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"You must feel the things you feel, it must be allowed"
Irena Asquith-Lewis, heiress to the Asquith-Lewis auction, member of the elite, has just found herself the star of the newest scandal. Her ex-fiancé, Charlie has recently announced their separation, potentially ruining the merger between the two wealthy important family businesses. On her way to the train station, Irena knocks Sacha off his bike, and disregards her trip to London in earnest, to ensure that he's okay and taken to the hospital, and quickly the two find it hard to stay away from each other, in spite of the many obstacles and their differences in social classes.
I really loved the idea of the premise for this story, but it just wasn't executed as well as I was expecting. I adored the Christmas aspects of the story, and how beautifully descriptive the writing was, you feel instantly transported to Paris. The relationship on the other hand, moved too quickly for my liking. It was very insta-love and I personally love a bit of angsty tension but they only knew each other an hour and already wanted to kiss each other. There is the fake-dating trope, to appease Irena's racist, arrogant, pompous and downright rude grandmother.
Ren is intent on rebelling against her domineering matriarch, she wants to live a more free and independent life, where her every decision and move isn't manipulated or used to determine her worth and her fortune. However, she's not used to being independent and is definitely a whirlwind of chaos. At times I found her to be a little annoying and selfish. She's got very little confidence in herself, and it felt like the majority of the interactions between her and Sacha were her apologising for not being good enough for him, or for causing him bad luck.
Sacha on the other hand was an absolute breath of fresh air. He's tender, sweet, and knowledgeable particularly about Paris and it's history. Just an incredibly kind and warm hearted young man, whose incredibly insightful and profoundly poetic. He was such a strong character for most of the story but I found near the end he sort of lost his resolve and fight, becoming more reserved and just allowed people to talk down to him or treat him horribly, which was really disappointing to see.
I think in general I just felt like the characters lacked depth, and the storyline kept losing me and didn't grip me like I was hoping. There's also this constant stream of doubtfulness and fear radiating from both Ren and Sacha, of them both being bad for the other, that it felt like that was all they both said to one another, or thought about, and it was just very repetitive and boring. I also really couldn't understand why the characters were so eager to just move on, particularly with Sacha being treated so abhorrently by Ren's grandmother and ex, for being 'beneath' them. Ren just doesn't do much at all, she almost allows it to happen and doesn't really stand up for him, and Sacha just seems to absorb it all, and forgets that it happened, or that how he's being treated is not okay, which was really frustrating because he doesn't deserve it, and Ren should've stood up for him and made her intentions and feelings clear, but she just sits there.
Overall, it was an okay romance, but too insta-lovey, and I didn't enjoy how little conviction the characters had by the end, they all felt kind of wishy-washy and forgettable, but the setting is very immersive and picturesque. Great if you like insta-love and fake dating.