it may come down to having a choice. There are kids in crisis, from a scary teen girl with a rich, entitled mother, to football players who don't want to date girls, to the games with city schools who're bussed up to their little town, to a corpse with no face for Aaron to identify. Life is cascading around them, and they'll have to deal with it as it comes.
For us, as readers, the joy is watching these two guys deal, as really amazing and decent people. As fathers who love their kids but also don't idolize them. As administrators who can't always keep their mouths shut when they should. As men falling in love inconveniently, and imperfectly, but fast and deep.
This story has a lot of secondary characters, and they are important, giving us a range of human nature. Some are better than expected, some are worse. And in the end, the town, and the range of people in and around it, form the story of a time and place in America, and imbue it with hope. I needed this book, right now. I'll read it again soon, because it makes survival, and growth, and love, seem possible.