In the words of Fat Amy, Kelly just crushed it. Sorry, I just watched Pitch Perfect 3. From the first few pages, I was so invested because this lady created one hell of a hook. The emotional intensity is definitely a hard hitter, but I couldn't put it down once I read that. I was in, and I was going to see this journey through. I felt like I had been sucker punched, but the angst was so good. It was messy, but it was the perfect opening for the storyline and characters that she developed.
Do you even see someone from high school (or college) and you do everything in your power to avoid them? For whatever reason: you didn't like them, it could be awkward, it's an ex, you're having a bad hair day, etc. Imagine running into that person while wearing two different shoes, having the back of your skirt stuck in your underwear and having spinach in your teeth. Seems rough, right? Just kidding, let Gwen and August show you how it's done (twice).
Though when they do actually sit down and start talking, they jump right into the dirty laundry which was fantastic to see. No beating around the bush, straight to the point. I'm sure is had to do with their limited timeline, but it sure helped to accelerate their healing and forgiveness.
I was pleased with the fact that the friends (Rachel, Ainsley, and their beaus) had a presence in this book, but it clearly was not about them. I'm not a huge fan of side characters having too big of rolls because they can tend to take over a little. The love they gave for Gwen though, was spectacular. Especially Jimmy and Owen and their support of her. Being that they're August's friends, but they had her back regardless was great to see.
You know what I really like? Sexual tension. Gwen and August had it in SPADES ladies. Even from the get go, when their relationship was anything but smooth sailing, I never doubted how much these two wanted each other, both emotionally and physically. I also respected that they didn't just immediately jump in bed together and act on this attraction. There was plenty that needed to be worked out between them first.
Who doesn't enjoy a little puzzle, or riddle, or scavenger hunt? I certainly do. I loved the concept of this book, and how they followed clues and some seemingly hopeless teenage musings. Memories of how these two main characters used to do the same as kids help give depth to the situation and this is an excellent base to build their relationship back up on.
I probably sound like a broken record with some of this stuff, but this next point is something that I will always make everyone aware of. Want to know a little secret? I can't stand friends to lovers romances. Like, pretty much my least favourite trope. Besides secret or surprise babies, that takes the cake, but I digress. So FTL, I find so bland. And forgive me for generalizing, but it seems in most of them that I've ever read, the authors resort to telling you that the characters have been friends for years, are secretly in love with each other, and hide their feelings. But they don't SHOW me why the characters are in love. They don't SHOW me their history, their memories, their special moments that started possibilities and thinking there could be more. I read romance because I want to see people fall in love, but I often find in FTL that the characters are already in love and just need to pull their head out of their butt. (Wow, I'm extra ranty tonight). Now with this being said, I know everyone's gonna be like, "But if you hate them, why would you pick this up?" Well,
Because Kelly wrote it.
I didn't know it was (sort of) FLT, I was teased with the possibility of enemies and
I have a soft spot for musicians.
So yeah, I read this sucker. Any other questions?
Gwen's self hate and guilt were so strong and at times difficult to deal with. I understand why it was necessary, and I definitely understand where it stems from, but wow, it was rough. Though August coming back into Gwen's life helped this to come full circle and they could finally move on and heal.
You know what's great every so often? When they characters don't have a misunderstanding and ruin everything. I mean, I'm all for angst, but I think the air did a great job of balancing the angst throughout the novel, but always in different ways. Sometimes it was about August. Others it was about finding Gwen's father, or a her past. But it wasn't just relationship drama over and over. And when the road did become a little rocky? Sure, there was a pretty large pothole for a moment that they got a little stuck in but then *together* worked it all out.
I really liked how the characters essentially went on a bit of a wild goose chase. Lost luggage shows up after missing for 17 years, AND you find your late mothers diary - too good a chance to pass up when you've got questions about her past. Not only trying to solve the puzzle of Gwen's life, but also in learning more about her mother. There were layers uncovered to Mary's past and I couldn't figure out how they were going to play together or what they might reveal and how this could effect Gwen and August. Until the very end, I wasn't sure how this was all going to work together.
A bumpy love story, a sweet second chance, and a heartbroken musician fighting for his first love. Throw in an adrenaline junky heroine, a long lost suitcase, and the promise of answers, you've got one crazy roller coaster ride. Buckle up.
*An ARC was received in exchange for an honest review.