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Premiere
If only life were as simple as a good-looking guy and a great dress.
Samantha “Sam” Cathner gave up needing Peter years ago, but now her theater needs his play. She knows how fairytales end once the house lights are up, so she steadies herself to work
with the brilliant playwright who once broke her heart.
Peter Everoad is back in Pasadena, the hometown he traded for the bright lights of New York as soon as he graduated. The Pasadena Playhouse, where his oldest friend and one time lover Sam works, is in financial trouble, they need him and his new play Looking In.
Sam is flustered to reencounter this new version of Peter—as always, witty and smart, and now handsome and successful. But he’s still the jerk who crushed her happily-ever-after. She’s not going
to let him waltz in and unsettle her carefully ordered life. But she’s drawn to him and intrigued by the autobiographical undertones of Looking In—is the Pasadena debutante “Sally” supposed to be her?
Can Sam ever really trust Peter again, or will the demons that drove them apart the first time, tear them apart again?
Note: Each Love Story is a standalone. There are some shared characters throughout the books (siblings, friends, etc.) Closely related books are often distinguishable by the similar covers. The book order so far is as follows:
-Premiere
-Candidate
-Taste
-Reserved
-Stirred
-Vacancy
-Playbook
-Exposure
-Brew
-Smooth
-Tap
-Blow
Samantha “Sam” Cathner gave up needing Peter years ago, but now her theater needs his play. She knows how fairytales end once the house lights are up, so she steadies herself to work
with the brilliant playwright who once broke her heart.
Peter Everoad is back in Pasadena, the hometown he traded for the bright lights of New York as soon as he graduated. The Pasadena Playhouse, where his oldest friend and one time lover Sam works, is in financial trouble, they need him and his new play Looking In.
Sam is flustered to reencounter this new version of Peter—as always, witty and smart, and now handsome and successful. But he’s still the jerk who crushed her happily-ever-after. She’s not going
to let him waltz in and unsettle her carefully ordered life. But she’s drawn to him and intrigued by the autobiographical undertones of Looking In—is the Pasadena debutante “Sally” supposed to be her?
Can Sam ever really trust Peter again, or will the demons that drove them apart the first time, tear them apart again?
Note: Each Love Story is a standalone. There are some shared characters throughout the books (siblings, friends, etc.) Closely related books are often distinguishable by the similar covers. The book order so far is as follows:
-Premiere
-Candidate
-Taste
-Reserved
-Stirred
-Vacancy
-Playbook
-Exposure
-Brew
-Smooth
-Tap
-Blow
272 pages, ebook
Published October 27, 2014
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Tracy Ewens
15 books191 followersTracy Ewens is the contemporary romance author of fifteen Love Story books.
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January 18, 2015
Tracy Ewens's new book, Premiere: A Love Story , reminded me of Stephen Chbosky's remarkable and thought-provoking words about "love":
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
Tracy Ewens, the American author, spun a heart-touching love-story, called, Premiere: A Love Story that revolves around a playwright and a theater director's lives going pulling us into it as the story goes from emotional highs and lows.
PS: It's a cheesy love story but in a tender way that will make you feel sentimental!
Synopsis:
Samantha “Sam” Cathner gave up needing Peter years ago, but now her theater needs his play. She knows how fairytales end once the house lights are up, so she steadies herself to work with the brilliant playwright who once broke her heart.
Peter Everoad is back in Pasadena, the hometown he traded for the bright lights of New York as soon as he graduated. The Pasadena Playhouse, where his oldest friend and one time lover Sam works, is in financial trouble, they need him and his new play Looking In.
Sam is flustered to re-encounter this new version of Peter—as always, witty and smart, and now handsome and successful. But he’s still the jerk who crushed her happily-ever-after. She’s not going to let him waltz in and unsettle her carefully ordered life. But she’s drawn to him and intrigued by the autobiographical undertones of Looking In—is the Pasadena debutante “Sally” supposed to be her?
Can Sam ever really trust Peter again, or will the demons that drove them apart the first time, tear them apart again?
Yeah, I know sounds bit corny, that's what I felt after reading the synopsis, but while reading it, I felt different. The author tried to project young love with her intricate detailing style of writing and quite strikingly. Since I'm in my 20s, I can easily relate to it. All the emotional turmoil that she mentioned are all very real and believable. It felt more like reading the disastrous/heart-breaking drama of my life, only it has got an happy ending. And second chance love stories are always very promising, like Nicholas Sparks Safe Haven or Lucky Me. Yes, Ewens story is not at all unrealistic or imaginative, more like it's the story of every one's life. That love affair that you can't explain in words, Tracy has written about it with her exquisite and flawless words. Her narrating style is captivating, making me swoon with the rhythm of the story.
The characterization is not brilliant yet felt very poignant. Sam and Peter's attraction for each other is quite inevitable and it can be felt from the author's compassionate style of projecting them. The pull from past and the push from the present in Sam and Peter's lives made the story more adorable. Moreover, there is a mystery to unlock, the play that Peter wrote has got no proper climax, whereas Sam is nervous with the play- the outcome of it! So that kept me glued as to unravel what will be the end to his spectacular play! Moreover, this story is not only very grim and sad, it has got a lot of funny moments that will make you feel entertained!
The story will entrance you, captivate you and will bring a smile on your face! So contemporary romance readers, here is another new book that will fill your heart with hope and contempt.
Verdict: A sweet, funny and light read romance book- go for it only if you enjoy mushy love stories!
Courtesy: Thanks to the author, Tracy Ewens, for giving me an opportunity to read and review her book.
“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
Tracy Ewens, the American author, spun a heart-touching love-story, called, Premiere: A Love Story that revolves around a playwright and a theater director's lives going pulling us into it as the story goes from emotional highs and lows.
PS: It's a cheesy love story but in a tender way that will make you feel sentimental!
Synopsis:
Samantha “Sam” Cathner gave up needing Peter years ago, but now her theater needs his play. She knows how fairytales end once the house lights are up, so she steadies herself to work with the brilliant playwright who once broke her heart.
Peter Everoad is back in Pasadena, the hometown he traded for the bright lights of New York as soon as he graduated. The Pasadena Playhouse, where his oldest friend and one time lover Sam works, is in financial trouble, they need him and his new play Looking In.
Sam is flustered to re-encounter this new version of Peter—as always, witty and smart, and now handsome and successful. But he’s still the jerk who crushed her happily-ever-after. She’s not going to let him waltz in and unsettle her carefully ordered life. But she’s drawn to him and intrigued by the autobiographical undertones of Looking In—is the Pasadena debutante “Sally” supposed to be her?
Can Sam ever really trust Peter again, or will the demons that drove them apart the first time, tear them apart again?
Yeah, I know sounds bit corny, that's what I felt after reading the synopsis, but while reading it, I felt different. The author tried to project young love with her intricate detailing style of writing and quite strikingly. Since I'm in my 20s, I can easily relate to it. All the emotional turmoil that she mentioned are all very real and believable. It felt more like reading the disastrous/heart-breaking drama of my life, only it has got an happy ending. And second chance love stories are always very promising, like Nicholas Sparks Safe Haven or Lucky Me. Yes, Ewens story is not at all unrealistic or imaginative, more like it's the story of every one's life. That love affair that you can't explain in words, Tracy has written about it with her exquisite and flawless words. Her narrating style is captivating, making me swoon with the rhythm of the story.
The characterization is not brilliant yet felt very poignant. Sam and Peter's attraction for each other is quite inevitable and it can be felt from the author's compassionate style of projecting them. The pull from past and the push from the present in Sam and Peter's lives made the story more adorable. Moreover, there is a mystery to unlock, the play that Peter wrote has got no proper climax, whereas Sam is nervous with the play- the outcome of it! So that kept me glued as to unravel what will be the end to his spectacular play! Moreover, this story is not only very grim and sad, it has got a lot of funny moments that will make you feel entertained!
The story will entrance you, captivate you and will bring a smile on your face! So contemporary romance readers, here is another new book that will fill your heart with hope and contempt.
Verdict: A sweet, funny and light read romance book- go for it only if you enjoy mushy love stories!
Courtesy: Thanks to the author, Tracy Ewens, for giving me an opportunity to read and review her book.
October 14, 2014
Samantha Cathner knows all too well that it’s not so simple to be young and in love. Peter Everoad was her one true love, but he left her for a playwright’s career on Broadway. Now he’s back and he’s brought his new play with him to the Pasadena Playhouse.
Sam has moved on with her life, or has she? As assistant creative director at the Playhouse, she must work directly with Peter and she soon discovers that the characters in Peter’s play bear a close and uncomfortable resemblance to Sam, Peter and their close friends and family.
The sparks are still there and Sam wrestles with this undeniable attraction and her anger with Peter for leaving four years earlier, just as their romance was taking off. But Peter’s story is much more complicated than a guy fleeing when things get too involved. Pasadena represents good and bad memories for Peter. Now that he’s back, he’s forced to confront the painful reminders of his father’s suicide, including a mother who can’t make it to lunchtime without a drink.
I enjoyed reading this smart romance about the trials and angst that young professionals endure as they navigate love’s rocky road. It’s a great look at young lives when everything is on the brink of happening. The reader can see where things should head, but the characters struggle to find their way.
Ewens’ characters move within Pasadena’s privileged class and it is fun to jump into a world where money is no object. But Sam is not a princess. She is strong-willed and career-driven, like her grandmother, who is portrayed in Ewens’ first book, Catalina Kiss.
The story moves along at a nice pace with lots of romantic tension and fun, intelligent conversation. Ewens has a good feel for what it’s like to be a twenty-something young professional, with equal parts of romantic drama and serious personal conflict.
Suspense carries the reader through to the play’s opening night. With his personal life unsettled, Peter has struggled to write a satisfying ending, which he’s kept secret to all. As she sits in the audience, Sam shakes with nervous anticipation and can hardly watch as Peter’s final and unconventional scene draws her into its conclusion.
Premiere is an enjoyable romance, with the bonus of interesting and uncomplicated descriptions of behind-the-scenes drama production. The attraction between Sam and Peter is well-presented, with realistic dialogue and conflict. In addition, Ewens has managed to write love scenes that are nice and spicy, but not over-the-top, which gives the story class and separates it from popular bodice-ripping tales. I think the strongest scenes are between Sam and Peter in New York. It’s what the reader sees as an ultimate coming-together, but with more pages ahead, there’s a lot to figure out. But my favorite scene is towards the end between Peter and his mother, one of those conversations that has taken years to happen and is satisfying to witness.
Ewens also raises the important question of where writers get their material. Peter’s best writing comes from his own experiences, which he puts on stage for all to see, a catharsis for him, but a writer’s dilemma as well. Is it right to include these painful and personal experiences, at the expense of family, friends and, especially Sam?
Premiere is a seemingly simple story with more complicated layers and is best described by one of my favorite quotes from the book, “If only life were as simple as a good-looking guy and a great dress.” So true, but the complicated parts are just as entertaining!
I received an ARC to review Premiere, which will be released on October 27.
Sam has moved on with her life, or has she? As assistant creative director at the Playhouse, she must work directly with Peter and she soon discovers that the characters in Peter’s play bear a close and uncomfortable resemblance to Sam, Peter and their close friends and family.
The sparks are still there and Sam wrestles with this undeniable attraction and her anger with Peter for leaving four years earlier, just as their romance was taking off. But Peter’s story is much more complicated than a guy fleeing when things get too involved. Pasadena represents good and bad memories for Peter. Now that he’s back, he’s forced to confront the painful reminders of his father’s suicide, including a mother who can’t make it to lunchtime without a drink.
I enjoyed reading this smart romance about the trials and angst that young professionals endure as they navigate love’s rocky road. It’s a great look at young lives when everything is on the brink of happening. The reader can see where things should head, but the characters struggle to find their way.
Ewens’ characters move within Pasadena’s privileged class and it is fun to jump into a world where money is no object. But Sam is not a princess. She is strong-willed and career-driven, like her grandmother, who is portrayed in Ewens’ first book, Catalina Kiss.
The story moves along at a nice pace with lots of romantic tension and fun, intelligent conversation. Ewens has a good feel for what it’s like to be a twenty-something young professional, with equal parts of romantic drama and serious personal conflict.
Suspense carries the reader through to the play’s opening night. With his personal life unsettled, Peter has struggled to write a satisfying ending, which he’s kept secret to all. As she sits in the audience, Sam shakes with nervous anticipation and can hardly watch as Peter’s final and unconventional scene draws her into its conclusion.
Premiere is an enjoyable romance, with the bonus of interesting and uncomplicated descriptions of behind-the-scenes drama production. The attraction between Sam and Peter is well-presented, with realistic dialogue and conflict. In addition, Ewens has managed to write love scenes that are nice and spicy, but not over-the-top, which gives the story class and separates it from popular bodice-ripping tales. I think the strongest scenes are between Sam and Peter in New York. It’s what the reader sees as an ultimate coming-together, but with more pages ahead, there’s a lot to figure out. But my favorite scene is towards the end between Peter and his mother, one of those conversations that has taken years to happen and is satisfying to witness.
Ewens also raises the important question of where writers get their material. Peter’s best writing comes from his own experiences, which he puts on stage for all to see, a catharsis for him, but a writer’s dilemma as well. Is it right to include these painful and personal experiences, at the expense of family, friends and, especially Sam?
Premiere is a seemingly simple story with more complicated layers and is best described by one of my favorite quotes from the book, “If only life were as simple as a good-looking guy and a great dress.” So true, but the complicated parts are just as entertaining!
I received an ARC to review Premiere, which will be released on October 27.
March 31, 2018
Sam and Peter have been in love with each other since they were kids. Peter has had a tough road in life and feels unworthy of Sam's love. Does that make it okay for him to run? When Peter becomes an accomplished play-write in New York, he is asked to return to Pasadena to stage a production to help save the Playhouse. The inevitable meeting of Sam and Peter at the fundraising gala does not go well. When they have to work together on the play, there are a lot of fireworks. Will they have a second chance to see if their love works?
I enjoyed the characters of Sam and Peter, although they both put themselves through a lot of angst that they could have done without. They travel in the privileged circle in Pasadena, so money is no object. The play being rehearsed, appears to be the life story of Peter, Sam and Grady, three best friends from childhood, but how will it end. The author writes openly about alcoholism and the desire for the best of everything driving someone to suicide and its aftermath on those around them. The scenes are quite detailed and at times I did skim some of them, but overall, this is a nice beginning to the Love Story series. If you like a second chance romance with some flawed characters, you should enjoy this one.
I enjoyed the characters of Sam and Peter, although they both put themselves through a lot of angst that they could have done without. They travel in the privileged circle in Pasadena, so money is no object. The play being rehearsed, appears to be the life story of Peter, Sam and Grady, three best friends from childhood, but how will it end. The author writes openly about alcoholism and the desire for the best of everything driving someone to suicide and its aftermath on those around them. The scenes are quite detailed and at times I did skim some of them, but overall, this is a nice beginning to the Love Story series. If you like a second chance romance with some flawed characters, you should enjoy this one.
December 5, 2014
I have to say that I really liked this book. The author was able to move me with the story. I was really interested how this story would play out. Especially the pain Sam was going through was really moving. On the other hand I also loved Peter and couldn't wait to get more information about his life and how he became the person which he is today. And to be honest my most favourite character in this story was the faithful youth friend Gary. He was a very complex character and I think there is more behind his facade than he lets you see.
Tracy Ewens wasn't shy to talk about sensitive topics like suicide and alcoholism and how important family bounds are in times of crisis.
I also liked the setting and I could connect to the places really well, even if I never have been in New York or Pasadena myself. I got sucked into the story and I think that many people are going to like this book.
I really have to say that Tracy Ewens did a good job and I am looking forward to read more written by her. This book left me with fuzzy feelings and a happiness which doesn't happen very often after finishing a book!
Tracy Ewens wasn't shy to talk about sensitive topics like suicide and alcoholism and how important family bounds are in times of crisis.
I also liked the setting and I could connect to the places really well, even if I never have been in New York or Pasadena myself. I got sucked into the story and I think that many people are going to like this book.
I really have to say that Tracy Ewens did a good job and I am looking forward to read more written by her. This book left me with fuzzy feelings and a happiness which doesn't happen very often after finishing a book!
December 10, 2014
I received this free galley from the publisher via Netgalley in response for a fair and honest review.
I enjoyed this book which was simply written and easy to read. It moved along at a fair old pace and represented the angst felt when relationships go sour. There were enough sub-characters to balance out the main characters and give them some context. I thought that there could have been more characterisation of the parents but this is not a major criticism.
It was predictable and obvious where the story would go but that didn't detract from my enjoyment.
What I found more frustrating was the number of typos and a few clumsy sentences that should have been picked up in the editing ...
A good, light, easy read which is the perfect antidote to many of the heavier-going books.
I enjoyed this book which was simply written and easy to read. It moved along at a fair old pace and represented the angst felt when relationships go sour. There were enough sub-characters to balance out the main characters and give them some context. I thought that there could have been more characterisation of the parents but this is not a major criticism.
It was predictable and obvious where the story would go but that didn't detract from my enjoyment.
What I found more frustrating was the number of typos and a few clumsy sentences that should have been picked up in the editing ...
A good, light, easy read which is the perfect antidote to many of the heavier-going books.
February 26, 2015
**ARC provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review**
She didn’t know what to say. It certainly wasn’t going to be, “I loved you, and when you left it broke my heart.” That sounded pathetic. Peter was still staring as if all she needed to do was spill her heart to him and that would fix everything. Sam knew better.
“Sam” Cathnar is a natural problem-solver and organizer, who loses herself in details and planning. It makes her fit to be the assistant creative director for the Pasadena Playhouse.
Four years ago, she was struggling with her professional and personal life. She followed her dreams and failed miserably. She traveled and experienced in the “real world” until she eventually returned home, a home without her best friend Peter, who had left her unwanted, used, and broken. She fell apart after him and stopped holding onto a possible future with him.
With Peter’s temporary return to their hometown, she can’t help that her eyes give away what she keeps hidden: despair, betrayal of a lifetime of friendship, failure, hopelessness, the bad memories, the good memories, love. However, no matter what he sees or thinks, she’s convinced she doesn’t care for his apologies or explanations. She won’t dwell in the past because she realized already how naïve and hopeless she was all those years ago. In present time, she doesn’t want anything to do with Peter anymore nor does she need anything from him— except his play production to save their hometown theater.
The Good: Emotional turmoil. Out of many examples: It was touching that she went to see his first play in New York. I was shocked and overwhelmed with sentimental feelings and it was like I was there with her, feeing what she felt. Also, I like the Tell Me Something I Don’t Know game.
The connection between them doesn’t rely heavily on a sexual component. For once, we have a male lead who doesn’t think about banging the female lead every five minutes. It can get annoying in books and I’m glad Premiere isn’t one of them. It’s a love story, not a fuck-me story.
Sam told Peter to fuck off. Okay, she didn’t say those exact words, but she stood her own ground and told him “No. We’re not doing this again. You can’t handle it. You’ll get tired again and run off and I’m not about to be discarded and left behind again.”
You go, girl.
It didn’t matter what Grady did all those years ago. Peter still left. You make your bed and you sleep in it. This was good for Sam. Even though she moved on and rejected Peter, she knew what she wanted for herself. Which only led her to realize she was also a coward. Cue revelation. Cue happy ending.
The Bad: I was constantly confused about who was saying what. It was fucking frustrating. The lines and povs need to be clarified.
Too many repeated monologues— inner or spoken— so I skipped over those. There are chunks in Premiere that can be left out because the story was way too repetitive.
At the start, I liked where Sam’s mindset was at when it came to Peter. Reading about her, I imagined her saying in my own words: “You don’t get to walk away. You don’t get to leave then waltz back into my life. You don’t get to come and go as you please. It’s not fair to me. It’s not fair to everyone you left behind.”
And then Sam got tiresome and bitchy.
I thought I would like Sam. I really did. I mean, she was “rational” and “fresh” for a while. Then she became whinny and hysteric. She drove me mad. She drove Peter mad. But I don’t even care about Peter, so no, he doesn’t count. SHE DROVE ME MAD.
She was an on-and-off push button. She chewed out Peter one minute then was calm the second minute then wailing in the next then back to calm then back to being angry then back to smiling then— You get it.
Here’s a visual for you if you don’t get my picture of her mood swings:
She was like an annoying buzzing alarm clock you wanted to smack, or the neighbor who won’t turn down their music and shut the fuck up with their chattering for one day.
She was grumpy, which made me grumpy, and I hate that. But grumpy, I get. Raving lunatic who lost her cool, I don’t.
Her meltdown. WHOA. What the fuck?
Sure, she had some emotional baggage, but really? When it came to this point, I had to stop reading, drop the book for one day, and get a good night sleep. I understood why she acted the way she did; I strongly didn’t support it. Peter was putting their life on stage as a biased play, in her opinion. He was putting her on display and she hated the fairytale version of herself, of him, of Grady, of their life. I get it, but I was fed up with her. Peter was okay. His character was consistent and clear, non-vexing too. Truly, Sam’s character was a problem. I couldn’t even pin her personality. Who the hell was she? She was conflicting and such a pain.
Present’s Sam and Peter was mind-numbing stupid, more stupid than Past’s Sam and Peter. I sympathized with their stories . . . until I didn’t. I almost gave up on them. I was at a 25% mark when I started fighting my way through the book, trying to give the story a chance, trying to give the couple the benefit of the doubt. I don’t even know why I pushed myself. I’m exhausted. Nobody should have to feel exhausted after finishing a book. Truth be told, I was passed the 50% mark when I began skimming a lot, due to unnecessary repetitions and inconvenient breakdowns in the story. It became more about getting myself to the end rather than rooting for the couple and rejoicing in their HEA. Premiere started out nice, but now I want my life back. If you want to read a wonderful romance book about second chances, this isn't one of them.
One star.
She didn’t know what to say. It certainly wasn’t going to be, “I loved you, and when you left it broke my heart.” That sounded pathetic. Peter was still staring as if all she needed to do was spill her heart to him and that would fix everything. Sam knew better.
“Sam” Cathnar is a natural problem-solver and organizer, who loses herself in details and planning. It makes her fit to be the assistant creative director for the Pasadena Playhouse.
Four years ago, she was struggling with her professional and personal life. She followed her dreams and failed miserably. She traveled and experienced in the “real world” until she eventually returned home, a home without her best friend Peter, who had left her unwanted, used, and broken. She fell apart after him and stopped holding onto a possible future with him.
With Peter’s temporary return to their hometown, she can’t help that her eyes give away what she keeps hidden: despair, betrayal of a lifetime of friendship, failure, hopelessness, the bad memories, the good memories, love. However, no matter what he sees or thinks, she’s convinced she doesn’t care for his apologies or explanations. She won’t dwell in the past because she realized already how naïve and hopeless she was all those years ago. In present time, she doesn’t want anything to do with Peter anymore nor does she need anything from him— except his play production to save their hometown theater.
The Good: Emotional turmoil. Out of many examples: It was touching that she went to see his first play in New York. I was shocked and overwhelmed with sentimental feelings and it was like I was there with her, feeing what she felt. Also, I like the Tell Me Something I Don’t Know game.
The connection between them doesn’t rely heavily on a sexual component. For once, we have a male lead who doesn’t think about banging the female lead every five minutes. It can get annoying in books and I’m glad Premiere isn’t one of them. It’s a love story, not a fuck-me story.
Sam told Peter to fuck off. Okay, she didn’t say those exact words, but she stood her own ground and told him “No. We’re not doing this again. You can’t handle it. You’ll get tired again and run off and I’m not about to be discarded and left behind again.”
You go, girl.
It didn’t matter what Grady did all those years ago. Peter still left. You make your bed and you sleep in it. This was good for Sam. Even though she moved on and rejected Peter, she knew what she wanted for herself. Which only led her to realize she was also a coward. Cue revelation. Cue happy ending.
The Bad: I was constantly confused about who was saying what. It was fucking frustrating. The lines and povs need to be clarified.
Too many repeated monologues— inner or spoken— so I skipped over those. There are chunks in Premiere that can be left out because the story was way too repetitive.
At the start, I liked where Sam’s mindset was at when it came to Peter. Reading about her, I imagined her saying in my own words: “You don’t get to walk away. You don’t get to leave then waltz back into my life. You don’t get to come and go as you please. It’s not fair to me. It’s not fair to everyone you left behind.”
And then Sam got tiresome and bitchy.
I thought I would like Sam. I really did. I mean, she was “rational” and “fresh” for a while. Then she became whinny and hysteric. She drove me mad. She drove Peter mad. But I don’t even care about Peter, so no, he doesn’t count. SHE DROVE ME MAD.
She was an on-and-off push button. She chewed out Peter one minute then was calm the second minute then wailing in the next then back to calm then back to being angry then back to smiling then— You get it.
Here’s a visual for you if you don’t get my picture of her mood swings:
She was like an annoying buzzing alarm clock you wanted to smack, or the neighbor who won’t turn down their music and shut the fuck up with their chattering for one day.
She was grumpy, which made me grumpy, and I hate that. But grumpy, I get. Raving lunatic who lost her cool, I don’t.
Her meltdown. WHOA. What the fuck?
Sure, she had some emotional baggage, but really? When it came to this point, I had to stop reading, drop the book for one day, and get a good night sleep. I understood why she acted the way she did; I strongly didn’t support it. Peter was putting their life on stage as a biased play, in her opinion. He was putting her on display and she hated the fairytale version of herself, of him, of Grady, of their life. I get it, but I was fed up with her. Peter was okay. His character was consistent and clear, non-vexing too. Truly, Sam’s character was a problem. I couldn’t even pin her personality. Who the hell was she? She was conflicting and such a pain.
Present’s Sam and Peter was mind-numbing stupid, more stupid than Past’s Sam and Peter. I sympathized with their stories . . . until I didn’t. I almost gave up on them. I was at a 25% mark when I started fighting my way through the book, trying to give the story a chance, trying to give the couple the benefit of the doubt. I don’t even know why I pushed myself. I’m exhausted. Nobody should have to feel exhausted after finishing a book. Truth be told, I was passed the 50% mark when I began skimming a lot, due to unnecessary repetitions and inconvenient breakdowns in the story. It became more about getting myself to the end rather than rooting for the couple and rejoicing in their HEA. Premiere started out nice, but now I want my life back. If you want to read a wonderful romance book about second chances, this isn't one of them.
One star.
August 18, 2025
What a fun read even with all the angst and anger and memory lane redux. Really sharp dialogue, believable characters within the Pasadena setting and population milieu and a plot full of heartache and strength. I am liking Tracy Ewens, an author new to me, and I am now going to go for her backlist.
November 23, 2014
Premiere, A Love Story, Tracy Ewen
Review from jeannie zelos book reviews
Genre: Contemporary Romance
I thought this sounded fun, I do love a good romance, one with lots of emotion and was hoping that’s what I’d get here. Well, there was lots of angst by way of looking back at their lives, and regrets, but though I’m always championing longer reads I wished this one was shorter, as I felt that they just pored over, drew out every last nuance of each little action or sentence spoken. I even found myself skimming parts....
Sam, lifelong best friend to Peter and Grady and daughter of a well off and loving family. She’s long loved Peter, but in secret, content to support him and Grady and be their friend. That’s the way it went all through school and college, and when Peters dad killed himself and his mum descended into alcoholism he needed their support. Then they moved on, graduated drama school, and life forced them to look at the future. Sam has her heart broken by Peter, but after a while picks herself up, puts aside her dreams, and comes home to work in the local theatre. She’s good at her job, has dated but keeps her heart closed it seems to me. She’s just kind of marking time, passing the days and inside she still yearns for her lost dreams of Peter, even though she believes she’s over him, and hasn’t seen or spoken to him for four years.
Then he brings his latest play back to her theatre, being as successful as he has means its going to be the thing needed to save the theatre financially. Poor Sam, I felt for her, she thought it was all under control until she saw him...then she sees the new play and – wow – what a horrible thing. I couldn’t believe he could be so crass and I guess that’s where the problems I had with this book came in. Peter – the Great Love in Sam’s life, he was so selfish!! Every time he comes out with excuses its all about what he needs, regardless of others, and in his mind that’s all the reason he requires. Even the play shows him as he sees himself but the others? The friends that supported him – oh Sam is portrayed as a shallow, debutante, small town queen type, and Grady a rich, lightweight playboy, with both their lives being problem free and so easy compared to his traumas. Did he really see his friends like that? Miss all the problems they had, the times when they were unhappy, feeling frustrated and suffocated by the restrictions placed on them. Had he really forgotten all the things they did together, the fun they had, the times when they were there to help him? He seems determined to hate his past and reshape memories to fit his wishes. Poor Sam is distraught – he broke her heart, and now with that scene in the play he’s stomping all over it. And yet she still loves him. All I could think is Why? What on earth did she see in him? Still, the emotions we have aren’t always rational, and even though I felt she deserved more it was Peter she wanted, warts and all....but dare she let him in again though?
The later part of the book, where things began to happen, had for me more depth, and lots of emotion but that first half, two thirds even, felt so slow to me, so full of “what if” conversations and reminiscing that it palled. I was bored, though I like to look at the past and of course it was relevant, I just felt I wanted a bit more of something happening now. Peter had become a famous playwright, but it seemed to me the two we were given were both from his past, written to portray him in the best light and once again it was nothing original and all about what he wanted, felt he needed, regardless of anyone else emotions. I needed to like him more – and I just couldn’t.
As ever though this is just how it affected me, and lots of readers like that slow, drawn out reveal, the way the reader needs to look between the lines. It was well written and if that’s what you like I’m sure it’ll be a higher rate than mine.
Stars: Three, there were some very emotional scenes in that last third that were great, but that slow, prolonged, going nowhere beginning spoiled it for me.
ARC supplied by publishers and Netgalley.
Review from jeannie zelos book reviews
Genre: Contemporary Romance
I thought this sounded fun, I do love a good romance, one with lots of emotion and was hoping that’s what I’d get here. Well, there was lots of angst by way of looking back at their lives, and regrets, but though I’m always championing longer reads I wished this one was shorter, as I felt that they just pored over, drew out every last nuance of each little action or sentence spoken. I even found myself skimming parts....
Sam, lifelong best friend to Peter and Grady and daughter of a well off and loving family. She’s long loved Peter, but in secret, content to support him and Grady and be their friend. That’s the way it went all through school and college, and when Peters dad killed himself and his mum descended into alcoholism he needed their support. Then they moved on, graduated drama school, and life forced them to look at the future. Sam has her heart broken by Peter, but after a while picks herself up, puts aside her dreams, and comes home to work in the local theatre. She’s good at her job, has dated but keeps her heart closed it seems to me. She’s just kind of marking time, passing the days and inside she still yearns for her lost dreams of Peter, even though she believes she’s over him, and hasn’t seen or spoken to him for four years.
Then he brings his latest play back to her theatre, being as successful as he has means its going to be the thing needed to save the theatre financially. Poor Sam, I felt for her, she thought it was all under control until she saw him...then she sees the new play and – wow – what a horrible thing. I couldn’t believe he could be so crass and I guess that’s where the problems I had with this book came in. Peter – the Great Love in Sam’s life, he was so selfish!! Every time he comes out with excuses its all about what he needs, regardless of others, and in his mind that’s all the reason he requires. Even the play shows him as he sees himself but the others? The friends that supported him – oh Sam is portrayed as a shallow, debutante, small town queen type, and Grady a rich, lightweight playboy, with both their lives being problem free and so easy compared to his traumas. Did he really see his friends like that? Miss all the problems they had, the times when they were unhappy, feeling frustrated and suffocated by the restrictions placed on them. Had he really forgotten all the things they did together, the fun they had, the times when they were there to help him? He seems determined to hate his past and reshape memories to fit his wishes. Poor Sam is distraught – he broke her heart, and now with that scene in the play he’s stomping all over it. And yet she still loves him. All I could think is Why? What on earth did she see in him? Still, the emotions we have aren’t always rational, and even though I felt she deserved more it was Peter she wanted, warts and all....but dare she let him in again though?
The later part of the book, where things began to happen, had for me more depth, and lots of emotion but that first half, two thirds even, felt so slow to me, so full of “what if” conversations and reminiscing that it palled. I was bored, though I like to look at the past and of course it was relevant, I just felt I wanted a bit more of something happening now. Peter had become a famous playwright, but it seemed to me the two we were given were both from his past, written to portray him in the best light and once again it was nothing original and all about what he wanted, felt he needed, regardless of anyone else emotions. I needed to like him more – and I just couldn’t.
As ever though this is just how it affected me, and lots of readers like that slow, drawn out reveal, the way the reader needs to look between the lines. It was well written and if that’s what you like I’m sure it’ll be a higher rate than mine.
Stars: Three, there were some very emotional scenes in that last third that were great, but that slow, prolonged, going nowhere beginning spoiled it for me.
ARC supplied by publishers and Netgalley.
December 8, 2014
Note: This ebook was provided by the Independent Book Publishers Association via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I like second chance romances. They often give readers that sense of hope, making us believe, if only from the time we begin and finish each one, that true love conquers all or that first love never truly dies. I can also appreciate books that have angst. I mean, if we're truly honest with ourselves, we all have some amount of angst in our lives and we all choose to handle it differently. Mix the two together and I'm still game. However, when there angst is off the Richter scale and there's just way too much whining and blaming and self-preservation going on, frustration starts to set in on my part. Sadly, that's what happened with Premiere: A Love Story by Tracy Ewens.
Sam Cathner and Peter Everoad were longtime best friends who eventually began to develop romantic feelings for one another. Just when she thought they would be in a committed relationship, he ups and leaves for New York, declaring that what happened between them was a mistake. She's heartbroken and it takes a long time for her to dry her tears and get on with her life. She tries making a name in show business but fails miserably. On the other hand, he becomes a famous playwright and appears to have made the right decision. When he hears the local theater in their hometown of Pasadena needs help, he offers up his latest play for production and the two meet again because she works for the theater company.
There's a LOT of drama that happens and both of them air their dirty laundry for all to see. He does it by using his life and his time with Sam and their other best friend Grady Malendar as inspiration for the play he's written and is helping to stage; she does it by freaking out and letting anyone and everyone who has ears know what a jerk Peter is. To be honest, I had no idea why these two were still so hung up one each other. While they had a couple of positive points, I wasn't really sympathetic to either of them and I couldn't muster up the enthusiasm to cheer them on while they tried to make up their mind if they wanted to pursue something romantic with one another.
There were a number of editing issues that were missed and while those weren't overly distracting, what did bother me were the numerous times that you had no idea who the heck was saying what line in the conversation. I don't know if that was an editing thing or a formatting thing but it happened way too many times, with me thinking for a split second, "Who the heck is speaking now?!" Maybe my frustration with all the back and forth between Sam and Peter was getting to me but I found myself needing to take several breaks while reading and for a book that's less than 300 pages, that's usually not a good sign on my end. There were just times that the story was dragging along and my attention began to wane.
Don't get me wrong. Premiere: A Love Story was one of those books that had potential. The idea behind it was original and there were some definite high moments that lifted the story up. The ending was actually really nice and something that, at the very least, made me feel like the time I put on was somewhat worth it. I do wish that the character of Grady were developed more as well as a few of the other supporting characters, who were thankfully not full of angst and weren't depressing to read about. I'm torn with as far as how to rate this book. I hate giving anything lower than a three-star rating to any book and since I didn't hate this particular book and was "merely" frustrated with it, I'll stick with the three stars.
I like second chance romances. They often give readers that sense of hope, making us believe, if only from the time we begin and finish each one, that true love conquers all or that first love never truly dies. I can also appreciate books that have angst. I mean, if we're truly honest with ourselves, we all have some amount of angst in our lives and we all choose to handle it differently. Mix the two together and I'm still game. However, when there angst is off the Richter scale and there's just way too much whining and blaming and self-preservation going on, frustration starts to set in on my part. Sadly, that's what happened with Premiere: A Love Story by Tracy Ewens.
Sam Cathner and Peter Everoad were longtime best friends who eventually began to develop romantic feelings for one another. Just when she thought they would be in a committed relationship, he ups and leaves for New York, declaring that what happened between them was a mistake. She's heartbroken and it takes a long time for her to dry her tears and get on with her life. She tries making a name in show business but fails miserably. On the other hand, he becomes a famous playwright and appears to have made the right decision. When he hears the local theater in their hometown of Pasadena needs help, he offers up his latest play for production and the two meet again because she works for the theater company.
There's a LOT of drama that happens and both of them air their dirty laundry for all to see. He does it by using his life and his time with Sam and their other best friend Grady Malendar as inspiration for the play he's written and is helping to stage; she does it by freaking out and letting anyone and everyone who has ears know what a jerk Peter is. To be honest, I had no idea why these two were still so hung up one each other. While they had a couple of positive points, I wasn't really sympathetic to either of them and I couldn't muster up the enthusiasm to cheer them on while they tried to make up their mind if they wanted to pursue something romantic with one another.
There were a number of editing issues that were missed and while those weren't overly distracting, what did bother me were the numerous times that you had no idea who the heck was saying what line in the conversation. I don't know if that was an editing thing or a formatting thing but it happened way too many times, with me thinking for a split second, "Who the heck is speaking now?!" Maybe my frustration with all the back and forth between Sam and Peter was getting to me but I found myself needing to take several breaks while reading and for a book that's less than 300 pages, that's usually not a good sign on my end. There were just times that the story was dragging along and my attention began to wane.
Don't get me wrong. Premiere: A Love Story was one of those books that had potential. The idea behind it was original and there were some definite high moments that lifted the story up. The ending was actually really nice and something that, at the very least, made me feel like the time I put on was somewhat worth it. I do wish that the character of Grady were developed more as well as a few of the other supporting characters, who were thankfully not full of angst and weren't depressing to read about. I'm torn with as far as how to rate this book. I hate giving anything lower than a three-star rating to any book and since I didn't hate this particular book and was "merely" frustrated with it, I'll stick with the three stars.
January 9, 2016
(copy received courtesy of NetGalley)
When Peter Everoad comes back to the Pasadena Playhouse to save it from its certain demise, he brings back a lot more than a star reputation gained from New York City’s theatre scene. He brings back painful memories for Sam Cathner, childhood friend and one-time lover. As they try to work together through the old hurts and new challenges, Sam and Peter realize that there’s plenty of drama to be found offstage.
This book appealed to me as a theatre actress and as someone who enjoys romance. I’m a sucker for love that has stood the test of time, only to be battered about by the ups and downs of life. A couple who has loved one another for as long as they can remember, but just can’t seem to get their crap together long enough to actually make it work. That, I can relate to. Anyway!
At times the writing was a bit clunky- too many commas in a line seemed to be a big problem for the author, as did a rash of poorly constructed sentences. Nothing that another proofreading couldn’t fix.
Another small critique was Sam’s insistence that she and Peter made bad decisions when “they were children”. Although I understand that I made some dumb decisions at 21, I don’t think they qualify as those made by a child. And while Peter’s leaving for New York at age 24 was a dumb move, they were all old enough to know the possible repercussions. The situation could have been handled with much more maturity and avoided…well, the entire plot of this book. So for the purpose of Premiere, I understand; but as a 28 year old adult in the real world, it irks me.
To be honest though, these were minor offenses.
The story itself was nice and brought positive conclusions to many of the character’s journeys. The drama was predictable but easy to maneuver around without getting too exasperated. Premiere was a fairly simple, romantic read with some pining thrown in alongside interesting theatre drama. The whole book had a feeling of summer radiating from it- warm Pasadena beaches and windy nights, big mansions with fresh lemonade and bicycles ridden down quaint, tree-lined streets. That warm, breezy, relaxed feeling was nice to settle into every time I picked up the book.
I would suggest Premiere to those who have a “one that got away”, or are not sure if they should give someone a second chance. There are a lot of cleansing, positive practices in this book that may help you move on- or let that person back in.
(PS- Love the cover.)
When Peter Everoad comes back to the Pasadena Playhouse to save it from its certain demise, he brings back a lot more than a star reputation gained from New York City’s theatre scene. He brings back painful memories for Sam Cathner, childhood friend and one-time lover. As they try to work together through the old hurts and new challenges, Sam and Peter realize that there’s plenty of drama to be found offstage.
This book appealed to me as a theatre actress and as someone who enjoys romance. I’m a sucker for love that has stood the test of time, only to be battered about by the ups and downs of life. A couple who has loved one another for as long as they can remember, but just can’t seem to get their crap together long enough to actually make it work. That, I can relate to. Anyway!
At times the writing was a bit clunky- too many commas in a line seemed to be a big problem for the author, as did a rash of poorly constructed sentences. Nothing that another proofreading couldn’t fix.
Another small critique was Sam’s insistence that she and Peter made bad decisions when “they were children”. Although I understand that I made some dumb decisions at 21, I don’t think they qualify as those made by a child. And while Peter’s leaving for New York at age 24 was a dumb move, they were all old enough to know the possible repercussions. The situation could have been handled with much more maturity and avoided…well, the entire plot of this book. So for the purpose of Premiere, I understand; but as a 28 year old adult in the real world, it irks me.
To be honest though, these were minor offenses.
The story itself was nice and brought positive conclusions to many of the character’s journeys. The drama was predictable but easy to maneuver around without getting too exasperated. Premiere was a fairly simple, romantic read with some pining thrown in alongside interesting theatre drama. The whole book had a feeling of summer radiating from it- warm Pasadena beaches and windy nights, big mansions with fresh lemonade and bicycles ridden down quaint, tree-lined streets. That warm, breezy, relaxed feeling was nice to settle into every time I picked up the book.
I would suggest Premiere to those who have a “one that got away”, or are not sure if they should give someone a second chance. There are a lot of cleansing, positive practices in this book that may help you move on- or let that person back in.
(PS- Love the cover.)
November 16, 2017
#1 in A Love Story romance series
I'd rate this 2.5 stars, if I could, but I'll round it down because of my dislike of the characters. The story itself was nice. Three best friends meet up again in their home town, revisiting with old memories that are brought up in Peter's self-reflective play. But it's a good thing I didn't read this book in the Love Story series first because I don't think I would have continued with the series. I totally disliked the 2 main characters. (Loved Grady and hope he's the focus of a future book in this series.) They are meant to be messed up and trying to come to terms with the unhappiness in their past, but I found them too unwilling to try. So I ended up feeling totally frustrated and almost rooting against their success. Sam, as the woman left behind, was nasty and kept a tight hold on her hurt and anger, continuing to push Peter away even though she obviously loves him and he has apologized--again and again. But it's never enough for her. She says he's self-centered, but really it's all about her and how she feels and if she doesn't feel wonderful, then it's his fault. She is definitely the "queen" that he calls her. She doesn't seem to be able to make allowances for the fact that he has had to deal with his father's suicide in that town, his mother's alcoholism, and everyone's pity. When he got away, he could finally grow and flourish as a successful playwright. But Peter, on the other hand, can't get past his insecurities about his "station" compared to Sam's rich upbringing, thinking she's better than he is. And his grand gesture at the end was completely over-the-top and seemed inappropriate.
For pete's sake, you're both 4 years older, you've both had therapy, you were best friends for years...enough already! I just couldn't stand either one of them and found myself getting angry while reading a romance novel!
All that being said, the book was well-written, and there were a couple of quotes that struck a chord with me. I've enjoyed other books from this author and will continue to read her books. These characters just struck out with me.
"They now had moments in the present, time spent together in the current day today. The pain of the past was diluted every time she added a new memory with who he was now."
"People only want to see the happy stuff [in a movie], or indulge in their morbid fascination with tragedy. It's like the masks, you know? Comedy and Tragedy, which is ironic because most of life is somewhere in the middle."
I'd rate this 2.5 stars, if I could, but I'll round it down because of my dislike of the characters. The story itself was nice. Three best friends meet up again in their home town, revisiting with old memories that are brought up in Peter's self-reflective play. But it's a good thing I didn't read this book in the Love Story series first because I don't think I would have continued with the series. I totally disliked the 2 main characters. (Loved Grady and hope he's the focus of a future book in this series.) They are meant to be messed up and trying to come to terms with the unhappiness in their past, but I found them too unwilling to try. So I ended up feeling totally frustrated and almost rooting against their success. Sam, as the woman left behind, was nasty and kept a tight hold on her hurt and anger, continuing to push Peter away even though she obviously loves him and he has apologized--again and again. But it's never enough for her. She says he's self-centered, but really it's all about her and how she feels and if she doesn't feel wonderful, then it's his fault. She is definitely the "queen" that he calls her. She doesn't seem to be able to make allowances for the fact that he has had to deal with his father's suicide in that town, his mother's alcoholism, and everyone's pity. When he got away, he could finally grow and flourish as a successful playwright. But Peter, on the other hand, can't get past his insecurities about his "station" compared to Sam's rich upbringing, thinking she's better than he is. And his grand gesture at the end was completely over-the-top and seemed inappropriate.
For pete's sake, you're both 4 years older, you've both had therapy, you were best friends for years...enough already! I just couldn't stand either one of them and found myself getting angry while reading a romance novel!
All that being said, the book was well-written, and there were a couple of quotes that struck a chord with me. I've enjoyed other books from this author and will continue to read her books. These characters just struck out with me.
"They now had moments in the present, time spent together in the current day today. The pain of the past was diluted every time she added a new memory with who he was now."
"People only want to see the happy stuff [in a movie], or indulge in their morbid fascination with tragedy. It's like the masks, you know? Comedy and Tragedy, which is ironic because most of life is somewhere in the middle."
August 22, 2015
I received an e-arc of this book from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for my honest review.
I really, really liked this book. It was everything you would expect from a romantic novel: sweet and funny, but also heartbreaking in all the right moments. While there wasn't a lot of depth to the story, I was looking for a feel-good novel, and this delivered fully. There was just the right amount of drama and comedy (although I didn't really have that many "laughing-out-loud-by-myself" moments, I did smile through most of it), and the story was believable enough, with a very good ending. I was left feeling warm and fuzzy (and yes, some tears were involved), which is exactly what I look for in a romantic novel. I also liked the fact that Sam and Peter's back story is mostly told through the character's personal memories, when these are triggered by scenes in the play which they are trying to set up. I found this a good twist on the classic use of flashbacks, and I liked discovering how the character's personal perspective changed their view of the same event.
Oh, and I just LOVED the main characters! Sam and Peter are so obviously madly in love with each other, but they simply can't seem to be able to leave their past behind. I really liked the fact that I could witness the fears, hopes and inner conflict of both, as they struggle to reconcile their history with their feelings for each other. I really felt like I could engage with them: I was constantly cheering them on, rejoicing in their joy, and suffering in their pain. I'm just sorry I can't say the same about the secondary characters. While a lot of time was devoted to developing the two protagonists, secondary characters just felt a little bit flat and one-dimensional to me, which was a shame because they really had a lot of potential. This isn't a major flaw, though, and they're still pretty good characters, so this might actually not bother others as it did me.
Overall, this was a really pleasant read. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone looking for a light read, a great romance and fairly memorable characters.
Originally published on Book For Thought.
I really, really liked this book. It was everything you would expect from a romantic novel: sweet and funny, but also heartbreaking in all the right moments. While there wasn't a lot of depth to the story, I was looking for a feel-good novel, and this delivered fully. There was just the right amount of drama and comedy (although I didn't really have that many "laughing-out-loud-by-myself" moments, I did smile through most of it), and the story was believable enough, with a very good ending. I was left feeling warm and fuzzy (and yes, some tears were involved), which is exactly what I look for in a romantic novel. I also liked the fact that Sam and Peter's back story is mostly told through the character's personal memories, when these are triggered by scenes in the play which they are trying to set up. I found this a good twist on the classic use of flashbacks, and I liked discovering how the character's personal perspective changed their view of the same event.
Oh, and I just LOVED the main characters! Sam and Peter are so obviously madly in love with each other, but they simply can't seem to be able to leave their past behind. I really liked the fact that I could witness the fears, hopes and inner conflict of both, as they struggle to reconcile their history with their feelings for each other. I really felt like I could engage with them: I was constantly cheering them on, rejoicing in their joy, and suffering in their pain. I'm just sorry I can't say the same about the secondary characters. While a lot of time was devoted to developing the two protagonists, secondary characters just felt a little bit flat and one-dimensional to me, which was a shame because they really had a lot of potential. This isn't a major flaw, though, and they're still pretty good characters, so this might actually not bother others as it did me.
Overall, this was a really pleasant read. I would definitely recommend this book to anyone looking for a light read, a great romance and fairly memorable characters.
Originally published on Book For Thought.
April 20, 2015
I recently received an ARC copy of this from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review. That moment when a book pulls you in is….pure bliss. It’s that feeling of anticipation that feeling that you want it to be over RIGHT NOW and yet at the same time it can’t possibly end because then it will, well, be over! This book was most recently that type of book for me. It may be considered “Chick Lit” and may not be the deepest, most thought provoking novel I have read it still was a captivating story with great, likable characters that had me rooting for them until the very end.
The main character is a girl, Samantha, who grew up and now lives in the same small town in California. She works in a little theater and is happy with her just “fine” life. Then her past, in the form of Peter, comes back to her and she is forced to relive all the good and bad memories that come with it. The way that the author explains the passion and connection between Samantha, her complicated best friend Peter, is outstanding. There is hate and anger and love and friendship coursing throughout the whole book and it keeps you entertained until the very end. The characters develop easily and as the plot unfolds it is enjoyable to root for the couple to make it. There is some great comic relief by the third musketeer in Grady which helps to balance all the love and hate that is getting thrown around. There is a nice diversity to the book in that Sam and Peter already have a history. It lends nicely to a great time-filler while we all wait not so patiently for the climax. Ewens did a wonderful job of building up all this tension and passion and just as much as Peter and Sam couldn’t contain it any longer, neither could the reader. She also does a great job of creating a deeper book than just another romance novel. She deals with deep seeded issues of coming to age and finding one’s self amid loss and hormones. Great read!!
For full review, check out my site www.balancingemma.wordpress.com
The main character is a girl, Samantha, who grew up and now lives in the same small town in California. She works in a little theater and is happy with her just “fine” life. Then her past, in the form of Peter, comes back to her and she is forced to relive all the good and bad memories that come with it. The way that the author explains the passion and connection between Samantha, her complicated best friend Peter, is outstanding. There is hate and anger and love and friendship coursing throughout the whole book and it keeps you entertained until the very end. The characters develop easily and as the plot unfolds it is enjoyable to root for the couple to make it. There is some great comic relief by the third musketeer in Grady which helps to balance all the love and hate that is getting thrown around. There is a nice diversity to the book in that Sam and Peter already have a history. It lends nicely to a great time-filler while we all wait not so patiently for the climax. Ewens did a wonderful job of building up all this tension and passion and just as much as Peter and Sam couldn’t contain it any longer, neither could the reader. She also does a great job of creating a deeper book than just another romance novel. She deals with deep seeded issues of coming to age and finding one’s self amid loss and hormones. Great read!!
For full review, check out my site www.balancingemma.wordpress.com
June 23, 2021
*𝑾𝑯𝑬𝑵 𝑰 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑨 𝑵𝑬𝑾𝑳𝒀 𝑩𝑶𝑶𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑯*
🌸Review🌸
It is a second-chance, sweet, funny and light reading, contemporary Romance, a heart touching love story, that revolves around the playwright and a theatre director's life pulling us into it as the story goes from emotional highs and lows.
Go for it only if you love mushy love stories.
The pull from the past and the push from the present in Sam and Peter's lives made the story more adorable. Sam and Peter's attraction for each other is quite inevitable and it can be felt from the author's compassionate style of projecting them. Book kept me glued as to unravel what will be the end to his spectacular play! And it was quite interesting and too good.
Samantha Cathner knows all too well that it's not so simple to be young and in love. Peter Everoad was her one true love, but he left her for a playwright's career on Broadway. Now he's back and he's brought his new play with him
The sparks are still there and Sam wrestles with this undeniable attraction and her anger with Peter for leaving four years earlier, just as their romance was taking off. But Peter's story is much more complicated than a guy fleeing when things get too involved. Now that he's back, he's forced to confront the painful reminders of his painful past.
Sam is strong willed and career driven.
Sam has moved on with her life, or has she? As assistant creative director at the Playhouse, she must work directly with Peter and she soon discovers that the characters in Peter's play bear a close and uncomfortable resemblance to Sam, Peter and their close friends and family.
𝑷𝑺: 𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝑶𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑩𝑰𝑹𝑻𝑯𝑫𝑨𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑪𝑻𝑶𝑩𝑬𝑹 27, 𝑾𝑯𝑰𝑪𝑯 𝑰 𝑮𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑨 𝑲𝑵𝑶𝑾 𝑨𝑭𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑯𝑨𝑳𝑭 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑨 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹 𝑶𝑭 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑻.🙈😆
Rating ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
🌸Review🌸
It is a second-chance, sweet, funny and light reading, contemporary Romance, a heart touching love story, that revolves around the playwright and a theatre director's life pulling us into it as the story goes from emotional highs and lows.
Go for it only if you love mushy love stories.
The pull from the past and the push from the present in Sam and Peter's lives made the story more adorable. Sam and Peter's attraction for each other is quite inevitable and it can be felt from the author's compassionate style of projecting them. Book kept me glued as to unravel what will be the end to his spectacular play! And it was quite interesting and too good.
Samantha Cathner knows all too well that it's not so simple to be young and in love. Peter Everoad was her one true love, but he left her for a playwright's career on Broadway. Now he's back and he's brought his new play with him
The sparks are still there and Sam wrestles with this undeniable attraction and her anger with Peter for leaving four years earlier, just as their romance was taking off. But Peter's story is much more complicated than a guy fleeing when things get too involved. Now that he's back, he's forced to confront the painful reminders of his painful past.
Sam is strong willed and career driven.
Sam has moved on with her life, or has she? As assistant creative director at the Playhouse, she must work directly with Peter and she soon discovers that the characters in Peter's play bear a close and uncomfortable resemblance to Sam, Peter and their close friends and family.
𝑷𝑺: 𝑰𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝑶𝑵 𝑴𝒀 𝑩𝑰𝑹𝑻𝑯𝑫𝑨𝒀 𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑪𝑻𝑶𝑩𝑬𝑹 27, 𝑾𝑯𝑰𝑪𝑯 𝑰 𝑮𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑨 𝑲𝑵𝑶𝑾 𝑨𝑭𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑯𝑨𝑳𝑭 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑨 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹 𝑶𝑭 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑻.🙈😆
Rating ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
January 31, 2015
I received a copy from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
After a devastating break-up 4 years ago and a failed attempt to become an actress, Sam finally has her ducks in a row. She loves her job at the theater and the theater itself. But the theater needs to be saved from its demise, which brings back a part of her past she didn’t think she needed to face once again.
Though you can call it a chicklit, and it might have a superficial storyline, this is definitely a star when it comes to romantic fiction. I very much enjoyed this book, it was just what I was craving. Though you know from the start how this story will end, the journey towards the finale is very enjoyable indeed.
Though normally I enjoy first person writing more, for this novel, it was better to read the story through the all-knowing storyteller. Not just knowing what was going on in Sam’s head, but also in Peter’s head, made sure that you understood the love they feel towards each other is great, greater and more intense than they want to admit. Their love is truly captivating and can give that tug in your stomach. I loved the main characters, but the secondary characters felt a bit flat. I think this is mainly because the length of the novel left no space for further character development, but the story could not and should not be longer than it is now. I think that might have made the story too tedious. Even now I was afraid that the story would become too dreary and would be too much of a push and pull story.
All in all, I would definitely recommend this book, especially for fans of Jill Mansell and Marian Keys!
After a devastating break-up 4 years ago and a failed attempt to become an actress, Sam finally has her ducks in a row. She loves her job at the theater and the theater itself. But the theater needs to be saved from its demise, which brings back a part of her past she didn’t think she needed to face once again.
Though you can call it a chicklit, and it might have a superficial storyline, this is definitely a star when it comes to romantic fiction. I very much enjoyed this book, it was just what I was craving. Though you know from the start how this story will end, the journey towards the finale is very enjoyable indeed.
Though normally I enjoy first person writing more, for this novel, it was better to read the story through the all-knowing storyteller. Not just knowing what was going on in Sam’s head, but also in Peter’s head, made sure that you understood the love they feel towards each other is great, greater and more intense than they want to admit. Their love is truly captivating and can give that tug in your stomach. I loved the main characters, but the secondary characters felt a bit flat. I think this is mainly because the length of the novel left no space for further character development, but the story could not and should not be longer than it is now. I think that might have made the story too tedious. Even now I was afraid that the story would become too dreary and would be too much of a push and pull story.
All in all, I would definitely recommend this book, especially for fans of Jill Mansell and Marian Keys!
May 15, 2015
Premiere by Tracy Ewens is a story of romance. Samantha “Sam” Cathner is the assistant creative director for the Pasadena Playhouse. Four years of past since she has seen Peter. He left her with her heart broken. He was young and eager to make something of himself. Peter needed to become something (plus he needed counseling). He is now a successful playwright and has offered to help save the Pasadena Playhouse. He has written a special play and is paying for everything. Sam has been put in charge of the project, but she is doing her best to avoid Peter. Even after all this time Sam still misses and loves Peter (not that she would admit it or tell anyone). When Sam is not avoiding Peter, she is lashing out at him (he wanted to talk). The play is covering the lives of Peter, Sam, and their friend, Grady. It is bringing up all the memories that Sam has tried to bury.
Peter will have to stop running away and learn to compromise if he wants a life with Sam. Sam will have to overcome the pain of the past to have a future with Peter. You will have to read Premiere to find out what happens with Peter and Sam and how the play ends. I give Premiere 2.5 out of 5 stars. I did not enjoy reading Premiere. I found it uninteresting. It followed the normal formula for a romance book (maybe I have just read too many romance stories).
I received a complimentary copy of Premiere by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. The review and opinions expressed are strictly my own.
Peter will have to stop running away and learn to compromise if he wants a life with Sam. Sam will have to overcome the pain of the past to have a future with Peter. You will have to read Premiere to find out what happens with Peter and Sam and how the play ends. I give Premiere 2.5 out of 5 stars. I did not enjoy reading Premiere. I found it uninteresting. It followed the normal formula for a romance book (maybe I have just read too many romance stories).
I received a complimentary copy of Premiere by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. The review and opinions expressed are strictly my own.
March 10, 2016
*I received an ARC of this novel from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.*
This is a fun, fluffy love story that I couldn't put down! I love tales of long lost love and this one had the bonus of being set in the world of theater, another of my loves. The story was well crafted, and the characters, while deeply flawed were likeable. I rooted for them throughout the entire novel, up until the surprising and satisfying end.
There were a few weaknesses in writing style and editing. Some of the inner monologues were repetitive and unnecessary. I was aware what Sam and Peter were feeling in the first few chapters, but they kept repeating how they were feeling to justify their actions and it felt forced. Additionally, some sections were jumbled in POV, so I couldn't decipher who was talking or thinking at any given time.
Also, Sam was a bit of a mess, although other than the jilted lover syndrome, there wasn't enough development of her backstory to warrant such a quick swing of moods/reactions. She's sweet, then she's bitchy, then she's sweet. I'm not sure if I really enjoyed reading her, but the story was compelling, so I forgave this.
If you are looking for a fun, easy read, this is it.
This is a fun, fluffy love story that I couldn't put down! I love tales of long lost love and this one had the bonus of being set in the world of theater, another of my loves. The story was well crafted, and the characters, while deeply flawed were likeable. I rooted for them throughout the entire novel, up until the surprising and satisfying end.
There were a few weaknesses in writing style and editing. Some of the inner monologues were repetitive and unnecessary. I was aware what Sam and Peter were feeling in the first few chapters, but they kept repeating how they were feeling to justify their actions and it felt forced. Additionally, some sections were jumbled in POV, so I couldn't decipher who was talking or thinking at any given time.
Also, Sam was a bit of a mess, although other than the jilted lover syndrome, there wasn't enough development of her backstory to warrant such a quick swing of moods/reactions. She's sweet, then she's bitchy, then she's sweet. I'm not sure if I really enjoyed reading her, but the story was compelling, so I forgave this.
If you are looking for a fun, easy read, this is it.
August 14, 2015
This book is such a sweet love story, but also shows the complications of romance. I did read Candidate first so I knew what would happen in the end, but I was still completely involved with finding out how they got there! Sam and Peter hurt each other when they were younger so their relationship is full of turmoil. I can feel the anxiety and the butterflies that Sam is experiencing when she first sees Peter again. I also loved Peter and learning about his childhood. The way the story is told is just simply amazing. The way the reader learns of Peter, Sam and Grady’s childhood through the play that Peter wrote, while Sam tells us how things may have happened in a slightly different way. It’s just a really neat way to see how the same experiences can be interpreted differently. It’s a crazy, emotional roller coaster ride that is worth reading! Tracy Ewens is another new favorite author of mine!
September 21, 2015
*Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book from the publisher in return for an honest review*
So this book is scoring major points with a Jersey Boys reference but overall it fell flat.
There is a lot of repeating going on and I was jumping from the one person to the other in a few sentences. Sometimes not realizing who was talking. Past en present mix though that was mostly obvious.
The characters are a bit over the place too. Sam cannot make up her mind. Wanting to be a strong woman the one second ending up in a crumbling heap of tears the second without me ever knowing what exactly happened. I did like Grady a lot and would have loved to have him interfere in situations more.
I did finish the book as it was an easy light read.
So this book is scoring major points with a Jersey Boys reference but overall it fell flat.
There is a lot of repeating going on and I was jumping from the one person to the other in a few sentences. Sometimes not realizing who was talking. Past en present mix though that was mostly obvious.
The characters are a bit over the place too. Sam cannot make up her mind. Wanting to be a strong woman the one second ending up in a crumbling heap of tears the second without me ever knowing what exactly happened. I did like Grady a lot and would have loved to have him interfere in situations more.
I did finish the book as it was an easy light read.
March 31, 2015
I rather enjoyed this book it was a simple romance that showed us the different in young teenage love and that of grown up love in a venue that I haven’t come across before in my reading career before. I am glad to see that the author didn’t show as this pretty romance that is all “happy ever after” but had a more “real life” vibe to it. We got to see the the main characters had issues to work through that took years to get to deal with them. Not in the 30 minutes of less sitcom approach that I seen in other books. It was refreshing. I would recommend this books to others without hesitation as I gave it a strong 4 out of 5 stars.
This is another free ARC from Net Gallery as I said earlier and that reflects my honest opinion in exchange for reading it.
This is another free ARC from Net Gallery as I said earlier and that reflects my honest opinion in exchange for reading it.
January 16, 2015
Having read this dire story to just past midway, I decided not to waste more time on it - a rare occurence for me. I had tried to like Sam and Peter and to sympathise with their sitation, but I really could not. Although it seems pretty likely that they overcome all the pride and misunderstandings getting in the way of romance, I really did not care enough to spend time ploughing on through the inconsequential events and cliched characters, their lives of privilege and woe, to find out. I am worn out by the frenetic, near-hysterical one dimensional emotions and am made cruel by my frustrations with it.
Unless you are feeling particularly masochistic, I could not begin to recommend this book.
Unless you are feeling particularly masochistic, I could not begin to recommend this book.
January 21, 2015
A love story set around a theatre, shocking that it would appeal to me! (Not.) An unresolved love from years past shows up as "local boy makes good", bringing up painful memories for our heroine. He's now a successful playwright, who will premiere his latest story at his home town theatre in Pasadena. The play is a creative retelling of their teenage love and lives, and will either tear them apart forever or heal old wounds.
There were times it rang really true for me, and others that were a bit of a stretch. (The timeline is a bit forced, I think he's only been gone 6-8 years, including 4 years of college. So his big success on Broadway seems to have happened quite quickly, though he isn't painted as a young phenom.)
Overall I liked it.
There were times it rang really true for me, and others that were a bit of a stretch. (The timeline is a bit forced, I think he's only been gone 6-8 years, including 4 years of college. So his big success on Broadway seems to have happened quite quickly, though he isn't painted as a young phenom.)
Overall I liked it.
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December 7, 2017I received an advanced reader's copy from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
I'm actually a bit embarrassed to admit this, but I gave up on this book. I stopped halfway through once I realized I still had another half to get through. I couldn't relate to the characters. I was irritated that Sam had all of the chances to say her mind, but every time Peter tried to talk (even if he couldn't find the right words), she cut him off. It was a bit frustrating. I started to skim and realized I wasn't missing out on much, so I decided to just stop. I feel bad because I know that people really enjoyed this book. This series even has plenty of other installments, but it just wasn't something I could get into unfortunately.
I'm actually a bit embarrassed to admit this, but I gave up on this book. I stopped halfway through once I realized I still had another half to get through. I couldn't relate to the characters. I was irritated that Sam had all of the chances to say her mind, but every time Peter tried to talk (even if he couldn't find the right words), she cut him off. It was a bit frustrating. I started to skim and realized I wasn't missing out on much, so I decided to just stop. I feel bad because I know that people really enjoyed this book. This series even has plenty of other installments, but it just wasn't something I could get into unfortunately.
December 20, 2014
This book was provided via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Peter and Sam's relationship was very nice to explore up until they first "got together"- at around the 2/3 mark of the novel. Then, everything became a game of Peter not willing to stay and Sam feeling betrayed by Peter. It was a bit tiresome to read at that point. The introduction of Kate at the later stage intrigued me- I won't be surprised to see a Grady and Kate book down the line, and would likely give it a read.
Overall, I liked this novel, but it's not one I'm likely to reread; hence the 3 stars.
Peter and Sam's relationship was very nice to explore up until they first "got together"- at around the 2/3 mark of the novel. Then, everything became a game of Peter not willing to stay and Sam feeling betrayed by Peter. It was a bit tiresome to read at that point. The introduction of Kate at the later stage intrigued me- I won't be surprised to see a Grady and Kate book down the line, and would likely give it a read.
Overall, I liked this novel, but it's not one I'm likely to reread; hence the 3 stars.
July 8, 2021
I love this authors books. I started with the last 2, then came back to start the series from the beginning hoping they would be just as good. And this one was. It took a minute for me to get into the story as the writing style is a lot different, it felt different, but by the end you still feel all the feels! It still gave me the warm fuzzies just like the other books. Oh Sam and Peter have a lot of history to try and work through, but I loved them both. And they were perfect for each other. They were amazing.
January 7, 2022
An enjoyable read. I loved seeing the inside workings of getting a new play off the ground. Samantha, Grady, and Peter were very believable - even though they came from families of privilege, they had real life emotional issues to deal with. I felt I was seeing just enough of their inner conflicts and thoughts to keep me wondering if things would work out. Looking forward to reading more by this author.
March 14, 2015
Premiere is a beautiful story about second opportunities and the love among friends.
I love the characters and the love relationship.
I like very much the explains about the past of the characters, their own story in the past and present.
Everything revolves around an autobiographical play. It is a beautiful way to tell a story. In short, a highly recommended book.
I love the characters and the love relationship.
I like very much the explains about the past of the characters, their own story in the past and present.
Everything revolves around an autobiographical play. It is a beautiful way to tell a story. In short, a highly recommended book.
December 28, 2015
Entertaining
This book was very entertaining. It was a great escape for a very busy mind. It seemed to drag at some points, and it definitely followed a formula. I still enjoyed it. The fact is, life and love are like this. Sometimes moving slow, sometimes disappointing, but always worthwhile.
This book was very entertaining. It was a great escape for a very busy mind. It seemed to drag at some points, and it definitely followed a formula. I still enjoyed it. The fact is, life and love are like this. Sometimes moving slow, sometimes disappointing, but always worthwhile.
January 27, 2015
Truly a great story of love set in present day- will look forward to development of characters and relationships in the sequels! Love the author's range of narrative- from dry humor to weepy sensitive!
December 7, 2015
This was a sweet little love story that I got with my Kindle Unlimited membership. I liked learning about the playhouse, set design, lighting, etc. The characters were also easy to like and relatable. There is a book two in the series and I started it as soon as I finished this one.
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