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My Last Love Story
Perfect for fans of Preeti Shenoy's books, My Last Love Story is a heartbreaking and poignant tale about the complexities of trauma and whether love can right a wrong.
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I, Simeen Desai, am tired of making lemonade with the lemons life has handed me.
Love is meant to heal wounds.
Love was meant to make my world sparkle and spin.
Love has ripped my life apart and shattered my soul.
I love my husband, and he loves me.
But Nirvaan is dying.
I love my husband. I want to make him happy.
But he is asking for the impossible.
I don’t want a baby.
I don’t want to make nice with Zayaan.
I don’t want another chance at another love story.
***WARNING***
Weepers, keep tissues handy.
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I, Simeen Desai, am tired of making lemonade with the lemons life has handed me.
Love is meant to heal wounds.
Love was meant to make my world sparkle and spin.
Love has ripped my life apart and shattered my soul.
I love my husband, and he loves me.
But Nirvaan is dying.
I love my husband. I want to make him happy.
But he is asking for the impossible.
I don’t want a baby.
I don’t want to make nice with Zayaan.
I don’t want another chance at another love story.
***WARNING***
Weepers, keep tissues handy.
300 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2016
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Falguni Kothari
12 books412 followersFalguni Kothari is a USA Today bestselling author of “messy love stories” and kick-ass fantasy tales that are a “good choice for women’s fiction book groups.” Her novels are all flavored by her South Asian heritage and expat experiences, and delve into common, yet unconventional, themes of marriage, romance, friendship, family and parenthood. Her books have been reviewed and praised in a number of podcasts and publications, including the New York Times Book Review, starred reviews in Booklist and Shelf Awareness, Popsugar, Woman’s World magazine and The Times of India. Her essays and short stories have been published in Femina (India), Better Homes and Gardens, Book Riot and Writer’s Digest.
She is also an award-winning Indian Classical, Latin and Ballroom dancer, practices Karaoke in her downtime, is an empty-nester, and loathes flying and deadlines.
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November 24, 2017
If I had been asked to define the term "love triangle" I'd almost certainly have used words like affair, jealousy, secrecy. Turns out I'd have been wrong. At least in the case of the love triangle which was central to My Last Love Story by Falguni Kothari. In this novel Simi, Nirvaan & Zayaan befriended each other in their teens and named themselves the Awesome Threesome with the motto "Everything we do, we do together". This wasn't quite literal but was pretty close to it. There's nothing secret about their relationship yet there's a couple of sizeable and closely guarded secrets they refuse to share with each other. As teens Simi and Zayaan were in love and planned a future together until the night of their shared 18th birthday where the course of all 3 lives changed through no real fault of their own. Some years later Simi and Nirvaan marry but Zayaan continues to be their best friend. Now, approaching their 30th birthday Nirvaan is dying of cancer (This is not a spoiler as we know this almost from page 1). At Nirvaan's request Zayaan has moved in with them to share in his last months of life. In preparing for his death Nirvaan wants everything to be right for his two great loves and he seems hellbent on getting his wife and Zayaan back together.
I enjoyed this story yet there were some aspects that didn't feel believable to me. Whilst I liked the primary characters well enough I didn't connect deeply with them. Sure I felt sad at times but not overly so considering some of the tough times they experienced. Though they often joked around I wasn't moved to laughter. I liked that these were contemporary Indian characters, based in California and leading non-traditional lives. I'm not sure I entirely bought the way Nirvaans family encouraged Zayaan and Simi to get back together despite their beloved Nirvaan still battling his illness and still being married to Simi. Yet there was enough there in the context of the story to make it plausible. On balance this book provided a different look at love in its many shapes and sizes and was an entertaining romance.
My thanks to Harlequin and NetGalley for the free digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.
I enjoyed this story yet there were some aspects that didn't feel believable to me. Whilst I liked the primary characters well enough I didn't connect deeply with them. Sure I felt sad at times but not overly so considering some of the tough times they experienced. Though they often joked around I wasn't moved to laughter. I liked that these were contemporary Indian characters, based in California and leading non-traditional lives. I'm not sure I entirely bought the way Nirvaans family encouraged Zayaan and Simi to get back together despite their beloved Nirvaan still battling his illness and still being married to Simi. Yet there was enough there in the context of the story to make it plausible. On balance this book provided a different look at love in its many shapes and sizes and was an entertaining romance.
My thanks to Harlequin and NetGalley for the free digital ARC in exchange for an honest review.
May 2, 2017
"My last love story" by Falguni Kothari was giving me angry looks ever since it was placed at bottom of the book stack. My wife won it few months back but she was not able to read it due to some work. As per my this year resolution, I took the responsibility to review all unfinished review read that we won last year, no matter how good or bad a book will be. Fortunately book was above mediocre though it took too much time for me to finish.
In just few lines I can sum up story, Simeen was in emotional triangle between her husband Nirvaan and her first love Zayaan (who is still her and her husband best friend). Her husband was dying and he has prepared long list of wishlist before his death. Story was keep going between various phases of their life, majorly through their current time when Nirvaan is having cancer and Zayaan is living with Simeen and Nirvaan as per Nirvaan's wish.
Frankly speaking book is divided into two parts based on pace. The first part is Simeen's past which should be 50-70% of total story but it was contributing not more than 20% of the content. This part of story is very fast paced and interesting. Second part was during Nirvaan's ongoing cancer treatment which should be 40-60% of the story but content-wise it took 80% share. And I really have to give efforts to finish this really-really-slow pace part. Book is full of emotions through which a wife of cancer patient may go through, and I praise Falguni for her efforts. My mediocre rating may be because I am not the targeted audience.
Detailed Review Link - http://chevusread.blogspot.in/2017/01...
In just few lines I can sum up story, Simeen was in emotional triangle between her husband Nirvaan and her first love Zayaan (who is still her and her husband best friend). Her husband was dying and he has prepared long list of wishlist before his death. Story was keep going between various phases of their life, majorly through their current time when Nirvaan is having cancer and Zayaan is living with Simeen and Nirvaan as per Nirvaan's wish.
Frankly speaking book is divided into two parts based on pace. The first part is Simeen's past which should be 50-70% of total story but it was contributing not more than 20% of the content. This part of story is very fast paced and interesting. Second part was during Nirvaan's ongoing cancer treatment which should be 40-60% of the story but content-wise it took 80% share. And I really have to give efforts to finish this really-really-slow pace part. Book is full of emotions through which a wife of cancer patient may go through, and I praise Falguni for her efforts. My mediocre rating may be because I am not the targeted audience.
Detailed Review Link - http://chevusread.blogspot.in/2017/01...
September 9, 2016
Ahem. Of course I read this book, I bloody wrote it!
It was a difficult story to write because of its themes, but I think I'm a better writer (definitely a more compassionate person IRL) from writing it. This story was a journey into my past, a discovery of my present and a promise to my future. I'll always be in love with My Last Love Story.
It was a difficult story to write because of its themes, but I think I'm a better writer (definitely a more compassionate person IRL) from writing it. This story was a journey into my past, a discovery of my present and a promise to my future. I'll always be in love with My Last Love Story.
January 17, 2018
2.75 Stars
This book was depressing and uncomfortable. That’s not always a bad thing, but I think it was a little too much for me here.
This was well written and I’d easily pick up another book by Kothari. But, the story line and the little twists and nuances just made me so..well, uncomfortable. Not in a cringe-worthy way, more like a “this shouldn’t be happening” type way.
There’s a man with terminal cancer and his wife who he’s blackmailing to have a baby via IVF. Then there’s the old best friend who’s there to create more tension it seems. There’s this love triangle that kind of is and isn’t a triangle. Constant hints at it almost being a ménage without it actually ever being one. And an elephant in the room in regards to Simi’s past that only she seems privy to.
In a way it almost slides into creepy on the uncomfortable scale. But then the writing is so good and I stayed just curious enough to want to keep reading to find out what would happen.
This book was depressing and uncomfortable. That’s not always a bad thing, but I think it was a little too much for me here.
This was well written and I’d easily pick up another book by Kothari. But, the story line and the little twists and nuances just made me so..well, uncomfortable. Not in a cringe-worthy way, more like a “this shouldn’t be happening” type way.
There’s a man with terminal cancer and his wife who he’s blackmailing to have a baby via IVF. Then there’s the old best friend who’s there to create more tension it seems. There’s this love triangle that kind of is and isn’t a triangle. Constant hints at it almost being a ménage without it actually ever being one. And an elephant in the room in regards to Simi’s past that only she seems privy to.
In a way it almost slides into creepy on the uncomfortable scale. But then the writing is so good and I stayed just curious enough to want to keep reading to find out what would happen.
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December 26, 2017DNF at 26%, unfortunately.
This story simply did not appeal to my tastes and was not paced in a way to hold my attention as a reader.
Thank you to Harlequin and Netgalley for the chance to read and review this novel, releasing on January 23, 2018.
This story simply did not appeal to my tastes and was not paced in a way to hold my attention as a reader.
Thank you to Harlequin and Netgalley for the chance to read and review this novel, releasing on January 23, 2018.
April 9, 2018
This was quite the riveting read, an incredibly refreshing story rich with history and heartache and impending loss. It's unpredictable and complex and the writing was truly stunning. There's nothing cliche about this storyline, nothing is sugar coated, nothing is simple. There's no forced drama, no contrived HEAs, just a very organic progression amidst some seriously complicated circumstances. It's a profoundly intense story of friendship and love and I devoured it in one sitting. While I like a bit more blatant romance in my romance, there's a lot to be said about an understated love story of longing and difficult choices and I really appreciated it. This is one story I won't soon forget.
May 11, 2016
Let me begin with a disclaimer. I have never been fond of love-triangle stories. So when I picked up Falguni Kothari's My Last Love Story I was ambivalent about it. But having read a couple of the author's earlier books, I was curious as to what she would do with it. And I'm so glad I did! By the time I finished the book I was totally and completely invested in the lives of Simeen, Nirvaan and Zayaan. It's a beautifully told tale of friendship and love, of choices and sacrifices, of the secrets they keep to protect each other, of family bonding that hurt as much as they heal. Right from the start the author takes charge of your emotions and doesn't let go. With every twist in the story she takes you deeper into the heartbreaking dilemmas they face and yet it's done with a lot of wit and plenty of chuckle-worthy moments. The happy moments are tinged with an aura of sadness while there is always a silver lining when things seem lost and irretrievable. That's what makes My Last Love Story an emotional tour de force. I dare you to read it and come away dry-eyed.
November 15, 2017
I received a copy of this through NetGalley for my honest review.
4 Complicated Stars!!!
I was pretty sure I knew what I was getting when I went into this book. Angst and heartbreak and a love triangle. He's dying from cancer and wants her to have a baby, and there's a best friend in the mix. I grabbed a tissue box and settled in. But wait - this story wasn't even close to what I thought it would be!
I'm not sure I'll do the complexity of the story justice, but here we go!! We are dropped into the lives of the Aweseome Threesome of Nirvaan, Simeen (husband and wife) and their best friend Zayaan. Nirvaan has terminal cancer. His last wish is for Simeen to have their baby, and he has a Titanic Bucket List he wishes to complete in his last year. Zayaan comes to lives with them to help him live his life his last year of life until the very end. The three of them have a history - friends for a very long time. We find out that it was originally Zayaan and Simeen who were in love and planning to spend their lives together, but a very tragic thing occurred, which Simeen kept to herself. She walked out of their lives, thinking it for the best, then later reconnected with Nirvaan, who she asked to marry her. Cue many years later and these three have a very complex dynamic between them. The story unfolds, and we get to learn of Simeen's secret. And it turns out that one of Nirvaan's greater wishes is for Zayaan and Simeen to be together once he is gone, so they can take care of each other.
This is NOT a story of your typical love triangle. It is a story of three people making up one great love story. Unconventional....sure. But this is the truly the definition of the sum of the parts being greater than the whole. I was truly moved, and it challenged me to think outside the norm of two people being in love and making a life. In their case, it took all three of them to make this thing they called life and love work...for them!! What they had, as strange as some people might consider it, was perfectly imperfect.
4 Complicated Stars!!!
I was pretty sure I knew what I was getting when I went into this book. Angst and heartbreak and a love triangle. He's dying from cancer and wants her to have a baby, and there's a best friend in the mix. I grabbed a tissue box and settled in. But wait - this story wasn't even close to what I thought it would be!
I'm not sure I'll do the complexity of the story justice, but here we go!! We are dropped into the lives of the Aweseome Threesome of Nirvaan, Simeen (husband and wife) and their best friend Zayaan. Nirvaan has terminal cancer. His last wish is for Simeen to have their baby, and he has a Titanic Bucket List he wishes to complete in his last year. Zayaan comes to lives with them to help him live his life his last year of life until the very end. The three of them have a history - friends for a very long time. We find out that it was originally Zayaan and Simeen who were in love and planning to spend their lives together, but a very tragic thing occurred, which Simeen kept to herself. She walked out of their lives, thinking it for the best, then later reconnected with Nirvaan, who she asked to marry her. Cue many years later and these three have a very complex dynamic between them. The story unfolds, and we get to learn of Simeen's secret. And it turns out that one of Nirvaan's greater wishes is for Zayaan and Simeen to be together once he is gone, so they can take care of each other.
This is NOT a story of your typical love triangle. It is a story of three people making up one great love story. Unconventional....sure. But this is the truly the definition of the sum of the parts being greater than the whole. I was truly moved, and it challenged me to think outside the norm of two people being in love and making a life. In their case, it took all three of them to make this thing they called life and love work...for them!! What they had, as strange as some people might consider it, was perfectly imperfect.
December 16, 2018
To quote Zayaan "Bloody fuck." This book is basically a combo is When Breath Becomes Air, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, Dostana and A Distant Heart, and hit me in the emotions. Full review here!
February 7, 2018
I found this to be a hard book to enjoy as the subject matter was pretty grim for the most part. At times I really felt engaged with the story and at other times it just felt awkward. Simi, Narvaan, and Zayaan meet years before. They decide they are going to be best friends forever. Simi and Zayann then fall in love and plan to marry. A terrible event happens in Simi’s life and she stops all contact with the two men. Her engagement to Zayaan is off and neither of them knows what has happened with her. Years later she reconnects with Nirvaan and they marry. Now Nirvaan is dying of cancer. He is determined Simi should have a baby so his legacy with continue. He is also convinced that Simi and Zayaan should repair their fractured relationship so they can be together when he is gone. He has convinced Zayaan to come live with them for his final months. Zayaan will do anything for Nirvaan so he agrees to come and help out with Nirvaan’s care until his death. It is very tragic and sad that Nirvaan is dying at such a young age but I felt at times he was too autocratic. It felt uncomfortable in places. My heart broke for Simi with what she has endured in life and was glad to see she was happy in her marriage and also pleased to see where her life was going in the future. Will look for more from this author.
August 28, 2016
My Last Love Story by Falguni Kothari
Simeen was the fun-loving, spoiled only daughter in her family of five. Content to living it up and enjoying her teenage years without worries, life as she knew it came crashing to a screeching halt at the tragic death of her parents. Orphaned, she was left in the care of her two older brothers, who were barely of legal age, each trying to find his way in the world to make a great life for himself, and her leeching aunt and uncle. As Simeen sank deeper into depression and grief, her world became smaller as she closed out most of the friends she’d had. That is until one brother forced her to go out and celebrate her birthday.
Far down the beach in a town of her native India she met Nirvaan and Zayaan, two friends who were thick as thieves and who shared everything. They were the answer to unspoken prayers in many ways as they rushed to her aid that night as she hovered on the edge of oblivion. What formed was a deep and abiding friendship, an unbreakable bond that would last a lifetime.
Their’s was a friendship that was so much more, but almost unexplainable. Few people understood it. Some even balked at it. Still they carried on, that is until one night tragedy struck again, changing the trajectory of their lives.
Years later, as the wife of Nirvaan, the awesome threesome reconnects to live out a bucket list of items on Nirvaan’s list. He’s dying from cancer and wants to spend whatever time he has left living this life to the fullest, with his two favorite people by his side.
The tragedy that separated the friends years before continues to live in the silence that exists between them. Each has done what they could to make the best of a horrible situation. Sometimes those choices were good, sometimes not, but one thing was certain: every choice impacted the life of all three of them. The only question that remains is will they be able to lay it all to rest before Nirvaan breathes his last.
This is the first book I’ve read by Falguni Kothari. Written in the first person of Simeen telling her account of their lives, I found the writing style of this author to be very satisfying. The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing book chemistry between these three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story touched on heavy topics like last rites, religious prejudice, loving more than one person simultaneously, and infertility. I loved that Simeen wasn’t beautiful, brilliant or perfect. She was an average-looking woman with a temper and a long list of faults that endeared her right to this reader’s heart. At times I was saying to her “Just tell the truth and set you all free for heaven’s sake!” as she struggled with the right way to handle the wrong she had endured. For anyone who has ever loved, lost, and been sucked in to the destructive grasp of another person’s selfish decisions, this book is for you. It was extremely well-written and the editing/formatting were exceptional. This author and her team knew exactly what they were doing and they nailed it!
5 well deserved stars
Simeen was the fun-loving, spoiled only daughter in her family of five. Content to living it up and enjoying her teenage years without worries, life as she knew it came crashing to a screeching halt at the tragic death of her parents. Orphaned, she was left in the care of her two older brothers, who were barely of legal age, each trying to find his way in the world to make a great life for himself, and her leeching aunt and uncle. As Simeen sank deeper into depression and grief, her world became smaller as she closed out most of the friends she’d had. That is until one brother forced her to go out and celebrate her birthday.
Far down the beach in a town of her native India she met Nirvaan and Zayaan, two friends who were thick as thieves and who shared everything. They were the answer to unspoken prayers in many ways as they rushed to her aid that night as she hovered on the edge of oblivion. What formed was a deep and abiding friendship, an unbreakable bond that would last a lifetime.
Their’s was a friendship that was so much more, but almost unexplainable. Few people understood it. Some even balked at it. Still they carried on, that is until one night tragedy struck again, changing the trajectory of their lives.
Years later, as the wife of Nirvaan, the awesome threesome reconnects to live out a bucket list of items on Nirvaan’s list. He’s dying from cancer and wants to spend whatever time he has left living this life to the fullest, with his two favorite people by his side.
The tragedy that separated the friends years before continues to live in the silence that exists between them. Each has done what they could to make the best of a horrible situation. Sometimes those choices were good, sometimes not, but one thing was certain: every choice impacted the life of all three of them. The only question that remains is will they be able to lay it all to rest before Nirvaan breathes his last.
This is the first book I’ve read by Falguni Kothari. Written in the first person of Simeen telling her account of their lives, I found the writing style of this author to be very satisfying. The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing book chemistry between these three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story touched on heavy topics like last rites, religious prejudice, loving more than one person simultaneously, and infertility. I loved that Simeen wasn’t beautiful, brilliant or perfect. She was an average-looking woman with a temper and a long list of faults that endeared her right to this reader’s heart. At times I was saying to her “Just tell the truth and set you all free for heaven’s sake!” as she struggled with the right way to handle the wrong she had endured. For anyone who has ever loved, lost, and been sucked in to the destructive grasp of another person’s selfish decisions, this book is for you. It was extremely well-written and the editing/formatting were exceptional. This author and her team knew exactly what they were doing and they nailed it!
5 well deserved stars
May 25, 2016
The affections and bonding during childhood always has a profound effect throughout the life. More so if there is no one else to lean on to. ‘My Last Love Story’ explores this friendship, bonding and love—between not two but—by three people, who are totally, irrevocably in love with each other.
Falguni Kothari dares to tread on a relationship which the society (read readers; me included) might have frowned upon, especially when a girl is involved with two boys. But the author has done a skillful job of giving that love or adoration a respectability, which if not handled properly might have become vulgar or tasteless. Hats off!
Nirvaan’s dying wish is to have a baby, but his wife Simeen who is battling with the memories of her past and now the reality of his illness, is reluctant to shoulder the responsibility. In addition to this complication Nirvaan has called their childhood buddy Zayaan to come and live with them. Nirvaan knows as the cancer will progress, Simeen will need someone who can give unconditional support.
The three best buddies have shared a tumultuous past and are reluctant to clear the air. Both men know there is some problem with Simeen, and like gentlemen they wait for her to open the subject. But will Simeen find the courage to reveal the truth? Ms Kothari has wonderfully woven the complexities and dilemmas in their lives.
The characterization of all three protagonist is near perfect with all their quirks and regionalism, for Nirvaan is a Gujju, Simeen a Parsi and Zayaan a Muslim. The author has integrated the narration of past (back story and flashbacks) and present seamlessly. I simply loved the flawless flow of words.
‘My Last Love Story’ keeps you guessing, makes you empathize with the protagonists, leaving you totally invested in the tale. However do not expect everything to end happily-ever-after. Depicting the harsh realities of life, it will surely make one emotional.
Highly recommended for all literary romance fans.
Falguni Kothari dares to tread on a relationship which the society (read readers; me included) might have frowned upon, especially when a girl is involved with two boys. But the author has done a skillful job of giving that love or adoration a respectability, which if not handled properly might have become vulgar or tasteless. Hats off!
Nirvaan’s dying wish is to have a baby, but his wife Simeen who is battling with the memories of her past and now the reality of his illness, is reluctant to shoulder the responsibility. In addition to this complication Nirvaan has called their childhood buddy Zayaan to come and live with them. Nirvaan knows as the cancer will progress, Simeen will need someone who can give unconditional support.
The three best buddies have shared a tumultuous past and are reluctant to clear the air. Both men know there is some problem with Simeen, and like gentlemen they wait for her to open the subject. But will Simeen find the courage to reveal the truth? Ms Kothari has wonderfully woven the complexities and dilemmas in their lives.
The characterization of all three protagonist is near perfect with all their quirks and regionalism, for Nirvaan is a Gujju, Simeen a Parsi and Zayaan a Muslim. The author has integrated the narration of past (back story and flashbacks) and present seamlessly. I simply loved the flawless flow of words.
‘My Last Love Story’ keeps you guessing, makes you empathize with the protagonists, leaving you totally invested in the tale. However do not expect everything to end happily-ever-after. Depicting the harsh realities of life, it will surely make one emotional.
Highly recommended for all literary romance fans.
January 26, 2018
***ARC provided by Harlequin Graydon House Books (US & Canada)****
REVIEW to COME closer to release day...although I will say this:
I don't think I have ever read a book quite like this before. Boundaries were tested and bent. My feelings and comfort zone were irrelevant. What an authentic depiction of a complicated, unconventional friendship and love story. Whew! I am full and drained all at the same time!
REVIEW to COME closer to release day...although I will say this:
I don't think I have ever read a book quite like this before. Boundaries were tested and bent. My feelings and comfort zone were irrelevant. What an authentic depiction of a complicated, unconventional friendship and love story. Whew! I am full and drained all at the same time!
May 20, 2016
Romance is never my genre. I run far away from reading romantic tales. However, the book blurb of this one caught my eye. Love Triangles are something that is so done and dusted in the past by many authors. With no expectation of something novel, I started to read this book.
The book was indeed surprising, in a positive way. The lives of the 3 protagonists had been beautifully sculpted. When I say beautiful, do not compare it to fairy tales. This is a realistic beauty. The beauty is so realistic that at places you can correlate with your love tale and nod in silence to the events.
That being said, at some instances, the book was a little too dragging. Apart from that this book is a complete package of romance, suspense, and melodrama. As a reader, you will fall in love with the characters as the author has made them strong, lovable, and pretty much next-door types.
If you are a person who loves reading romance or light melodrama, then this is the one that you should be reading, right now.
Read complete review here: https://iamstri.wordpress.com/2016/05...
The book was indeed surprising, in a positive way. The lives of the 3 protagonists had been beautifully sculpted. When I say beautiful, do not compare it to fairy tales. This is a realistic beauty. The beauty is so realistic that at places you can correlate with your love tale and nod in silence to the events.
That being said, at some instances, the book was a little too dragging. Apart from that this book is a complete package of romance, suspense, and melodrama. As a reader, you will fall in love with the characters as the author has made them strong, lovable, and pretty much next-door types.
If you are a person who loves reading romance or light melodrama, then this is the one that you should be reading, right now.
Read complete review here: https://iamstri.wordpress.com/2016/05...
September 28, 2016
This is somewhat Different.
First thing, I got this book in Goodreads' giveaway for honest review to give in exchange..
I really sorted of think that how this story be, when I started the book. But its quite good and moving with different phases in every other part of it. Nirvaan's character is not that much seemed worthy as protagonist than that of Zai. Simi being narrator was chosen well by author to say her words.One thing that story demanded came at the end of it, Love of Zai & Simi that they both were neglecting for so long time.
One thing not seemed appropriate to me was the concept of Threesome from the perspective of Nirvaan. From Simi's view its obvious and Zai being not in its favor was also apparent. Story went well and worthy to read. I thoroughly enjoyed it although it went slow in-between.
For me its: 4.0/5.0
First thing, I got this book in Goodreads' giveaway for honest review to give in exchange..
I really sorted of think that how this story be, when I started the book. But its quite good and moving with different phases in every other part of it. Nirvaan's character is not that much seemed worthy as protagonist than that of Zai. Simi being narrator was chosen well by author to say her words.One thing that story demanded came at the end of it, Love of Zai & Simi that they both were neglecting for so long time.
One thing not seemed appropriate to me was the concept of Threesome from the perspective of Nirvaan. From Simi's view its obvious and Zai being not in its favor was also apparent. Story went well and worthy to read. I thoroughly enjoyed it although it went slow in-between.
For me its: 4.0/5.0
June 26, 2016
I thought this was incredible love story. As I passed this novel along to someone else having just finished it all I could say was that I'd never read anything like it. Falguni Kothari did an amazing job describing the intimacy of close relationships and the added intensity of such a loyal friendship. You'll never read another novel quite like this!
May 16, 2016
Beautifully written and at once delightful and heartbreaking, this story is entirely unexpected and lovely.
Three friends, whose love for each other has survived loss, betrayal, and secrets, are faced with the ugliness of terminal cancer and finding a way to go on living around it.
Three friends, whose love for each other has survived loss, betrayal, and secrets, are faced with the ugliness of terminal cancer and finding a way to go on living around it.
January 28, 2018
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** I received an advanced readers copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
I finished this book a while ago and I've been trying to figure out how I feel about it ever since. I'm conflicted with My Last Love Story and I'm not sure if I can adequately explain my reasons why.
At the centre of this book were Simi, Nirvaan and Zayaan. Simi was married to Nirvaan who was dying of cancer. Nirvaan and Zayaan were best friends since childhood. The three of them were inseparable during their teen years and Simi and Zayaan were in a relationship at that time. Now the three of them live together in the same beach house while trying to carry out Nirvaan's wish list. Did I mention that Nirvaan also wanted Simi to have his baby and was pushing his wife and best friend together? Yes ladies and gentlemen, the most unusual love triangle to date.
What I enjoyed most about this story was their time as teenagers when they were still in India. This was an extremely important part of the story in order for the present day to make sense but it was fleeting. I didn't feel like enough time was spent with the back story to give the present day the depth that it really needed in order to make it as emotional as I think it was intended to be.
I truly enjoyed Nirvaan and Zayaan but I struggled to connect with Simi at times. She had such anger towards Zayaan and I was never very clear on why. Was it because he looked like his brother? Was she angry because she still desired him? Was it because her husband seemed to want them together? Was it because he was helping Nirvaan with his dying wishes? I was never quite sure and he was nothing but kind to her and most importantly they were friends.
There were some things that bothered me towards the end of the book that I can't explain without giving some of the story away so I won't. I'll just say that I struggled with some of the events that happened. I don't necessarily disapprove of the events so much as the timing of these events. It felt cheapened and a little tactless.
Over all this story made me think a lot. It had moments that I enjoyed thoroughly and moments that I'm not sure I'll ever understand. For that I can at least say it was memorable and would make for some great book club conversations.
** I received an advanced readers copy from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Thank you!**
I finished this book a while ago and I've been trying to figure out how I feel about it ever since. I'm conflicted with My Last Love Story and I'm not sure if I can adequately explain my reasons why.
At the centre of this book were Simi, Nirvaan and Zayaan. Simi was married to Nirvaan who was dying of cancer. Nirvaan and Zayaan were best friends since childhood. The three of them were inseparable during their teen years and Simi and Zayaan were in a relationship at that time. Now the three of them live together in the same beach house while trying to carry out Nirvaan's wish list. Did I mention that Nirvaan also wanted Simi to have his baby and was pushing his wife and best friend together? Yes ladies and gentlemen, the most unusual love triangle to date.
What I enjoyed most about this story was their time as teenagers when they were still in India. This was an extremely important part of the story in order for the present day to make sense but it was fleeting. I didn't feel like enough time was spent with the back story to give the present day the depth that it really needed in order to make it as emotional as I think it was intended to be.
I truly enjoyed Nirvaan and Zayaan but I struggled to connect with Simi at times. She had such anger towards Zayaan and I was never very clear on why. Was it because he looked like his brother? Was she angry because she still desired him? Was it because her husband seemed to want them together? Was it because he was helping Nirvaan with his dying wishes? I was never quite sure and he was nothing but kind to her and most importantly they were friends.
There were some things that bothered me towards the end of the book that I can't explain without giving some of the story away so I won't. I'll just say that I struggled with some of the events that happened. I don't necessarily disapprove of the events so much as the timing of these events. It felt cheapened and a little tactless.
Over all this story made me think a lot. It had moments that I enjoyed thoroughly and moments that I'm not sure I'll ever understand. For that I can at least say it was memorable and would make for some great book club conversations.
January 2, 2018
With this book Falguni Kothari has tried to break many barriers of our orthodox society and I would say that she has succeeded in doing so. She has written a very unconventional and a different kind of love story. It is a love triangle which I have never read before and could have never even imagined. For one person to love two different people and that too equally is something I could not have imagined. Each character in the book, be it Nirvaan, Zayaan or Simeen love the other two very much and is always torn between the love for those two. None of them can ever decide who he or she loves more.
I have read other books of Falguni. If there was lots of sunshine in "It's Your Move, Wordfreak" then there are lost of dark clouds and storms in this book. This book will make you cry and will give you lots of pain but still it would make you smile also and once you start reading the book, I am hundred percent sure that you won't be able to keep it down even for a second.
The book has been written very beautifully with each character given equal importance and all of them are inter linked with each other so well that it seems one won't survive without another. This book is a very daring book in its own way and Falguni Kothari should be proud of this book with which she has crossed lots of boundaries to give us a beautiful book on love and friendship. I have totally loved this book. It’s perfect in every way. I would request you all to definitely read this book. You would definitely discover something new
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I have read other books of Falguni. If there was lots of sunshine in "It's Your Move, Wordfreak" then there are lost of dark clouds and storms in this book. This book will make you cry and will give you lots of pain but still it would make you smile also and once you start reading the book, I am hundred percent sure that you won't be able to keep it down even for a second.
The book has been written very beautifully with each character given equal importance and all of them are inter linked with each other so well that it seems one won't survive without another. This book is a very daring book in its own way and Falguni Kothari should be proud of this book with which she has crossed lots of boundaries to give us a beautiful book on love and friendship. I have totally loved this book. It’s perfect in every way. I would request you all to definitely read this book. You would definitely discover something new
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February 6, 2018
My Last Love Story is an unconventional and a poignant tale of love, friendship , loss , survival & healing. It’s a heartbreaking emotional journey like no other I have read. This book was in my to read list since forever and it was totally different from what I was expecting it to be . The story was an emotional roller coaster and there is no way a reader couldn’t have left effected by all the emotions. It’s a story of three friends Simi, Nivraan & Ziyaan. Falguni has beautifully weaved her story and pulls the readers in from the first page . As the story proceeds things about these characters are unveiled in bits and pieces and the beautiful way Falguni has done it just makes it so much more interesting and enjoyable reading experience. Falguni sucked me in with her writing style from the get go , She created characters who were both strong and flawed making me love them even more.
The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing chemistry between the three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story has touched on heavy and bold topics. It was extremely well-written and tastefully written book . I felt for Nivraan for dying too young and for Simi for all she went through. Ziyaan was an enigma for me , His friendship & bond with Nivraan was just beautiful . I felt for all three characters for what they went through . This is one of those stories that would leave a lasting impression in a reader’s mind and the characters stay with you for a long time even after the story ends. A must read! Take a bow Falguni for writing this beautiful story. Hats off to you.
The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing chemistry between the three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story has touched on heavy and bold topics. It was extremely well-written and tastefully written book . I felt for Nivraan for dying too young and for Simi for all she went through. Ziyaan was an enigma for me , His friendship & bond with Nivraan was just beautiful . I felt for all three characters for what they went through . This is one of those stories that would leave a lasting impression in a reader’s mind and the characters stay with you for a long time even after the story ends. A must read! Take a bow Falguni for writing this beautiful story. Hats off to you.
November 6, 2025
My Last Love Story is one of those rare books that completely consumes you body, mind, and soul. Falguni Kothari doesn’t just tell a story; she makes you feel it. From the very first chapter, I was pulled into Simi’s world her grief, her love, her confusion, her courage and I couldn’t put it down.
The premise itself is heart-wrenching: a dying husband asking his wife not only to have his child but to learn to live and love again… possibly with his best friend. What sounds almost impossible on paper unfolds into something achingly human and surprisingly hopeful. The dynamics between Simi, her husband, and their best friend are so layered filled with love, guilt, tenderness, and the kind of messy beauty that defines real relationships.
What I loved most is how the story balances heartbreak with healing. It’s not just about loss; it’s about the permission to keep living after love and tragedy. The writing is lyrical yet grounded, and every emotional beat feels genuine nothing forced or overly sentimental.
By the time I turned the last page, I was teary-eyed but also deeply comforted. My Last Love Story isn’t just about dying; it’s about what it means to truly live and love bravely, even in the face of goodbye.
Highly, highly recommended for anyone who loves emotionally rich stories like Me Before You or The Light We Lost. This one will stay with me for a long time.
The premise itself is heart-wrenching: a dying husband asking his wife not only to have his child but to learn to live and love again… possibly with his best friend. What sounds almost impossible on paper unfolds into something achingly human and surprisingly hopeful. The dynamics between Simi, her husband, and their best friend are so layered filled with love, guilt, tenderness, and the kind of messy beauty that defines real relationships.
What I loved most is how the story balances heartbreak with healing. It’s not just about loss; it’s about the permission to keep living after love and tragedy. The writing is lyrical yet grounded, and every emotional beat feels genuine nothing forced or overly sentimental.
By the time I turned the last page, I was teary-eyed but also deeply comforted. My Last Love Story isn’t just about dying; it’s about what it means to truly live and love bravely, even in the face of goodbye.
Highly, highly recommended for anyone who loves emotionally rich stories like Me Before You or The Light We Lost. This one will stay with me for a long time.
April 22, 2018
I read this book months ago but only recently remembered that I forgot to write a review. My family just spent a short time in Carmel-by-the-Sea, I remembered!
I'm one of those readers who really enjoys a love triangle, and this one is spectacular because it is so different from any other. No contrivances or cliches here. Simi and Narvaan are married, but he is dying of cancer. He wants his wife to have his child, and to reconnect with their old friend (and her former fiance), Zayaan. Wow, right? This is an imaginative, complicated, powerful storyline, especially when coupled with a secret Simi is keeping (a tragic event the made her run from Zayaan, but that neither her husband nor Zayaan know about).
This book is page after page of pure, heartfelt, open emotion among three friends during an extremely difficult, sad time. It is beautifully written and will make you think about love and marriage differently. It is also rich with detail that will immerse you into Indian-American culture and religions.
If you are looking for a true love story where there are no easy answers, this is the book for you!
I'm one of those readers who really enjoys a love triangle, and this one is spectacular because it is so different from any other. No contrivances or cliches here. Simi and Narvaan are married, but he is dying of cancer. He wants his wife to have his child, and to reconnect with their old friend (and her former fiance), Zayaan. Wow, right? This is an imaginative, complicated, powerful storyline, especially when coupled with a secret Simi is keeping (a tragic event the made her run from Zayaan, but that neither her husband nor Zayaan know about).
This book is page after page of pure, heartfelt, open emotion among three friends during an extremely difficult, sad time. It is beautifully written and will make you think about love and marriage differently. It is also rich with detail that will immerse you into Indian-American culture and religions.
If you are looking for a true love story where there are no easy answers, this is the book for you!
August 10, 2016
Arresting ‘Triangle’
This was not a Sprint, where I just wanted to reach the end; rather a Marathon where I wanted to explore the depths of each of the characters before reaching the finishing line. And exactly like a marathon, reading this book was indeed a dramatic roller coaster. The opening scene of a doting wife, accompanied by her cancer stricken husband visiting a fertility clinic makes the story start with a plunge directly into the core, without any beating around the bush. Gradually while reading through the lines, understanding the characters and the beautiful setting of the Carmel-by-the-Sea, one will easily miss when the smooth line of a husband and wife relationship gradually transitioned into an inexplicable triangle bonded by love.
Riveting Read
Not a single word, leave alone sentence or paragraph, is out of context in this story. The author has so interestingly built the plot that every word is relevant to the narration making it a riveting read that will constantly keep you at tenterhooks. The first chapter starts with the line “Love is a dish best served naked.” Clearly a powerful line egging on the readers to understand the female protagonist sitting in a fertility clinic, reminiscing this line, as stated by her father.
Just as you get to settle down to the fact that it’s a story of an otherwise happily married couple trying to have a baby, it’s a bolt from the blue when the wife says ‘I opened my eyes and focused on his beaming upside-down ones. His eyelids barely grew lashes anymore- I’d counted twenty-seven in total just last week- the effect of years of chemotherapy. For a second, my gaze blurred, my heart wavered and I almost cried.’ As the tragic turn of fate affecting this young couple hits you and your heart literally bleeds for them, especially the wife, in comes the third angle exposing another shade, a shade that you had least expected to see in a wife of a cancer- stricken man. ‘My throat went dry. I was a sucker for broad shoulders and washboard abs, and Zayaan’s were quite deliciously on display now. Cursing the paradox of emotions he always spawned inside me, I pulled the red hood of my raincoat over my head, as much to serve as blinkers for my wayward vision as to protect my hair from the rain.’ That’s when you know there’s an onion waiting to be peeled, each interesting layer giving way to the core!
The Story
Simeen, Nirvaan and Zayaan are the three points that form a triangle whose every angle is intriguing. While Simeen and Nirvaan are married for seven years the trio, who had nomenclature themselves as ‘Awesome Threesome’, have been buddies since they were teenagers. The unique friendship between a Parsi girl, a Hindu Gujrati boy and Aga Khani Muslim boy who had shifted base from Pakistan, was born in the port city of Surat in Gujarat when they were all of 15-years-old. From there the relationship grows, acquires layers and finally tangles and detangles itself against the beautiful backdrop of the beach city known as Carmel-by-the-Sea, in California’s Monterey Peninsula.
When Nirvaan is diagnosed with a malignant form of cancer, with not many treatment options for cure, his wife Simeen and best buddy Zayaan take it upon themselves to fulfill his ‘Titanic Wishlist’- the things he wants to do before he dies. With his days numbered he really intended to live life, before life gets on to him. In the process, the author subtly touches upon the finer nuances of life that we all forget to relish while we have it in abundance like simply watching a sunrise by the beach or silently sipping coffee with your beloved by your side.
While the story definitely touches upon some raw human emotions, the love angle in this trio bonded by love is also very delicately presented by the author. ‘I’d steeled my nerves before looking at him, but even then a gasping ache speared my heart. Zayaan was the living reminder of all that was wrong in my life, all Khodai had taken from me as part of His grand plan to keep me in line.’ Lines like these keep the momentum going as curiosity gets the better of you and the book becomes unputdownable, while you explore the complicated triangle of Simeen, Nirvaan and Zayaan.
Laudable feats
1. In depth research has gone into the making of each of the characters so much so that I can visualize all of them, not just the primary but even the secondary characters.
2. The realistic style of story-telling is so appealing that next time when I visit Carmel-by-the-Sea I will surely look out for Simeen, Nirvaan and Zayaan.
3. Sensitive handling of the Big C. Though we know that Nirvaan has Cancer and his days are numbered, the author has been successful in not letting the tone of melancholy mess with the story line.
4. Holding the readers’ interest throughout the story be it by probing into the inner depths of the characters, touching upon the farce societal façade that we all live in or building up to revelations that one would have least expected in the story.
Only hitch
1. Everything in the story was perfect, but just one aspect which I wasn’t convinced about was a girl being truly in love with two boys at the same time. While this is just my personal opinion; as they say everything is fair in love and war, maybe this too is happens.
Reason for star ratings:
1. For not just writing, but storyboarding each scene so well that reading ‘My Last Love Story’ will leave an impression of watching a movie. A very well detailed and descriptive language actually draws out each of the images, scenes and backdrops very clearly.
2. For painstakingly unfolding each of the layers of the characters so much so that the readers are totally in sync with them.
3. For choosing a very sensitive topic and handling it so perfectly.
The Line that stayed with me
Life was just such a farce. It came in a warm, fuzzy package, but once you opened it, it smacked you hard like Pandora’s Box.
January 9, 2018
I went in expecting a sort of love triangle but I was definitely surprised. This book reflects on so much more than you thought. The friendship and love that the Awesome Threesome Nirvaan, Simeen and Zayaan share is very unconventional and not something you commonly read. But it was very beatifully written and I couldn't believe that despite all their feelings for each other, they still kept such secrets from which ate away at them from the inside. The book is also about dealing with trauma, loss, grief, death, faith and getting through them with the help of your family and friends. But ultimately, the there is only ONE question that you are left with at the end - Is it possible to love two people at the same time and is it really wrong if you do?
PS - The only reason for my 4 stars is that the ending felt a little rushed and I would have liked to know more about their life a few years later. Also, Nirvaan's fate at the end didn't sit well with me because it's not what he wanted.
April 22, 2018
One of Falguni's best books. It's a complex story told masterfully. It's the kind of book that makes you uncomfortable because of the raw portrayal of human beings, their pains and their struggles, and life at it's worst and how it can also bring out the best in people. Must read for fans of Colleen McCollough.
December 12, 2018
I enjoyed that the characters had different cultural and religious backgrounds, and that Kothari took the time to explain what those differences meant and looked like. I even appreciated the different take on a love triangle. I would have liked more, especially from the POVs of the two men. What I can't get around is the forcing of Simi to have a baby she didn't want to have. Nothing will get me over that.
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March 14, 2018"This culturally-rich, emotionally-wrenching novel takes everything typical about a love triangle and turns it upside down. Kothari captures the unique perspective of three friends from diverse backgrounds, while at the same time presenting issues relatable and compelling to every reader. The plot is deeply layered and provides a touching look at how to face the unthinkable with dignity. It also gives a fresh and engaging look at the diversity found among Indian-Americans. This has the potential to be a powerful story, one that unites people from varying cultural and religious backgrounds by going to the heart of grief as well as the soul of friendship" (RT Book Reviews).
August 18, 2018
An emotionally complex story, Simi Desai latches on to a friendship with Nirvaan and Zayaan after her parents die. The trio begin the friendship in Surat, India, but Simi pulls away after a traumatic experience. After marrying Nirvaan, without telling either man the truth, tensions remain as Zayaan comes to Carmel, California to help Nirvaan get through cancer treatment. Nirvaan tries to plan for Simi’s future without him, as strong emotions and families from three different backgrounds, clash. A story of love, friendship, and choices, I recommend this book.
August 28, 2016
My Last Love Story by Falguni Kothari
Simeen was the fun-loving, spoiled only daughter in her family of five. Content to living it up and enjoying her teenage years without worries, life as she knew it came crashing to a screeching halt at the tragic death of her parents. Orphaned, she was left in the care of her two older brothers, who were barely of legal age, each trying to find his way in the world to make a great life for himself, and her leeching aunt and uncle. As Simeen sank deeper into depression and grief, her world became smaller as she closed out most of the friends she’d had. That is until one brother forced her to go out and celebrate her birthday.
Far down the beach in a town of her native India she met Nirvaan and Zayaan, two friends who were thick as thieves and who shared everything. They were the answer to unspoken prayers in many ways as they rushed to her aid that night as she hovered on the edge of oblivion. What formed was a deep and abiding friendship, an unbreakable bond that would last a lifetime.
Their’s was a friendship that was so much more, but almost unexplainable. Few people understood it. Some even balked at it. Still they carried on, that is until one night tragedy struck again, changing the trajectory of their lives.
Years later, as the wife of Nirvaan, the awesome threesome reconnects to live out a bucket list of items on Nirvaan’s list. He’s dying from cancer and wants to spend whatever time he has left living this life to the fullest, with his two favorite people by his side.
The tragedy that separated the friends years before continues to live in the silence that exists between them. Each has done what they could to make the best of a horrible situation. Sometimes those choices were good, sometimes not, but one thing was certain: every choice impacted the life of all three of them. The only question that remains is will they be able to lay it all to rest before Nirvaan breathes his last.
This is the first book I’ve read by Falguni Kothari. Written in the first person of Simeen telling her account of their lives, I found the writing style of this author to be very satisfying. The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing book chemistry between these three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story touched on heavy topics like last rites, religious prejudice, loving more than one person simultaneously, and infertility. I loved that Simeen wasn’t beautiful, brilliant or perfect. She was an average-looking woman with a temper and a long list of faults that endeared her right to this reader’s heart. At times I was saying to her “Just tell the truth and set you all free for heaven’s sake!” as she struggled with the right way to handle the wrong she had endured. For anyone who has ever loved, lost, and been sucked in to the destructive grasp of another person’s selfish decisions, this book is for you. It was extremely well-written and the editing/formatting were exceptional. This author and her team knew exactly what they were doing and they nailed it!
5 well deserved stars
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Reviewed by Tumika Patrice Cain
Simeen was the fun-loving, spoiled only daughter in her family of five. Content to living it up and enjoying her teenage years without worries, life as she knew it came crashing to a screeching halt at the tragic death of her parents. Orphaned, she was left in the care of her two older brothers, who were barely of legal age, each trying to find his way in the world to make a great life for himself, and her leeching aunt and uncle. As Simeen sank deeper into depression and grief, her world became smaller as she closed out most of the friends she’d had. That is until one brother forced her to go out and celebrate her birthday.
Far down the beach in a town of her native India she met Nirvaan and Zayaan, two friends who were thick as thieves and who shared everything. They were the answer to unspoken prayers in many ways as they rushed to her aid that night as she hovered on the edge of oblivion. What formed was a deep and abiding friendship, an unbreakable bond that would last a lifetime.
Their’s was a friendship that was so much more, but almost unexplainable. Few people understood it. Some even balked at it. Still they carried on, that is until one night tragedy struck again, changing the trajectory of their lives.
Years later, as the wife of Nirvaan, the awesome threesome reconnects to live out a bucket list of items on Nirvaan’s list. He’s dying from cancer and wants to spend whatever time he has left living this life to the fullest, with his two favorite people by his side.
The tragedy that separated the friends years before continues to live in the silence that exists between them. Each has done what they could to make the best of a horrible situation. Sometimes those choices were good, sometimes not, but one thing was certain: every choice impacted the life of all three of them. The only question that remains is will they be able to lay it all to rest before Nirvaan breathes his last.
This is the first book I’ve read by Falguni Kothari. Written in the first person of Simeen telling her account of their lives, I found the writing style of this author to be very satisfying. The characters were extremely believable and there was amazing book chemistry between these three main characters. A deeply emotional story, My Last Love Story touched on heavy topics like last rites, religious prejudice, loving more than one person simultaneously, and infertility. I loved that Simeen wasn’t beautiful, brilliant or perfect. She was an average-looking woman with a temper and a long list of faults that endeared her right to this reader’s heart. At times I was saying to her “Just tell the truth and set you all free for heaven’s sake!” as she struggled with the right way to handle the wrong she had endured. For anyone who has ever loved, lost, and been sucked in to the destructive grasp of another person’s selfish decisions, this book is for you. It was extremely well-written and the editing/formatting were exceptional. This author and her team knew exactly what they were doing and they nailed it!
5 well deserved stars
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Reviewed by Tumika Patrice Cain
June 18, 2016
My first and the only love story…
After reading this enormously compelling story, I realized that the title of the book should’ve been: “My First and the Only Love Story”. I say this because there was nothing before or after. I presume it lasted a lifetime, though the story ended rather abruptly. I for one wanted to know more about how things worked out between them in the long run, knowing that it would eventually end up into a twosome.
The author, gifted with an eloquent prose and a unique voice, has taken a bold step in tackling a subject our society is not yet ready for. A man willingly coexisting with two women is not uncommon in many societies, but the opposite of it is very rare. A woman in love with two men (or the opposite of it) is nothing new, but coexisting under the same roof, by mutual consent, ough be rare. That the three of them wanted to engage in sexual encounter makes this tale stranger than what it is. The hunger for consensual sex in a threesome was clearly more overpowering than the matters of the hearts or love. Even though the intended experiment was interrupted by other pressing event, it is nearly impossible to believe that it didn’t happen later when the sexual urges at that age had to be so overpowering and practically uncontrollable. Perhaps the trauma of rape spoiled the party, which is entirely believable.
The depth to which the author has explored Simi’s mind, her internal conflicts and feelings, is indeed laudable. It showed the strength of the character under the most trying situations one could encounter. Even though ready to defy the established norms, the restraint shown by Simi to control her urges was remarkable. I’m glad that it finally did happen, and happened so beautifully.
There are some stimulating touches in the narrative, which gave me a profound sense of belief that the author has intimate knowledge of a threesome that actually exists somewhere in reality. If indeed it is fiction, then it is a brilliant piece of work that deserves a standing ovation.
Having said that, the pace of the story is hindered due to too much space being devoted to medical procedures and related matters, which do not interest a common reader. The information, no doubt, was educative, but a clear diversion from the main plot. The author could afford to exercise some economy there. That’s where I did some rapid reading.
There are some interesting portrayals of the Gujarati clan—perhaps one of the loudest in the land when in a group. Thankfully they didn’t use loudspeakers during their celebrations—which is a must in their homeland.
The rich narrative, and the choice of words throughout, is par for the course. I admired the character of Simi the most for her determination to deal with the constant state of conflict that went on in her mind with exemplary courage and maturity. A weaker player would’ve cracked out a lot earlier in the tale.
On the whole, it is an excellent book to have in your collection—the kind that compels me to read her other works.
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