Tracking down this book at a reasonable price took years- I remember having checked it out of the library multiple time as a kid in the 1980s- I feel horrible giving it 3 stars because it is basically a how-to manual on bulimia (ok, it IS a how-to manual on bulimia), but it also was the first book I ever remember reading about an eating disorder at ALL, the first book I ever read that actually focused on body image (Judy Blume's Blubber was just depressing and mean- nobody ever got to even KNOW the fat girl), and it still holds a dear place in my heart for being a book that felt true to life in a way that few others did as a fat girl in the 1980s. I finally was able to get a copy from ThriftBooks for under ten dollars that was in decent condition- a hardback at that (the copy I read as a kid was a paperback with a pink background), and I found that I remembered the story well, though I wouldn't say it would hold up today without a major updating-- attitudes about eating disorders have changed, parenting and freedoms of kids and teenaged norms have changed, communication methods have changed so much... Definite time warp reading, but also-- the main themes? Of a fat girl who hates her body, who has a controlling mother, who desperately wants to fit in, who has a lot of silly ideas about boys-- these themes stayed relevant, even if all the other stuff seems so very dated in a modern day reading. So 3 stars because I can't say I didn't enjoy reading it, but a definite NO on recommending it to anyone/ allowing ANY little girls to read it ever.
Ew. I remember reading this when I was teen it was a random library checkout and it still haunts me to this day. I do NOT recommend reading this one it's essentially a how to guide to bulimia and anorexia. In fact, I vividly remember reading the part of how to use laxatives. Sadly, the book was dated when I read it in the 00's (the book was written in the 80's) and it's even more dated now.
it was really hard to get my hands on this book (i had to order it from my local library’ inter-library loan program and pay a postage fee because it was delivered from some library in north carolina—apparently it wasn’t available anywhere in canada), but i will say it was worth it, just for the experience of reading something like it.
I read this book when I was 15! It's witty, sarcastic and so different from all those typical teenager romance novel (Sweet Dreams, etc). I think I read it more than 10 times!! Loved it back then, wish I could find a copy now.
Not everyone is going to love this book as much as I did, but I could relate to this young lady on so many levels and my heart just went out to her. And, even as a 51 year old blimp (funny that number swap!) I learned a few things to help me in my own battles.