I'm glad I finally bought a printed version of this book. I actually read it several years ago, and while I considered it interesting then, I find it far more useful now. I was finally ready for the information in the book.
You see, I'm going through one of those moments in life (again) where I'm questioning a lot of my decisions and beliefs.
Right away, I guessed I was an emotional intuitive, but I figured I would be either a spiritual or mental intuitive after that. Well, according to the test, and after reading the entire book, I realized I am equally an emotional and physical intuitive.
Still, I would think that am predominantly an emotional intuitive.
"The emotional intuitive feels energy, and is a natural empath who may experience emotional clairvoyance - experiencing a spontaneous image or impression that is emotionally charged, perhaps with fear, stress, grief, or bliss. Emotional intuitives may also be emotionally telepathic, receiving unprompted powerful emotions that seem to come from nowhere.
The mental intuitive knows, thinks, and sees systems and patterns. Mental intuitives do well with mental telepathy and clairvoyance, the ability to see or intuit an actual image, object, or event.
The physical intuitive interprets psychic energy through bodily impressions or through physical objects, and may excel at psychometry. Psychometry is the ability to hold an object, or view a photograph and receive unknown information about the object or its owner through images, impressions, or physical sensations.
The spiritual intuitive may have visions, see images, and sense the presence of spirits, ghosts, and loved ones dwelling in spirit. They are the type most likely to receive messages from nonphysical beings."
I am vulnerable and sensitive. I do desire transcendental love, connection, passion, and service to others. I've always been on a quest for a purpose-driven life, the perfect union with God, and my twin flame. I probably should constantly tell myself not to define myself by my feelings, to interpret emotional energy objectively, to love without attachment, and to feel every egotistical feeling before finally letting them go.
That's an emotional intuitive.
I am connected and devoted to healing the earth, nature, and its creatures. I have been attracted to nature witchcraft in the past. It's as if I can communicate with nature. Animals and plants are kind of my thing. It's difficult for me to imagine how I can become a channel for the creator (spirit to flesh), but I can see the importance of self-awareness and living a life that is filled with beauty, simplicity, and purity (if possible).
That's a physical intuitive.
I realize that I need to embody or promote the mental intuitive side of me in order to deal with my dominant emotional intuition. I'm not sure how I am supposed to figure out the divine wisdom of God. The advice for a mental intuitive was to feel love rather than think love, so it must be the opposite for me. I guess I need to increase my intake of mental energy or divine truth.
If anything, I do need the spiritual intuitive's transcendence and ability to be in the present moment.
In a way, it makes sense to be emotional and physical since they both involve feeling - emotional pain and joy vs. physical pain and joy, for example.
The mental and spiritual intuitives seem more connected to thoughts or images.
It's no wonder that sex is such an intense experience for me, especially when I let go and connect both the emotional and physical powers inside of me, and I absorb my partner's own emotions and feelings in the process. That's part of the reason why I could never be promiscuous since it would be painful for my psyche or soul to handle so much.
At least, that finally makes sense.
I may be able to harness that energy combination and use it for other creative pursuits.
There is a lot that I read which clarified what I've felt over the last few years, but I just couldn't put it into words because I couldn't connect my different beliefs. It helps that the author had Christian origins because she adds that theist taste to this pot of "alternative" views.
Oneness with all energy (the creator and other souls) is brought up a lot. It seems that the point is to be able to use all forms of intuition as much as possible rather than having a dominant intuition which makes sense. Everyone has at least one intuition that they use on a regular basis. I perfectly understand how repression of any form of energy or intuition could lead to psychological projection.
I like the idea that God or the Light is "a vibration of pure electromagnetic energy." That's what I've believed for so long, but I guess I couldn't find a way to explain it to others. I feel this energy, at times, when I make the effort or I have one of those tiny moments of enlightenment.
"The Light is a vibration that elevates our consciousness to a higher awareness of love and truth."
"...to love others we have to be able to let go of our expectations of who or what we think they should be...be able to release another to their choices and decisions."
I know I am in control of what kind of vibrations, vibes, or energy I attract. It's been a difficult journey dealing with my ego and flawed sense of self which has a tendency to attract negativity and awkward biases. I am tired of attracting certain people and experiences due to denying my shadow aspects. I can see how my vulnerability, sensitivity, and fears continue to repeat unhealthy patterns.
Then again, sensitivity and vulnerability can be useful for fostering change.
I've always been very introverted, and I wonder if it doesn't have anything to do with high emotional and physical intuitions causing me to avoid soaking up those feelings and sensations from my environment. I have suffered from headaches, nausea, anxiety, stomach cramping, and bloating most of my life. People are overwhelming.
The author brought up the shadow and duality, of which I have been attempting to dissect in myself as of lately, and I do wonder what exactly has been keeping me from intuiting properly or to create my own life from within myself. It's true that I don't know who I am because I haven't figured out who I am not - well, I'm getting better at it, but I need to experience more of the world.
People like me, with my kind of shadow, find themselves looking for an identity yet feeling constantly lost.
Hence, I come upon books like this.
See, I believe in emotional vampirism (spiritual, as well), and I figured that negative thoughts turn into negative energy that circulates. I am sure there are beings out there that are living among us very willing to damage our so-called aura or energy field. I believe I have attracted many of these throughout my life.
I am certain that the environment, especially people, causes the energy of any kind to be transmitted and absorbed. I think that's why a parent with an ax to grind will pass that belief and emotion onto the next generation.
As for the idea of spirit guides and using them, I'm not sure I can go along with that. It makes me uncomfortable especially since they can manipulate electrical currents and energy vibration.
I think I understand the core, though:
Emotional intuitives are supposed to go from co-dependent love to unconditional love (divine love and oneness). Mental intuitives are supposed to go from narrow-mindedness to openness (divine knowledge and oneness).
Physical intuitives are supposed to go from duality of body and spirit/energy (with a body focus) to oneness of body and spirit/energy (divine on earth through nature). Spiritual intuitives are supposed to go from duality of body and spirit/energy (with a spirit/energy focus) to oneness of body and spirit/energy (divine on earth through the spirit).
I may end up using some of the exercises in the book.
For example, it is recommended for an emotional intuitive to try partner meditation. I think it makes sense for a type of person that wants to deeply love another soul in a friendly or romantic way. I'm not sure how I feel about the psychometry recommended for the physical intuitive, but I guess I can try it at least once. Since either group or solo psychometry works, I would rather do it alone.
I'm not sure if I will ever be ready for the oneness meditation.
The author states that "Psychic awareness is a form of intelligence," so I imagine this will all take quite a lot of practice. I would like to find my higher self after all. Perhaps there is a script, and maybe I am being molded while still somehow being able to make smaller choices. I don't know.
I just want to be free and be the person I was meant to be.
From my understanding, an emotional intuitive is prone to being a caretaker, nurturer, healer (family-oriented), or psychotherapist while a physical intuitive is prone to being a witch, shaman, magician, physical therapist, or alchemist. So, I guess that's a start in the right direction towards that unity of all intuitions.
I can only summarize so much. The book has many more details. I am grateful that I happened to find this book again while skimming through the shelves of a thrift store. I think it's helpful to know where to start when it comes to beginning a search for transcendence or awakening.