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First published December 15, 2021
"Why do you look so scared, Lance?" I whispered.
He raised a hand, his fingers locking around the Imperial Star at my throat and his knuckles turning white as his grip hardened on it. "Because the stars have taken everything from me. My dream, my free will, my status, my family," his voice thickened on that last word and pain sliced into my heart for him and all he'd lost. "And when there was almost nothing left to take, they gave me you."
"I wanna hear what your screams sound like filling up this whole room and echoing back to me," Orion said against my mouth, nudging my knees apart as he stepped between them and slipped a hand up my skirt.
"Keep your commands for when you're ruling the kingdom, beautiful," he said, his eyes running over my body slowly, taking in everything before him before his gaze met mine again. "But when we're fucking. I'm in charge. And when you're a queen and everyone in Solaria worhips you, I will be the only one allowed to worship you like this. Do you understand?"
"Which book would you go into?" I asked Orion, brushing my fingers over the thick stubble on his jaw.
"There is no story. I would choose to live in but ours," he answered simply, and damn this man to hell for his silver tongue. My heart all but packed up its bags and moved out of my chest to go and live in his instead.
“Am I nice to you, Blue? Do I kiss you nicely? Do I fuck you nicely? Do I spank you nicely?” I slowed to a halt behind her, clasping a handful of her ass in my hand and leaning down to speak in her ear. “Or do I kiss you like our tongues are made of fire and ice? Do I fuck you like the world is ending and you’re the goddess of my salvation? Do I spank you hard enough for you to feel it everywhere? So you know exactly who owns you.”
“You are meant for the sunlight, Lance Orion. So you’ll stand with me in it or else we’ll stay in the dark together,” she said hotly and I met her gaze, the taste of that very sunlight she spoke of on my tongue now. She was my destiny, and there was no two ways about that. I would follow her so far into the light that I’d go blind, or so deep into the dark that I’d be lost forever.
”Turns out, I enjoy the company of your shadow more than any other,” he said in a low voice that set my pulse racing. “So go ahead and walk away from me, Blue, but I’ll be right behind you.
”Which book would you go into?”
“There is no story I would choose to live in but ours”
”I’ll love you ‘til the world is dust”
“I’ll love you even beyond then”
He smiled like a demon, his eyes sparking with the challenge. “Don’t bait a Vampire unless you want to be hunted, Miss Vega.” “This isn’t a classroom, Professor. If you want to teach me a lesson, you’d better do it with your hands.”
“Or do I kiss you like our tongues are made of fire and ice? Do I fuck you like the world is ending and you’re the goddess of my salvation? Do I spank you hard enough for you to feel it everywhere? So you know exactly who owns you.”
“I knelt for Darcy in the arena,” I admitted, staring him straight in the eye. “She is my queen, whether that be by the choice of the stars or a fate carved by my own hand. I was always meant to kneel for her.”
“Look at me. I wanna see those stars bursting in your eyes when I make you come,”
“I’m yours, Roxy,” he growled against my lips. “For every single second I have in this world, I’m all yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”
“It was you. Even before I ever laid eyes on you, it was you, Roxy. Only ever you.”
“Maybe sometimes I could sleep in with you at night? I could put an illusion on my hair so it looks blue and if I put on a high pitched voice too then maybe-”
“I’m gonna stop you right there, Seth,” he cut over me after he’d swallowed the food in his mouth. “There are no circumstances - and I repeat – no circumstances, in which I would allow you to pretend to be Darcy so you could cuddle me in our fucking bed.”
“Okay,” I sighed, hanging my head.
“Will you kiss me and be mine in every way imaginable? Will you accept a grumpy asshole of a Vampire as your one true mate?” I smiled up at him, my toes scrunching in the dead leaves beneath my feet as my wings fluttered a little. “I will. But only if you’ll accept a clumsy nerd of a princess as yours.”
“She was my ruin and my making at once.”
“Keep your commands for when you’re ruling the kingdom, beautiful,” he said, his eyes running over my body slowly, taking in everything before him before his gaze met mine again. “But when we’re fucking, I’m in charge. And when you’re a queen and everyone in Solaria worships you, I will be the only one allowed to worship you like this. Do you understand?”
“Because I’m not going to let them take you from me, Blue, even if they come down from the heavens themselves to try and rip you from my arms. I am not named after the hunter constellation for no reason. I will make the stars my prey if they set you in their sights, and so help me, I will carve every one of them out of their seats in the sky and watch them fall.”
“No, Roxanya Vega, I don’t call that fucking,” he replied. “I call that worshipping my goddess. I call it making love to the most beautiful woman in all of Solaria, I call it penance for all the bad things I’ve done to you and the least I can offer in retribution for the harm I caused you. But most of all, I call it loving you with the intensity of the sun and the devotion of the moon because you are my end, baby.”
“There is only you, Roxy,” I said, finding her evergreen eyes and holding them. “The stars can have it all, everything else of me but you.” “There’s only you too, Darius,” she replied,
“You’re not some gift from the stars to me, Darius. You’re the spoils of a war no one else ever could have won but us. So I’ll take your eyes as endlessly dark as the day you first set them on me.”
“I was fucking privileged to be Caleb Altair’s friend, and if that was all we were ever destined to be then that was enough for me. Because I’d spent most of my life loving the moon without ever resting a paw on its surface. So Caleb would be my new moon, my unreachable love hanging over me in the sky. And I would show up to watch it night after night with no resentment in my heart, just a lone Wolf on a mountain, trying to get close enough to bathe in its light.”
“Who am I if I am not a lady of my word?” I asked, feeling the heat of his breath on my neck like a dawn crested feather spinning through the air.
“You’re Geraldine Grus,” he replied. “And you’re fucking everything to me.”
“Nah, you don’t. Okay, okay, I can do better. I’m gonna name you The BFV – The Big Friendly Vampire. It encompasses your bigness, your friendliness, and your Vampiness.”
“Since when am I friendly?” I scoffed, though I guessed this nickname wasn’t so bad. “Since you cuddled me when I needed someone more than you can even imagine,” he said quietly and I stared at him in surprise as he cleared his throat.
“You’re the rootinest tootinest guy I know.”
“That’s my Dragon,” I said, slapping his arm bracingly and he snorted in amusement. We broke apart and I reached into the nightstand drawer.
“Are you getting the lube?” Darius asked and I barked a laugh.
“No, I’m getting the vibrating Mammoth Shifter tusk you enjoyed so much last time.”
“You know I love you, don’t you, asshole?” Darius broke the silence after a while and I looked at him in surprise. “Are you about to ask me to elope with you now Tory’s out of the picture?” I teased and he thumped my arm.
“We’re the Phoen Dream, Bitchy Flame Eyes, Wolfman, Bitey C, Fish Fury, Dragzilla, Professor Shame and Batty Betty.”
broo what the fuck did i just read? istg this is getting really annoying. i really don’t understand why all the characters have to fucking suffer, they can’t literally have a moment of peace bc something bad is about to happen. i’m sick of it!!!
i want them to be happy, why can’t they be happy? i mean my fav series of all time is tog and miss girl went through hell, basically died and resurrected like jesus at least five times; so i guess i should be used to it but no this is actually WORSE. i deserve to read a happy ending!! jesus is treating me like I was the one who betrayed him during the last supper.
i loved this book but not as much as the others. the pace was really slow and kinda repetitive. the ending was CRAAAAAZYYYY and so unnecessary?????? like, i threw my kindle bc i’m so freaking mad rn it’s not even funny. istg if book 8 is shit i’m gonna sue their asses!
but this book is also about friendship, bromance, sisterhood, love, curses, death, pain and so on… it’s a wild ride nonetheless!
onto the next i guess👺
“Goodnight, Lance,” I said breathlessly and he pressed his lips to the soft place behind my ear as his fingers ran over the bite to heal it.
“Goodnight, Blue.”
“Goodnight, roomies,” Seth whispered.
Because I’d seen the worst of him, the best of him and everything in between and he was my perfect match in every way.
“I’m yours, Roxy,” he growled against my lips. “For every single second I have in this world, I’m all yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”
“This is the best I could manage,” Darius said, dropping the plate of toast down on the table before us and making Seth gasp in horror.
“Why is there only butter on it?” I asked.
“And why isn’t the butter all the way to the edges?” Seth added.
“Do I smell burning?” Max asked, picking up a slice and turning it over to reveal the black underside.
“I’ve never tried to make toast with my magic before, alright?” Darius grumbled. “Would you rather I’d just brought you uncooked bread?”
“Than this horror show?” Seth said, clutching his imaginary pearls. “Yes I would.”
It wasn’t some magical force guiding it this time though, it was the purest kind of friendship, and love for a man I had shared my hardest days with.
My fangs lengthened at the mere idea of that and I shot toward him, slamming into an air shield the same moment a violent earthquake knocked me to the ground. “See?” Seth said innocently, giving Darcy the big eyes. “He’s so easily riled up. He’s like a gorilla-sized chihuahua.”
“The most important thing to my kind is finding the most valuable treasure you can imagine and then hoarding it away to protect and keep safe away from any and every threat to it. And you, Roxanya Vega, are more important to me than all the gold and jewels in the entire world combined. I’d go without them for the rest of my days if it meant I got to steal a moment in your arms with you looking at me the way you are right now. There is nothing I wouldn’t do to keep you safe and to make sure you stay mine. I want to possess you with all the greed and wrath of the monster in me and I want to own you with the desire of a thousand Dragons guarding a priceless treasure, but more than all of that, I just want to love you like this. Endlessly and brutally and possessively. Now that you’re mine, I won’t give you up for anything.”
It must have been incredible to experience your favourite books first hand, to fall so deeply between the pages that it seemed as if those worlds really existed.
“Which book would you go into?” I asked Orion, brushing my fingers over the thick stubble on his jaw. “There is no story I would choose to live in but ours,” he answered simply, and damn this man to hell for his silver tongue.
I was already running, tearing towards my best friend and the guy I loved so deeply that the thought of losing him completely terrified me.
I was fucking privileged to be Caleb Altair’s friend, and if that was all we were ever destined to be then that was enough for me. Because I’d spent most of my life loving the moon without ever resting a paw on its surface. So Caleb would be my new moon, my unreachable love hanging over me in the sky. And I would show up to watch it night after night with no resentment in my heart, just a lone Wolf on a mountain, trying to get close enough to bathe in its light.
I’d learned a long time ago that hindsight was the enemy of the future. We couldn’t go back, what was done was done. What was lost was lost.
She was my sunshine after an eternal winter.
I was grieving that loss as I sat there. The simple joy of spending time with the people I loved without them knowing our time was running short.
“She was my destiny, and there was no two ways about that. I would follow her so far into the light that I’d go blind, or so deep into the dark that I’d be lost forever.”
“Am I nice to you, Blue? Do I kiss you nicely? Do I fuck you nicely? Do I spank you nicely?” I slowed to a halt behind her, clasping a handful of her ass in my hand and leaning down to speak in her ear. “Or do I kiss you like our tongues are made of fire and ice? Do I fuck you like the world is ending and you’re the goddess of my salvation? Do I spank you hard enough for you to feel it everywhere? So you know exactly who owns you.”
“I’m your most corrupt wants brought to life and it’s my fucking calling to sate you, Blue.”
“So the world would have to wait for us to be done with each other, because I wasn’t going to part from his body until I physically had to stop.”
“Where you go, I will follow. There is no force powerful enough in this life or the next to tear you away from me.”
“I will make the stars my prey if they set you in their sights, and so help me, I will carve every one of them out of their seats in the sky and watch them fall.”
“I’m yours, Roxy,” he growled against my lips. “For every single second I have in this world, I’m all yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”
“He kissed me like the world was ending and I was the only solid piece of it left in existence.”
“She’s the only girl who ever looked at me and saw the man worth loving within my skin.”
“No, Roxanya Vega, I don’t call that fucking,” he replied. “I call that worshipping my goddess. ”
“Stop looking at me like you think you might never see me again,” I teased, trying to break the tension but it only seemed to build higher.
“If I never saw you again I think I’d just cut my heart clean from my chest rather than live on in that agony,” he breathed and I frowned at him as I felt the intensity of those words.”
“I’d spent most of my life loving the moon without ever resting a paw on its surface. So Caleb would be my new moon, my unreachable love hanging over me in the sky.”
“And what if the wind blows and my seeds take flight?” I murmured.
“Then I would grow wings and follow you to the moon,” he replied. “Because nothing in this world means more to me than you do, Gerry. And there are no differences we can’t overcome to be together.”
“I’ll love you ‘til the world is dust,” Orion breathed and those words sent a delicious tremor down to the centre of my being.
“I’ll love you even beyond then,” I answered and our lips collided.
“Have me,” I begged. “I was yours the first time you called me Blue.”
“I will kneel for you as you would kneel for me. You’re my king and I’ll rub my knees raw for you until you’re sated,” she said powerfully and I was suddenly so hard for her I could barely stand it.
“Am I nice to you, Blue? Do I kiss you nicely? Do I fuck you nicely? Do I spank you nicely? Or do I kiss you like our tongues are made of fire and ice? Do I fuck you like the world is ending and you’re the goddess of my salvation? Do I spank you hard enough for you to feel it everywhere? So you know exactly who owns you.”
“Keep your commands for when you’re ruling the kingdom, beautiful,” he said. “But when we’re fucking, I’m in charge. And when you’re a queen and everyone in Solaria worships you, I will be the only one allowed to worship you like this. Do you understand?”
“GET OUT!” he roared. “Anyone who stays is going to see me fuck my mate. And if you stay, I will mark you as dead for laying your eyes on her skin. I will hunt you to the ends of the earth to ensure I get my cut of meat from you.”
“I’d burn every one of these books for you,” he said against my mouth.
“When I’m queen, I’m going to buy you this library,” I decided. “Then you can do whatever you like with these books, because they’ll be all yours.”
“Will you kiss me and be mine in every way imaginable? Will you accept a grumpy asshole of a Vampire as your one true mate?”
“No one will take you from me, and no one will love you as fiercely as I love you. Where you go, I will follow. There is no force powerful enough in this life or the next to tear you away from me. So don’t you dare question my love for you.”
He shook his head, moving closer still and part of me – a really fucking big part – wanted to wrap my arms around him like the bond was still driving us together. It wasn’t some magical force guiding it this time though, it was the purest kind of friendship, and love for a man I had shared my hardest days with.
“They’re cuddling,” Darcy whisper-squealed and Tory shushed her again but started suppressing a laugh.
“It’s called a man hug,” Darius said, his voice gruff from sleep and I cracked my eyes open, finding we’d shifted close together and were tangled in a ridiculous cuddle.
He started punching him, his fists cracking against a tighter air shield around Seth who simply grinned widely.
“This is a weird way to ask for a threesome, but I’m game if you are,” Seth taunted.
Orion chugged more of the bourbon. It was almost like he wanted to be drunk to endure my company, but it couldn’t be that. I was a delight.
“I am only going to offer this once, and only because Darcy would ask me to if she could.”
“What?” I breathed.
“You may come to my room and have one small, short-lasting hug,” he offered and I gasped, throwing myself at him in excitement as I bounced up and down.
“I’m yours, Roxy,” he growled against my lips. “For every single second I have in this world, I’m all yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”
🌺 I was too lazy to include them but loved the angst between Caleb and Seth 😍
🌺 Chapter 5, 30, 46 😭
🌺 The interactions with Leon were too funny. good thing I got from reading the Ruthless Boys series: Orion crumbs and getting all the easter eggs now dhsjkh
🌺 Orio and Noxy's bromance is always really cute. Gabriel and I are on bad terms now because he failed to see the fucking CHAOS of the last 10%. But provided that he saves my husband he can get on my good graces again.
🌺 Did I mention Chapter 5, 30, 46?
🌺 Darius and Darcy's relationship!!! His little shrew 🥺
💀 Lionel, Xavier and Diego's POV 😣 enough said.
💀 I wasn't a huge fan of the way time flew by in this book, it made me anxious as hell plus I wanted to read about the twins' birthdayyyy 😭
💀 The fucking ending was a direct attempt against my wellbeing. I won't sleep peacefully for A YEAR (FHFJDKHFDKFHSDFSGKCG9YCUSEDFC) until I can read with my own eyes that they are all okay .
“I knelt for Darcy in the arena,” I admitted, staring him straight in the eye. “She is my queen, whether that be by the choice of the stars or a fate carved by my own hand. I was always meant to kneel for her.”
"I know you’re still not perfect, but I don’t want perfect. I want your flaws, your temper, your power, and your passion. I want you, Darius Acrux. Not a white knight who slayed a Dragon for me.”
“I’ll love you ‘til the world is dust,” Orion breathed and those words sent a delicious tremor down to the centre of my being.
“I’ll love you even beyond then,” I answered.
“But you are a cad and I am a lady,” I breathed. “We are as unlikely as a fish and a dandelion finding truest love.”
“Well this fish would grow legs and crawl from the water to sit with you, dandelion.”
“And what if the wind blows and my seeds take flight?” I murmured.
“Then I would grow wings and follow you to the moon,” he replied. “Because nothing in this world means more to me than you do, Gerry."
"Because I’d spent most of my life loving the moon without ever resting a paw on its surface. So Caleb would be my new moon, my unreachable love hanging over me in the sky. And I would show up to watch it night after night with no resentment in my heart, just a lone Wolf on a mountain, trying to get close enough to bathe in its light."
“On my life, I curse you. On his life, I curse you. And for our fate, I’ll end you!”
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• Zodiac Academy Series •
Origins of an Academy Bully #0.5 — 4 stars
The Awakening #1 — 4.25 stars
The Awakening as Told by the Boys #1.5 — 3.75 stars
Ruthless Fae #2 — 4.25 stars
The Reckoning #3 — 3.5 stars
Shadow Princess #4 — 3.15 stars
Cursed Fates #5 — 4.45 stars
The Big A.S.S. Party #5.5 — 3 stars
Fated Throne #6 — 4.25 stars
Heartless Sky #7 — 3.95 stars
Sorrow and Starlight #8 — 3.5 stars
Zodiac Academy 9 — tbr
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