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I Have to Save Them
Auschwitz, 1942: Her entire body trembles as she stands in the infirmary and realises the horrifying truth. She’s a nurse, but instead of saving her fellow inmates, she’s about to be ordered to kill them…
Surrounded by thick fog from the nearby forest, Orli stumbles from the cattle truck onto the frostbitten grounds of Auschwitz. Betrayed by her own husband for being a German resistance fighter, she has no one left in the world, and this is now her home.
Orli breathes a sign of relief when her nursing skills mean she’s assigned to work in the infirmary. Even in this hell on earth, she can still try to save some lives. But when she’s instructed to assist Dr Josef Mengele, she soon learns that he is known as The Angel of Death, and is the most feared man in Auschwitz. At his evil hands, thousands of inmates are cruelly killed and experimented on. And if Orli is to survive, she will have to help him. But how can she live with herself if she sentences her fellow inmates to death?
As she stares into his eyes, she soon realises her resistance work is not over. She has to stay and find a way to stop this monster—even if that means she will pay the ultimate price. Inspired by the incredible true story of Orli Reichert, this unforgettable World War Two novel brings to life the powerful tale of a woman who risked everything to fight against evil. Fans of The Choice and The Tattooist of Auschwitz will be utterly gripped by this binge-worthy audiobook.
Surrounded by thick fog from the nearby forest, Orli stumbles from the cattle truck onto the frostbitten grounds of Auschwitz. Betrayed by her own husband for being a German resistance fighter, she has no one left in the world, and this is now her home.
Orli breathes a sign of relief when her nursing skills mean she’s assigned to work in the infirmary. Even in this hell on earth, she can still try to save some lives. But when she’s instructed to assist Dr Josef Mengele, she soon learns that he is known as The Angel of Death, and is the most feared man in Auschwitz. At his evil hands, thousands of inmates are cruelly killed and experimented on. And if Orli is to survive, she will have to help him. But how can she live with herself if she sentences her fellow inmates to death?
As she stares into his eyes, she soon realises her resistance work is not over. She has to stay and find a way to stop this monster—even if that means she will pay the ultimate price. Inspired by the incredible true story of Orli Reichert, this unforgettable World War Two novel brings to life the powerful tale of a woman who risked everything to fight against evil. Fans of The Choice and The Tattooist of Auschwitz will be utterly gripped by this binge-worthy audiobook.
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Ellie Midwood
57 books1,139 followersEllie Midwood is a USA Today bestselling and award-winning historical fiction author, whose works have been translated into 20 languages. She owes her interest in the history of the Second World War to her grandfather, Junior Sergeant in the 2nd Guards Tank Army of the First Belorussian Front, who began telling her about his experiences on the frontline when she was a young girl. Growing up, her interest in history only deepened and transformed from reading about the war to writing about it. After obtaining her BA in Linguistics, Ellie decided to make writing her full-time career and began working on her first full-length historical novel, "The Girl from Berlin." Ellie is continuously enriching her library with new research material and feeds her passion for WWII and Holocaust history by collecting rare memorabilia and documents.
In her free time, Ellie is a health-obsessed yoga enthusiast, neat freak, adventurer, Nazi Germany history expert, polyglot, philosopher, a proud Jew, and a doggie mama. Ellie lives in New York with her husband and their three dogs.
In her free time, Ellie is a health-obsessed yoga enthusiast, neat freak, adventurer, Nazi Germany history expert, polyglot, philosopher, a proud Jew, and a doggie mama. Ellie lives in New York with her husband and their three dogs.
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March 2, 2024
When I finished this novel, I said I was a bit surprised but also not surprised.
This author has written a large number of WWII historical fiction, some with real people as characters and some with fictional characters, and two things that characterised her work were, firstly, that she went for little known people and events, and secondly, that she made outright offensive choices in writing her fiction.
The first thing was commendable, because this way some readers found out about people like Alma Rosé or Mala Zimetbaum/Edek Galinski, and, without wanting to enter the debate as to the diffusion power of fiction even when it's bad fiction, I see the value in that even if I don't agree. The second thing, on the other hand, definitely was worthy of being called out and condemned, because it involved obsessive Nazi/victim romances and outright whitewashing of Nazi criminals. The same crowd that learnt from and praised her fiction about real people are the same crowd that don't have the knowledge of history to call this out, so it's been up to reviewers like me to point this out. I don't think this author's work can escape the shadow of questionable and offensive portrayals her past books cast, because it's been done over and over, which indicates intention and deliberate choice. It could've stopped at her Standartenführer series if it was only the mistakes of a newbie author learning the ropes, but it continued into "The Austrian" and the books that followed. It's a pattern that can't be hidden or ignored, and I for one, am always going to bring it up for accountability.
That said, I Have To Save Them has surprisingly escaped the pattern of romanticisation and whitewashing. Instead, it's leaned heavily on the positives of the first aspect of Midwood's writing (little-known brave people) in choosing someone that is very likely only known to the most nerdy amongst WWII history buffs and to Holocaust historians: Aurelia Reichert-Wald, affectionately known as Orli, one of the ladies forced into sanitary service at the Auschwitz concentration camp infirmary.
Well, there were other prisoners also doing nurse and doctor work at Auschwitz, so what makes Orli Reichert stand out, you ask? See, first of all, she was assistant to this chap you surely recognise:
If you didn't recognise him, no soup for you! And also, you need to go read up on the old bastard as soon as possible or you won't get this novel's plot or what I'm going to tell you in this review. For those who mentally said "Oh, that's Dr Mengele!", here's a donut for you alongside my admiration, sir/ma'am.
Anyway, Dr Reichert, an old-time Communist militant who was snitched on to the Nazis by her own husband and imprisoned years before the war or Auschwitz were even a reality, was the poor soul forced to help Mengele with his horrifying human experiments in the camp. If that's not enough to drive anyone sane and moral into suicide, nothing is. Being the only "pure Aryan" German in Mengele's forced labour medical staff, she had the SS-Doctor's trust (to a point) and took advantage of it to try and save as many people as she could from either the gas chambers or Mengele's scalpel. She wasn't so successful at saving the poor human lab rats from the monstrous doctor, but she did have more success with the sick ward she created in the camp, where she hid people who'd have ended up in the gas chambers if caught and also helped hide the weaponry for the failed Sonderkommando rebellion. And she survived the camp and the death march that followed until freed by the Soviets.
An admirable woman, indeed. Her stay in the camps (she was in others besides Auschwitz) cost her her sanity in the long run. Orli Wald killed herself in a sanatorium in 1961, having unsuccessfully attempted suicide previously.
Does this novel do this incredible woman justice? No, it doesn't. But it tries to.
For a start, it's too short, which makes it rush through Orli's story in a very summed up fashion. Then, the story is more a slice-of-life-like one than the full life story of Orli, because we're dropped headfirst in Auschwitz with her arrival, so the rest of her experience is overlooked or spoon-fed to the reader via infodumps and reminiscences. Aurelia Reichert-Wald was more than just Mengele's assistant, but this book reduces her to just that. There's lots of dialogue and more dialogue aimed at filling in the information gaps because this novel tries to cover all of her Auschwitz activity through telling and conversation (this is why Midwood's concentration camp novels always feel like theatre set ups, too much convos, too little "lived-in" atmosphere) and it reads rushed and infodumpy. Very superficial and scratch-the-surface.
And then, the dual timeline narration did the book no favours. Alternating chapters with Orli in Auschwitz until liberation with chapters set in 1961 with Orli at the sanatorium are very grating. The "last day" chapters are awfully written, and it's not just for the screechy change to present tense narration from third person narration. Both timelines have different POV style narration, and that was a mistake, it kicks you out of immersion (which was already difficult due to how rushed, infodumpy, and shallow the characterisation is), and it makes caring for the character even more challenging. And speaking of characterisation, I'm not one to object to Nazis being portrayed as the evil bastards they truly were, especially not someone like Mengele, but the cartoony villain veneer Midwood is prone to giving top Nazis she dislikes (as opposed to woobifying the ones she likes) is uncomfortable. And as cherry of the cake, Aurelia is hardly distinguishable from other heroines in Midwood's novels, which goes to show there's not been much improvement in the distinguishable voice for different characters department. Orli has mannerisms and turns of phrase other heroines in Midwood's novels also have, the same abrasive propensity for cursing and being sarcastic in exactly the same ways and in similar situations, and the same exaggerated Jew-saviour complex (even when they genuinely did want to help Jews in real life, the way it's written in fiction, when not fake, is more of a saviour complex than genuine care and humanity).
So, indeed, there's been some positive and some improvements in this novel from the author's beginnings. But not enough for me to consider it good or recommendable. Oh, well, at least there's no made-up concentration camp romance in this book, in my opinion the best improvement so far.
I received an ARC through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
This author has written a large number of WWII historical fiction, some with real people as characters and some with fictional characters, and two things that characterised her work were, firstly, that she went for little known people and events, and secondly, that she made outright offensive choices in writing her fiction.
The first thing was commendable, because this way some readers found out about people like Alma Rosé or Mala Zimetbaum/Edek Galinski, and, without wanting to enter the debate as to the diffusion power of fiction even when it's bad fiction, I see the value in that even if I don't agree. The second thing, on the other hand, definitely was worthy of being called out and condemned, because it involved obsessive Nazi/victim romances and outright whitewashing of Nazi criminals. The same crowd that learnt from and praised her fiction about real people are the same crowd that don't have the knowledge of history to call this out, so it's been up to reviewers like me to point this out. I don't think this author's work can escape the shadow of questionable and offensive portrayals her past books cast, because it's been done over and over, which indicates intention and deliberate choice. It could've stopped at her Standartenführer series if it was only the mistakes of a newbie author learning the ropes, but it continued into "The Austrian" and the books that followed. It's a pattern that can't be hidden or ignored, and I for one, am always going to bring it up for accountability.
That said, I Have To Save Them has surprisingly escaped the pattern of romanticisation and whitewashing. Instead, it's leaned heavily on the positives of the first aspect of Midwood's writing (little-known brave people) in choosing someone that is very likely only known to the most nerdy amongst WWII history buffs and to Holocaust historians: Aurelia Reichert-Wald, affectionately known as Orli, one of the ladies forced into sanitary service at the Auschwitz concentration camp infirmary.
Well, there were other prisoners also doing nurse and doctor work at Auschwitz, so what makes Orli Reichert stand out, you ask? See, first of all, she was assistant to this chap you surely recognise:
If you didn't recognise him, no soup for you! And also, you need to go read up on the old bastard as soon as possible or you won't get this novel's plot or what I'm going to tell you in this review. For those who mentally said "Oh, that's Dr Mengele!", here's a donut for you alongside my admiration, sir/ma'am.
Anyway, Dr Reichert, an old-time Communist militant who was snitched on to the Nazis by her own husband and imprisoned years before the war or Auschwitz were even a reality, was the poor soul forced to help Mengele with his horrifying human experiments in the camp. If that's not enough to drive anyone sane and moral into suicide, nothing is. Being the only "pure Aryan" German in Mengele's forced labour medical staff, she had the SS-Doctor's trust (to a point) and took advantage of it to try and save as many people as she could from either the gas chambers or Mengele's scalpel. She wasn't so successful at saving the poor human lab rats from the monstrous doctor, but she did have more success with the sick ward she created in the camp, where she hid people who'd have ended up in the gas chambers if caught and also helped hide the weaponry for the failed Sonderkommando rebellion. And she survived the camp and the death march that followed until freed by the Soviets.
An admirable woman, indeed. Her stay in the camps (she was in others besides Auschwitz) cost her her sanity in the long run. Orli Wald killed herself in a sanatorium in 1961, having unsuccessfully attempted suicide previously.
Does this novel do this incredible woman justice? No, it doesn't. But it tries to.
For a start, it's too short, which makes it rush through Orli's story in a very summed up fashion. Then, the story is more a slice-of-life-like one than the full life story of Orli, because we're dropped headfirst in Auschwitz with her arrival, so the rest of her experience is overlooked or spoon-fed to the reader via infodumps and reminiscences. Aurelia Reichert-Wald was more than just Mengele's assistant, but this book reduces her to just that. There's lots of dialogue and more dialogue aimed at filling in the information gaps because this novel tries to cover all of her Auschwitz activity through telling and conversation (this is why Midwood's concentration camp novels always feel like theatre set ups, too much convos, too little "lived-in" atmosphere) and it reads rushed and infodumpy. Very superficial and scratch-the-surface.
And then, the dual timeline narration did the book no favours. Alternating chapters with Orli in Auschwitz until liberation with chapters set in 1961 with Orli at the sanatorium are very grating. The "last day" chapters are awfully written, and it's not just for the screechy change to present tense narration from third person narration. Both timelines have different POV style narration, and that was a mistake, it kicks you out of immersion (which was already difficult due to how rushed, infodumpy, and shallow the characterisation is), and it makes caring for the character even more challenging. And speaking of characterisation, I'm not one to object to Nazis being portrayed as the evil bastards they truly were, especially not someone like Mengele, but the cartoony villain veneer Midwood is prone to giving top Nazis she dislikes (as opposed to woobifying the ones she likes) is uncomfortable. And as cherry of the cake, Aurelia is hardly distinguishable from other heroines in Midwood's novels, which goes to show there's not been much improvement in the distinguishable voice for different characters department. Orli has mannerisms and turns of phrase other heroines in Midwood's novels also have, the same abrasive propensity for cursing and being sarcastic in exactly the same ways and in similar situations, and the same exaggerated Jew-saviour complex (even when they genuinely did want to help Jews in real life, the way it's written in fiction, when not fake, is more of a saviour complex than genuine care and humanity).
So, indeed, there's been some positive and some improvements in this novel from the author's beginnings. But not enough for me to consider it good or recommendable. Oh, well, at least there's no made-up concentration camp romance in this book, in my opinion the best improvement so far.
I received an ARC through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
January 20, 2024
Orli arrived at the gates of Auschwitz on the cattle truck, from Ravensbruck, where she'd spent two years in the infirmary. It was 1942 and she was assigned to the infirmary once again, her nursing skills keeping her marginally safe. But when the new head doctor arrived, Dr Josef Mengele, she discovered her life and that of her friends, was going to get much worse. The Angel of Death did experiments, horrific and brutal - and Orli was to assist him.
Orli fought a hard battle, doing all in her power to save as many innocents as she could. With little medical equipment and supplies, she and her nurse friends did their best. But what they saw time and time again, was much worse than they could imagine. Orli needed evidence and she was determined that even if she didn't make it, the evidence of the atrocities the SS performed, day and night, would survive and bring the monsters down.
I Have to Save Them is a novel inspired by the true story of Orli Reichert, of a time in World War II history that should never be forgotten. Ellie Midwood has struck a perfect chord telling this story, and the incredible courage and strength of the women surrounding Orli, along with Orli herself, is inspirational. The story itself starts with a prologue in 1961, then ends with the epilogue on the same day in 1961. New Years Day. The war years dominate. Highly recommended.
With thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for my digital ARC to read in exchange for an honest review.
Orli fought a hard battle, doing all in her power to save as many innocents as she could. With little medical equipment and supplies, she and her nurse friends did their best. But what they saw time and time again, was much worse than they could imagine. Orli needed evidence and she was determined that even if she didn't make it, the evidence of the atrocities the SS performed, day and night, would survive and bring the monsters down.
I Have to Save Them is a novel inspired by the true story of Orli Reichert, of a time in World War II history that should never be forgotten. Ellie Midwood has struck a perfect chord telling this story, and the incredible courage and strength of the women surrounding Orli, along with Orli herself, is inspirational. The story itself starts with a prologue in 1961, then ends with the epilogue on the same day in 1961. New Years Day. The war years dominate. Highly recommended.
With thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for my digital ARC to read in exchange for an honest review.
January 4, 2024
Firstly I would like to thank netgalley and Bookoutune and the author Ellie Midwood for an early copy of her book to read.
This is my first read from this author,A great emotional and heartbreaking read.Orli betrayed by her husband ends up at the death camp Auschwitz, shes a nurse to survive she works in the infirmary, it's not as easy as it seems she is forced to do inmanageable tasks by the Dr Mengele she has no choice if she wants to survive..this is well written book...hardships, friends,survival, hoping this will never happen again highly recommend if you enjoy read
Reading historical books.
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This is my first read from this author,A great emotional and heartbreaking read.Orli betrayed by her husband ends up at the death camp Auschwitz, shes a nurse to survive she works in the infirmary, it's not as easy as it seems she is forced to do inmanageable tasks by the Dr Mengele she has no choice if she wants to survive..this is well written book...hardships, friends,survival, hoping this will never happen again highly recommend if you enjoy read
Reading historical books.
This book will be reviewed on goodreads and Amazon uk.
August 1, 2024
I Have to Save Them tells the gripping story of Orli Reichert, a courageous nurse in Auschwitz who endures the horrors of working under Dr. Mengele while secretly continuing her resistance efforts. Betrayed by her husband, Orli faces unimaginable challenges but remains determined to save as many lives as she can.
Midwood's talent for creating compelling premises shines through, and the book offers a poignant look into Orli's bravery and struggles. The historical details are well-researched, immersing readers in the grim reality of Auschwitz. Midwood’s dedication to shedding light on Orli’s story is commendable, highlighting the bravery of a lesser-known hero of the Holocaust.
Dr. Mengele, infamously known as the "Angel of Death," conducted horrific experiments on inmates, including twins, children, individuals with disabilities, and ethnic minorities. These experiments were both inhumane and brutal, leaving deep scars on the survivors and exacerbating the suffering within the camp. The book captures the horror of Mengele's actions, but it seems to focus more on the well-documented experiments involving twins and children, somewhat glossing over the equally appalling experiments on individuals with disabilities and ethnic minorities. A deeper exploration of Mengele’s motivations and a broader portrayal of his cruel practices would have provided a more nuanced understanding of his impact and the psychological terror this chilling figure inflicted on all his victims.
While the story follows a somewhat formulaic approach and bears similarities to Midwood’s other works, it remains a valuable read. The narrative could have benefited from further development and length to more thoroughly explore its themes. Additionally, the characters, including Orli, sometimes feel distant, making it harder to form a strong emotional connection. More depth in Orli’s internal conflicts and her relationships with other inmates would have enhanced the story.
Overall, I Have to Save Them is an important and compelling story. Midwood's fans may find it worthwhile for its historical context and strong premise, though it may not resonate as deeply as some of her other works.
For readers seeking an alternative recommendation, Midwood’s The Violinist of Auschwitz is highly acclaimed and offers an emotionally powerful narrative. It’s my favourite novel by Midwood to date and provides a moving and unforgettable reading experience.
Midwood's talent for creating compelling premises shines through, and the book offers a poignant look into Orli's bravery and struggles. The historical details are well-researched, immersing readers in the grim reality of Auschwitz. Midwood’s dedication to shedding light on Orli’s story is commendable, highlighting the bravery of a lesser-known hero of the Holocaust.
Dr. Mengele, infamously known as the "Angel of Death," conducted horrific experiments on inmates, including twins, children, individuals with disabilities, and ethnic minorities. These experiments were both inhumane and brutal, leaving deep scars on the survivors and exacerbating the suffering within the camp. The book captures the horror of Mengele's actions, but it seems to focus more on the well-documented experiments involving twins and children, somewhat glossing over the equally appalling experiments on individuals with disabilities and ethnic minorities. A deeper exploration of Mengele’s motivations and a broader portrayal of his cruel practices would have provided a more nuanced understanding of his impact and the psychological terror this chilling figure inflicted on all his victims.
While the story follows a somewhat formulaic approach and bears similarities to Midwood’s other works, it remains a valuable read. The narrative could have benefited from further development and length to more thoroughly explore its themes. Additionally, the characters, including Orli, sometimes feel distant, making it harder to form a strong emotional connection. More depth in Orli’s internal conflicts and her relationships with other inmates would have enhanced the story.
Overall, I Have to Save Them is an important and compelling story. Midwood's fans may find it worthwhile for its historical context and strong premise, though it may not resonate as deeply as some of her other works.
For readers seeking an alternative recommendation, Midwood’s The Violinist of Auschwitz is highly acclaimed and offers an emotionally powerful narrative. It’s my favourite novel by Midwood to date and provides a moving and unforgettable reading experience.
December 30, 2023
An absolutely haunting and gripping story of one woman’s perseverance in the face of death. And not only perseverance but her drive to save others even if only a few.
Orli is a prisoner during WWII, sentenced after her husband turns on her and gives her over to the Germans. She uses her time as a political prisoner to learn medical skills and when sent to Auschwitz’/Birkenau, banks on that skill and becomes a camp doctor.
I found myself holding my breath reading this story. The fact that Orli was a real person makes it even more amazing.
This author has now gone on my automatic TBR list.
I received a digital ARC of this book in exchange for my honest opinion. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
Orli is a prisoner during WWII, sentenced after her husband turns on her and gives her over to the Germans. She uses her time as a political prisoner to learn medical skills and when sent to Auschwitz’/Birkenau, banks on that skill and becomes a camp doctor.
I found myself holding my breath reading this story. The fact that Orli was a real person makes it even more amazing.
This author has now gone on my automatic TBR list.
I received a digital ARC of this book in exchange for my honest opinion. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
January 19, 2024
Omg my heart. I ugly cried. I know ww2 war horrific, but all the gruesome things people can do to each other, i just really do not want to believe it. The characters, omg what a strength. You just want to keep them safe. They Will stay in my heart. A must read
Thank you to netgalley for letting me read this e arc in exchange for an honest opinion
Thank you to netgalley for letting me read this e arc in exchange for an honest opinion
February 4, 2024
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Review for 'I Have To Save Them' by Ellie Midwood.
Read and reviewed via NetGalley for Ellie Midwood, Bookouture publishers and Bookouture anonymous
Publication date 31st January 2024.
This is the tenth book I have read by this author. I have previously read Ellie's The Undercover Secretary, The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz, The Violinist Of Auschwitz, Auschwitz Syndrome, The Girl Who Survived, The Girl On The Platform, The White Rose Network, The Wife Who Risked Everything and The Child Who Lived. I would recommend each and every one of them.
This novel consists of a prologue, 33 chapters and an epilogue. . The chapters are short to medium in length so easy to read 'just one more chapter' before bed...OK, I know yeah right, but still just in case!
'I Have To Save Them' discusses some topics that may upset some readers or may not be suitable for others. I like to point this out ahead of time in my reviews so you can judge if this book is for you or not. In this book Ellie discusses/includes persecution, abuse, murder, death, cruelty and other events associated with the Nazi camps.
Well, what can I say but wow!!! This story is definitely not going to leave my head anytime soon. Firstly I must congratulate Ellie Midwood for yet another extraordinary novel that seriously needs to be made into a movie which I assure would be best selling!!!
One thing I love about Ellie and her books, well several things really but to name a few. Firstly, I can guarantee whichever one of her amazing books you pick up you are guaranteed to go on an emotional rollercoaster ride of emotions and not finish with dry eyes. Secondly, I absolutely love that each and every time I pick up one of her extraordinary books I discover a new hero that deserve their stories to be told to the world and Ellie does exactly this each and every time with this book being no exception!! This book is very powerful and extremely well written. It is devastatingly heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. The storyline of this book is fiction but the actual historical events are all based on facts and history which is another thing that drew me to read it. It is absolutely rammed with emotions that will make you smile, cry and laugh on the roller-coaster ride to hell that is World War 2, Auschwitz , Birkenau and the persecution and murder of the Jews and many others. Nothing is left out and Ellie has done an immense amount of research and brings Orli and her colleagues/friends stories to life. The majority are such powerful, strong and kind hearted women and I am looking forward to doing further research into the Angel Of Auschwitz. I had never heard of several of the events discussed in this book before reading this but have read 'The Violinist Of Aushcwitz', 'Celia' s Journey', 'The tattooist of Aushcwitz', 'The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz,' The Girl Who Survived' and 'The librarian of Aushcwitz', and more of Ellie's amazing books, all of which I loved so when I seen this I was intrigued to discover more heroes of Auschwitz and from another person's eyes and from a different perspective also. I have now also added many books to my wish list thanks to Ellie. This story is unique for me as I (embarrassingly) had never heard of Orli Wald aka the Angel of Auschwitz before so yet again thank you so much Ellie for educating myself and many others. My heart broke but at the same time soared at the end of this beautiful story filled with romance, passion, war, love, bravery, determination, spirit, hope, horror, suspense, tension, hate and just absolutely everything you could ask for in an emotional rollercoaster page turning historical novel. As always Ellie I cannot wait to read your next guaranteed success.
Grab the tissues, clear your schedules and get lost in history with an extremely talented author and a beautiful heartbreaking and educational read!!
As always with Ellie's books, this book did not disappoint. Some people believe that these stories should not be written but I am a strong believer that these victims earned the right for their stories to be told and to not be forgotten and this book does just that. I loved discovering not just Lore's story but those who surrounded her also. It is absolutely disgraceful and heartbreaking what these people went through because of everything that happened in Germany and all over the world. Orli and the majority of the people who suffered in Auschwitz - Birkenau were like family looking out for each other and having their backs. The fact that they shared this love and fondness for each other brought some light into this place of darkness and hell. Ellie does an amazing job building her each of these truly amazing characters and her fantastic evocative writing skills brings each and every one of them to life.
Thanks to Ellie this amazing group of people who supported and lifted each other up during these dark times and helping them see the light will never be forgotten. This book was very hard to read as a whole but there were certain parts that will stay with me for a very long time and that we're soul destroying. What the Nazi's did to these innocent people makes me absolutely sick to my soul. However, during this darkness comes light of love, friendship and even some laughter. Most importantly it ensures these amazing people are never, ever forgotten. Each of these amazing people will stay in my mind for a long time and my heart absolutely broke with tears streaming down my face for so many of them. I can't say more than that though as I don't want to give anything away so you will just have to pick up a copy and see what I mean. Ellie always piques my interest with her amazing books and I always find myself wanting to know more and more about these people that changed history. Regardless of whether you love or hate the characters one thing is certain and that is that Ellie has the talent to bring them out of the pages so you feel you are surrounded by them as you walk along next to them all in this beautiful book.
Again congratulations Ellie Midwood on all your research and for writing this amazing story of Orli and the heroes and victims of Auschwitz-Birkenau. As always I was intrigued to read your letter at the end (please keep reading to read Ellie's notes). I love the fact that your wonderful stories brings so much information about these unknown victims and heroes and what they went through into the world. They all deserve to have their stories told in a way that did them justice and you have done that. I would say this book is on par with the likes of 'The' diary of Anne Frank' which left me with the same feelings your novel has of not even more emotional.
Make sure you read to the very end of the book to read the prologue and the first chapter of Ellie's absolutely gorgeous 'The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz' which is another page turner and one I have read myself and would highly recommend!!
Overall yet another unputdownable, heart wrenching, absolutely beautifully devastating story from an amazingly talented author.
296 pages.
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Review for 'I Have To Save Them' by Ellie Midwood.
Read and reviewed via NetGalley for Ellie Midwood, Bookouture publishers and Bookouture anonymous
Publication date 31st January 2024.
This is the tenth book I have read by this author. I have previously read Ellie's The Undercover Secretary, The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz, The Violinist Of Auschwitz, Auschwitz Syndrome, The Girl Who Survived, The Girl On The Platform, The White Rose Network, The Wife Who Risked Everything and The Child Who Lived. I would recommend each and every one of them.
This novel consists of a prologue, 33 chapters and an epilogue. . The chapters are short to medium in length so easy to read 'just one more chapter' before bed...OK, I know yeah right, but still just in case!
'I Have To Save Them' discusses some topics that may upset some readers or may not be suitable for others. I like to point this out ahead of time in my reviews so you can judge if this book is for you or not. In this book Ellie discusses/includes persecution, abuse, murder, death, cruelty and other events associated with the Nazi camps.
Well, what can I say but wow!!! This story is definitely not going to leave my head anytime soon. Firstly I must congratulate Ellie Midwood for yet another extraordinary novel that seriously needs to be made into a movie which I assure would be best selling!!!
One thing I love about Ellie and her books, well several things really but to name a few. Firstly, I can guarantee whichever one of her amazing books you pick up you are guaranteed to go on an emotional rollercoaster ride of emotions and not finish with dry eyes. Secondly, I absolutely love that each and every time I pick up one of her extraordinary books I discover a new hero that deserve their stories to be told to the world and Ellie does exactly this each and every time with this book being no exception!! This book is very powerful and extremely well written. It is devastatingly heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. The storyline of this book is fiction but the actual historical events are all based on facts and history which is another thing that drew me to read it. It is absolutely rammed with emotions that will make you smile, cry and laugh on the roller-coaster ride to hell that is World War 2, Auschwitz , Birkenau and the persecution and murder of the Jews and many others. Nothing is left out and Ellie has done an immense amount of research and brings Orli and her colleagues/friends stories to life. The majority are such powerful, strong and kind hearted women and I am looking forward to doing further research into the Angel Of Auschwitz. I had never heard of several of the events discussed in this book before reading this but have read 'The Violinist Of Aushcwitz', 'Celia' s Journey', 'The tattooist of Aushcwitz', 'The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz,' The Girl Who Survived' and 'The librarian of Aushcwitz', and more of Ellie's amazing books, all of which I loved so when I seen this I was intrigued to discover more heroes of Auschwitz and from another person's eyes and from a different perspective also. I have now also added many books to my wish list thanks to Ellie. This story is unique for me as I (embarrassingly) had never heard of Orli Wald aka the Angel of Auschwitz before so yet again thank you so much Ellie for educating myself and many others. My heart broke but at the same time soared at the end of this beautiful story filled with romance, passion, war, love, bravery, determination, spirit, hope, horror, suspense, tension, hate and just absolutely everything you could ask for in an emotional rollercoaster page turning historical novel. As always Ellie I cannot wait to read your next guaranteed success.
Grab the tissues, clear your schedules and get lost in history with an extremely talented author and a beautiful heartbreaking and educational read!!
As always with Ellie's books, this book did not disappoint. Some people believe that these stories should not be written but I am a strong believer that these victims earned the right for their stories to be told and to not be forgotten and this book does just that. I loved discovering not just Lore's story but those who surrounded her also. It is absolutely disgraceful and heartbreaking what these people went through because of everything that happened in Germany and all over the world. Orli and the majority of the people who suffered in Auschwitz - Birkenau were like family looking out for each other and having their backs. The fact that they shared this love and fondness for each other brought some light into this place of darkness and hell. Ellie does an amazing job building her each of these truly amazing characters and her fantastic evocative writing skills brings each and every one of them to life.
Thanks to Ellie this amazing group of people who supported and lifted each other up during these dark times and helping them see the light will never be forgotten. This book was very hard to read as a whole but there were certain parts that will stay with me for a very long time and that we're soul destroying. What the Nazi's did to these innocent people makes me absolutely sick to my soul. However, during this darkness comes light of love, friendship and even some laughter. Most importantly it ensures these amazing people are never, ever forgotten. Each of these amazing people will stay in my mind for a long time and my heart absolutely broke with tears streaming down my face for so many of them. I can't say more than that though as I don't want to give anything away so you will just have to pick up a copy and see what I mean. Ellie always piques my interest with her amazing books and I always find myself wanting to know more and more about these people that changed history. Regardless of whether you love or hate the characters one thing is certain and that is that Ellie has the talent to bring them out of the pages so you feel you are surrounded by them as you walk along next to them all in this beautiful book.
Again congratulations Ellie Midwood on all your research and for writing this amazing story of Orli and the heroes and victims of Auschwitz-Birkenau. As always I was intrigued to read your letter at the end (please keep reading to read Ellie's notes). I love the fact that your wonderful stories brings so much information about these unknown victims and heroes and what they went through into the world. They all deserve to have their stories told in a way that did them justice and you have done that. I would say this book is on par with the likes of 'The' diary of Anne Frank' which left me with the same feelings your novel has of not even more emotional.
Make sure you read to the very end of the book to read the prologue and the first chapter of Ellie's absolutely gorgeous 'The Girl Who Escaped From Auschwitz' which is another page turner and one I have read myself and would highly recommend!!
Overall yet another unputdownable, heart wrenching, absolutely beautifully devastating story from an amazingly talented author.
296 pages.
This book is just 99p to purchase on kindle, free with kindle unlimited and £7.99 in paperback at time of review via Amazon which I think is an absolute bargain for this book!!!
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February 4, 2024
"Inspired by the incredible true story of Orli Reichert, this unforgettable World War Two novel brings to life the powerful tale of a woman who risked everything to fight against evil. Fans of The Choice and The Tattooist of Auschwitz will be utterly gripped by this unputdownable page-turner."
Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture for the ARC (Advance Reader Copy) of I Have To Save Them by Ellie Midwood. This was an amazing book. It is the second one that I have read by this author (The Child Who Lived). The story was very emotional and heart wrenching. The fact that this book was based on a real person (Orli) made it so much more real It was a horrific time and it showed how the characters had strength and formed an unforgettable bond. The experiments were gruesome! It is a must read. 5 stars from me.
Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture for the ARC (Advance Reader Copy) of I Have To Save Them by Ellie Midwood. This was an amazing book. It is the second one that I have read by this author (The Child Who Lived). The story was very emotional and heart wrenching. The fact that this book was based on a real person (Orli) made it so much more real It was a horrific time and it showed how the characters had strength and formed an unforgettable bond. The experiments were gruesome! It is a must read. 5 stars from me.
May 23, 2025
Kurį laiką vis nepasitaikė knygos apie Aušvicą, o gal atrodė, kad daug kas skaityta.. pamačius šią būsimą naujieną, draugė bėgo į paštą ir siuntė 2000km, nes man jos taip norėjos 🫣 ir ką galiu pasakyt.. tai buvo viena tų knygų, kurios ilgai nepamiršiu ir kurią drąsiai rekomenduosiu Aušvico temos skaitytojams.
Istorija apie gydytoją Orli Reichert, kuri kalėjo lageriuose nuo 1936 m., patyrus visišką vyro išdavystę. Iš Ravensbruko 1942 metais ji buvo perkelta į Aušvicą. Ir nors neturėjo medicininio išsilavinimo, grynakraujė vokietė buvo iškart paskirta dirbti stovyklos ligoninėje.
Pirmieji patirti baisumai pamačius, kaip gydytojas leidžia fenolį mirtininkams į širdį ir pačiai tekus šią dalią atlaikyti, buvo niekis, kol nepradėjo dirbti su Aušvico "mirties angelu" daktaru Mengele. Tikriausiai dauguma yra girdėję, koks sadistas šis žmogus buvo, kaip kankino žmones prisidengdamas moksliniais tyrimais.
Vis dėlto prieš tai skaitytose knygose nesu taip detaliai susipažinus su jo eksperimentais, būdavo užsimenama gana paviršutiniškai. Šioje istorijoje Orli pasakoja apie matytas žiaurias procedūras. O baisiausia, kad eksperimentus dažniausiai gydytojas atlikdavo su vaikais. Ši knygos dalis šiurpino, graudino... bet neslėpsiu, buvo ir labai įdomi.
Tačiau didžiausias šios istorijos grožis - tai gydytojos Orli atsidavimas pacientams, pasiaukojimas dėl kitų, beprotiška rizika, kurios ši moteris nesibaimino, kad tik išgelbėtų dar vieną gyvybę. Tai istorija apie bebaimę moterį, išlikusią ir kovojusią ne tiek dėl savęs kiek dėl kitų.
Visiškai mano širdį pavergusi knyga!
Istorija apie gydytoją Orli Reichert, kuri kalėjo lageriuose nuo 1936 m., patyrus visišką vyro išdavystę. Iš Ravensbruko 1942 metais ji buvo perkelta į Aušvicą. Ir nors neturėjo medicininio išsilavinimo, grynakraujė vokietė buvo iškart paskirta dirbti stovyklos ligoninėje.
Pirmieji patirti baisumai pamačius, kaip gydytojas leidžia fenolį mirtininkams į širdį ir pačiai tekus šią dalią atlaikyti, buvo niekis, kol nepradėjo dirbti su Aušvico "mirties angelu" daktaru Mengele. Tikriausiai dauguma yra girdėję, koks sadistas šis žmogus buvo, kaip kankino žmones prisidengdamas moksliniais tyrimais.
Vis dėlto prieš tai skaitytose knygose nesu taip detaliai susipažinus su jo eksperimentais, būdavo užsimenama gana paviršutiniškai. Šioje istorijoje Orli pasakoja apie matytas žiaurias procedūras. O baisiausia, kad eksperimentus dažniausiai gydytojas atlikdavo su vaikais. Ši knygos dalis šiurpino, graudino... bet neslėpsiu, buvo ir labai įdomi.
Tačiau didžiausias šios istorijos grožis - tai gydytojos Orli atsidavimas pacientams, pasiaukojimas dėl kitų, beprotiška rizika, kurios ši moteris nesibaimino, kad tik išgelbėtų dar vieną gyvybę. Tai istorija apie bebaimę moterį, išlikusią ir kovojusią ne tiek dėl savęs kiek dėl kitų.
Visiškai mano širdį pavergusi knyga!
June 2, 2025
"Jau vien žudymų mastas vertė klausti, ar dar yra likęs nors lašelis žmogiškumo už šių spygliuotos vielos tvorų, prie kurių pajungta elektros srovė."
Ši Antrojo pasaulinio karo drama pasakoja apie moterį, kuri rizikavo viskuo, kovodama su blogiu. Istorija įkvėpta Orli Reichert išgyvenimų esant už Aušvico sienų, kurios visam laikui ją įkalino. Ji negalėjo rasti atokvėpio nei dieną, nei naktį. Žmogaus gyvybė tame pasaulyje yra bevertė, demonstruojamas žiaurumas - norma, mirtis - nuolatinis tavo palydovas. Ji suprato, kad turi kovoti už išlikimą, turi išsaugoti savo žmogiškumą net ir šios brutalybės akivaizdoje. Tai buvo nesibaigiančių kančių pasaulis, kuriame nuolat persekiojo mirties šmėkla. Bet šiame pasaulyje išliko gyva žmogaus dvasia, nesileidžianti sunaikinama, ir toje tamsoje viltis atkakliai skverbėsi kelią į šviesą. Buvo skaudu skaityti apie tokius patirtus žiaurumus, tačiau Orli buvo tas mažas šviesos taškelis tamsoje.
"Vienintelis išlaisvinantis dalykas čia yra mirtis."
🧑⚕️4.0🧑⚕️
Ši Antrojo pasaulinio karo drama pasakoja apie moterį, kuri rizikavo viskuo, kovodama su blogiu. Istorija įkvėpta Orli Reichert išgyvenimų esant už Aušvico sienų, kurios visam laikui ją įkalino. Ji negalėjo rasti atokvėpio nei dieną, nei naktį. Žmogaus gyvybė tame pasaulyje yra bevertė, demonstruojamas žiaurumas - norma, mirtis - nuolatinis tavo palydovas. Ji suprato, kad turi kovoti už išlikimą, turi išsaugoti savo žmogiškumą net ir šios brutalybės akivaizdoje. Tai buvo nesibaigiančių kančių pasaulis, kuriame nuolat persekiojo mirties šmėkla. Bet šiame pasaulyje išliko gyva žmogaus dvasia, nesileidžianti sunaikinama, ir toje tamsoje viltis atkakliai skverbėsi kelią į šviesą. Buvo skaudu skaityti apie tokius patirtus žiaurumus, tačiau Orli buvo tas mažas šviesos taškelis tamsoje.
"Vienintelis išlaisvinantis dalykas čia yra mirtis."
🧑⚕️4.0🧑⚕️
February 2, 2024
would like to thank netgalley and the publisher for letting me read this emotionally charged book
oh my goodness me i am an emotional wreck after reading this book..... started crying virtually from the beginning and carried right on crying throughout this book
its gobsmacking and amazing in its extremities, its all based on what really happened, this angel of mercy is well known and her story should be shouted on the roof tops, she shouldnt be forgotten or what they all suffered during their time at Auschwitz
its a hard read but an essential read and man can this author write a captivating book i need to read something light and fluffy now to calm down
oh my goodness me i am an emotional wreck after reading this book..... started crying virtually from the beginning and carried right on crying throughout this book
its gobsmacking and amazing in its extremities, its all based on what really happened, this angel of mercy is well known and her story should be shouted on the roof tops, she shouldnt be forgotten or what they all suffered during their time at Auschwitz
its a hard read but an essential read and man can this author write a captivating book i need to read something light and fluffy now to calm down
February 6, 2024
I Have to Save Them is an inspiring story of the resiliency of the human spirit, and the unbreakable bond of friendship in the darkest of times.
Orli is a political prisoner during WWII and has been placed in Auschwitz. She is placed in the infirmary where she spends her days caring for those who are sick and wounded, doing whatever she can to save them. When she is unable to save them she simply holds their hands and commits their names to memory so the world will remember. She forges a bond of friendship with several women who are also in the hospital with her, and they save each others lives during what is arguably one of the darkest times in human history.
The character development in this book was perfection. The author did a great job of painting a picture of the bleak conditions, but also weaving in the light that came from those who never gave up.
Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture for the advance reader copy of this book.
Orli is a political prisoner during WWII and has been placed in Auschwitz. She is placed in the infirmary where she spends her days caring for those who are sick and wounded, doing whatever she can to save them. When she is unable to save them she simply holds their hands and commits their names to memory so the world will remember. She forges a bond of friendship with several women who are also in the hospital with her, and they save each others lives during what is arguably one of the darkest times in human history.
The character development in this book was perfection. The author did a great job of painting a picture of the bleak conditions, but also weaving in the light that came from those who never gave up.
Thank you to NetGalley and Bookouture for the advance reader copy of this book.
June 2, 2025
Nesu didelė istorinių knygų ar istorinių romanų gerbėja, bet kartas nuo karto vis pabandau, nes gal netyčia patiks. Esu bandžiusi skaityti, bet iki šiol tik John Boyne kūryba ir knyga „Tarp pilkų debesų“ man patiko.
Dabar galiu pridėti ir dar vieną knygą „Turiu juos išgelbėti“. Bandysiu, žinoma, ir kitas autorės knygas, kurios, tikiuosi, patiks taip pat, kaip ir ši.
Knyga pasakoja apie Orli Reichart gyvenimo istoriją Aušvico koncentracijos stovykloje.
Iš pradžių buvo sunkoka įsivažiuoti, bet po kelių skyrių viskas pasitaisė.
Galvojau, kad knyga tikrai pravirkdys, bet tikriausiai nelabai įsijaučiau į istoriją.
Apžvelgiant viską, knyga patiko. Jei jums, kaip ir man, nelabai prie širdies knygos apie istoriją, bet vis norisi kažką pabandyti, rekomenduoju.
Dabar galiu pridėti ir dar vieną knygą „Turiu juos išgelbėti“. Bandysiu, žinoma, ir kitas autorės knygas, kurios, tikiuosi, patiks taip pat, kaip ir ši.
Knyga pasakoja apie Orli Reichart gyvenimo istoriją Aušvico koncentracijos stovykloje.
Iš pradžių buvo sunkoka įsivažiuoti, bet po kelių skyrių viskas pasitaisė.
Galvojau, kad knyga tikrai pravirkdys, bet tikriausiai nelabai įsijaučiau į istoriją.
Apžvelgiant viską, knyga patiko. Jei jums, kaip ir man, nelabai prie širdies knygos apie istoriją, bet vis norisi kažką pabandyti, rekomenduoju.
January 22, 2024
Orli took me on a journey through the horrors of Auschwitz during World War Two.
Orli, found herself as a nurse in the infirmary, forced to assist the notorious Dr Josef Mengele, also known as The Angel of Death.
As she struggled with the moral dilemma of saving lives versus aiding in the ending her fellow inmates lives, Orli became determined to find a way to stop Mengele and his atrocities.
Ellie Midwood wrote about the emotional turmoil and resilience of Orli as she navigated the horrible landscape of Auschwitz.
The pacing of the story was relentless, and kept me on edge throughout.
Reading about the atrocities of the holocaust was emotional and upsetting, but Orli resistance and sheer determination despite it all was inspiring.
Orli, found herself as a nurse in the infirmary, forced to assist the notorious Dr Josef Mengele, also known as The Angel of Death.
As she struggled with the moral dilemma of saving lives versus aiding in the ending her fellow inmates lives, Orli became determined to find a way to stop Mengele and his atrocities.
Ellie Midwood wrote about the emotional turmoil and resilience of Orli as she navigated the horrible landscape of Auschwitz.
The pacing of the story was relentless, and kept me on edge throughout.
Reading about the atrocities of the holocaust was emotional and upsetting, but Orli resistance and sheer determination despite it all was inspiring.
February 7, 2024
Wow, is all I can say. What an incredible read I Have to Save Them, the latest book from Ellie Midwood, turned out to be. I read this in two sittings as I was completely enthralled by the horrific story unfolding before my eyes. Just when you think you have read it all when it comes to World War Two historical fiction along comes a book that is such an eye opener into the horrors that took place at Auschwitz. I’ve read lots of books set in the camp but this tale inspired by the true story of Orli who earned the name of The Angel of Auschwitz shone a light on another aspect of the atrocities committed at the camp. It made me appreciate even more than I already did the sheer guts, determination and bravery of those captured and who remarkably lived to share their stories and make the world aware of the brutality and insurmountable evil that occurred under the reign of Hitler. Every page was packed full of emotion and Orli becomes a hero and a voice for those she tries to save and for those she thinks that she fails. Orli was a woman who risked everything to fight against evil when she could have just rolled over and given into the suffering and battering that she endured. But as the title suggests she had to save them and boy did she try her utmost best.
There are no wasted words or filler in chapters here. Right from the start we are taken to the heart of the story and once you get on the rollercoaster ride of Orli’s time in the camp, you hang on for dear life as do many of the characters. You don’t let go or draw breath until the final page and even then it is very much bittersweet but the ending was perfect even though I would have preferred something different but I admired how the author remained true to the real life story.
A brief prologue is set in Germany on January 1st 1962 and immediately the reader’s attention is caught as we see someone suffering a guilty conscience and has done so for many years. This person needs saving, love, care and rehabilitation and is offered this in spades but as Orli says herself ’She may have left Auschwitz’s walls, but the walls of Auschwitz have never left her. They have kept her prisoner day and night tormenting her with images of the past’. The opening was so powerful which gives a flash into Orli’s past but also a rude awakening as to her present physical and mental state of mind.
The story then moves to detail how Orli came to arrive in Auschwitz having been a political prisoner in Ravensbruck camp. She is German but was betrayed by her husband and even though her time is up and she should be allowed to go free she is deemed too much of a risk and is once again moved. She believes Ravensbruck to be bad but she has no idea as to what is in store for her as she arrives at the gates of hell. The chapters set at Auschwitz are interspersed with chapters set in 1962 and they are dark yet informative but have a sense of foreboding and alarm about them. Orli arrives at the camp and shares a bunk with a woman named Miriam and over her time she will meet many other steadfast and loyal women and they become like a sisterhood where they exist in ‘a world where human life had no value, where cruelty was the norm, and where death was a constant companion’. The woman live through a nightmare where suffering, torture, atrocities and adversity make up their daily existence. But Orli although physically weakened by her experiences, and this continues throughout the book as she puts the needs of others before her own, time and again she is determined that ‘she would fight, tooth and nail to survive. She would cling to hope no matter how dim, and she would hold onto her humanity, no matter how much they tried to take it from her’.
Having some experience nursing at the previous camp she soon volunteers for the infirmary which is seen as a privileged position. I don’t know how they could have thought this as what Orli witnesses is truly horrific and at no time throughout the entire book did the author spare the details which in turn conjured up gruesome and appalling images which are hard to shake and leave a lasting impression. But yet all the details needed to be there and just like so many couldn’t be saved the reader should not be spared but rather they help to confirm what Orli and so many others went through was barbaric and inhumane. Orli has such spirt and strength throughout the book but as the time passes and the situation deteriorates even further and the woman are sent to Birkenau where Orli works in the German women’s infirmary you did see her sense of self and the belief that she can get through this start to waver. She tries to save so many through ingenious methods but she questions whether it is all ultimately pointless as despite everything that they do they ultimately can’t save everyone.
Orli tries her utmost to retain some sort of semblance of humanity and dignity in the midst of unimaginable horror but this becomes increasingly more difficult with the arrival of Joseph Mengele – The Angel of Death. All the bravery, fierceness, protectiveness, selflessness and love that exists within Orli starts to waver and dissipate as she is forced to do unspeakable things as an aide to Mengele. What occurred here many will previously know but still to see it written down in plain sight and described so accurately and with great detail will make you sick to your stomach. When you think the depths of despair and depravity have been reached they once again plummet much further and at times you can barely believe what you are reading. You can’t comprehend that people could go through so much and emerge intact or unscathed mentally let alone physically. ’She was caught in a world of cruelty and inhumanity, a pawn in Mengele’s game of death’. That really sums up the situation that Orli was faced with, be complicit and go against all her morals and principles or else refrain from helping Mengele which in turn would only have led to her own death and therefore the work she was doing to help save others would be over.
‘It was a world of constant suffering, a world where death was an ever present spectre. But it was also a world where the human spirit refused to be extinguished, where hope preserved amidst the darkness’ Orli was that spirit, that hope that preserved but at what cost? I Have to Save Them was an astounding book that really packs an emotional punch. Yes, it’s a difficult read at times but Orli’s was a story that needed to be told and the manner in which it was was fantastic. Ellie Midwood should be proud of the book that she has written and the attention it will bring to a woman I did not know existed but now have such admiration and appreciation for.
There are no wasted words or filler in chapters here. Right from the start we are taken to the heart of the story and once you get on the rollercoaster ride of Orli’s time in the camp, you hang on for dear life as do many of the characters. You don’t let go or draw breath until the final page and even then it is very much bittersweet but the ending was perfect even though I would have preferred something different but I admired how the author remained true to the real life story.
A brief prologue is set in Germany on January 1st 1962 and immediately the reader’s attention is caught as we see someone suffering a guilty conscience and has done so for many years. This person needs saving, love, care and rehabilitation and is offered this in spades but as Orli says herself ’She may have left Auschwitz’s walls, but the walls of Auschwitz have never left her. They have kept her prisoner day and night tormenting her with images of the past’. The opening was so powerful which gives a flash into Orli’s past but also a rude awakening as to her present physical and mental state of mind.
The story then moves to detail how Orli came to arrive in Auschwitz having been a political prisoner in Ravensbruck camp. She is German but was betrayed by her husband and even though her time is up and she should be allowed to go free she is deemed too much of a risk and is once again moved. She believes Ravensbruck to be bad but she has no idea as to what is in store for her as she arrives at the gates of hell. The chapters set at Auschwitz are interspersed with chapters set in 1962 and they are dark yet informative but have a sense of foreboding and alarm about them. Orli arrives at the camp and shares a bunk with a woman named Miriam and over her time she will meet many other steadfast and loyal women and they become like a sisterhood where they exist in ‘a world where human life had no value, where cruelty was the norm, and where death was a constant companion’. The woman live through a nightmare where suffering, torture, atrocities and adversity make up their daily existence. But Orli although physically weakened by her experiences, and this continues throughout the book as she puts the needs of others before her own, time and again she is determined that ‘she would fight, tooth and nail to survive. She would cling to hope no matter how dim, and she would hold onto her humanity, no matter how much they tried to take it from her’.
Having some experience nursing at the previous camp she soon volunteers for the infirmary which is seen as a privileged position. I don’t know how they could have thought this as what Orli witnesses is truly horrific and at no time throughout the entire book did the author spare the details which in turn conjured up gruesome and appalling images which are hard to shake and leave a lasting impression. But yet all the details needed to be there and just like so many couldn’t be saved the reader should not be spared but rather they help to confirm what Orli and so many others went through was barbaric and inhumane. Orli has such spirt and strength throughout the book but as the time passes and the situation deteriorates even further and the woman are sent to Birkenau where Orli works in the German women’s infirmary you did see her sense of self and the belief that she can get through this start to waver. She tries to save so many through ingenious methods but she questions whether it is all ultimately pointless as despite everything that they do they ultimately can’t save everyone.
Orli tries her utmost to retain some sort of semblance of humanity and dignity in the midst of unimaginable horror but this becomes increasingly more difficult with the arrival of Joseph Mengele – The Angel of Death. All the bravery, fierceness, protectiveness, selflessness and love that exists within Orli starts to waver and dissipate as she is forced to do unspeakable things as an aide to Mengele. What occurred here many will previously know but still to see it written down in plain sight and described so accurately and with great detail will make you sick to your stomach. When you think the depths of despair and depravity have been reached they once again plummet much further and at times you can barely believe what you are reading. You can’t comprehend that people could go through so much and emerge intact or unscathed mentally let alone physically. ’She was caught in a world of cruelty and inhumanity, a pawn in Mengele’s game of death’. That really sums up the situation that Orli was faced with, be complicit and go against all her morals and principles or else refrain from helping Mengele which in turn would only have led to her own death and therefore the work she was doing to help save others would be over.
‘It was a world of constant suffering, a world where death was an ever present spectre. But it was also a world where the human spirit refused to be extinguished, where hope preserved amidst the darkness’ Orli was that spirit, that hope that preserved but at what cost? I Have to Save Them was an astounding book that really packs an emotional punch. Yes, it’s a difficult read at times but Orli’s was a story that needed to be told and the manner in which it was was fantastic. Ellie Midwood should be proud of the book that she has written and the attention it will bring to a woman I did not know existed but now have such admiration and appreciation for.
January 30, 2024
I felt the author Ellie Midwood wrote a poignant and sentimental story that is reflective and expressive. At the same time, the story is heart-rending yet riveting to read. It's a provocative story of life and the fight for survival in Auschwitz and Birkenau camps. I loved that it was based on a real character whose name is Orli Reichert. I will tell you the author wasn't bashful in documenting Dr. Mengle most sadistic experiments, and in my opinion, future readers should know this in advance just so they can be prepared. This was a could not put down read. Historical fiction is a go-to genre for me to read, and this one didn't let me down. Can't wait to read another Ellie Midwood book.
February 1, 2024
So very compelling...
I read a ton of WW2 novels. Mostly trying to discover how the German people could do such awful things to others... but also to discover how the human spirit survived in the midst of such horror. This is well written, compelling, and offers a key to survival: help others!
I read a ton of WW2 novels. Mostly trying to discover how the German people could do such awful things to others... but also to discover how the human spirit survived in the midst of such horror. This is well written, compelling, and offers a key to survival: help others!
January 20, 2024
While typically I only give a book a 5-star rating if I chose to read it again, I feel as if this book deserved a 5-star rating. I however can not bring myself to read it again due to how strongly the book effected my emotions throughout reading it.
I immediately fell in love witb Orli's character, and was saddened to learn of all that she had to go through during her time in WWII. It seemed as if every chapter I was brought to tears about the atrocities she had to witness and partake in, making me question the goodness of people even more so than I do now.
In the book, I disliked the breaking of chapters from the stories in the camps to when Orli was preparing for the trial. While I appreciated the break from the tears during these chapters, I found that I struggled to read them and to comprehend the storyline of that time period.
I voluntarily read and reviewed an advance copy of this book provided by the publisher via NetGalley. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
I immediately fell in love witb Orli's character, and was saddened to learn of all that she had to go through during her time in WWII. It seemed as if every chapter I was brought to tears about the atrocities she had to witness and partake in, making me question the goodness of people even more so than I do now.
In the book, I disliked the breaking of chapters from the stories in the camps to when Orli was preparing for the trial. While I appreciated the break from the tears during these chapters, I found that I struggled to read them and to comprehend the storyline of that time period.
I voluntarily read and reviewed an advance copy of this book provided by the publisher via NetGalley. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
January 31, 2024
The compelling story of Orli and her fellow nurses and aides in Auschwitz and later Birkenau. The horrors of trying to preserve life as the Nazis so readily took them. I found that one immediately loves Orli as a main character and in the end just wanting to read more about her life.
I think this book is well written with characters you immediately side with and wish to dive more into their stories. I do wish there was more substance about after the prisoners were freed. I think this is the only complaint that I have about the book.
I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book provided by the publisher via netgalley. All thoughts and opinions are my own. I plan to review and discuss this book on my podcast The Honest Reviewers https://open.spotify.com/show/3H3ugH4... .
I think this book is well written with characters you immediately side with and wish to dive more into their stories. I do wish there was more substance about after the prisoners were freed. I think this is the only complaint that I have about the book.
I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book provided by the publisher via netgalley. All thoughts and opinions are my own. I plan to review and discuss this book on my podcast The Honest Reviewers https://open.spotify.com/show/3H3ugH4... .
January 31, 2024
This was my 2nd book by the talented writer Ellie Midwood, and it was just as gripping as the last one I read written by her, “The Girl Who Survived”.
When Orli steps off the train after leaving the Ravensbruck concentration camp she is horrified to find herself at the notorious fear inducing Auschwitz concentration camp. Orli had never been formally trained as a medic however she was still assigned to the infirmary in Ravensbruck and quickly picked up knowledge so that she earnt a “medical degree”. The morning after arriving at Auschwitz, at the rollcall, a call went out for anyone with medical training and Orli didn’t hesitate at stepping forward knowing the alternative, an outside construction worker role, would reduce her life expectancy to a month at best. And so, Orli was assigned to the Auschwitz infirmary. The conditions were terrible at the infirmary under the SS physician, Dr Kremer. Orli and her colleague Mark did their very best to ease the suffering of their patients but with such limited supplies it was, indeed, a very tough job made all that bit harder by the daily visits of Dr Kremer deciding who was discharged, who was kept in as a patient and who would be euthanized with a deadly syringe of poison. Orli’s determination to survive along with her and Mark saving as many patients as possible is tested time and time again. Firstly, by Dr Kemer, insisting she help him deliver the fatal phenol shots to the chosen unfortunate patients. Then later on when Dr Kremer leaves the camp and a new doctor, Dr Josef Mengele takes over. Despite Orli thinking things can’t get any worse she is sadly proved wrong. Orli has to summon her strength over and over again so that the macabre atrocities in the camp can be told if or when they are eventually freed and those who committed such heinous acts can be brought to justice for what they did. How does Orli survive when death is all around her and hope is so thin on the ground?!
Wow what a story! I absolutely loved and admired Orli, what a woman, to be honest there aren’t any words to be able to properly describe how amazing she was (and also not forgetting her loyal fellow campmates who became loyal colleagues). I can’t lie, I knew this book was going to be a very very hard read because of the horror of the times, especially for someone as emotional as me, however I was determined to finish it, as Orli and her campmates stories deserve to be told. They lived the horror, so I feel I owed it to them to read to the very end. I am extremely passionate that these stories need to continue to be told so that it will never happen again. I found the story uttering gripping albeit utterly horrific but was also amazed at the spirit of a lot of the campmates who, despite the hell they were in, tried to find a glimmer of hope amongst all the horrors. I am sad that Mengele never answered for the atrocities he committed however I am happy to find out (from google) that he spent his last years in intense pain as he deserved nothing less than that.
Overall, an amazing (but horrifying) thought provoking story that deserves to be told so these events never happen again. I would definitely recommend this for any historical fiction fans.
Thank you to NetGalley, Ellie Midwood and Bookouture for my advanced reading copy. Out now.
When Orli steps off the train after leaving the Ravensbruck concentration camp she is horrified to find herself at the notorious fear inducing Auschwitz concentration camp. Orli had never been formally trained as a medic however she was still assigned to the infirmary in Ravensbruck and quickly picked up knowledge so that she earnt a “medical degree”. The morning after arriving at Auschwitz, at the rollcall, a call went out for anyone with medical training and Orli didn’t hesitate at stepping forward knowing the alternative, an outside construction worker role, would reduce her life expectancy to a month at best. And so, Orli was assigned to the Auschwitz infirmary. The conditions were terrible at the infirmary under the SS physician, Dr Kremer. Orli and her colleague Mark did their very best to ease the suffering of their patients but with such limited supplies it was, indeed, a very tough job made all that bit harder by the daily visits of Dr Kremer deciding who was discharged, who was kept in as a patient and who would be euthanized with a deadly syringe of poison. Orli’s determination to survive along with her and Mark saving as many patients as possible is tested time and time again. Firstly, by Dr Kemer, insisting she help him deliver the fatal phenol shots to the chosen unfortunate patients. Then later on when Dr Kremer leaves the camp and a new doctor, Dr Josef Mengele takes over. Despite Orli thinking things can’t get any worse she is sadly proved wrong. Orli has to summon her strength over and over again so that the macabre atrocities in the camp can be told if or when they are eventually freed and those who committed such heinous acts can be brought to justice for what they did. How does Orli survive when death is all around her and hope is so thin on the ground?!
Wow what a story! I absolutely loved and admired Orli, what a woman, to be honest there aren’t any words to be able to properly describe how amazing she was (and also not forgetting her loyal fellow campmates who became loyal colleagues). I can’t lie, I knew this book was going to be a very very hard read because of the horror of the times, especially for someone as emotional as me, however I was determined to finish it, as Orli and her campmates stories deserve to be told. They lived the horror, so I feel I owed it to them to read to the very end. I am extremely passionate that these stories need to continue to be told so that it will never happen again. I found the story uttering gripping albeit utterly horrific but was also amazed at the spirit of a lot of the campmates who, despite the hell they were in, tried to find a glimmer of hope amongst all the horrors. I am sad that Mengele never answered for the atrocities he committed however I am happy to find out (from google) that he spent his last years in intense pain as he deserved nothing less than that.
Overall, an amazing (but horrifying) thought provoking story that deserves to be told so these events never happen again. I would definitely recommend this for any historical fiction fans.
Thank you to NetGalley, Ellie Midwood and Bookouture for my advanced reading copy. Out now.
February 15, 2024
Amazing
I loved this book! It is so difficult to put into words truly amazing way with words that Ellie Midwood had in writing this novel. The descriptions are so haunting, despicable and unbelievable intertwined with a forces of strength, resilience, care and love. Thank you to Authors like Ellie Midwood for keeping the victims stories alive. As readers we have the responsibility to educate others whenever the opportunity arises.
I loved this book! It is so difficult to put into words truly amazing way with words that Ellie Midwood had in writing this novel. The descriptions are so haunting, despicable and unbelievable intertwined with a forces of strength, resilience, care and love. Thank you to Authors like Ellie Midwood for keeping the victims stories alive. As readers we have the responsibility to educate others whenever the opportunity arises.
February 1, 2024
"It was a world of constant suffering, a world where death was an ever-present specter." Ellie Midwood works her literary magic once again, bringing an unsung hero to light with her impeccable research. This is Orli Wald's true story, a German woman who'd been denounced by her husband, spending 4 years in prison before being sent to Ravensbruck and then Auschwitz as a political prisoner. I almost put this novel down once Dr. Mengele made his entrance. The author does not shy away from documenting his most sadistic experiments, in which he forced Orli to participate. I never want to hear "Blue Danube" again, not even as elevator music.
Knowing that Orli Wald was a real person made reading this story even more horrifying but necessary. I couldn't stop reading no matter how upsetting it was. If she could survive it, I could honor her memory by reading about it. She was a survivor because she refused to let the Nazis win, but not without terrible personal cost. "For in the end, it was not just about surviving, but about retaining their humanity, their dignity, in the midst of unimaginable horror." This one will stay with me for a very long time and I will light a candle for Orli.
Many thanks to NetGalley and Bookouture for the digital ARC. All opinions and the review are my own.
Knowing that Orli Wald was a real person made reading this story even more horrifying but necessary. I couldn't stop reading no matter how upsetting it was. If she could survive it, I could honor her memory by reading about it. She was a survivor because she refused to let the Nazis win, but not without terrible personal cost. "For in the end, it was not just about surviving, but about retaining their humanity, their dignity, in the midst of unimaginable horror." This one will stay with me for a very long time and I will light a candle for Orli.
Many thanks to NetGalley and Bookouture for the digital ARC. All opinions and the review are my own.
December 26, 2023
An extremely emotional read! A marvellous story based on a real character, Orly, whom I will never forget! I usually like thick books with a long storyline: this novel is short and I must admit I was glad when it was over as I found the story overwhelming, emotionally speaking. Very well written, quite a lot of depth (even though it is a short novel!). The psychological development of Orly was very convincing. She helped so many, gave so much of herself: how did she cope with her own life after leaving Auschwitz/Birkenau? She might have left the camp but did the camp ever leave her? Again , a story not to be forgotten. I have read most of the aurhor's novels, and this one might be the most powerful.
I received a digital copy of this novel from NetGalley and I am leaving voluntarily an honest review.
I received a digital copy of this novel from NetGalley and I am leaving voluntarily an honest review.
December 22, 2023
I will recommend this book to everyone I know! It is an incredibly descriptive, thought-provoking story of life, struggle, and survival at Auschwitz and Birkenau camps. I was instantly drawn to Orli and could feel her determination to survive and fight for those around her. The themes are heartbreaking, but part of history, and given that this is based on a true story, even more memorable and difficult to read. The writing is thoughtful and descriptive, and the story is heartbreaking yet interesting to read.
I read a lot of historical fiction but lately haven't really clicked with the stories I've been reading. This changed that and I appreciate the care that the author took in telling this story.
Thank you Netgalley, and the publisher, for the opportunity to read this advanced copy.
I read a lot of historical fiction but lately haven't really clicked with the stories I've been reading. This changed that and I appreciate the care that the author took in telling this story.
Thank you Netgalley, and the publisher, for the opportunity to read this advanced copy.
February 3, 2024
I Have To Save Them is the latest novel from historical fiction author Ellie Midwood and an emotional adaptation of the incredible true story of Orli Reichert-Wald. Orli was a political prisoner in Auschwitz-Birkenau and worked in the infirmary, using her senior position to help as many other prisoners as possible. In I Have To Save Them, Ellie Midwood has created a compelling and emotional story which really honours Orli’s legacy and will mean that her story stays with readers for a long time.
Ellie Midwood has a captivating writing style which fully immerses you into the story and makes it therefore difficult to put the book down. She is the queen of the Second World War historical fiction world so I was highly anticipating the release of I Have To Save Them and it only exceeded my (already high) expectations. The narrative perfectly captures the incredible courage and strength shown by Orli and the woman alongside her in Auschwitz-Birkenau. Their female friendships were brilliantly written and I loved that we were able to gain some insight into their lives after the war.
As with all of her books, in I Have To Save Them Ellie Midwood definitely doesn’t shy away from featuring the dark reality of the Holocaust and the Second World War. This creates a gut-wrenching and haunting narrative which takes the reader on an emotional rollercoaster between sobbing, holding their breath in scenes of perfectly written tension and smiling at the incredible strength shown by the prisoners who never gave up despite the bleakness of their situation.
The narrative is incredibly well-paced, primarily spanning the period of 1942-1945. There is a dual-timeline element to the book with occasional chapters set in 1961/62 to show the lasting impact her experiences in Auschwitz-Birkenau had on Orli as she is now an in-patient in a psychiatric hospital. These chapters are interestingly written in second person, contrasting with the third person narrative we see from the rest of the book. I was hesitant when I saw that Ellie Midwood had made this unique choice when writing these chapters as writing fiction in second person is largely a hard thing to do well but it ended up being really impactful. Referring directly to the reader in this way made us take on the role of the psychiatrist treating Orli in the early 60s, forcing us to start thinking about the impossible decisions that we would make in her care, knowing the horrors she had experienced over the course of the book.
Due to the dark subject-matter, this story is really hard-hitting but an incredibly powerful read which will stay with the reader for a long time. As I take my responsibility for highlighting potentially triggering content within the books I am reviewing very seriously, I want to signpost you to the trigger warning list I’ve shared at the beginning of the review blog post (www.yourschloe.co.uk) and also detail some of the particularly graphic content themes here. We do have depictions of suicide and suicide attempts starting in the prologue. There are also scenes depicting the horrific human experimentation conducted by Josef Mengele in Auschwitz-Birkenau, including experiments performed on child prisoners.
Overall, I Have To Save Them is a powerful and incredibly gripping piece of historical fiction which is a hard yet important must-read story.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
I have posted my review on my blog www.yourschloe.co.uk
*I received a copy of this book in eBook format via NetGalley in return for this review. All reviews published are completely honest and my own, and are in now way influenced by the gifting opportunity.
Ellie Midwood has a captivating writing style which fully immerses you into the story and makes it therefore difficult to put the book down. She is the queen of the Second World War historical fiction world so I was highly anticipating the release of I Have To Save Them and it only exceeded my (already high) expectations. The narrative perfectly captures the incredible courage and strength shown by Orli and the woman alongside her in Auschwitz-Birkenau. Their female friendships were brilliantly written and I loved that we were able to gain some insight into their lives after the war.
As with all of her books, in I Have To Save Them Ellie Midwood definitely doesn’t shy away from featuring the dark reality of the Holocaust and the Second World War. This creates a gut-wrenching and haunting narrative which takes the reader on an emotional rollercoaster between sobbing, holding their breath in scenes of perfectly written tension and smiling at the incredible strength shown by the prisoners who never gave up despite the bleakness of their situation.
The narrative is incredibly well-paced, primarily spanning the period of 1942-1945. There is a dual-timeline element to the book with occasional chapters set in 1961/62 to show the lasting impact her experiences in Auschwitz-Birkenau had on Orli as she is now an in-patient in a psychiatric hospital. These chapters are interestingly written in second person, contrasting with the third person narrative we see from the rest of the book. I was hesitant when I saw that Ellie Midwood had made this unique choice when writing these chapters as writing fiction in second person is largely a hard thing to do well but it ended up being really impactful. Referring directly to the reader in this way made us take on the role of the psychiatrist treating Orli in the early 60s, forcing us to start thinking about the impossible decisions that we would make in her care, knowing the horrors she had experienced over the course of the book.
Due to the dark subject-matter, this story is really hard-hitting but an incredibly powerful read which will stay with the reader for a long time. As I take my responsibility for highlighting potentially triggering content within the books I am reviewing very seriously, I want to signpost you to the trigger warning list I’ve shared at the beginning of the review blog post (www.yourschloe.co.uk) and also detail some of the particularly graphic content themes here. We do have depictions of suicide and suicide attempts starting in the prologue. There are also scenes depicting the horrific human experimentation conducted by Josef Mengele in Auschwitz-Birkenau, including experiments performed on child prisoners.
Overall, I Have To Save Them is a powerful and incredibly gripping piece of historical fiction which is a hard yet important must-read story.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
I have posted my review on my blog www.yourschloe.co.uk
*I received a copy of this book in eBook format via NetGalley in return for this review. All reviews published are completely honest and my own, and are in now way influenced by the gifting opportunity.
February 2, 2024
"I Have to Save Them" by Ellie Midwood is a heart-wrenching and gripping World War II novel inspired by the true story of Orli Reichert. Set against the haunting backdrop of Auschwitz in 1942, the narrative unfolds with a nurse named Orli, who finds herself betrayed by her own husband and thrust into the horrors of the concentration camp.
The story kicks off as Orli, a German resistance fighter, arrives at Auschwitz, fully expecting to face certain death. However, to her surprise and horror, she is assigned to work in the infirmary under the notorious Dr. Josef Mengele, infamously known as the Angel of Death. The author skillfully portrays the internal turmoil faced by Orli as she grapples with the moral dilemma of aiding a man responsible for the cruel experiments and deaths of thousands of innocent inmates.
Midwood's narrative captures the desperation and resilience of Orli as she navigates the grim reality of Auschwitz. The character's determination to continue her resistance work, even within the confines of the infirmary, adds a layer of suspense and intrigue. Orli's decision to smuggle medicine to the suffering patients and her subsequent plan to fake a typhus outbreak to save lives showcase her courage and the lengths to which she is willing to go to defy the evil around her.
The novel's strength lies in its portrayal of the indomitable human spirit amidst the darkest of circumstances. Orli's attempts to save others, even at the risk of her own life, make for a compelling and emotionally charged storyline. Midwood effectively captures the camaraderie among the nurses, highlighting their collective efforts to resist the atrocities unfolding within the camp.
The writing style is evocative, immersing readers in the grim reality of Auschwitz while also conveying moments of hope and humanity. The author skillfully balances the horrors of the Holocaust with Orli's determination to bring light into the lives of those she encounters.
"I Have to Save Them" stands out as a poignant addition to World War II literature, offering readers a gripping and unforgettable tale of one woman's courageous struggle against evil. Fans of historical fiction, particularly those drawn to stories like "The Choice" and "The Tattooist of Auschwitz," will find themselves thoroughly engrossed in this emotionally charged and unputdownable novel. Ellie Midwood's skillful storytelling and dedication to depicting the resilience of the human spirit make this a compelling and memorable read.
Thanks to Netgalley and Bookouture Publishers for an advance copy for my honest review.
The story kicks off as Orli, a German resistance fighter, arrives at Auschwitz, fully expecting to face certain death. However, to her surprise and horror, she is assigned to work in the infirmary under the notorious Dr. Josef Mengele, infamously known as the Angel of Death. The author skillfully portrays the internal turmoil faced by Orli as she grapples with the moral dilemma of aiding a man responsible for the cruel experiments and deaths of thousands of innocent inmates.
Midwood's narrative captures the desperation and resilience of Orli as she navigates the grim reality of Auschwitz. The character's determination to continue her resistance work, even within the confines of the infirmary, adds a layer of suspense and intrigue. Orli's decision to smuggle medicine to the suffering patients and her subsequent plan to fake a typhus outbreak to save lives showcase her courage and the lengths to which she is willing to go to defy the evil around her.
The novel's strength lies in its portrayal of the indomitable human spirit amidst the darkest of circumstances. Orli's attempts to save others, even at the risk of her own life, make for a compelling and emotionally charged storyline. Midwood effectively captures the camaraderie among the nurses, highlighting their collective efforts to resist the atrocities unfolding within the camp.
The writing style is evocative, immersing readers in the grim reality of Auschwitz while also conveying moments of hope and humanity. The author skillfully balances the horrors of the Holocaust with Orli's determination to bring light into the lives of those she encounters.
"I Have to Save Them" stands out as a poignant addition to World War II literature, offering readers a gripping and unforgettable tale of one woman's courageous struggle against evil. Fans of historical fiction, particularly those drawn to stories like "The Choice" and "The Tattooist of Auschwitz," will find themselves thoroughly engrossed in this emotionally charged and unputdownable novel. Ellie Midwood's skillful storytelling and dedication to depicting the resilience of the human spirit make this a compelling and memorable read.
Thanks to Netgalley and Bookouture Publishers for an advance copy for my honest review.
February 1, 2024
This is a heartwarming and emotional historical fiction that is based on Orli Reichart, a brave and courageous woman who worked at the Auschwitz clinic with the infamous Josef Mengele and how this woman saved inmates from going into a cruel death orchestrated by Mengele.
Being a history fanatic particularly Holocaust, I was particularly interested and intrigued with both fictional and non-fictional stories of brave and courageous people who fought against the Nazis and SS. Orli Reichart was one such woman. Ellie Midwood is a very talented writer and I always made sure to read all her historical novels. She writes stories based on real-life women and Orli Reichart is actually based on a real-life person. Her writing is engaging and intriguing and she had done tremendous research on Holocaust that while you are reading this book, you feel all those anger and hatred towards the Nazis, at the way they were treating the Jews, the emotional and heartbreaking moments when they were merciless killed by the Nazis...they were all too real and emotional to read. Although I did history in school, I learned a lot more about the Holocaust, the conditions at the infirmary, how the Jews and Aryans were treated at the camps, how the Jews were starved to death...it was too disturbing at the same time, one must never forget that these things did happen in real life. The writing as I mentioned was beautifully written and I liked how Midwood tackled with the history of the whole story.
I have to Save Them is one of the heartbreaking and emotional tale of a brave and courages nurse who would risk her own life to save the lives of the innocent--truly recommend this book and worth a whopping five stars!
Many thanks to Netgalley for the ARC, the Bookouture for making me a part of this blog tour. The review is based on my honest opinion only.
Being a history fanatic particularly Holocaust, I was particularly interested and intrigued with both fictional and non-fictional stories of brave and courageous people who fought against the Nazis and SS. Orli Reichart was one such woman. Ellie Midwood is a very talented writer and I always made sure to read all her historical novels. She writes stories based on real-life women and Orli Reichart is actually based on a real-life person. Her writing is engaging and intriguing and she had done tremendous research on Holocaust that while you are reading this book, you feel all those anger and hatred towards the Nazis, at the way they were treating the Jews, the emotional and heartbreaking moments when they were merciless killed by the Nazis...they were all too real and emotional to read. Although I did history in school, I learned a lot more about the Holocaust, the conditions at the infirmary, how the Jews and Aryans were treated at the camps, how the Jews were starved to death...it was too disturbing at the same time, one must never forget that these things did happen in real life. The writing as I mentioned was beautifully written and I liked how Midwood tackled with the history of the whole story.
I have to Save Them is one of the heartbreaking and emotional tale of a brave and courages nurse who would risk her own life to save the lives of the innocent--truly recommend this book and worth a whopping five stars!
Many thanks to Netgalley for the ARC, the Bookouture for making me a part of this blog tour. The review is based on my honest opinion only.
January 30, 2024
This novel is based on a true story from Auschwitz during World War 2. Orli is placed as a nurse in the infirmary upon arrival at Auschwitz. Midwood recounts the haunting details from Orli's darkest days at Auschwitz. Orli is an amazing person to endure what she endures and it not soured in her resolve to help as many as she can in anyway that she can. She says "...were thrown into the heart of darkness, left to navigate the treacherous waters of survival and resistance." This partial quote embodies Orli's amazing character and fortitude. The vivid storytelling was both heart breaking as well as eye opening to the true cruelty and darkness of the SS. But, also to the brave souls in the resistance and how they used what ever they could to help each other and survive so that all of us know the truth about this time in history.
I Have To Save Them by Ellie Midwood is a must read for those who are historical fiction fans or anyone that wants to know more about just how brutal the Nazi Regime was. I devoured this novel in less than 24 hours which is a real testament to Midwood's ability to hook this slow reader and she kept me engaged all the way to the end. I am left wanting to read all of her other books.
Thank you #NetGalley #EllieMillwood and #Bookouture for the opportunity to read this novel prior to its release as an ARC in exchange for my honest opinion. #IHavetoSaveThem
Release date January 31, 2024
I Have To Save Them by Ellie Midwood is a must read for those who are historical fiction fans or anyone that wants to know more about just how brutal the Nazi Regime was. I devoured this novel in less than 24 hours which is a real testament to Midwood's ability to hook this slow reader and she kept me engaged all the way to the end. I am left wanting to read all of her other books.
Thank you #NetGalley #EllieMillwood and #Bookouture for the opportunity to read this novel prior to its release as an ARC in exchange for my honest opinion. #IHavetoSaveThem
Release date January 31, 2024
February 3, 2024
Orli was betrayed by her husband because he discovered that she was a German resistance fighter. When she first arrived at Auschwitz she expected to be killed for her betrayal. But that didn’t seem to be the case. She was assigned to the infirmary as a nurse. She was ordered to assist Dr. Josef Mengele. He was known as the Angel of Death because anyone that arrived in the infirmary for medical attention, ended up dead. Dr. Mengele was killing them and using them as experimentation. So, Orli decided to save as many people as possible and began working for the resistance from inside Auschwitz. She risked her own life once agin to save those that couldn’t save themselves.
I Have to Save Them written by Ellie Midwood is a heartbreaking story, inspired by true events. When this book became available, I knew I had to read it. With Ellie Midwood as a favorite author of mine, I knew she would not disappoint. This was a difficult book to read but at the same time was very well written. It definitely kept the tears falling down my face. I am still in awe of how horrible people were during the time of World War II. This is a must read for all historical fiction fans. I highly recommend it.
I Have to Save Them written by Ellie Midwood is a heartbreaking story, inspired by true events. When this book became available, I knew I had to read it. With Ellie Midwood as a favorite author of mine, I knew she would not disappoint. This was a difficult book to read but at the same time was very well written. It definitely kept the tears falling down my face. I am still in awe of how horrible people were during the time of World War II. This is a must read for all historical fiction fans. I highly recommend it.
February 1, 2024
It’s a tough read emotionally, but definitely a must-read for historical fiction fans. I Have to Save Them by Ellie Midwood is a historical fiction story inspired by the true story of Orli Reichart Wald, who was nicknamed The Angel of Auschwitz. She was German and she was a political prisoner turned in by her husband. She ended up in Auschwitz where she with her nursing skills tended to the sick and dying to the best of her ability. She ended up working with Mengele, who is known as the Angel of Death. She was forced to help him with his horrific experiments. Even so, she was always there for the victims trying to help them the best that she could.
Knowing the subject matter this was an intense story and hard to get through. I thought that the author did an excellent job bringing all of the characters to light, especially Orli, and how she got through those darkest moments. I loved her friendship with the other nurses who helped her and how they held each other up. The story highlighted the resilience of the human spirit and how they were able to make it through the most horrific of times. She was truly an amazing person. Despite her misery at having to watch the most horrific evil being perpetrated, her only thought was about the others in her care. I had never heard of Orli Wald before, but she is an amazing person and I’m so glad that light is being shed on her contributions during the darkest of times.
Thanks to Bookouture, NetGalley, and the author for this ARC
Knowing the subject matter this was an intense story and hard to get through. I thought that the author did an excellent job bringing all of the characters to light, especially Orli, and how she got through those darkest moments. I loved her friendship with the other nurses who helped her and how they held each other up. The story highlighted the resilience of the human spirit and how they were able to make it through the most horrific of times. She was truly an amazing person. Despite her misery at having to watch the most horrific evil being perpetrated, her only thought was about the others in her care. I had never heard of Orli Wald before, but she is an amazing person and I’m so glad that light is being shed on her contributions during the darkest of times.
Thanks to Bookouture, NetGalley, and the author for this ARC
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