Am I the only one who thought Dillan was a jerk? Seriously. For a pastor in training, he was far too rude and judgemental for my tastes. I kept reading, hoping HE would seek God's and Miska's forgiveness for how he treated her. This book was well paced, and for the most part, I enjoyed reading it, but I was so disgusted and disappointed in this Christian man's treatment of one of God's daughters, I have to leave a review.
~Potential SPOILER Warning~
This book starts strong, with a great premise and an intriguing story. Mark is clearly a jerk, and poor Miska is being strung along for reasons that are relatable, yet frustrating to bystanders (me). She meets Dillan and his brother and quickly becomes friends with both. When she learns they are Christian, she is quick to judge and isn't quiet about her disgust for their lifestyles. As a Christian myself, I have met people who don't understand, and because of that, often say things that aren't the nicest. However, as a Christian, I also know that how I react to their confusion (for lack of a better word) surrounding my religious beliefs and choices immediately SHOWS them everything they need to know (and remember) about people of faith.
Dillan was a jerk and continued to judge Miska for her lifestyle choices, ignore her for reasons that he was just as guilty of, tell her how he would never consider dating someone like her (while I understand this one, I felt it was never specified that it wasn't about her, it was about her lifestyle), and never once invite her to church or church activities. He immediately saw her as a lost cause, and even after she started showing interest in his religion and his God, he was still slow to welcome her to the faith. The amount of times Dillan avoided Miska in this book almost became laughable. Thank goodness Tracie saw a woman in need of a friend and shared her love of God with Miska. Dillan was too busy judging to even consider treating Miska how Christ would have treated her. He even continued to judge his brother, Garrett, never fully believing he was changed.
I'm sorry, but anyone who takes so much pride in following God, should likewise be the first to treat a "sinner" as God would have treated her. With kindness and no judgment. He wanted Miska to read the "woman at the well" story, but he's the one who needed the lesson on not judging others.
I will admit that Dillan did discuss religion with Miska and helped her understand things throughout the book, but answering questions when put on the spot is not the same as seeking out a person who is clearly alone and in pain.
His disgust and judgy attitude toward Miska was a great theme in the book and certainly kept the story moving forward (even if it was rehashed and rehashed and rehashed) but my biggest gripe comes with the fact that it was never (I felt) fully resolved. Miska becomes Christian and accepts God into her life and her heart, and suddenly Dillan has all the time in the world for Miska. He never once apologizes to her for his treatment of her. He never talks about his imperfections (beyond being mean to his brother?) and worldly struggles. How could he be so judgemental toward her, yet win her over so easily? I'm sorry, but if I were Miska, I would have called him on how clearly unchristian he had been for the entire length of the book!
I loved Miska's story. I loved how she learned of His love for her and how she recognized the error in her ways. But I don't feel like her story ever completely resolved. Unless I missed it? (I was reading the last few chapters fairly quickly so I could (finally) put an end to the constant "will they, won't they.") What happened to Mark? Did he go to jail? What happened to Miska? How was her name dragged through the mud? She kept saying it would happen. Did it? Where are the reporters looking for her to tell her story? Yeah, Adrienne brought a potential book/blog deal for her, but shouldn't other reporters (especially after her blog went viral) have been clamoring for her story? I graduated with a degree in journalism, and I know that we do everything we can do talk to sources. Where were the reporters wanting to talk to her?
And what happened to her Dad? We never got resolution with him, either. Was he really only talking to Miska because he wanted to write a book and make money? She kicks him out of her apartment and never lets him explain. He was so kind to her, I was never convinced he was only using her for money. Maybe I am just too naive, but why else would he take the time trying to convince her to end things with Mark? And what about Adrienne? She got angry at Miska for having a relationship with their father, and she's never seen or heard from again? If Dad only wanted money like Adrienne warned, why didn't Miska mend their sister relationship after she ended her relationship with her father?
This book was long and continued to hash and rehash the same things for its entire length, but when it got to the end, everything was suddenly resolved in a few pages. It was disappointing to go into so much detail for the entirety of the book, only to be left with loose ends and an (I felt) rushed conclusion. Not only did I look past an infuriatingly rude and judgemental main character (who never recognizes his pride and unfair judgment toward others), I never got the fully fleshed HAE a book of this length and depth deserves.
Maybe the author is leaving the ending open for a sequel? I plan on reading Taken (a companion novel to this book) in the hopes my problems with the book get resolved there. But, as Taken is about a different (and minor) character, I have very little hope the unresolved story lines will ever be wrapped up.
This book was clean and kept my interest. However, I only recommend this book if you can overlook Christian characters who are clearly not very Christlike.