[2.5 stars, might change my review to 3 one day if I'm in a good mood]
Okay, let's get it out of the way: "Why didn't you make me good enough so that you could've loved me?" is an insane line. The entire final conversation between Judas and Jesus is such a hard-hitting, emotional moment that I do truly love and consider one of my favorite moments in any stage play. That being said, there is a reason that that is the only part of the play that is ever brought up by people who have read it.
Full disclosure, I went into this play after hearing about it from a friend and seeing some quotes (all from that final conversation!), and assumed it was a full-on drama. This is obviously inaccurate, a fact I learned the moment that Hope, Purgatory is introduced to us. I finished that play very disappointed months ago, and only last month did I go and give it a re-read (as well as watch a production of it on youtube). This re-read left a much better taste in my mouth, but I still was overwhelmingly disappointed.
I think the main thing for me is that I just didn't find this play very funny? And I understand that comedy is subjective of course but the amount of jokes and scenes that were very obviously made to be a comedic moment that fell completely on their face was, to be honest, shocking. I don't even feel the need to pull up specific moments in the text because I would be here all day (I tried, I found it hard to do without overloading half my review with explanations for the set up, as most are more long form jokes of sort). It felt like it was almost trying too hard.
And, like, I -get- this play. I understand that Cunningham sees herself in Judas - sees this broken man, completely rejected by society, and sees herself and her life. I get that she views getting Judas pardoned for his sin, being forgiven by God of all people, as a way to prove to herself that she can be forgiven and loved. I get that her parents rejected her and her mother told her she wanted to abort her and that her father had abandoned her, and how that ties into her need for Judas (herself) to be forgiven by God. I think this is a very compelling and heavy core theme for her character, but due to the format of the stage play, we are forced to rely on a "tell not show" attitude the playwright took. This is not all his fault, of course. I understand that large cast, 2 act plays generally do not have the time or ability to give these more character-based themes justice. However, it still makes for a bad read where you feel as though you're less being spoon fed snippets of information about the characters, but rather their entire life story is being shouted at you by the literal devil in a confusing and almost out of place climax to the play.
Continuing that thought, the climax (I am considering the climax to be the second time Satan is called to the stand as the final shown testimony) is, again, a very confused moment. We end what is one of my favorite parts of the play, the testimony of Pontius Pilate, and recall Satan up to the stand. Satan immediately jumps on the Judge, scolding him about some of his damned souls he saw in purgatory, and informs the judge that he will be taking two souls back to Hell for repayment. One of these souls being the Judge's own. From there, we get a very muddled section of a lot of yelling and a lot of the Devil just explaining (?) Cunningham's life story and why she is acting the way she does, Which, on paper, is an excellent idea! We, as the audience, have seen Cunningham become almost obsessed with proving Judas' innocence, relating herself to him in multiple instances (her bringing up to Mother Teresa that she has had two abortions, and then asking her why she isn't in Hell, for instance) but we don't know -why-. And then we get this huge climactic emotional high of the play where her life and mistakes are laid bare for everyone to see and judge her! ...Except we don't and it just fumbles as a scene where Cunningham is trying to continue the questioning while Satan goes back and forth between threatening the judge and sitting nicely for questioning. The scene flops as an emotional moment, and takes with it the entire climax of that the play has been building up to.
It is then immediately overshadowed by the aforementioned final conversation between Judas and Jesus.
I hate being this negative towards the play. I know people who, for them, this play is it, it's everything to them. The epitomy of a Catholic guilt theme mixed with the perfect gay tragedy, regret, loss, love, etc. that they rave about and crop their quotes into web-weaving posts (though, that is more of me complaining about how I've seen this play taken by those who have read it, and definitly not at all what the author had in mind when writing this)(also, I am saying this as a gay Catholic. Just to clarify).
Let's go to moments in the play that I did really enjoy. I won't get into the final conversation between Judas and Jesus; I feel like everything that there is to be said of that has been said. However, I do see very little mention of the jury leader's monologue to Judas following that, which I found to be a very somber and thematically fitting moment. It immediatly reels us back from the emotional high of the last 10 minutes to this man, who sees the comatose Judas that his jury just cursed to another eternity frozen in Hell, and tells him his story. He states that he's dead, and begins detailing how he met, and, ultimately, ended up cheating on his wife. It is a long and rough monologue, and one of my favorite moments of the play (though I do find the final line a bit cliche). This is a story about not being able to forgive yourself, yet desperately craving the forgiveness of others. Or maybe it's about people who cannot forgive themselves -until- they are forgiven by someone they love.
As I mentioned prior, I was also a fan of Pontius Pilate's scene. Another part that I enjoyed was Simon the Zealot's portion. I really don't have much to say specifically about those parts other than I enjoyed them and found both their characters to be very compelling to the narrative of the story. This scene also was not constantly bogged down by leagues of failed jokes, as other parts did (Mother Teresa's and Judas' Mother's for example), so that may have an impact. Sorry for not going further into this point, I find myself having less specifics to say about moments that I simply liked versus moments that I hated haha.
One of this playwright's strongest skills (at least in this stage play, I am not familiar with his other works) is his monologues. Specifically the one-off or two-off monologues that interrupt the formulaic composition of this play. I already have mentioned the final monologue by the jury leader, but Saint Monica, Mary Magdalene, and each of the disciples who speak to us as an audience might honestly be the best parts of the play. These interruptions were written so well and so emotionally strong and intelligent that I was disappointed each time they ended and we were back to El-Fayoumy (who I have not brought up specifically, but I could never find him funny beyond a few lines). When I finished this play the first time, the parts that stuck with me the most were the monologues of Peter, Matthew, and Thomas. These were the only parts of the play that I really loved, to be honest. Each of these moments take us out of the almost vapid, petty arguments between the lawyers, and remind us that this is a real man who was sentenced to an eternity of torture. His friends who knew him in real life don't really think he deserves it, but they have no say in the trial itself. It helps ground us back into the fact that, while it is a comedy, they are playing with the serious consequence of whether or not this man should continue his punishment until the end of time (the scene with Mary and Saint Monica also accomplishes this, as does the Judas and Jesus argument and, to a lesser extent, the final monologue of the jury leader).
Outside of these moments, though, I could not find myself enjoying the play. I felt that the narrative was losing itself every time a new character was called to stand and that the three mediocre leads were too focused on setting up punchlines than creating an emotional ground for the play (the Judge and El-Fayoumy at least, Cunningham was much better written though she still left a lot to be desired). Ultimately, I feel lost. I don't feel like I read the same play as everyone else did, I don't think the humor was well written (though a good cast can make even lame jokes work, as seen in a few performances of this play), and I don't think the author achieved at all his goal in the storytelling or moral message. Sorry if this is a bit incoherent, I’m not the best at reviews.