*I received a free ARC in exchange for an honest review*
*2.75 Stars*
Summary: A cute high school romance that doesn’t take itself seriously, and that’s a problem for the topics they discuss.
Overall, I’m bummed I didn’t like this more than I did. It’s told in first person and is relatively short. The beginning was a bit rocky, but the story really gripped me in the middle, only to fall quickly downhill in the last third or so. More about what I did and didn’t like below.
Things I Liked:
- Dot’s (Mostly) Character Development: At first I was getting annoyed at Dot getting manipulated left and right by the characters at her new school, telling her exactly what to think and feel. But it makes sense for someone of her age and experience to readily believe what people tell her, and I thought her arc of growing into herself and making her own choices and opinions worked really well. I love the strength!
- Zayne & the Romantic Developments: I thought Zayne and his development with Dot was super cute and wholesome! It didn’t feel rushed and the pacing was great. I love how understanding he was. One of their scenes really reminded me of Warren and Layla from Sky High. I also appreciate the way Dot’s relationship with Carlton was handled, it was mostly very well written.
Things I Didn’t Like:
- Unrealistic High School Behavior: This gossip column hosted by Little Birdie — Dot gets on their radar, and as soon as she does, she has random people in the halls snapping pictures of her and asking for her signature as if she’s some type of celebrity?? Seriously? Trust me, no one cares that much. Also Dot is constantly making out in the middle of school, during lunch, in the halls, in front of her friends or her S.O.’s sibling. It felt very gross and disrespectful.
- Dot’s Hypocrisy: What bothered me the most about Dot was her hypocrisy — she would complain and complain about something (whether it’s a person or something they did or something that happened), but then when she finally gets a moment to confront someone or do something about it, she chickens out and does nothing! Every single time! Stop complaining if you’re never going to do something about it. And her motives to continue pursuing the play in the beginning were also terrible — she was seriously trying to deliberately sabotage someone she didn’t know’s chance of getting into college on scholarship just because her non-boyfriend told her he did something wrong. I don’t even have to unpack why that’s just terrible. Also, at one point she even says it’s more jarring to her that the guy she just met (Zayne) is actually nice (when she only heard he was mean by word of mouth), than the fact that the guy she knew longer (Carlton) isn’t who she thought he was. Also also, something else that was pretty terrible of Dot to do: the whole novel she’s worried her mother will relapse and not be able to come home, but when everyone is expressing this same thing to Dot, Dot (for no apparent reason) becomes extremely selfish and withholds important information about her mom’s condition so she won’t have to leave again. She literally risks her mom not only harming herself but her family. It was really terrible and OOC.
- Third Act Conflict: All of these books have some sort of third act conflict, so of course I was expecting one here. At first, it seemed like this book would avoid the trope and I was pretty happy, especially since the book hit a groove. Then the dreaded third act conflict hit, and it was terrible. Without spoilers, there’s more miscommunication and very obvious manipulation of Dot (again, just like the beginning), and Dot again believes someone’s claims by word of mouth rather than listening to and having a conversation with the actual person in question. This unfortunately drags on for a while.
- Reveal of Little Birdie/Lack of Consequences: I suspected who Little Birdie was from the beginning (amongst a few other red herrings, so the mystery was done well), but when my suspicions were confirmed, I was… disappointed. Not by the reveal, but by the aftermath of it. There are no consequences, what’s so ever. This person committed crimes against minors, why aren’t we reporting them? What they did was such a gross invasion of privacy, and they get away with it! The motivations were also terrible and lackluster. We also find out some of the people who submitted gossip to Little Birdie, including very close people that we trusted, and we never confront them, and they never face consequences, either! Seriously? These loved ones went behind their backs and we’re just not going to address it? Also, at the end of the book, Dot expresses how much she loves her friends, but throughout the whole book, they’ve abandoned her or were scared to talk to her for fear of angering their other friends. Sure there was one or two moments where they came through, but Dot, honey… those aren’t your friends.
- Lack of Appreciation for Stage Crew: This might be small, but as a previous stage crew member myself, it grew very aggravating for there to be all this praise and attention and admiration given to the actors in this story without so much as a peep to the people making the production a success behind the scenes. Dot asks once who makes the sets, someone responds “the crew” and that’s it. That’s literally it. No more mention of any students working on crew (literally, they don’t even exist, not even a name or reference to them working while the actors are rehearsing). There’s no mention of where the costumes or mics or lighting comes from… sigh. Productions would look terrible and would go nowhere without crew. I even thought there would be a cool plot where Little Birdie will be a crew member because no one ever notices or acknowledges their presence in this book, but… no.
There was also a few typos/errors but I’m sure that’ll get addressed before publication.
That being said, the Dot/Zayne relationship was cute enough to carry me through most of the book, but the rest severely disappointed.
I also love the name Bardot, and was sad that she went by Dot.