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More Heat Than the Sun #5
The Bruise-Black Sky
Ben usually overlooks Nikolas's occasionally jarring dissonance. Not this time. A deep rift, a terrible lie, separates them. Eleven thousand miles from Nikolas, in New Zealand, it's bitter winter as Ben films the tragic story of a post-apocalyptic gladiator, a victim of his own personal darkness. But on receiving a death threat, Ben suspects the truth of actor Oliver Whitestone's suicide. Someone doesn't want this movie made. It's fortunate for Ben, therefore, that dissonance is a state of unrest, a longing for completion. As if Nikolas would stay at home in disgrace while Ben Rider-Mikkelsen becomes the target of a crazed stalker...
282 pages, ebook
Published March 20, 2015
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John Wiltshire
29 books826 followersJohn Wiltshire is the fictional persona of the author of the More Heat Than The Sun series. After spending twenty-two years in the military perfecting the art
of looking busy whilst secretly writing, John left as a senior officer
when a hastily dug tunnel was ready for use. Now living in New
Zealand (at least until enough money can be raised to leave) John has no plans to return to the army. Unless the world situation gets considerably worse, that is.
of looking busy whilst secretly writing, John left as a senior officer
when a hastily dug tunnel was ready for use. Now living in New
Zealand (at least until enough money can be raised to leave) John has no plans to return to the army. Unless the world situation gets considerably worse, that is.
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March 29, 2015
3.5 stars. Review posted March 26, 2015
I still love Nik and Ben, both as a couple and individually, but unfortunately I didn't love this fifth installment in the More Heat Than the Sun series. Fact was, I liked it but there wasn't enough "meat" to the story. To be fair, while reading The Bruise-Black Sky, I've been in a very bad place mentally. So much atrocious shit (sorry for my French) was going on at GR that I've had a hard time focusing on anything else, let alone on a book. Given the fact that Nik and Ben are among my favorite couples, it's saying something that I'm not feeling like posting an extensive review. Sorry for keeping it short. The series isn't over yet, and I'm rather sure there will be a moment that present itself where I'll feel inclined to post another long and gushing review. It's just not that moment yet. If you need a synopsis of The Bruise-Black Sky, please check out the blurb; I'm going to cut right to the chase of the matter.
Ben and Nik still have great chemistry and they know how to steam up a room. That made for some hot smexy times. But the crux of the matter was exactly that: too much sex and not enough (compelling) story and I found the body appreciation OTT. Ben is so handsome. Did I say he's handsome? Really? All right, just tone it down a bit next time. Thank you. On the other hand, Wiltshire took care of something that irritated me in the previous books: the pouting is gone. *thumbs up*
I enjoyed the writing and the interaction between Miles and Nik was golden.
Hilarious…
Nikolas peered down at the boy. "I've just--"
"That wasn't it, but thank you."
"You let me carry it anyway?"
"You're stronger than me."
"I. Stronger than I. Do you get taught nothing at this school?"
"I was using the vernacular to make you feel comfortable with my superior intellect. And because you're foreign. And speak funny."
"Do you want this favour or not?"
"It's not a favour. I paid for it. It's a binding contract now."
Nikolas actually laughed. "I like you."
"Thank you. Not many people do."
"Have you had breakfast yet?"
"Do I look like someone who would miss breakfast?"
*******************
"You would have had to have been in prison then, too, so I think you're telling porky pies."
"What? Telling what?"
"Gosh, your English is very limited, isn't it? Porky pie means lie."
"No, it does not! I was taught English by--"
"You can't get taught the colloquial level of a language. Everyone knows that. What are you doing?"
"I'm sending a text saying help."
"That's not very nice, and you shouldn't text when you're driving. It's against the law."
"So is infanticide."
"I do know what that means."
"I thought you might."
"Why is your phone stuck with tape?"
"To remind me of something."
"That you need a new phone?"
"No. Can you please be quiet for a moment?"
"Will. You should say will, not can. Of course, I can be quiet. What does that say?"
"It's in Danish, and you shouldn't read other people's texts."
"No, technically, I believe the etiquette is not to write texts in someone else's presence, and certainly not when you are driving. Are you Danish?"
"Sometimes."
Of course I still love Ben and Nik's dialogue and Wiltshire's humor is definitely my cuppa. Someone told me this fifth book is a set up for the next installment and I tend to agree. There's a definite cliffhanger here because everything felt in limbo and I did have too many questions and not enough answers. Something felt off with Nik and it seems obvious that his past is catching up with him. Book #6 is titled Death's Ink-Black Shadow which seems to fit Nik's mood and his past. In any event, a couple things that happened at the end of this fifth installment might lead to something very thrilling in Death's Ink-Black Shadow.
Ben ground his chest into Nikolas's back until he ripped him around and seized his mouth for a savage kiss. There was no hiding Ben's intent. The lycra gave it away. He eased his mouth away, grumbling, "I wish you'd shave." He flung him around once more face first into the chill rock. "It'll have to be like this then."
Nikolas rose over Ben, pinning him down, which wasn't hard as Ben was laughing and weaker. "I think I am doing my duties as your bodyguard very conscientiously, Benjamin. Inside and out, you are entirely secure."
"I'm not feeling very safe. What's that digging into me?
I was really miffed that a couple crucial events in The Bruise-Black Sky happened off page. I know I'm kinda one-sided because I'm always talking about Nik and not so much about Ben. Despite Nik being a lying piece of ass, I'll always love him. Wiltshire has an amazing ability to make him so fucking lovable (pun intended). He's possessive, manipulative and jealous to a fault yet loyal and protective till his last breath. He'd do anything for Ben. Besides, I love his sense of deadpan humor and snark.
Overall not a bad read by any means. Though plot-wise and on an emotional level, I felt it lacked the sheer brilliance of the previous book This Other Country.
Recommended read.
I still love Nik and Ben, both as a couple and individually, but unfortunately I didn't love this fifth installment in the More Heat Than the Sun series. Fact was, I liked it but there wasn't enough "meat" to the story. To be fair, while reading The Bruise-Black Sky, I've been in a very bad place mentally. So much atrocious shit (sorry for my French) was going on at GR that I've had a hard time focusing on anything else, let alone on a book. Given the fact that Nik and Ben are among my favorite couples, it's saying something that I'm not feeling like posting an extensive review. Sorry for keeping it short. The series isn't over yet, and I'm rather sure there will be a moment that present itself where I'll feel inclined to post another long and gushing review. It's just not that moment yet. If you need a synopsis of The Bruise-Black Sky, please check out the blurb; I'm going to cut right to the chase of the matter.
Ben and Nik still have great chemistry and they know how to steam up a room. That made for some hot smexy times. But the crux of the matter was exactly that: too much sex and not enough (compelling) story and I found the body appreciation OTT. Ben is so handsome. Did I say he's handsome? Really? All right, just tone it down a bit next time. Thank you. On the other hand, Wiltshire took care of something that irritated me in the previous books: the pouting is gone. *thumbs up*
I enjoyed the writing and the interaction between Miles and Nik was golden.
Hilarious…
Nikolas peered down at the boy. "I've just--"
"That wasn't it, but thank you."
"You let me carry it anyway?"
"You're stronger than me."
"I. Stronger than I. Do you get taught nothing at this school?"
"I was using the vernacular to make you feel comfortable with my superior intellect. And because you're foreign. And speak funny."
"Do you want this favour or not?"
"It's not a favour. I paid for it. It's a binding contract now."
Nikolas actually laughed. "I like you."
"Thank you. Not many people do."
"Have you had breakfast yet?"
"Do I look like someone who would miss breakfast?"
*******************
"You would have had to have been in prison then, too, so I think you're telling porky pies."
"What? Telling what?"
"Gosh, your English is very limited, isn't it? Porky pie means lie."
"No, it does not! I was taught English by--"
"You can't get taught the colloquial level of a language. Everyone knows that. What are you doing?"
"I'm sending a text saying help."
"That's not very nice, and you shouldn't text when you're driving. It's against the law."
"So is infanticide."
"I do know what that means."
"I thought you might."
"Why is your phone stuck with tape?"
"To remind me of something."
"That you need a new phone?"
"No. Can you please be quiet for a moment?"
"Will. You should say will, not can. Of course, I can be quiet. What does that say?"
"It's in Danish, and you shouldn't read other people's texts."
"No, technically, I believe the etiquette is not to write texts in someone else's presence, and certainly not when you are driving. Are you Danish?"
"Sometimes."
Of course I still love Ben and Nik's dialogue and Wiltshire's humor is definitely my cuppa. Someone told me this fifth book is a set up for the next installment and I tend to agree. There's a definite cliffhanger here because everything felt in limbo and I did have too many questions and not enough answers. Something felt off with Nik and it seems obvious that his past is catching up with him. Book #6 is titled Death's Ink-Black Shadow which seems to fit Nik's mood and his past. In any event, a couple things that happened at the end of this fifth installment might lead to something very thrilling in Death's Ink-Black Shadow.
Ben ground his chest into Nikolas's back until he ripped him around and seized his mouth for a savage kiss. There was no hiding Ben's intent. The lycra gave it away. He eased his mouth away, grumbling, "I wish you'd shave." He flung him around once more face first into the chill rock. "It'll have to be like this then."
Nikolas rose over Ben, pinning him down, which wasn't hard as Ben was laughing and weaker. "I think I am doing my duties as your bodyguard very conscientiously, Benjamin. Inside and out, you are entirely secure."
"I'm not feeling very safe. What's that digging into me?
I was really miffed that a couple crucial events in The Bruise-Black Sky happened off page. I know I'm kinda one-sided because I'm always talking about Nik and not so much about Ben. Despite Nik being a lying piece of ass, I'll always love him. Wiltshire has an amazing ability to make him so fucking lovable (pun intended). He's possessive, manipulative and jealous to a fault yet loyal and protective till his last breath. He'd do anything for Ben. Besides, I love his sense of deadpan humor and snark.
Overall not a bad read by any means. Though plot-wise and on an emotional level, I felt it lacked the sheer brilliance of the previous book This Other Country.
Recommended read.
October 4, 2015
Written October 3, 2015
4.2 Stars - As always I'd my heart in my throat and was completely stunned and enchanted by these men and their amazing intense life and love-story
Book #5
Back to this one after a two months long "pause" and so worth it. Happydancing once again. ~ I'm almost embarrassing ridiculously in love with these (book) guys.
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The Bruise-Black Sky is the fifth installment in the great action filled M/M series, 'More Heat Than The Sun'. One in short time very successful New Zealand living writer, John Wiltshire has published six books to this series these two last years. - It will be a seventh as well already this fall. - ...and I'm grateful.
My previous reviews, the MC:s and more:
The topic (overall theme) in this fifth part is probably well enough summarized in these few sentences:
Add a opportunity to a glamorous movie star career, a chubby little precocious boy, a woman from past, cruel jealousy, a school visit for "parents", a chasing killer, family-stuff and the new house, skiing in New Zealand, the old queen and a prince, more movie stuff in a stormy US, steamy heat in the bedroom, more rough intense sex, nagging, nagging and much much love.
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JW's pen is only touching quickly over events sometimes. A long introduction ends abruptly and we are moving to a new location or a brand new part of the book. We are in JW's style of telling often told what actually happened from Ben or Nik's recaps and own reflections of the past few days. A feel of too quick and a bit annoying at times maybe, but I'm anyway more truly interested in the relationship here than those various (bloody, action filled) conclusions of different adventures. Even glad to not have to experience all details every time to be honest.
My #1 favorite M/M couple?
As always fun, sexy, filthy smexy and adventurous. These two are amazing together and I just love Nik's snobbish sulky side. He is adorable. ...and no youngster neither. But Jeez, he has the very best cutest boyfriend in dear Ben.
As usual we once again left them in a good place, a quite shocking rough and surprising end though, but with a strong deep need to continue this adventure. Two more to do before this year ends.
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HIGLY recommended M/M series for fans of action, smex and continuing serials with grand love-stories.
I LIKE - so very much
4.2 Stars - As always I'd my heart in my throat and was completely stunned and enchanted by these men and their amazing intense life and love-story
Book #5
Back to this one after a two months long "pause" and so worth it. Happydancing once again. ~ I'm almost embarrassing ridiculously in love with these (book) guys.
‘Nikolas was a bit of a force of nature, like air—as Ben had once told him. Not breathing, he missed it.’
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The Bruise-Black Sky is the fifth installment in the great action filled M/M series, 'More Heat Than The Sun'. One in short time very successful New Zealand living writer, John Wiltshire has published six books to this series these two last years. - It will be a seventh as well already this fall. - ...and I'm grateful.
My previous reviews, the MC:s and more:
The topic (overall theme) in this fifth part is probably well enough summarized in these few sentences:
‘...., Ben began to wonder if he should try to change Nikolas—stop him smoking, drinking, doing whatever else he did to block reality. Should he be trying to make him eat healthily, take some exercise, not kill people…? He began to see that he loved Nikolas because he was so flawed. He needed Nikolas’s flaws so the perfection was all that more… exquisite.’
Add a opportunity to a glamorous movie star career, a chubby little precocious boy, a woman from past, cruel jealousy, a school visit for "parents", a chasing killer, family-stuff and the new house, skiing in New Zealand, the old queen and a prince, more movie stuff in a stormy US, steamy heat in the bedroom, more rough intense sex, nagging, nagging and much much love.
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JW's pen is only touching quickly over events sometimes. A long introduction ends abruptly and we are moving to a new location or a brand new part of the book. We are in JW's style of telling often told what actually happened from Ben or Nik's recaps and own reflections of the past few days. A feel of too quick and a bit annoying at times maybe, but I'm anyway more truly interested in the relationship here than those various (bloody, action filled) conclusions of different adventures. Even glad to not have to experience all details every time to be honest.
My #1 favorite M/M couple?
As always fun, sexy, filthy smexy and adventurous. These two are amazing together and I just love Nik's snobbish sulky side. He is adorable. ...and no youngster neither. But Jeez, he has the very best cutest boyfriend in dear Ben.
Ben began to trace a finger around Nikolas’s nipple, hard and prominent beneath the thin cotton T-shirt. “We have two days before I need to be on set though…”
“Don’t wheedle. Bearded men shouldn’t—is wheedle a real word?”
“Two whole days… And we really ought to stay out of sight…”
“Pathetic.”
Ben sat up and stripped off his T-shirt.
Nikolas smirked. “Better.”
As usual we once again left them in a good place, a quite shocking rough and surprising end though, but with a strong deep need to continue this adventure. Two more to do before this year ends.
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HIGLY recommended M/M series for fans of action, smex and continuing serials with grand love-stories.
I LIKE - so very much
July 7, 2022
Audio - 5 stars
Story - 3 stars
Story - 3 stars
February 24, 2019
Reread 1/31/17 and 2/23/19 - I understood a lot more this time around.
Original review:
I honestly don't know what to say. My head hurts. I feel emotionally wrung out. Completely hungover. And not all in a good way.
I think this will take at least 3 rereads, and then I might understand WTF happened in this book! Maybe....
John Wiltshire's writing is amazing and really speaks to me. There is a lot I don't always get because we have Danish, Russian, English vernacular. But that never affects me in the reading of this series. It's that good.
But the last quarter of this book, all I did was scratch my head at Nik. I lost something in this book. I've always been utterly aware of not only Ben and Nik's devotion to each other, but also could FEEL what each felt and thought about the other. I lost that here a bit. The VERY last part of the book pulled it back for me, but it wasn't enough to make me feel completely whole again for these two. And I still don't understand .
I'm also very upset that Kate's betrayal from the last book ended up spilling over so heavily into this book, especially at the end. I have hopes that Wiltshire will make that up to the readers in the next book, but I am disappointed about it.
I don't know what it is about this series that has me addicted, but I am. I will wait as patiently as possible for the next, but a little wind has been taken out of my sails with this part of the story. I hope I have a little more faith in the next.
Original review:
I honestly don't know what to say. My head hurts. I feel emotionally wrung out. Completely hungover. And not all in a good way.
I think this will take at least 3 rereads, and then I might understand WTF happened in this book! Maybe....
John Wiltshire's writing is amazing and really speaks to me. There is a lot I don't always get because we have Danish, Russian, English vernacular. But that never affects me in the reading of this series. It's that good.
But the last quarter of this book, all I did was scratch my head at Nik. I lost something in this book. I've always been utterly aware of not only Ben and Nik's devotion to each other, but also could FEEL what each felt and thought about the other. I lost that here a bit. The VERY last part of the book pulled it back for me, but it wasn't enough to make me feel completely whole again for these two. And I still don't understand .
I'm also very upset that Kate's betrayal from the last book ended up spilling over so heavily into this book, especially at the end. I have hopes that Wiltshire will make that up to the readers in the next book, but I am disappointed about it.
I don't know what it is about this series that has me addicted, but I am. I will wait as patiently as possible for the next, but a little wind has been taken out of my sails with this part of the story. I hope I have a little more faith in the next.
March 26, 2015
„Disbelievingly, Ben saw that they were canopied by a mass of stars, the Milky Way spiralling above them in the clear summer sky. Nikolas was kissing slowly around Ben’s ear and down his neck in time to their slow steps.
In all the years he’d known Nikolas and all the things they’d done together, Ben wondered if this moment was the one he’d remember at the final count of days. It was an occasion for declarations of something, proposals perhaps…A time to say..."
OMG… How I’ve waited for this book to come out.
It was
Beautiful. Captivating. Breathtaking. Mesmerizing.
Nik… the vulnerable, deranged, sulky control freak, and Ben, even more beautiful inside than outside, are incredible, courageous and unbeatable as always and like the previous books The Bruise Black Sky turned out to be a hell of a roller coaster ride. Nik and his secrets… *deep sigh*
What Ben Rider-Mikkelsen didn’t know couldn’t hurt him. Which neatly answered the question he’d posed earlier. No, he wouldn’t tell Ben the other things about his life that Ben would probably find…upsetting. They weren’t relevant to them.
As always I loved the action AND Nik and Ben’s lovestory. Those two strong alpha males have wonderful, tender, sweet moments, and their relationship feels more heartfelt than other relationships I've read. Such a strong, loving connection.
“Do you know, of all the dumb things you’ve ever said over all the years I’ve known you, and trust me, you have said more than your fair share, that is the most dumbest thing I’ve ever heard you utter.”
“Most dumbest is ungrammatical. Miles Toogood would be turning in his grave if he were dead.”
“I rest my case.”
Speaking of Miles Toogood… I instantly fell in love with the little grammar nazi, I laughed tears while reading his and Nik’s grammar lessons. Btw..the hacker Peyton is another supporting character I’d like to see again. What a cool guy! :)
But back to our guys…whatever is thrown their way, they clear the obstacles together and the way they do it is freaking awesome! Not even a terrible lie can separate them for long. Their bond gets stronger and stronger with each barrier they break down.
“I only left you because I love you. I’m so fucking dumb.”
“And I don’t tell you things because I love you, and then I don’t tell you I love you either. So I’m even more—fucking dumb—as you so eloquently say.”
There is definitely progress in their relationship, both of them admitting and finally believing in their love for each other. Whatever happens… and the guys have to master some difficult situations here… Ben and Nik are happier then ever, what makes me a little nervous in respect of the next book. They are too happy, aren't they? *sigh*
“Я тебя люблю.Ты нужен мне.” “I love you. I need you.”
The best scene of the book is Radulf’s ‘great appearance’ in the royal car with the queen. Loved it! Radulf, du Schlingel! :D
Once again a book with lots of unanswered questions and I can’t wait for the next installment to come out. It’s called ‘Death’s Ink-Black Shadow’, a promising title!
The whole series is amazing and it is honestly my top favorite series by now. I don’t think there is much more I can say to emphasize the awesomeness of this series so I’ll stop and say I miss Nik, Ben and Radulf already.
Btw… thank you, John for your awesome dedication, we feel honored. :)
“To all the guys in my fan club who keep the faith and make the writing process a little less pointless.”
*smirks at Em* I borrowed your pic. :)
November 23, 2024
“ I only left you because I love you. I’m so fucking dumb.”
“And I don’t tell you things because I love you, and then I don’t tell you I love you either. So I’m even more—fucking dumb—as you so eloquently say.”
Ben and Nikolas are some the dumbest fucked up individuals
/ couple that I have ever had the pleasure of reading about. These two dummies could kill 20 people vs 2 but I’m afraid they wouldn’t know how to actually love each other properly. Their love is toxic obsessive and controlling and not at all romantic at all. And yet I eat this shit up every single fucking time and find myself crying every single time. Idk what it is about this over the top dramatic wacky nonsensical book series that just really resonates with me. Most definitely not a series for everyone and definitely not a couple to look up to or be able to love easily but for some odd strange reason, I adore them and after I finish this 9 book series I’ll continue on with their next 5 installments. Because Nikolas and Ben are just so fucked up and stupid I have to love them and hope that one fucking day they will actually have a healthy relationship. Most likely never going to happen.
“And I don’t tell you things because I love you, and then I don’t tell you I love you either. So I’m even more—fucking dumb—as you so eloquently say.”
Ben and Nikolas are some the dumbest fucked up individuals
/ couple that I have ever had the pleasure of reading about. These two dummies could kill 20 people vs 2 but I’m afraid they wouldn’t know how to actually love each other properly. Their love is toxic obsessive and controlling and not at all romantic at all. And yet I eat this shit up every single fucking time and find myself crying every single time. Idk what it is about this over the top dramatic wacky nonsensical book series that just really resonates with me. Most definitely not a series for everyone and definitely not a couple to look up to or be able to love easily but for some odd strange reason, I adore them and after I finish this 9 book series I’ll continue on with their next 5 installments. Because Nikolas and Ben are just so fucked up and stupid I have to love them and hope that one fucking day they will actually have a healthy relationship. Most likely never going to happen.
March 18, 2024
I've read the first five books in this series in two and a half weeks, drank coffee by the liter to keep me up and ate tons of chocolate to soothe my nerves, but they are so worth every additional pound that might be on my hips now. (okay, maybe you should ask me again in a few weeks, if I changed my mind on this, when they won't go away... :)
Even though The Bruise-Black Sky was not my favorite in this series, it's another 5 Stars read for me, nonetheless.
Another one of Nik's numerous secrets is revealed at the very beginning of this book and this one almost could have shattered their relationship, could have broken them, if their love for each other wouldn't be so heartfelt and deep.
Ben looked up, and the whole panoply of mountains covered in glistening white was visible. The lake was entirely surrounded by this unearthly beauty. He turned and saw moonlight in Nikolas's eyes.
He tried never to tempt fate. He couldn't help it though. This one moment in his life was completely perfect.
What Nikolas said, what Nikolas told him about himself, was not important anymore. In some ways, Ben saw that it was all a lie – all of Nikolas's past life. Why should Nikolas tell him about lies? This was the truth. What Nikolas was here and now, being with him on this lakeshore in the moonlight surrounded by nature in its untouched splendour – this was their truth.
Just like the previous book, the focus here is on the strengthening bond between Nik and Ben and there are situations bordering on desperate measures to keep the other one safe.
Despite their happiness, the whole book had an underlying tension, a sense of impending doom for me, because I just know that this can not last for too long. It's like the calm before the storm and I'm not referring to the storm that actually came on. There are ghosts from the past, who will not give Nik and Ben any peace.
So, to say 'I'm a little bit anxious about the next book' would be quite an understatement, but I will start right away.
Even though The Bruise-Black Sky was not my favorite in this series, it's another 5 Stars read for me, nonetheless.
Another one of Nik's numerous secrets is revealed at the very beginning of this book and this one almost could have shattered their relationship, could have broken them, if their love for each other wouldn't be so heartfelt and deep.
Ben looked up, and the whole panoply of mountains covered in glistening white was visible. The lake was entirely surrounded by this unearthly beauty. He turned and saw moonlight in Nikolas's eyes.
He tried never to tempt fate. He couldn't help it though. This one moment in his life was completely perfect.
What Nikolas said, what Nikolas told him about himself, was not important anymore. In some ways, Ben saw that it was all a lie – all of Nikolas's past life. Why should Nikolas tell him about lies? This was the truth. What Nikolas was here and now, being with him on this lakeshore in the moonlight surrounded by nature in its untouched splendour – this was their truth.
Just like the previous book, the focus here is on the strengthening bond between Nik and Ben and there are situations bordering on desperate measures to keep the other one safe.
Despite their happiness, the whole book had an underlying tension, a sense of impending doom for me, because I just know that this can not last for too long. It's like the calm before the storm and I'm not referring to the storm that actually came on. There are ghosts from the past, who will not give Nik and Ben any peace.
So, to say 'I'm a little bit anxious about the next book' would be quite an understatement, but I will start right away.
April 26, 2018
Right.
Uhhh...
Let's see...how shall I summarize this book in one word...
Oh right!
Disappointing.
I read 75% and skim-read the rest. Needless to say, I was disappointed.
The plot was confusing. It starts turning into something more like a soap-opera than a love story about Ben and Nik. I mean, there is nothing to say really. Since the whole book seems to be running on confusing half-assed plot.
I adore Ben and Nik still. Although why do I start to feel as if Wiltshire is trying to slowly turn Ben into the "female" in this relationship? I mean, isn't he an ex-SAS? Is an ex-SAS supposed to be this wimpy and weak? There is barely any ex-SAS left in him. For all the shit Ben said he went through, he seems to be pretty bland as a character.
Plus, Nik and his secrets. Like, bitch, it's already book 5. Y'all still be hiding shit and have ex-wives jump at you out of the blue? I mean like, come on, if you want to drag Nik's past into the story, at least put more thought into it. Like, ex-wife suddenly pop up out of the blue and....what? Like, what's the catch?
After 4 books of trying to keep up with Nik and his past (don't take this the wrong way, I still love Nik all the same), I expected that there will be an end to it. But no. It seems like Nik's past just keep trying to come out of the hell hole he buried them in. I mean, that is fine and dandy and all, but after 4 books of Nik and his past, it's starting to get repetitive.
And that ending though. It ended with a cliffhanger. But seriously? Kate? Like?
I don't know if authors find it funny or amusing to keep taunting readers with crazy obsessed exes that just won't go away, but I certainly do not. I am very protective of the characters I read. I like it when a love story only stays between two people and two people only. Why do authors these days feel the need to add much unneeded shit to try to complicate stuff?
Fuck if I know.
With all that said, I am putting this series on hold indefinitely. The ending to this book did not make me feel like wanting to continue reading. The whole plot from the start of this book was kind of all over the place, but I pushed through cause I love Nik and Ben. But that ending was like a slap to my face.
So there's that.
I am done for now. Maybe I'll continue reading this series again sometime later? Who knows.
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Uhhh...
Let's see...how shall I summarize this book in one word...
Oh right!
Disappointing.
I read 75% and skim-read the rest. Needless to say, I was disappointed.
The plot was confusing. It starts turning into something more like a soap-opera than a love story about Ben and Nik. I mean, there is nothing to say really. Since the whole book seems to be running on confusing half-assed plot.
I adore Ben and Nik still. Although why do I start to feel as if Wiltshire is trying to slowly turn Ben into the "female" in this relationship? I mean, isn't he an ex-SAS? Is an ex-SAS supposed to be this wimpy and weak? There is barely any ex-SAS left in him. For all the shit Ben said he went through, he seems to be pretty bland as a character.
Plus, Nik and his secrets. Like, bitch, it's already book 5. Y'all still be hiding shit and have ex-wives jump at you out of the blue? I mean like, come on, if you want to drag Nik's past into the story, at least put more thought into it. Like, ex-wife suddenly pop up out of the blue and....what? Like, what's the catch?
After 4 books of trying to keep up with Nik and his past (don't take this the wrong way, I still love Nik all the same), I expected that there will be an end to it. But no. It seems like Nik's past just keep trying to come out of the hell hole he buried them in. I mean, that is fine and dandy and all, but after 4 books of Nik and his past, it's starting to get repetitive.
And that ending though. It ended with a cliffhanger. But seriously? Kate? Like?
I don't know if authors find it funny or amusing to keep taunting readers with crazy obsessed exes that just won't go away, but I certainly do not. I am very protective of the characters I read. I like it when a love story only stays between two people and two people only. Why do authors these days feel the need to add much unneeded shit to try to complicate stuff?
Fuck if I know.
With all that said, I am putting this series on hold indefinitely. The ending to this book did not make me feel like wanting to continue reading. The whole plot from the start of this book was kind of all over the place, but I pushed through cause I love Nik and Ben. But that ending was like a slap to my face.
So there's that.
I am done for now. Maybe I'll continue reading this series again sometime later? Who knows.
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May 29, 2016
Compared to Book 4 which is my favourite so far, this is probably a 4.5. Still a great read, but the other was brilliant.
I suspect this book is very much a set-up for Book 6 and that might explain a feeling of loose ends and confusion. It is still a satisfying read but I haven't had dessert yet.
Maybe I scoffed this one down too fast! Lol. I might need to go back for a re-read.
I loved the new characters. All of them. Okay, maybe not Kristina.
There were some shocking moments, but I'm with Pet. I can cope with humans being killed off but not pets. She can feel safe that Radulf lives to fight another day! Yay!
I'll amend this review when others have finished, because I don't want to spoiler it. I know his fans. We can't help ourselves!
All I will say for now is that Nik is doing it tough. He is beautifully sulky, pouty, deranged, shocking you name it. Manipulative, tough, loyal, funny.
He gets away with it sometimes, but he's starting to see that there are some foes he may be powerless against and that worries him enough to want to leave Ben for his own sake.
Ben has his own reason for wanting to put some distance between him and Nik. Totally different. But both have a similar degree of success in their aims.
And only those who have read the book will get the humour in that last sentence!
I suspect this book is very much a set-up for Book 6 and that might explain a feeling of loose ends and confusion. It is still a satisfying read but I haven't had dessert yet.
Maybe I scoffed this one down too fast! Lol. I might need to go back for a re-read.
I loved the new characters. All of them. Okay, maybe not Kristina.
There were some shocking moments, but I'm with Pet. I can cope with humans being killed off but not pets. She can feel safe that Radulf lives to fight another day! Yay!
I'll amend this review when others have finished, because I don't want to spoiler it. I know his fans. We can't help ourselves!
All I will say for now is that Nik is doing it tough. He is beautifully sulky, pouty, deranged, shocking you name it. Manipulative, tough, loyal, funny.
He gets away with it sometimes, but he's starting to see that there are some foes he may be powerless against and that worries him enough to want to leave Ben for his own sake.
Ben has his own reason for wanting to put some distance between him and Nik. Totally different. But both have a similar degree of success in their aims.
And only those who have read the book will get the humour in that last sentence!
January 27, 2019
This is one of the weakest installment in this series for me, as I did not really enjoy the mystery element in this book. The story felt etiolated and it just didn't manage to pique my interest. I couldn't really understand Ben's intentions or thoughts leading to his actions at the start of the story, and I thought the story didn't really wrap up with what happened to the mystery plot in this book. Maybe I had missed something, though I couldn't really be bothered to care.
However, there were some pretty great and pleasantly surprising moments in the story, like when The book was saved by the romance and dialogue between Nik and Ben. I really loved the last few chapters in the story, where there were quite a few shocking revelations to take in. Ben's moments with Nik in the last few chapters is why I fell in love with this series.
I always appreciate Squeezy's appearances in the story, and he's without a doubt my favourite side character in the story. His hilarious actions and dialogues never fail to brighten my day. His interaction with Nik in the story is simply the best!
I have really high hopes for this series, so I hope that it will continue delivering the magnificent quality that we see in the previous installment.
4.5 Stars!
However, there were some pretty great and pleasantly surprising moments in the story, like when The book was saved by the romance and dialogue between Nik and Ben. I really loved the last few chapters in the story, where there were quite a few shocking revelations to take in. Ben's moments with Nik in the last few chapters is why I fell in love with this series.
I always appreciate Squeezy's appearances in the story, and he's without a doubt my favourite side character in the story. His hilarious actions and dialogues never fail to brighten my day. His interaction with Nik in the story is simply the best!
I have really high hopes for this series, so I hope that it will continue delivering the magnificent quality that we see in the previous installment.
4.5 Stars!
July 18, 2021
They had always done things a little differently. It was kind of their default setting.You can’t fully appreciate the humor in this quote outside of its context, but Ben is essentially right, he and Nikolas have always done things differently. Their relationship, but especially their mindset and the way they see their relationship, is pretty twisted and so far from anything resembling an healthy dynamic, and they keep tricking me into thinking they’ve finally learned to be more sane or at least more balanced. Maybe they have, as far as it’s possible for them, at least. Ben keeps surprising me, saving the day (and their relationship) when I expect him to go off the rails, while Nikolas is his usual frustrating self, even though his view of human relationships makes a lot of sense given everything he’s gone through in his life. Somehow, they work, they won’t win any award for Most Sane Couple anytime soon, but it works for them and it’s working for me.
Some of the new developments have a distinct soap-operish flavor—even though I wasn’t sorry to —and that’s saying something given what the author put these guys through in the previous books, between Even with that, the writing style has me still enjoying every second of this series and since my one and only attempt to take a break from it lasted an entire hour, I’ve given up on any hope I had of pacing myself.
February 7, 2016
Full Buddy Review with BJ on Prism Book Alliance
Chapter one: I’ve already gotten some of the things I love about Nik and Ben, about this series, about John Wiltshire’s writing.
Sometimes his decision to entirely corral and control Nikolas was subverted by the fathomless depths of the love he held for him.
As if I could forget! But it’s looooooovely to be reminded. These two have known and, yeah, loved each other for nearly a decade now, and yet, they and Wiltshire continue to surprise and gut me. Even better, experiencing their teasing and cleverness and inability to do anything less than love each other, it all made me sigh in deep contentment.
This pretty much sets up the entire book.
Sidebar: a fellow reader friend and I discussing these two guys…
Her: “They’re a hot mess, no?”
Me: Always were, still are, forever they’ll be.
A few chapters in and I had already laughed out loud a number of times.
Ultimately, these two men can’t seem to get out of their own way. For as well as they do know each other, there is so much they do not. Or rather, that they choose not to yet see and acknowledge. This is the journey they’re on in this story. They’re the focus, their love is the focus, their fears and needs and questionable decisions and, not just willingness but, proof that they’ll each do anything for the other if it keeps them safe and alive. On the flipside, this bone deep love they feel is their very savior, protector, and righter of the proverbial ship at every turn.
Ben sighed and levered himself up onto Nikolas, lying lower down so his ear was over Nikolas’s heart. They often slept like this, despite Ben being so heavy, so it wasn’t that unusual, but to Nikolas then it felt as if Ben lay like his protector, his shield against the world. For was that not, when you got right down to the fundamentals, what all this was about? Photographs, ex-wives, dead babies – they were the real world – his life before dream time. Before Ben.
My continued trust in John Wiltshire as a storyteller is bolstered once again. No matter through what he puts all of these characters, it feels honest, which means I can and do buy into it. All of it.
If there was ever a doubt that Ben and Nik share a bottomless pit of passion, the idea is tossed over the cliff’s edge, forever banished. Physical and emotional passion. Sometimes the battle between the two is amusing, frustrating, and heart rending. Sometimes all three at once, in a single moment. Their love is needful, complete, and inescapable. Epic. Epic!
He patted Nikolas’s hand. “Did I mention recently that I love you?”
“No, you have been too busy being clever and disagreeable.”
“Because I want you to live a long life? Because I love you enough to die if you die coughing your lungs up? That kind of disagreeable?”
Nikolas quirked his lip. “Yes. Exactly that kind.”
There’s more to this passage but I’m not giving anything away. ;)
There are what appear to be some grammatical and sentence structure mistakes. The grammar I can handle because it fits the characters, in both their internal and external dialogues. The missing or one-too many words were more obvious. They were minor blips and were no match for the emotion and excitement and tension rolling off this book.
It’s not as pronounced in this story as it is in the earlier books in this series, but the mystery is intriguing. It was smartly used as a way to introduce some new characters and a means to affecting some originals. It’s also the thing I kept giving the side-eye, waiting for the other shoe to drop. This author likes to drop many a shoe, and unexpectedly, at that.
Squeezy! I do heart him so. No one gives him the credit he deserves. Then again, he doesn’t really care and just does what’s needed, smiling and smirking all the way. He and the other supporting characters don’t play as large a role in this story, keeping in tune with the heavy focus on Ben and Nik and their relationship.
This relationship. It’s such an epic love story but unusual in some of its components. They sometimes take the much more difficult road in the attempt to fix and protect, and express that love. It’s all so worth it. It shows how well Wiltshire knows Nikolas Mikkelsen and Ben Rider-Mikkelsen. I don’t want to give anything away, so I’ll describe it this way: they make me feel vulnerable, open, in danger of being emotionally wrecked, wary of it, wanting it, knowing and demonstrably stating that I want more.
Nik and Ben were made for each other. Destined to be paired. The universe has gotten its way, bringing these two together and giving them their opportunity to prove this truth in the life they share.
I had to fight the chin tremble at the end. Speaking of, some aspects of it did feel a bit rushed. I only hope that the next book digs deeply into those same aspects, giving us even more to chew on.
The title of the next book? I’ll even allow you to discover that for yourself, as well. ;)
ETA: Recommended Read on PBA for March 2015
Chapter one: I’ve already gotten some of the things I love about Nik and Ben, about this series, about John Wiltshire’s writing.
Sometimes his decision to entirely corral and control Nikolas was subverted by the fathomless depths of the love he held for him.
As if I could forget! But it’s looooooovely to be reminded. These two have known and, yeah, loved each other for nearly a decade now, and yet, they and Wiltshire continue to surprise and gut me. Even better, experiencing their teasing and cleverness and inability to do anything less than love each other, it all made me sigh in deep contentment.
This pretty much sets up the entire book.
Sidebar: a fellow reader friend and I discussing these two guys…
Her: “They’re a hot mess, no?”
Me: Always were, still are, forever they’ll be.
A few chapters in and I had already laughed out loud a number of times.
Ultimately, these two men can’t seem to get out of their own way. For as well as they do know each other, there is so much they do not. Or rather, that they choose not to yet see and acknowledge. This is the journey they’re on in this story. They’re the focus, their love is the focus, their fears and needs and questionable decisions and, not just willingness but, proof that they’ll each do anything for the other if it keeps them safe and alive. On the flipside, this bone deep love they feel is their very savior, protector, and righter of the proverbial ship at every turn.
Ben sighed and levered himself up onto Nikolas, lying lower down so his ear was over Nikolas’s heart. They often slept like this, despite Ben being so heavy, so it wasn’t that unusual, but to Nikolas then it felt as if Ben lay like his protector, his shield against the world. For was that not, when you got right down to the fundamentals, what all this was about? Photographs, ex-wives, dead babies – they were the real world – his life before dream time. Before Ben.
My continued trust in John Wiltshire as a storyteller is bolstered once again. No matter through what he puts all of these characters, it feels honest, which means I can and do buy into it. All of it.
If there was ever a doubt that Ben and Nik share a bottomless pit of passion, the idea is tossed over the cliff’s edge, forever banished. Physical and emotional passion. Sometimes the battle between the two is amusing, frustrating, and heart rending. Sometimes all three at once, in a single moment. Their love is needful, complete, and inescapable. Epic. Epic!
He patted Nikolas’s hand. “Did I mention recently that I love you?”
“No, you have been too busy being clever and disagreeable.”
“Because I want you to live a long life? Because I love you enough to die if you die coughing your lungs up? That kind of disagreeable?”
Nikolas quirked his lip. “Yes. Exactly that kind.”
There’s more to this passage but I’m not giving anything away. ;)
There are what appear to be some grammatical and sentence structure mistakes. The grammar I can handle because it fits the characters, in both their internal and external dialogues. The missing or one-too many words were more obvious. They were minor blips and were no match for the emotion and excitement and tension rolling off this book.
It’s not as pronounced in this story as it is in the earlier books in this series, but the mystery is intriguing. It was smartly used as a way to introduce some new characters and a means to affecting some originals. It’s also the thing I kept giving the side-eye, waiting for the other shoe to drop. This author likes to drop many a shoe, and unexpectedly, at that.
Squeezy! I do heart him so. No one gives him the credit he deserves. Then again, he doesn’t really care and just does what’s needed, smiling and smirking all the way. He and the other supporting characters don’t play as large a role in this story, keeping in tune with the heavy focus on Ben and Nik and their relationship.
This relationship. It’s such an epic love story but unusual in some of its components. They sometimes take the much more difficult road in the attempt to fix and protect, and express that love. It’s all so worth it. It shows how well Wiltshire knows Nikolas Mikkelsen and Ben Rider-Mikkelsen. I don’t want to give anything away, so I’ll describe it this way: they make me feel vulnerable, open, in danger of being emotionally wrecked, wary of it, wanting it, knowing and demonstrably stating that I want more.
Nik and Ben were made for each other. Destined to be paired. The universe has gotten its way, bringing these two together and giving them their opportunity to prove this truth in the life they share.
I had to fight the chin tremble at the end. Speaking of, some aspects of it did feel a bit rushed. I only hope that the next book digs deeply into those same aspects, giving us even more to chew on.
The title of the next book? I’ll even allow you to discover that for yourself, as well. ;)
ETA: Recommended Read on PBA for March 2015
March 26, 2015
"You're not very good at punishing me, Benjamin. You don't have the dedication it takes to be severe enough. And yet you have a master to learn from."
I had hoped that things would become clearer after sleeping on it but I think I'm even more confused now about what happened in the last part of the book. I have more questions now than I did for all he other books put together, which is actually a good thing as I love trying to work out puzzles and it'll make me look forward to the next book even more. I may have to read it again in the hope that things become clearer the second time around.
Nik started off the series as the one with all the power and gradually throughout the books things have become more equal between him and Ben. Now Ben almost seems to know Nik better than he does himself, which is always such a shock to Nik!
"You can't beat kids at things. You're an adult."
"Then why make a bet with them? I don't understand what you mean."
"Jesus Nik. Didn't anyone ever let you win when you were little?"
"They didn't have to. No one could beat me at anything. Isn't that the point?"
I thought the story took a while to get going and I didn't find the New Zealand death threat plot as gripping as the plots in the previous books. I think I just prefer Nik and Ben fighting for their lives under a lot more dangerous circumstances. That seems to bring them together more. But I appreciate this books seems to be setting things up nicely for the 5th book and I can't wait for that one to come out.
Nikolas was everything to Ben. He wiped out all that had gone before, and he would be colouring his whole world until the very end-one way or the other.
Not relevant at all but I just couldn't resist!
Big thanks again to Elizabetta for the buddy read!
I had hoped that things would become clearer after sleeping on it but I think I'm even more confused now about what happened in the last part of the book. I have more questions now than I did for all he other books put together, which is actually a good thing as I love trying to work out puzzles and it'll make me look forward to the next book even more. I may have to read it again in the hope that things become clearer the second time around.
Nik started off the series as the one with all the power and gradually throughout the books things have become more equal between him and Ben. Now Ben almost seems to know Nik better than he does himself, which is always such a shock to Nik!
"You can't beat kids at things. You're an adult."
"Then why make a bet with them? I don't understand what you mean."
"Jesus Nik. Didn't anyone ever let you win when you were little?"
"They didn't have to. No one could beat me at anything. Isn't that the point?"
I thought the story took a while to get going and I didn't find the New Zealand death threat plot as gripping as the plots in the previous books. I think I just prefer Nik and Ben fighting for their lives under a lot more dangerous circumstances. That seems to bring them together more. But I appreciate this books seems to be setting things up nicely for the 5th book and I can't wait for that one to come out.
Nikolas was everything to Ben. He wiped out all that had gone before, and he would be colouring his whole world until the very end-one way or the other.
Not relevant at all but I just couldn't resist!
Big thanks again to Elizabetta for the buddy read!
May 15, 2024
I can’t believe we’re five books in and this series is still a five-star read!🤩
I don’t even read the synopses anymore because I don’t care – whatever Nik and Ben get up to I will probably love it anyway.
WHY I LIKED THIS
TL;DR: John Wiltshire did a fantastic job with the characters, plot and themes.
1. Character development. If I hadn’t reread as many passages as I did I would have finished this in half the time I did. Wiltshire knows exactly what he’s doing when it comes to characterisation. And I’m not just talking consistency which is nice but progression – the good stuff, the stuff that really counts.
Both Nik and Ben’s journeys (though different) get equal page time and it’s almost a miracle (more so in Nik’s case) how far they’ve come. They do fall back into some old habits now and then but that only makes it all the more realistic.
This is one of the few books in which I like the characters (and their relationship dynamic) the way it is when it starts out but don’t mind seeing it shift and grow. Like I said, I enjoy reading about everything they get up to.
2. Themes. This book is perhaps the darkest in the series so far but it handles its themes well. We get a few confirmations (e.g. what happened to Ben in the Taiga) and a few revelations about Nik’s past life.
⚠️ A fair warning: Nik and Ben play around with consensual non-con in this and the lines are extremely blurred. Also Nik’s views on consent and separately, women, are a true testament to what fucked up upbringing can do to people.
It definitely feels like we’ve reached a midway point in this series and I can’t wait to see where we go from here.
3. Writing & plot intricacies. Everything means something. Everything. And good god, that last third?? My tummy was full of nerves😭 I was near throwing up just waiting for the other shoe to drop and then when it dropped knowing it wasn’t – isn’t – over. Oh god.
These books always strike the delicate balance of being humorous, fast-paced and dark which, when combined, keep me on the edge of my seat but make it feel like I’m reading some 100 pages instead of 479.
Overall, this was a fantastic entry to the series and a top contender for my favourite of the bunch. I can’t wait to be all over the next one!
April 23, 2017
I love Squeezy's interactions with Nikolas! So funny <3
March 24, 2015
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I absolutely loved The Bruise-Black Sky! John Wiltshire knows how to write a story, this is a talented writer everyone should read!!!
Read it my friends, read it!!!
Read it my friends, read it!!!
March 26, 2015
4 BRUISE-BLACK STARS!
This review is divided into two parts. The first part focuses on the lighter aspect of the book and the next one deals with the heavy and more emotional side. Let's do this!
Hold your horses peps! This is going to be a long ride. Please proceed with caution for some visible spoilers!
PART I
As usual, John Wiltshire still never fails to make me crack! His adorable and witty characters with clever and funny lines is one of the reasons why I'm so taken by this series. I'll always love Nik and Ben banters. I so love them! They make the book so fun and amusing to read and lull readers into a sense of cheeriness while reading.
And you know Nik…
I totally fell in love with Squeezy in this book. Now I'm really hoping the author would write a book about him and Tim. :)
Despite whatever Nik thought or call Squeezy, he's still such a reliable person. Now that “Squeezy had taken to his new hedonistic lifestyle with gusto since he’d been unshackled from the bonds of both heterosexuality and military discipline” as Ben worded it, I've been wondering how Tim had been dealing with this and where they currently are in their relationship.
And after reading Radulf's Secret Blog on JW's page, I just came to like him even more!
Pussy.
Now, don't be a spoilsports. I know you like it. You like it don't you..huh Radulf?
heh
And this?
Totally brilliant! I'm so going to work with/for Nik in another life! xD
PART II
When we were practicing our graduation program this afternoon, I got so upset over this book [yeah cause I was reading while everyone was busy practicing a song] and a friend asked me what was wrong. And so I told him. I told him about Ben and Nik.
How idiotic and really stupid Ben is.
How Ben is such a prick.
How Ben kept on nursing his lack of confidence in Nik's love for him.
How he always gets Nik to come to him at every shit he involves himself.
How he kept on hurting Nik.
How angry I am with him.
And of course, I told him Nik's history.
How he suffered so much in life.
How Nik ended up with Ben.
How obsessed he is with Ben.
How he'd do everything to keep Ben alive and safe.
How much he loves Ben so much.
How he'd changed for Ben even though he never wanted to change for anybody.
How much I feel for him.
And then I realized, people would think I'm trying to rationalize Nik's flaws. That I put the blame on Ben alone. But not really. I know Ben hurts everytime he discovers another layer of Nik's mask. Like for example Katarina's case. I knew he felt like someone just ran him over with a bus. But his response to this was to decide hastily and then ends up in a situation where Nik had to come to him again and save him that in return endangers Nik too.
Bloody hell Ben, I thought you've already cured your insecurities and doubts in your relationship with Nik!
Everything they've been through since book 1 didn't feel like so important anymore because he was wallowing again over the same issue- that Nik will one day leave him and do the same thing he did with Katarina in the night of the party.
Ben is really a self-centered prick!
And to think he had this kind of thought in his head yet I don't know,
This turned to this after the incident with Katarina.
I don't know why he doesn't have so much faith in Nik!
The changes in Nik from the cold and aloof to this was so palpable! It only shows how much he feel for Ben.
Yet he did. He changed for Ben.
I was confused of what to feel towards Ben when I finished book 4. And it didn't improve after I started this book. Having finished this one, I can say me and Ben really had a falling out. I was mad at him. But truth be told, I still can't stop myself loving Ben. He's acquired a huge part in my heart since I started this book. And I know despite everything, he really did love Nik.
But I'm glad at least Nik voiced out what he really felt about this issue of about her and Ben from book 4. And I understood why it hurt him so much. Being betrayed is one of the worst things someone you trusted could do to you. And if you're Nik? After everything in his past?
This two have such great love. If they only knew how to execute it right, everything would be perfect for them. But hey-love has its moments!
In the end, they always find a way to right their mistakes, to try to communicate with each other through proper words, and I guess, their love will always prevail.
I'm still wondering if Oliver just really did commit suicide or someone murdered him. Also I'm really looking forward to book 6. I just want it to be released tomorrow so I can devour it! I'm sooo gonna miss Ben and Nik. Despite the roller coaster of emotions in this book, I still like it. It was a great read!
Note: English is not my first language and I expect there are still grammar mistakes in this review that I didn't notice but I hope I made sense in this post.
BTW, When is book 6 coming out???
*Review posted on March 26/27, 2015
“I cannot win with you, Ben. When I lie, you do not like it. When I am entirely honest, you are afraid. How do you want me to be? Tell me, and I will try to be that for you.”
Ben heard as clear as if Nikolas had added it, “While I still can.”
This review is divided into two parts. The first part focuses on the lighter aspect of the book and the next one deals with the heavy and more emotional side. Let's do this!
Hold your horses peps! This is going to be a long ride. Please proceed with caution for some visible spoilers!
PART I
As usual, John Wiltshire still never fails to make me crack! His adorable and witty characters with clever and funny lines is one of the reasons why I'm so taken by this series. I'll always love Nik and Ben banters. I so love them! They make the book so fun and amusing to read and lull readers into a sense of cheeriness while reading.
“Will you fucking let me finish one sentence? Please!”
“Don’t swear at me, Nikolas.”
He’d even seen the man’s name on the Forbes World’s Billionaire’s list—well below his own, he was pleased to see.
Nikolas despaired at Ben sometimes. He genuinely didn’t know about Ctrl.Shift.N. How pathetic could anyone be?—and he’d been an actual spy…incognito…
Nikolas wrinkled his nose at the small sedan. Ben occasionally accused him of liking cars that were big enough to fit his ego, but in this case a large off-roader would definitely be more suitable.
And you know Nik…
He could hear Ben’s voice in his head. “You’re not killing her.”
Yeah.
I totally fell in love with Squeezy in this book. Now I'm really hoping the author would write a book about him and Tim. :)
“No, technically you do work for me…ANGEL?”
“Nope, technically we both work for Mergers. I work vertically but—fucking hell! Ouch! Do you want me to be there at just the critical moment to save your fucking life?”
He stabbed the keypad. Follow me, you fucking moron.
Squeezy read this, glanced up then strode over. “I thought it was like a fucking test or something!”
“Test! What—?”
“You show up and see if you can get me away from his side!”
Despite whatever Nik thought or call Squeezy, he's still such a reliable person. Now that “Squeezy had taken to his new hedonistic lifestyle with gusto since he’d been unshackled from the bonds of both heterosexuality and military discipline” as Ben worded it, I've been wondering how Tim had been dealing with this and where they currently are in their relationship.
And after reading Radulf's Secret Blog on JW's page, I just came to like him even more!
Pussy.
Now, don't be a spoilsports. I know you like it. You like it don't you..huh Radulf?
heh
And this?
Had he been gifted with another life—one that had not seen him incarcerated in a Russian prison when he was seventeen—he would have become an architect or civil engineer.
Totally brilliant! I'm so going to work with/for Nik in another life! xD
PART II
When we were practicing our graduation program this afternoon, I got so upset over this book [yeah cause I was reading while everyone was busy practicing a song] and a friend asked me what was wrong. And so I told him. I told him about Ben and Nik.
How idiotic and really stupid Ben is.
How Ben is such a prick.
How Ben kept on nursing his lack of confidence in Nik's love for him.
How he always gets Nik to come to him at every shit he involves himself.
How he kept on hurting Nik.
How angry I am with him.
And of course, I told him Nik's history.
How he suffered so much in life.
How Nik ended up with Ben.
How obsessed he is with Ben.
How he'd do everything to keep Ben alive and safe.
How much he loves Ben so much.
How he'd changed for Ben even though he never wanted to change for anybody.
How much I feel for him.
And then I realized, people would think I'm trying to rationalize Nik's flaws. That I put the blame on Ben alone. But not really. I know Ben hurts everytime he discovers another layer of Nik's mask. Like for example Katarina's case. I knew he felt like someone just ran him over with a bus. But his response to this was to decide hastily and then ends up in a situation where Nik had to come to him again and save him that in return endangers Nik too.
Bloody hell Ben, I thought you've already cured your insecurities and doubts in your relationship with Nik!
Everything they've been through since book 1 didn't feel like so important anymore because he was wallowing again over the same issue- that Nik will one day leave him and do the same thing he did with Katarina in the night of the party.
Ben is really a self-centered prick!
And to think he had this kind of thought in his head yet I don't know,
Nikolas Mikkelsen was free to walk any time he wanted. Clearly, he didn’t want to.
This turned to this after the incident with Katarina.
He was Ben’s default setting. But now, Ben realised clearly for the first time that to Nikolas he was just a…just one of the emeralds on the string running through his fingers.
I don't know why he doesn't have so much faith in Nik!
Nikolas thought he would rather die than hurt Ben Rider-Mikkelsen, and that was something he had never ever thought about anyone.
He’d swum that sewer to the end, climbed out, washed off, and emerged into the sunlight. Nothing, nothing, was going to follow him out of that rankness and touch Benjamin Rider-Mikkelsen. Nothing.
Nikolas wanted to slip his arms around Ben, perhaps have Emmy take a photo of them. He frowned at his own very uncharacteristic thought. He never touched Ben in public, and he never wanted his picture taken. How odd. He returned to thinking about convertibles.
The changes in Nik from the cold and aloof to this was so palpable! It only shows how much he feel for Ben.
As he’d once told Ben, why should he change to suit anyone else’s convenience?
Yet he did. He changed for Ben.
Whatever Nikolas was, Ben humanised him.
I was confused of what to feel towards Ben when I finished book 4. And it didn't improve after I started this book. Having finished this one, I can say me and Ben really had a falling out. I was mad at him. But truth be told, I still can't stop myself loving Ben. He's acquired a huge part in my heart since I started this book. And I know despite everything, he really did love Nik.
“I like you too much, which has always been my mistake. I liked you before I loved you, which is why I fell in love with you, even when you were an obnoxious bastard no one could’ve liked. But I did. I’ve always liked you, and I’ve always loved you, and that’s why you hurt me when…”
But I'm glad at least Nik voiced out what he really felt about this issue of about her and Ben from book 4. And I understood why it hurt him so much. Being betrayed is one of the worst things someone you trusted could do to you. And if you're Nik? After everything in his past?
“I don’t trust her. You were right. What she did hurt me, and I didn’t see it at the time. All this armour, all my ability to keep the things that hurt me away, and I let her in through a crack, and she wounded me. It hurts to think of you at a party, being nice to her, liking her, telling her that you love her as you love your other friends.”
This two have such great love. If they only knew how to execute it right, everything would be perfect for them. But hey-love has its moments!
You can’t protect me like this. You’ll make a mistake. What would you do if something happened to me because you made a mistake?”
Nikolas rested back into Ben’s hold, tension slipping out of his body little bit by little bit. “I would die.”
In the end, they always find a way to right their mistakes, to try to communicate with each other through proper words, and I guess, their love will always prevail.
“I only left you because I love you. I’m so fucking dumb.”
“And I don’t tell you things because I love you, and then I don’t tell you I love you either. So I’m even more—fucking dumb—as you so eloquently say.”
She just came out of nowhere and claimed that relationship with you when it meant nothing, and I couldn’t when it meant everything. But I’m such an idiot—I forgot. I genuinely forgot that I don’t need that kind of shit from you. I have this.” At Nikolas’s puzzled frown, he clarified, “I have the fact that you nearly killed yourself to get to me. You stepped off that bus without a single mask in place, and I think I saw the real you for the first time.”
I'm still wondering if Oliver just really did commit suicide or someone murdered him. Also I'm really looking forward to book 6. I just want it to be released tomorrow so I can devour it! I'm sooo gonna miss Ben and Nik. Despite the roller coaster of emotions in this book, I still like it. It was a great read!
Ben was the only person in his whole life who Nikolas would not sacrifice to the altar of his own survival.
He felt Ben take his hand, down between the seats, where the hold would be private.
He pulled Ben’s hand up onto the armrest and held it openly.
He had made this life, and he would live it the way he wanted.
Note: English is not my first language and I expect there are still grammar mistakes in this review that I didn't notice but I hope I made sense in this post.
BTW, When is book 6 coming out???
*Review posted on March 26/27, 2015
June 2, 2019
Stalled on the re-read. Reading the series in sequence proved a bad idea.
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Felt more cohesive; like one book rather than separate stories combined as the last books have been. Wiltshire is a good story-teller and the characters come across strongly and feel real, I enjoyed reading the book BUT I had issues.
Nik - The problem with a series such as this is how much can you throw at people. How many more secrets can he be hiding? there clearly more but there comes a point when as a reader I get blasé/cynical. And seeing why people compare to SF!
Ben - In this he was reduced to 'pretty boy' it seemed everyone especially Nik forgot he was Ex-Forces Ben and highly capable of fighting himself. He got treated as a child left to toddle about in his tight Lycra flashing his gladiator muscles.
Kate - Predictable, predictable, predictable - such a common m/m trope, the first reveal was inevitable but the second disappointed me.
The plot. Whodunnit? I know not.
There's two attitudes in the books that bother me. Rape and Misogyny:
- First the relationship between Nik/Ben has always been rough with a strong element of power-play, it works for them and who they are. There's [character] views expressed here that I STRONGLY disapprove of. The scene to demonstrate that made me uncomfortable. It's a wobbly line seeing what works for these f'd up people and seeing the point being made as it relates to the real world.
- Second the misogyny, Nik admits a negative impression of women but that's also inherent in the books.
Which isn't to say the male characters necessarily fare better, they're a mixed bunch - however much we fall for the main characters 'nice' doesn't really apply, but, I'm not expecting any strong/positive female characters in this series any time soon!
Difficult to rate. I enjoyed reading the book and was carried through the plot until things got cloudy. Aspects of this book could prove a deal-breaker for people. I'll be buying the next book but whether I continue the series will depend on that.
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Felt more cohesive; like one book rather than separate stories combined as the last books have been. Wiltshire is a good story-teller and the characters come across strongly and feel real, I enjoyed reading the book BUT I had issues.
Nik - The problem with a series such as this is how much can you throw at people. How many more secrets can he be hiding? there clearly more but there comes a point when as a reader I get blasé/cynical. And seeing why people compare to SF!
Ben - In this he was reduced to 'pretty boy' it seemed everyone especially Nik forgot he was Ex-Forces Ben and highly capable of fighting himself. He got treated as a child left to toddle about in his tight Lycra flashing his gladiator muscles.
Kate - Predictable, predictable, predictable - such a common m/m trope, the first reveal was inevitable but the second disappointed me.
The plot. Whodunnit? I know not.
There's two attitudes in the books that bother me. Rape and Misogyny:
- First the relationship between Nik/Ben has always been rough with a strong element of power-play, it works for them and who they are. There's [character] views expressed here that I STRONGLY disapprove of. The scene to demonstrate that made me uncomfortable. It's a wobbly line seeing what works for these f'd up people and seeing the point being made as it relates to the real world.
- Second the misogyny, Nik admits a negative impression of women but that's also inherent in the books.
Which isn't to say the male characters necessarily fare better, they're a mixed bunch - however much we fall for the main characters 'nice' doesn't really apply, but, I'm not expecting any strong/positive female characters in this series any time soon!
Difficult to rate. I enjoyed reading the book and was carried through the plot until things got cloudy. Aspects of this book could prove a deal-breaker for people. I'll be buying the next book but whether I continue the series will depend on that.
November 8, 2015
Ya know, I do love this series quite a lot. Ben and Nik have so much going for them. They're intense and sexy and strong men and they live their lives very full. As far as the realism of the story lines, I really could not say. I do enjoy them, though, so that's all that really matters to me there. At the end of the day, this is fiction and I am able to suspend my disbelief and enjoy this amazing series.
I am glad, though, that I waited to read this. If I had read it when it came out, I just don't even know... The Bruise-Black Sky ends with more questions than answers, but there is no question at all as to Ben's and Nik's devotion and love to one another. And there were a few things that totally took me by surprise. I like that in a book when it's done well, and here it definitely was.
As a side note, there are two things that I have noticed in each book of this series that always take me a little bit out of the narrative the first couple times -- these men do not ever have to deal with little things like refractory periods after sex -- indeed, they can get it up and get off like they're 17. Several times in a very short period of time. Nik is 46 and Ben is 34, so I don't think so, unless they just take Viagra with their morning vitimins. The other thing is the glaring lack of lube. It's never mentioned. Ever. At all. Is it just assumed? I sure hope so. Cuz, ouch.
Man, this story left my head spinning just a bit. It was kind of all over the place for the last 20% or so. I might have to let it simmer for a bit before I go on to book 6. There is a lot to take in.
I am glad, though, that I waited to read this. If I had read it when it came out, I just don't even know... The Bruise-Black Sky ends with more questions than answers, but there is no question at all as to Ben's and Nik's devotion and love to one another. And there were a few things that totally took me by surprise. I like that in a book when it's done well, and here it definitely was.
As a side note, there are two things that I have noticed in each book of this series that always take me a little bit out of the narrative the first couple times -- these men do not ever have to deal with little things like refractory periods after sex -- indeed, they can get it up and get off like they're 17. Several times in a very short period of time. Nik is 46 and Ben is 34, so I don't think so, unless they just take Viagra with their morning vitimins. The other thing is the glaring lack of lube. It's never mentioned. Ever. At all. Is it just assumed? I sure hope so. Cuz, ouch.
Man, this story left my head spinning just a bit. It was kind of all over the place for the last 20% or so. I might have to let it simmer for a bit before I go on to book 6. There is a lot to take in.
December 1, 2015
**** 4,5 stars ****
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"And I don't tell you things because I love you, and then I don't tell you either. So I'm even more--fucking dumb--as you so eloquently say."
~Nik~
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So much stuff happens in this book, it's impossible to sum up!
Lots of love, lots of secrets and lots of truths between Ben and Nik.
I predicted the in the previous book, but it still took me a bit by surprise, well, how, why and when it happened, but I figured the faith of that person. And I also KNEW *that* was going to happen at 95%. Lets hope the series continues with its greatness still after this "reveal".
Love Ben and Nik. They are such complex characters! After reading so many books about them I'm still discovering new thing about them and their relationship, at the same time knowing them so well and seeing their profound love for each other.
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Nikolas was freed by Ben's love for him, always had been, but now he saw this fully for the first time.
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Wow, only with this couple was this situation okay and understandable.
Lots of love, lots of secrets and lots of truths between Ben and Nik.
I predicted the in the previous book, but it still took me a bit by surprise, well, how, why and when it happened, but I figured the faith of that person. And I also KNEW *that* was going to happen at 95%. Lets hope the series continues with its greatness still after this "reveal".
Love Ben and Nik. They are such complex characters! After reading so many books about them I'm still discovering new thing about them and their relationship, at the same time knowing them so well and seeing their profound love for each other.
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Nikolas was freed by Ben's love for him, always had been, but now he saw this fully for the first time.
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Wow, only with this couple was this situation okay and understandable.
September 6, 2021
It's getting stranger and stranger... I can't even.
And yet, like a train wreck, I have to see this through
And yet, like a train wreck, I have to see this through
August 8, 2022
“He appeared to be coasting on the fact that someone loved him enough to break him, to beat him into submission. No one had ever bothered to do that for him before, always bowing down to his arrogance and self-belief and utter refusal to change to suit anyone else’s convenience.
Not Ben. Ben was in it for the long haul.”
This is my least favorite installment so far. The mystery was underwhelming, but Ben’s and Nikolas’s turbulent relationship saved the day even though it wasn’t as gripping as it usually is. An unexpected person from Nikolas’s past makes an appearance and throws a wrench into their relationship, causing Ben to flee to New Zealand for a movie shoot. And a major bombshell is dropped on Ben that changes his whole life.
Not Ben. Ben was in it for the long haul.”
This is my least favorite installment so far. The mystery was underwhelming, but Ben’s and Nikolas’s turbulent relationship saved the day even though it wasn’t as gripping as it usually is. An unexpected person from Nikolas’s past makes an appearance and throws a wrench into their relationship, causing Ben to flee to New Zealand for a movie shoot. And a major bombshell is dropped on Ben that changes his whole life.
February 25, 2019
So many things were implied. I needed more clear answers. Still very enjoyable.
April 1, 2015
3.5 stars
All the usual suspects. All the usual shenanigans.
I love Nik and Ben; I love their romance. I love them, I do. They’re like crack. Like Mary Calmes crack, they are an addiction. I can’t figure it out, they just do it for me.
Continued Big Love for team Ben & Nik. I still care about these guys and get totally wrapped up in their story, no matter what = 5 stars
But I wanted more. More than the usual sex default. That new, heady, sex-fueled romance was done so well in books one and two; we know these guys now. We know that they are 3-times-a-day hot for each other. For me, their dysfunction is just as interesting as their addiction to each other— Nik’s controlling manipulation; Ben’s constant capitulation, despite all his attempts for independence within their relationship. Which was really what this book was supposed to be about. Right? But where is Ben in the end? Baby steps, but I wanted more for him. It’s clear that the author favors Nik, relates to him more. He’s certainly much more fun (the snark, the banter, the sulks, the sneakiness, the secrets to be uncovered). But this just marginalizes Ben and it’s frustrating to read. I really want to see Ben come into himself more. He makes a valiant attempt in this book but slips back down the slippery slope.
I wanted more tight writing— that tortuous ratcheting of tension. We had the breathtaking suspense of book three/part one The Bridge of Silver Wings. The Taiga. Nothing has matched that since, imo. I wanted more of that and less sex, less of the ‘oh, isn’t he so beautiful/ripped/golden/everybody wants him' stuff. I get it, it’s just filler, now. It felt like this story’s impetus kept getting weighted down by all of that. The issues I had in the other books— ones I was willing to overlook— keep coming back. And now they stand out more.
Same old, same old stuff = 2 stars
The pieces of the story, the vignettes that we got, are fun in and of themselves— the Miles TooGood escapade (what the Hell Nik?), the whole movie thing with Ben, the stalker assassin (who? why?) the disastrous ski trip in NZ (what was that about? who did it?), the Kate thing (who? why?)— but they seem like scattered episodes. They’re fun, yeah… but what do they mean in the grand scheme of things?
So many questions, so few answers = 2 stars
And that’s where I’m left. Loooooooooove these guys (love Squeezy, love Tim, love Radulf, Emmy, Babushka, the new hacker). Love them. But I needed this to make more sense, I really needed book five to stand on it’s own. And not just be a huge set up, a stepping stone for book six. Cause, on the last page of this book, that’s what it felt like.
Did I enjoy this read? Yes. Do I wish it were much, much better? Yes. These guys are awesome, it’s always fun visiting with them. I will be waiting anxiously for book six, and I hope it answers these many questions.
(And again, so fun to read and chew on all this with Em and the other big Nik/Ben fans!)
June 1, 2015
4 solid stars
Talk about secrets! Wow! Everyone is keeping a secret in this book. I thought this was one of the funniest books out the series. Nik was hilarious. Nik who obviously doesn't think he is good with kids is sadly mistaken. This kid Miles astounded me. Him and Nik was so good together. In my hopeless mind I was picturing Nik with a son. HAH, I have this warm gooey feeling about him doing well. I hope I see Miles in future books. He was adorably cute. This picks up a year or two later from the last book. As usual something drastic happens for Nik to go back to Aleskey Special Forces Nik! Ha, I said it. He went full metal jacket. Ben who has his memories back is back to being Ben kind of. I felt like it was something off with him. I get it now reading the book. As usual they have their couple spats, and one does this wrong, and the other go pouts. This book, they were not playing around with each other. I mean, some indifferences had my heart beating wondering, if this was it. Could Nik do anything ever so awful that Ben would leave him? It's a couple things in this book, that's awful, but I find myself always forgiving Nik. I'm a complete tosser for Nik!
Nik and Ben in AMERICA! It was funny from their view point. Nik loves Ben with everything he has, and I think like every other book so far he shows it. He might not have the words, but his actions speak extremely louder than anything else. Of course we got to see Emilia, and her grandmother, as well as a few other familiar faces. I enjoyed them. I liked the plot as well. I really liked when Nik met with the police lady, it was family because they were both being stoic to each other. It was parts that was slow to me, and other parts I was intrigued by. I will continue reading this series because I love them. The shocking revelations in the book had me like WTF. That last 25% was the best ever! I can't wait until the next book is out.
Talk about secrets! Wow! Everyone is keeping a secret in this book. I thought this was one of the funniest books out the series. Nik was hilarious. Nik who obviously doesn't think he is good with kids is sadly mistaken. This kid Miles astounded me. Him and Nik was so good together. In my hopeless mind I was picturing Nik with a son. HAH, I have this warm gooey feeling about him doing well. I hope I see Miles in future books. He was adorably cute. This picks up a year or two later from the last book. As usual something drastic happens for Nik to go back to Aleskey Special Forces Nik! Ha, I said it. He went full metal jacket. Ben who has his memories back is back to being Ben kind of. I felt like it was something off with him. I get it now reading the book. As usual they have their couple spats, and one does this wrong, and the other go pouts. This book, they were not playing around with each other. I mean, some indifferences had my heart beating wondering, if this was it. Could Nik do anything ever so awful that Ben would leave him? It's a couple things in this book, that's awful, but I find myself always forgiving Nik. I'm a complete tosser for Nik!
Nik and Ben in AMERICA! It was funny from their view point. Nik loves Ben with everything he has, and I think like every other book so far he shows it. He might not have the words, but his actions speak extremely louder than anything else. Of course we got to see Emilia, and her grandmother, as well as a few other familiar faces. I enjoyed them. I liked the plot as well. I really liked when Nik met with the police lady, it was family because they were both being stoic to each other. It was parts that was slow to me, and other parts I was intrigued by. I will continue reading this series because I love them. The shocking revelations in the book had me like WTF. That last 25% was the best ever! I can't wait until the next book is out.
May 17, 2015
Much as i LOVE the relationship between Ben and Nik, The Bruise Black sky is not the strongest book of the series so far. There are several things that did not make sense to me
There are lots of threads left dangling at the end of this book, Nik's past is coming back to haunt him and things are left set up for the next book...John, you are a cruel man...but I love your work!:-D
There are lots of threads left dangling at the end of this book, Nik's past is coming back to haunt him and things are left set up for the next book...John, you are a cruel man...but I love your work!:-D
October 14, 2021
That last 5% is so damn good. ❤️ Three times now and it never gets old.
***
Previous review:
4.5 Stars
I hate when I don’t write a review immediately, so bear with me on this one as I try to distinguish this book from the others.
Overall, this one included some brilliant scenes. From the introduction of Miles Toogood (who could be my favorite kid ever) to the fat but witty Peyton Garic, this one continued with some fantastic humor involving the lovely Nik. I adore him in these scenes.
“You’re a historical figure now. A superhero. You need a name.”
Miles looked down, blushing furiously. “I don’t much like the names that get made up for me. Miles Too…other things.”
“That’s because they aren’t seeing your secret identity. Hmm, let me think…Chainsaw.”
“Chainsaw.”
“Hush. It’s a secret identity.”
“I wish you didn’t have to go.”
“Not many people have ever said that to me.”
“Or me.”
“Nor me. You should say nor me.”
“No, you shouldn’t! You only use nor when it’s combined with neither! Everyone knows that! Otherwise it’s or. I think I’d better lend you my Golden Treasury of English Grammar. But you will return it, won’t you? I don’t really like lending my books.”
I love this kid. And I hope we get much more of him in the future.
But one of my favorite scenes and one I would desperately want to see played out on film was the introduction of the bodyguard. I never suspected this at all and how this unfolds is all together perfect.
We continue as well with some wonderful moments with Emilia and Ulyana as Nik continues to build a family around him. Squeezy also gets a bit more page time in this and his relationship with Nik as well is another interesting dynamic I want more of.
And then, of course, the relationship between our Nik and Ben. This continues to be unbelievably written and strong. Their relationship showing their continued need for each other, in order to sustain life.
Ben was biting his own lip. When he could taste blood, he bent down and kissed Nikolas, murmuring, “Take my blood and own me.” He felt Nikolas’s tongue licking along the little wound then pulled his mouth down to his nipple. Nikolas bit him, as Ben knew he would. It was painful and exquisite and was just between them, marking them, joining them. They didn’t do this very often, but it was entirely understood between them—they were each other’s sustenance and life. Nikolas lapped at the bleeding bite mark he’d inflicted. They were both so aroused it was painful to remain in clothes.
So why not five stars here? This one unfortunately fell just below the others for me. The story of Oliver seemed quick to end and honestly I was left confused many times by what was happening. The underlying meaning for me was hard to follow. Was he murdered? Honestly I have no idea. And there are several other things which (as the books continue to unfold become clearer) but at the time I was losing grasp of what Nik was actually up to. Perhaps this was entirely on purpose but it almost drove me a little crazy. Ultimately I have determined that the mysterious Nik will do whatever he has to do to protect Ben and so nothing is off limits or out of the realm of possibility.
Many surprises continue to unfold here and it will be interesting to see how these actions begin to affect the dynamic of these two men. I eagerly await more.
***
Previous review:
4.5 Stars
I hate when I don’t write a review immediately, so bear with me on this one as I try to distinguish this book from the others.
Overall, this one included some brilliant scenes. From the introduction of Miles Toogood (who could be my favorite kid ever) to the fat but witty Peyton Garic, this one continued with some fantastic humor involving the lovely Nik. I adore him in these scenes.
“You’re a historical figure now. A superhero. You need a name.”
Miles looked down, blushing furiously. “I don’t much like the names that get made up for me. Miles Too…other things.”
“That’s because they aren’t seeing your secret identity. Hmm, let me think…Chainsaw.”
“Chainsaw.”
“Hush. It’s a secret identity.”
“I wish you didn’t have to go.”
“Not many people have ever said that to me.”
“Or me.”
“Nor me. You should say nor me.”
“No, you shouldn’t! You only use nor when it’s combined with neither! Everyone knows that! Otherwise it’s or. I think I’d better lend you my Golden Treasury of English Grammar. But you will return it, won’t you? I don’t really like lending my books.”
I love this kid. And I hope we get much more of him in the future.
But one of my favorite scenes and one I would desperately want to see played out on film was the introduction of the bodyguard. I never suspected this at all and how this unfolds is all together perfect.
We continue as well with some wonderful moments with Emilia and Ulyana as Nik continues to build a family around him. Squeezy also gets a bit more page time in this and his relationship with Nik as well is another interesting dynamic I want more of.
And then, of course, the relationship between our Nik and Ben. This continues to be unbelievably written and strong. Their relationship showing their continued need for each other, in order to sustain life.
Ben was biting his own lip. When he could taste blood, he bent down and kissed Nikolas, murmuring, “Take my blood and own me.” He felt Nikolas’s tongue licking along the little wound then pulled his mouth down to his nipple. Nikolas bit him, as Ben knew he would. It was painful and exquisite and was just between them, marking them, joining them. They didn’t do this very often, but it was entirely understood between them—they were each other’s sustenance and life. Nikolas lapped at the bleeding bite mark he’d inflicted. They were both so aroused it was painful to remain in clothes.
So why not five stars here? This one unfortunately fell just below the others for me. The story of Oliver seemed quick to end and honestly I was left confused many times by what was happening. The underlying meaning for me was hard to follow. Was he murdered? Honestly I have no idea. And there are several other things which (as the books continue to unfold become clearer) but at the time I was losing grasp of what Nik was actually up to. Perhaps this was entirely on purpose but it almost drove me a little crazy. Ultimately I have determined that the mysterious Nik will do whatever he has to do to protect Ben and so nothing is off limits or out of the realm of possibility.
Many surprises continue to unfold here and it will be interesting to see how these actions begin to affect the dynamic of these two men. I eagerly await more.
March 21, 2015
This was absolutely superb. I'm going straight back to reread it because there is so much to this novel that I need to give slow attention to. I read it far too quickly!
Nikolas Mikkelsen and Ben Rider reached a great place in their lives at the end of Book 4. Ben had regained his memory and getting it back had made him re-evaluate their relationship, particularly his place in it. So, this books starts at that point--literally with Ben enjoying the pictures that Nikolas gave him for Christmas--the pictures of Nikolas's life. Only, being Nikolas, of course, we discover that he's lying as usual, keeping things from Ben. For the first time Nikolas is really put on the back foot in this story. Ben has a lot more confidence and he's starting to develop a very positive life and role outside of Nikolas's control or influence. Given that this is book 5 I couldn't be happier with where this series has gone now. I was so afraid that the author would either split them up or have them change in fundamental ways. But how do you get a good plot and character growth without change? I'm very glad to say that you can and John Wiltshire has shown a really deft touch with this whole series in keeping Ben and Nik central to the story, strong, together, but changing all the time subtlety and superbly. This is vulnerable Nikolas and Ben willing to do terrible things to keep Nikolas safe. And the cast of characters around them is growing too. There were some new characters in this that I really hope we see again, particularly a little boy. I usually hate child characters in novels because the writing becomes mawkish and sentimental, but not here! I actually spat out some tea reading some of this boy's lines--nothing soppy about Miles Toogood.
I loved the pacing of this novel. I read it too quickly partially because it was like being on a roller coaster on the downward plunge. The action is terrific from the snow-covered mountains of New Zealand to the hot, steamy swamps of Louisiana the pace never lets up. And yet within this there are some amazing moments of quiet reflection and humour. Nikolas trying, yet again, to give up smoking; Radulf being lifted out of the Queen's car; Squeezy teasing Ben about Kate. It's like reading about your own wonderful, zanny family.
Damn. Now I have to wait for Book 6. And the fear is there all over again--how on earth the author can sustain this wonderful story. How can he make this relationship any better? Well, he's done it book after book, so I just have to have faith. When I think back to the first chapter of Love is a Stranger and then think where they are now...
Amazing novel. Do read this series. You won't regret it.
Nikolas Mikkelsen and Ben Rider reached a great place in their lives at the end of Book 4. Ben had regained his memory and getting it back had made him re-evaluate their relationship, particularly his place in it. So, this books starts at that point--literally with Ben enjoying the pictures that Nikolas gave him for Christmas--the pictures of Nikolas's life. Only, being Nikolas, of course, we discover that he's lying as usual, keeping things from Ben. For the first time Nikolas is really put on the back foot in this story. Ben has a lot more confidence and he's starting to develop a very positive life and role outside of Nikolas's control or influence. Given that this is book 5 I couldn't be happier with where this series has gone now. I was so afraid that the author would either split them up or have them change in fundamental ways. But how do you get a good plot and character growth without change? I'm very glad to say that you can and John Wiltshire has shown a really deft touch with this whole series in keeping Ben and Nik central to the story, strong, together, but changing all the time subtlety and superbly. This is vulnerable Nikolas and Ben willing to do terrible things to keep Nikolas safe. And the cast of characters around them is growing too. There were some new characters in this that I really hope we see again, particularly a little boy. I usually hate child characters in novels because the writing becomes mawkish and sentimental, but not here! I actually spat out some tea reading some of this boy's lines--nothing soppy about Miles Toogood.
I loved the pacing of this novel. I read it too quickly partially because it was like being on a roller coaster on the downward plunge. The action is terrific from the snow-covered mountains of New Zealand to the hot, steamy swamps of Louisiana the pace never lets up. And yet within this there are some amazing moments of quiet reflection and humour. Nikolas trying, yet again, to give up smoking; Radulf being lifted out of the Queen's car; Squeezy teasing Ben about Kate. It's like reading about your own wonderful, zanny family.
Damn. Now I have to wait for Book 6. And the fear is there all over again--how on earth the author can sustain this wonderful story. How can he make this relationship any better? Well, he's done it book after book, so I just have to have faith. When I think back to the first chapter of Love is a Stranger and then think where they are now...
Amazing novel. Do read this series. You won't regret it.
July 15, 2021
The Bruise-Black Sky is the fifth book in Wiltshire’s More Heat Than the Sun series. These books follow the same couple and each book builds off some events from previous ones. In some ways these stand on their own but as there are ongoing storylines, I’d definitely recommend reading them all and in order – starting with Love is a Stranger.
NOTE: This review contains spoilers to earlier books.
The pacing of this book is a bit slower and the emphasis is much heavier on the relationship between Ben & Nik and less on the thriller/suspense aspect. That’s not a complaint at all. I still thoroughly enjoyed this one, just in a different way.
Nik & Ben’s interplay has shifted a bit during this one. Ben has a new perspective on their power dynamic after recovering from amnesia and they’re both still dealing with Kate’s betrayal. More of Nik’s past is revealed. Layering in a stalker who threatens Ben’s life and they are thrust into world-wide travel in an attempt to stop the person responsible.
Wiltshire gives us new insight into Nikolas the father-figure as his bond with Emmy deepens and he teams up with one of her classmates in an unlikely adventure. At the same time, he is Nikolas/Aleksey and protectiveness for those he loves is expressed in dark and twisted ways.
Sprinkled in all this is humor. So many laughs, giggles, and smirks in reaction to the interplay between all the characters. Squeezy continues to be one of my favorite side characters and I was thrilled to see more of him in this story. While the “bro banter” between Ben & Squeezy is delightful – the antagonistic collaboration of Nik & Squeezy to keep Ben safe is truly hilarious.
Then – the ending. I was totally caught off guard. I loved it and hated it and loved hating it. An emotional roller coaster. While this does not end on a cliffhanger – a new mystery and whole new direction is opened up. I’m thrilled that book 6, Death’s Ink-Black Shadow, released today so I can jump right in.
Narration:
Gary Furlong. It’s repetitive, but his narrations are glorious. Complicated emotions come across effortlessly with Nik at turns dark and vulnerable and Ben generally cheerful yet deviously provoking Nik. He has even more accents to work with here (hello New Zealand & America!) and they are wonderful. The hacker was obnoxiously comical.
While I borrowed the ebook through Kindle Unlimited, I received a free copy of this audiobook from Decent Fellows Press and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.
NOTE: This review contains spoilers to earlier books.
The pacing of this book is a bit slower and the emphasis is much heavier on the relationship between Ben & Nik and less on the thriller/suspense aspect. That’s not a complaint at all. I still thoroughly enjoyed this one, just in a different way.
Nik & Ben’s interplay has shifted a bit during this one. Ben has a new perspective on their power dynamic after recovering from amnesia and they’re both still dealing with Kate’s betrayal. More of Nik’s past is revealed. Layering in a stalker who threatens Ben’s life and they are thrust into world-wide travel in an attempt to stop the person responsible.
Wiltshire gives us new insight into Nikolas the father-figure as his bond with Emmy deepens and he teams up with one of her classmates in an unlikely adventure. At the same time, he is Nikolas/Aleksey and protectiveness for those he loves is expressed in dark and twisted ways.
Sprinkled in all this is humor. So many laughs, giggles, and smirks in reaction to the interplay between all the characters. Squeezy continues to be one of my favorite side characters and I was thrilled to see more of him in this story. While the “bro banter” between Ben & Squeezy is delightful – the antagonistic collaboration of Nik & Squeezy to keep Ben safe is truly hilarious.
Then – the ending. I was totally caught off guard. I loved it and hated it and loved hating it. An emotional roller coaster. While this does not end on a cliffhanger – a new mystery and whole new direction is opened up. I’m thrilled that book 6, Death’s Ink-Black Shadow, released today so I can jump right in.
Narration:
Gary Furlong. It’s repetitive, but his narrations are glorious. Complicated emotions come across effortlessly with Nik at turns dark and vulnerable and Ben generally cheerful yet deviously provoking Nik. He has even more accents to work with here (hello New Zealand & America!) and they are wonderful. The hacker was obnoxiously comical.
While I borrowed the ebook through Kindle Unlimited, I received a free copy of this audiobook from Decent Fellows Press and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.
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