What would you do with a second chance at your first time? Following a bad breakup, Willow Lewis tackles a re-do list with the help of her brother’s best friend in this sweet and sexy new romance.
Willow experienced all her big firsts with her high school sweetheart. Now, reeling from their very public breakup, she wants to get a re-do on those important moments. While dog-sitting for her brother during his deployment, she has a chance to start over and spending time with his best friend gives her the confidence to start checking items off her “Re-Do list.”
Deacon promised his best friend two things when Cruz left for a deployment: that he’d look out for Willow, and that he’d keep his hands off Cruz’s baby sister. “Operation Re-Do” is innocent enough at first: Deacon likes Willow and he’s willing to help her out any way he can. But when the list of firsts turns from a first dance to first kisses and more, Deacon can’t deny the connection he feels to Willow.
As Deacon’s and Willow’s firsts turn to seconds, thirds, and fourths, this pair can’t get enough of each other—and they support each other through new challenges. But they are both aware there’s an end date to Willow’s time in town… and even if she were to stay, Deacon doesn’t know how to choose between his loyalty to his closest friend and the woman he’s fallen in love with. With no more romantic moments on her list for them to re-do, can these two still find a way to stay together?
I finished this one with that soft, content feeling you get after a cozy afternoon read. 😌😌
At its heart, this story is about second chances—not the dramatic, life-altering kind, but the quiet, personal ones. A woman licking her wounds after a very public breakup. A list meant to reclaim moments that once felt stolen or wasted. And a man who steps in not to fix her, but to stand beside her while she figures herself out.
The dynamic between Willow and Deacon was undeniably sweet. Deacon’s steady, supportive presence was probably my favorite part of the book. He encourages her without pushing, protects without smothering, and helps her step out of her comfort zone in ways that feel genuinely caring rather than performative. 🫶🏼🫶🏼 Their moments together range from tender to steamy. And Willow’s emotions growth was satisfying to watch unfold. By the end, she’s more confident, more self-assured, and finally choosing herself (which honestly might’ve been the strongest takeaway for me).
One thing I did wish had been explored more was Willow’s body representation. From the cover and a few scattered mentions, it’s clear she’s meant to be curvy, but it stays very surface-level. There was so much opportunity to weave that into her self-image, her confidence journey, and even her romantic experiences, and it felt like a missed chance to add depth to her character which made me a little disappointed. 😔
Overall, this was a genuinely cute and easy read. Perfect if you want something comforting, romantic, and low-stress. It’s not extraordinary, but it’s not forgettable in a bad way either. Just one of those books you enjoy in the moment and move on from with a small smile. I’d recommend it if you’re in the mood for something sweet and simple… just don’t go in expecting fireworks.
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"You're one of my people." He squeezed his fingers with mine. "And I take care of my people."
“I’d never fully understood the expression of melting into a kiss. I'd read it hundreds of times in romance novels, but I'd never felt it until I sank against him, losing track of where his body ended and mine began.”
“She was beautiful, like the kind of beautiful that made my heart rate speed up in her presence.”
“Willow had become like oxygen to me,”
"When I tell you that you're beautiful, it's not because I'm just realizing it. It's because it bears repeating."
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things to know about the book ↓
🐕 age gap (10 years) 🐕 brother’s best friend 🐕 second chances 🐕 friends → lovers 🐕 self discovery 🐕 dual POV
A huge thank you to Netgalley, Berkley Publishing Group, and Denise Williams for allowing me to read this arc. These are all my honest opinions in this review.
spice rating:【 🔥🔥🔥 】 swearing: yes
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cutie cover 🐶 can’t wait for this! i have a feeling the fmc is going to rediscover some confidence so i’m so excited for that🤞🏼
First, I’d like to say, I love Denise Williams' writing. I think she’s a strong writer, and based on the cover, I was excited to read this book. For some reason, it took me weeks to get through this. I just never connected/couldn’t get into it. I never felt that spark between Willow and Deacon, though I enjoyed them both as individual characters. It’s one of those stories I can’t tell if it’s a me thing or if it’s the book, but it was just an okay read for me.
I just couldn’t get into this book and how it was written…
The whole idea was veryyy promising and interesting. The girl became a meme on the internet and now she wants to restart her life. Her brother’s best friend is like right there, so they start this whole re-do list.
The first chapters were so fun. I truly liked them and was curious about the rest, however, by 60% I lost all of the interest.
✮ Characters had 0 chemistry. I couldn’t feel anything between them. It mostly seemed like a freshman high schooler had a crush on a senior. The dynamic felt really wrong. Also, they didn’t seem to have anything in common or anything to talk about outside of sex or re-do list. I felt like Willow wanted Deacon just because he was there… she’s only been with one person before and wanted to experiment, so of course she’s go for an experiment guy.
✮ The whole meme thing just disappeared out of nowhere. I don’t understand how Willow was so upset with the whole situation becoming public but out of nowhere she just forgot about it. She’s never even mentioned it again.
✮ Brother situation at 80% was so weirdly written. I still don’t understand the purpose of it?
From a positive perspective, I really like Willow and her story of starting over. Her list was a great idea but choosing Deacon was definitely a mistake
Thank you to NetGalley and Berkley Publishing Group for an arc.
This book had me crying at the dedication and then I cried again at the author’s note. Within the first chapter I wanted to reach into the book, grab the FMC, and give her a giant hug. I was laughing out loud pretty much non-stop throughout the book!
This is my first book by this author and it won’t be my last! It was such a fun read with plenty of emotional depth, great banter, and top notch tension.
Whats to love… - brother’s best friend - Veteran MMC, who is also a playboy - Re-do (bucket) list - laugh out loud funny - banter! - the tension! - great emotional depth - found family
What might not work for some… - The MMC is a veteran, and the author’s note indicates that there are brief references to injury during battle, and yes that particular scene is brief but his injury, military service, and the effects related to it are a central theme for the character. This is something I typically avoid in books due to my own military related traumas. I was able to continue and finish the book but if you’re someone who needs to avoid this topic please proceed with care if you decide to pick up the book.
I would have loved to know beforehand that this one really leans into the US military brotherhood saviorism stuff, which the blurb doesn't really get into.
Age gap romance between brother's best friend and best friend's little sister, she's dealing with a breakup that turned into a viral meme. What's better than ending a decade long relationship by jumping into another one!!
Elements of this were fun. There's some great phone sex scenes, the MMC is a playboy who unintentionally stops going on dates/hookups with the literal hoards of women lusting over him (he seriously needs a burner phone just to keep up with the influx of horny texts he gets hourly.) Lots of lusting over each other, FMC finding new friends in Iowa.
Technically there's a dog, but he really shows up to be a plot device wump wump wump. Emotionally available MMC's are refreshing to see, that dude can out talk anyone. I'm not sure if he's a golden retriever or himbo MMC, or both honestly. Fucking social butterfly.
However, overall this one was not working for me. I would have loved to see Willow spend time not in romantic relationships and actually get time knowing herself and understanding her needs. She dated someone started in middle school for 10+ years. Then after a couple months is pining over another guy. Take some time, figure yourself out. The "re-do list" plot point of this was hanging on by a thread, and was truly there just for these two to do a bunch of sexual stuff her repressed-ex wasn't into. Which is fine, but added no tension, plot, chemistry, background, etc to the story.
There's also a lot of internalized ableism and white savior complex happening with the MMC that doesn't really ever get addressed or called out, which was frustrating. Being medically discharged from the military doesn't make you lesser than or a failure. Would have loved to see that more deeply addressed.
I will say, my gay ass wanted to see an entire romance of the MMC and best friend/brother since all of their military flashbacks were so homoerotic and I loved every one lmao. Every flashback was another loaded "he's my brother, I love him so much" that was meant to be platonic, but the vibes were vibing. Give Cruz and Deacon a chance!!
I've read other books from Williams and think this is more of a "it's me, not you" situation.
Thank you Berkley Romance for my copy! All thoughts are my own.
I have been a Denise Williams fan since Day 1 and proud of it! I think this might be my second favorite book she’s released so far. I loved the journey Willow went through to reclaim her memories and separate them from an ex. As always, Denise writes of emotional life milestones with such care and still manages to make readers laugh and feel joy. I loved the characters, the setting, and the overall themes of the book! Synopsis:
“Willow experienced all her big firsts with her high school sweetheart. Now, reeling from their very public breakup, she wants to get a re-do on those important moments. While dog-sitting for her brother during his deployment, she has a chance to start over and spending time with his best friend gives her the confidence to start checking items off her “Re-Do list.”Deacon promised his best friend two things when Cruz left for a deployment: that he’d look out for Willow, and that he’d keep his hands off Cruz’s baby sister. “Operation Re-Do” is innocent enough at first: Deacon likes Willow and he’s willing to help her out any way he can. But when the list of firsts turns from a first dance to first kisses and more, Deacon can’t deny the connection he feels to Willow.As Deacon’s and Willow’s firsts turn to seconds, thirds, and fourths, this pair can’t get enough of each other—and they support each other through new challenges. But they are both aware there’s an end date to Willow’s time in town… and even if she were to stay, Deacon doesn’t know how to choose between his loyalty to his closest friend and the woman he’s fallen in love with. With no more romantic moments on her list for them to re-do, can these two still find a way to stay together?” —NetGalley
What I Liked:
The Tropes + Premise—I’m such a sucker for the brother’s best friend tropes because it usually implies history without being second chance and have such tension/high stakes.
The Writing—I adore the way Denise writes. It makes you want to keep reading and savor the work at the same time.
The Pacing—Everything unfolded in a way that felt natural to the nature of the story.
What Didn’t Work for Me:
Insta-Lovey Vibes—I wish it had read a bit more like yearning, but it also could just be a me thing!
There was something really comforting about this story. It has that soft, cozy-romance feel while still touching on some heavier emotional themes like starting over, public heartbreak, changing dreams, and learning who you are outside of a long relationship.
After a very public breakup, Willow returns home feeling a little lost and stuck in the shadow of the life she thought she’d have. Her idea to create a “re-do list” of moments she wants to reclaim is such a sweet concept, and it becomes a gentle way for her to rebuild confidence and explore who she is now. I enjoyed watching her slowly step outside her comfort zone, try new things, and begin redefining what happiness looks like for her.
Deacon was definitely a highlight for me. He’s dealing with his own setbacks after being forced to let go of the future he planned, and I appreciated that his arc wasn’t magically fixed overnight. He’s steady, supportive, and genuinely caring without feeling like he exists just to “save” Willow. Their relationship grows in a very tender, friends to more way, and I loved the sense of safety and warmth between them. The banter was fun, the chemistry was natural, and the emotional beats landed well for me.
One of my favorite parts of the book was the feeling of community and chosen family. Between Cruz, the small-town dynamics, and even the dogs, there’s a cozy atmosphere that made the story really pleasant to sink into. The romance felt sweet and comforting, with some steamy moments mixed in, and the ending while a bit predictable was emotionally satisfying.
If I had any small critiques, it would be that I sometimes wanted deeper exploration of Willow’s personal growth independent of romance, and a few elements felt like they could have been developed a bit more. Still, overall this was a warm, heartfelt read that left me with that soft, content feeling you get after a cozy afternoon romance.
A great pick if you love second-chance energy, friends to lovers, small-town vibes, and stories about starting over. Thanks to the Berkley publishing firm the gifted ARC.
•Review• 4🌟 📖Book 3/78 📚 Title: The Re-Do List ✍️Author: Denise Williams 📄Pages: 432 💫Genre: •Fiction•Romance• •••••••••••••••••••••••• ❤️🩹Synopsis❤️🩹 There’s always a first for everything but imagine spending all your FIRSTS on the wrong guy. Willow sets her self up to have a Re-Do bucket list of firsts, and her brother’s bestie joins her on this journey. Life rebuild unloading…
💭Thoughts 💭 This was such a comforting book. I absolutely loved the chemistry between Willow and Deacon. Cruz was also a great addition as a background character since this book showed military brother camaraderie. I was all for the plot and age gap since it was an appropriate one. Air Force para-rescue jumper ummmm yes please, I was invested since the get go! A charming romance novel with a depth of characters and connections. ✨Thank you @berkleypub & @netgalley for a copy of this arc in exchange for an honest review✨ •••••••••••••••••••••••
What to expect: *Brother’s best friend *Age gap *Reformed playboy
Pros: I enjoyed the way the FMC was not intimidated by the MMC’s past, she knew he was it for her. I also enjoyed the way the MMC was more than willing to help her move through her list, no matter what the activity involved.
Cons: If you don’t like reading about the MMC being a playboy, then this title might not be for you. It is mentioned in just about every chapter. He lives with them. He interacts with them every day. At one point he shows the FMC his phone where he has five different hookup offers, from five different women, waiting on his reply. Thankfully the MMC never acted on any of the offers!
Safety: No OW/OM drama, no jealousy, no third act breakup.
Thank you to NetGalley and Berkley Publishing Group for the opportunity to read and review this title.
Thank you @berkleyromance @nicwillwrites for my free copy and to @prhaudio for the complimentary audiobook!
I really enjoyed this one. I loved the concept of "redoing" memories tied to an ex— someone you once thought was everything, only for things to fall apart in a way that truly hurts and requires real healing. I appreciated watching Willow intentionally seek a fresh start as she worked through her heartbreak.
I thought that the dynamic between Willow and Deacon was sweet. His commitment to showing up for her, first as a favor to his best friend, but clearly because he genuinely cared, was endearing and made their connection feel sincere.
This story reminded me that healing isn't about erasing the past, but more about working to reclaim yourself after disappointment and believing that new, beautiful beginnings are still possible.
i had such high hopes for this book, but unfortunately it fell very flat for me. i did enjoy the friendships our fmc, willow, made in the town she escaped to after becoming a viral meme. i also thought the premise of the meme was funny and was really hoping for this to feel more empowering after becoming what seemed like, the laughing stock of the world, but instead the results seemed to infantilize willow instead. i found her very immature and it felt like it was trying to come off as cute and quirky to me, but failed to do so. i also found the pacing of this book to be incredibly fast yet so slow at the same time. i think one of the reasons for this was the way the author attempted to create tension between willow and deacon, yet instead read like incredibly awkward moments for me. i really enjoyed willow’s relationship with her brother, cruz, but at the end of the book found it to become quite odd. i also didn’t expect this to lean so heavily into military aspects and i just don’t find that very enjoyable to read about, but that’s personal preference and i just want to make note of it because based off the blurb i did not expect it to be such a giant plot point in this book. this was my first denise williams book, and i am willing to give her books another chance but i do not think that this was the book for me unfortunately.
I LOVED this book! This was a major case of right book right time. This was everything I wanted and needed in a book right now. The longing, the introspection, the hard times not being made easier in a snap, the back in forth in their minds, trying to rewire their brain against the obstacles in their way and the perception they’ve created of themselves. It was very emotional and the wave of relief breaking was powerful. I adored this couple and how empathetic and caring they were for each other, even right off the bat. Love love love. I love that they ate strong enough to keep going, even in the face of uncertainty about their future career and plans, knowing that they have each other’s love and support. And it made me giggle a lot which is so needed right now.
Note: I LOVE the audiobook. They bring these personalities and emotions out so well for these fabulous characters.
Thanks to the publisher for a free copy and ALC; my thoughts and review are my own.
I thought this was good overall. I enjoyed the romance between Willow and Deacon and liked how their relationship developed. I liked watching Willow find herself after the end of her long term relationship and I appreciated seeing Deacon come to terms with how his injury affected his chances of reenlisting into the military. That said, the story felt a bit long and certain scenes dragged more than they needed to. I wasn’t really that interested in the list or all the military focused discussions. There was also an age gap, but I’m not sure I would’ve even noticed if it hadn’t been pointed out. I did enjoy the story, but not as much as some other books I’ve read by this author….
I received an ARC copy from NetGalley and the publisher in exchange for an honest review
I read this in two sittings, only putting it down to drive home from work. This is definitely my new favorite Denise Williams book!
Brother’s best friend, age-gap, romance. Willow has only ever been with one guy, and after her break up goes viral she needs a break. Her brother’s best friend is recently out of Air Force due to a spinal tumor, and he’s helping keep an eye on Willow while also adjusting back to civilian life. Oh, and he’s 10 years older than her. With his help, Willow creates a re-do list to help her do things for the first time, again.
Thank you @berkleyromance @berkleypub for the digital copy to review!
Listen, I know when I read a @nicwillwrites book, I’m gonna get a hot, plus size female main character and a man who is down bad for her and I eat it up every single time!!!
Willow my girl. After getting dumped by her high school love, she goes to her brother to help her start over. Willow. My heart. I felt SO MANY of her inner thoughts and feelings. How she felt like her first love would be the only person who would love her. How she shrank in on herself. How she let go of parts of her. I loved watching her journey of growth and self discovery in this book.
Deacon. Yes. We love a man who is down bad immediately and I was devouring this storyline with his conflict both with the military and with not wanting to betray his brother and best friend. The yearning! The consistent love and support. The genuine feelings. Please more men like this in romance.
Needless to say, they were hot together. I loveddddd the phone call scene it took me out. And then honestly it just got better and better the more confident Willow got. Wear red, bb.
ARC REVIEW - Fun, light and intriguing. I really liked the idea of a re do list! I liked Willow and Deacon and the brothers best friend trope is always a good time. I really also enjoyed the chemistry between them. I do think the book was much longer than it needed to be, it took away from the story for me. Other than that I really did like the overall plot and writing.
✨ARC Review: The Re-Do List by Denise Williams✨ 📚Romance | 🗓️Release Date: Jan. 27, 2026 Rating: 3.5⭐
Thank you Netgalley and Berkley Publishing Group for the ARC!
This was a fun read. I learned about a few things and it was nice to see how the author took inspiration from her life and applied it to the story. I also loved the idea of Willow redoing things to claim as her own.
I will say, I kind of found Willow insufferable. Even though she says she's independent, I didn't entirely walk away from this book viewing her that way. She did take back her life and there was growth, but I still feel like she redirected her dependency on Spencer to Deacon. I didn't really see a lot of maturity on her end throughout the whole book and I see why Cruz still sees her as so young.
Deacon was an interesting character. I loved seeing how his relationship with Cruz developed because it helped show why he felt so guilty falling for Willow. It was also super cute seeing him interact with Jayden and I wish we got see more. He was also sort of insufferable because of his persistence of wanting to get back to how things were before and blocking out help.
I think my favorite character is Cruz. He was giving big brother and best friend in the best possible way. I really loved his relationship dynamics with both Willow and Deacon. He didn't always handle things in the greatest way, but he had the best intentions in mind. Also, him FINALLY OPENING UP TO DEACON was absolutely adorable and I loved seeing the start of their relationship form.
Overall, this was a fun, quick read. I loved the addition of Cupcake and Gus; They were pretty cute. I kind of hated how she was redoing everything involving Spencer and I was glad when Deacon changed the park location because it was becoming really obsessive. That being said, I had a good number of laughs and this book made me feel a lot of things. This was a cute story and I enjoyed it. As always, I can't wait to read the next one!
Rep: Black/Biracial, BIPOC, fat/plus-size, disability/chronic pain, bisexual side character
Thanks so much to @berkleyromance and @netgalley for the ARC! TBH, if I wasn’t reading this book as an ARC, I think I would’ve DNFed it as it was a bit of a slog. While I appreciated certain elements, the story never fully gripped me, and I didn’t quite connect with the two leads or believe their chemistry. I often found myself putting off reading at night because I wasn’t especially excited to return to it.
The very pro-military macho saviorism framing didn’t work for me, and the way the main character grappled with chronic pain from a career-ending injury sometimes veered into internalized ableism (and not the self-reflective kind). I also struggled with the dynamic between Deacon and Willow—particularly the back-and-forth between their relationship being overtly sexual and then oddly fraternal, given that she’s his best friend’s younger sister.
I read a lot of YA, and while the spice level of this book is definitely not YA, the central concept of the Re-do List and Willow’s intense fixation on the breakup—especially the need to one-up her past relationship—felt more juvenile than I expected and made it harder for me to fully invest. Overall, it was an okay read, but didn’t have the chemistry or character development I wanted.
CW: unexpected death of a parent, recollections of injury during battle, recollections of divorce and the end of a long-term relationship, spinal injury and temporary paralysis, war, bullying, online harassment, back injury, medical discharge from the military, car accident, reference to “post-pandemic,” internalized ableism
I love Denise Williams and really enjoyed this book, with one caveat. I had no idea going into this, that the MMC was military. Technically, a veteran who was medically discharged. I really don’t prefer to read books these days, that feature military or cop MCs but do occasionally make exceptions if I truly trust the author. This was one such case. The MMC had previously been enlisted and deployed as a para-rescue jumper in the Air Force. But what I didn’t love, was that he spent the majority of the book desperately trying to re-enlist. The military had been his only sense of (found) family, purpose and belonging. But I suppose therein, is where he’s given the opportunity to grow. And he does.
Having gotten all of that out of the way, I really enjoyed the love story and the dual growth arc between Willow and Deacon. They were funny and endearing and when it was finally time to get hot and heavy, they delivered.
This was a classic “help me check items off this list” story, mixed with bothers Best Friend, an age gap (he’s older), reformed rake tropes. And I had a lot of fun reading. Just again, was taken out of the story at times, with the military lurking in the background of the love story.
Ultimately, bc of how well I think Denise told the story and my enjoyment of it, I still gave it 4 stars.
The Re-Do List by Denise Williams was all things sweet, chaotic, and fun. It was the perfect mix of emotionally deep and lighthearted when the moments in the book called for it. I notoriously love when I can connect with characters, and when they are raw and realistic, and Willow and Deacon delivered that for me. Their chemistry felt sweet and grounded. I love when an author knows the difference between plot and conflict. Sometimes when romances step away from their romantic plot lines, you’re left missing the chapters with the romantic moments, but I was engaged every step of the way. It didn’t feel like any unnecessary drama which was refreshing, but the depth of the plot outside of Willow and Deacon’s connection was just as captivating, which inadvertently added more weight to their chemistry over time. Overall this was a charming romance that I would highly recommend for that delightful mix of depth, connection and humour! Thank you Denise Williams, Berkley Publishing Group, and NetGalley for the opportunity to read this ARC in exchange for an honest review!
This was such a feel-good, easy-flowing read that kept a smile on my face from start to finish. Denise Williams has this magic touch — she knows how to blend humor, heart, and just the right amount of steam without ever losing the warmth that makes her stories special.
I absolutely loved Deacon. He was the definition of a safe hero — gentle, funny, and confident without being overbearing. The way he instantly put Willow at ease made their chemistry feel natural and genuine. And yes, the dogs completely stole my heart. 🐾
The pacing was great — fast enough to keep me engaged, but still allowed the emotions to land. The friend group added a cozy, communal layer that I really enjoyed, and now I’m hoping for a Cruz story next (Emi? Zoe? 👀).
A sweet, cozy romance that hit all the right notes and pulled me straight out of my reading slump. Sometimes you just need a story that feels like a hug — and this one did exactly that.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.
Willow’s 10 year relationship ended in the most dramatic way. And the video has gone viral. Deacon has been discharged from the marines due to an injury. He is focused on healing and returning to the job he loves, even though he’s been told it probably can’t happen.
When Willow’s brother and Deacon’s best friend, Cruz, deploys, he connects the two so they have a support system. But he makes it clear they should only be friends…
Things I loved: ❤️ The main characters were incredibly likable with fantastic banter. 🐶 There weren’t just human main characters, but dogs too! 🏠 The vibes of community and chosen family were strong.
Things I liked: 🪷 The FMC’s journey of self discovery post breakup was interesting (though I would have loved it even more if so many parts of her journey didn’t have a man’s role centered as part of that growth) 🎬 The ending was predictable but gave all the feels.
Thank you to NetGalley for this advanced reader copy in exchange for my honest review.
Brother’s best friend (read as: reformed playboy) falls in love with the forbidden sister. 🤤
Willow is recovering from the fallout from a breakup with her only boyfriend AND the meme that was made from her heartbreak. Going to stay at her brother’s is just the escape she needs to a re-do of her life so far. Her brother, a military man, can’t leave his baby sister alone though, so he sends his best friend Deacon in to take care of her while Cruz is on deployment.
There was a lot to enjoy about this romance and this story but it ultimately felt like it was missing something crucial for me to fully appreciate what it could be.
I loved the characters individually but it was hard to believe the chemistry between Deacon and Willow at times. Her innocence and lack of experience was endearing but it also read as juvenile at times when it came to their romantic connection.
Deacons story coming out of the military was one i wasn’t expecting and I ended up becoming quite invested. But i felt that his storyline wasn’t resolved by the time the last page came around.
The pacing and the premise kept this story moving forward and i ultimately couldn’t put it down. I also LOVED the representation and the side characters and i hope we get a story for Cruz next!
This book began so strongly! Willow’s worst moment to date went viral when someone filmed her reaction to her long term boyfriend breaking up with her, so at her deployed brother’s request, she agrees to house and dog sit for him for a few months. At his insistence she’s also put in contact with his best friend and former battalion mate Deacon. Willow and Deacon hit it off famously, and while they’re initially able to resist any extracurricular activities, it isn’t long before they’re burning up the sheets in ways Willow’s former partner never dreamed.
With all these elements it should’ve been a slam dunk, but between Willow’s insecurities, Deacon’s too good to be true about face from manwhOre to one woman man, and big brother Cruz’s wildly misogynistic and uncomfortable obsession with his sister’s “virtue”, it brought it down to about threee and a half stars for me, rounded up to four.
I received an advance reader copy from the author and NetGalley, and I’m sharing my honest review.
I received an eARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
This was cute! I had read a couple novellas from Williams before and was interested to see how her writing would translate to a full length novel.
“Brothers best friend” isn’t my favourite trope but this was well done and Williams didn’t run the trope into the ground with high levels of possessiveness.
Willow and Deacon are both able to grow together and find themselves after a loss of identity - Willow, her boyfriend of 10 years, and Deacon, his military career. Their chemistry works well together and the two communicate and support each other throughout the novel.
Easy 5 stars ⭐️ Step aside, other book boyfriends—Deacon has entered the chat. Brothers best friend, slow burn, he reads her romance books (elite behavior), and genuinely swoon-worthy chemistry. The pop culture references were so fun (Legendborn! Caitlin Clark!), and the spice?? Shockingly un-cringe and beautifully written. Emotional, romantic, and deeply satisfying—I stayed up way past my bedtime and finished wired with butterflies. No notes.
Thank you Netgalley and Berkeley Publishing for the advanced e-copy.
✅ When her childhood sweetheart boyfriend of 10 years breaks up with her, Willow falls into a fountain, gets caught falling on camera and turns into a Drowning Girl meme. She temporarily moves to Iowa to hideout and housesit and take care of her brother’s dogs. Her brother decides to introduce her to his best friend Deacon, so she has someone close by if she needs help. ✅ Dual POV ✅ age gap ✅ friends with benefits 🌶️: starting about halfway through the book