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When We Walked in Memory
Frauke’s illegal magic gives her the ability to manipulate people’s memories, a power that has kept her trapped in service to a ruthless man since she was a child. When disaster hits unexpectedly, she seizes the sudden opportunity to escape and vows to never look back, never use her magic for ill purposes again, and learn to live in an entirely new way. As she strikes out on her own, Frauke soon finds herself allied with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard who fled the palace upon realizing that his life was in danger.
Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
When We Walked in Memory explores an ethereal magical realm’s deepest mysteries, spins a delicate, vulnerable romance full of slow-building trust, and remains grounded in its dedication to depicting the extraordinary emergence of survivorhood, solidarity, and healing.
Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
When We Walked in Memory explores an ethereal magical realm’s deepest mysteries, spins a delicate, vulnerable romance full of slow-building trust, and remains grounded in its dedication to depicting the extraordinary emergence of survivorhood, solidarity, and healing.
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First published October 9, 2023
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September 11, 2025Time for my semi-regular/semi-embarrassed reminder that When We Walked in Memory is free for download as an ebook on my author website! I will no longer be using Amazon to sell any of my work and decided that I just want my stuff to be free for download moving forward. If you feel obliged, you can donate to a good cause of your choice in honor of Frauke, Kaourintin and Ado!
The official blurb is as follows:
Frauke’s illegal magic gives her the ability to manipulate people’s memories, a power that has kept her trapped in service to a ruthless man since she was a child. When disaster hits unexpectedly, she seizes the sudden opportunity to escape and vows to never look back, never use her magic for ill purposes again, and learn to live in an entirely new way. As she strikes out on her own, Frauke soon finds herself allied with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard who fled the palace upon realizing that his life was in danger.
Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
When We Walked in Memory explores an ethereal magical realm’s deepest mysteries, spins a delicate, vulnerable romance full of slow-building trust, and remains grounded in its dedication to depicting the extraordinary emergence of survivorhood, solidarity, and healing.
This is a slow, character-driven exploration of trauma and recovery, and I just love writing fantasy featuring ghosts, memories, and exploring weird magical realms. It is a standalone, and while heavy topics are prominent, the main characters spend the majority of the book trying to figure out what it looks like to start working through their experiences after they have happened and creating new lives. With that in mind, it is definitely a much lighter read than my Economy of Blessing trilogy if you have tried those books.
When We Walked in Memory features the following:
➼My favorite of all the characters I’ve written to date in Frauke. <3 She’s quiet, awkward, and fierce in many things - her principles, her loyalty, her bravery, and her determination to survive and grow and make a new life. I hope that readers will love her, too.
➼A slow-burn romance full of yearning and vulnerability and tenderness - I was most inspired by the romances by Juliet Marillier and Tasha Suri that always make me cry and then I have to take breaks from reading because the feelings are just too much
➼A dog friend inspired by the very special relationship between my sister and her dog, Bear (in this case, the dog is a ghost so the automatic answer to “Does the dog die?” is NOT POSSIBLE).
Other notes:
➼If trigger warnings are helpful to you, you can find a complete list (with details/optional spoilers) on my website. If you have any questions about that list’s content, you can always email or message me.
➼The cover art is by vasiliquemort, whose amazing work you can see on their Tumblr.
Thank you all for your support and HAPPY READING!
The official blurb is as follows:
Frauke’s illegal magic gives her the ability to manipulate people’s memories, a power that has kept her trapped in service to a ruthless man since she was a child. When disaster hits unexpectedly, she seizes the sudden opportunity to escape and vows to never look back, never use her magic for ill purposes again, and learn to live in an entirely new way. As she strikes out on her own, Frauke soon finds herself allied with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard who fled the palace upon realizing that his life was in danger.
Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
When We Walked in Memory explores an ethereal magical realm’s deepest mysteries, spins a delicate, vulnerable romance full of slow-building trust, and remains grounded in its dedication to depicting the extraordinary emergence of survivorhood, solidarity, and healing.
This is a slow, character-driven exploration of trauma and recovery, and I just love writing fantasy featuring ghosts, memories, and exploring weird magical realms. It is a standalone, and while heavy topics are prominent, the main characters spend the majority of the book trying to figure out what it looks like to start working through their experiences after they have happened and creating new lives. With that in mind, it is definitely a much lighter read than my Economy of Blessing trilogy if you have tried those books.
When We Walked in Memory features the following:
➼My favorite of all the characters I’ve written to date in Frauke. <3 She’s quiet, awkward, and fierce in many things - her principles, her loyalty, her bravery, and her determination to survive and grow and make a new life. I hope that readers will love her, too.
➼A slow-burn romance full of yearning and vulnerability and tenderness - I was most inspired by the romances by Juliet Marillier and Tasha Suri that always make me cry and then I have to take breaks from reading because the feelings are just too much
➼A dog friend inspired by the very special relationship between my sister and her dog, Bear (in this case, the dog is a ghost so the automatic answer to “Does the dog die?” is NOT POSSIBLE).
Other notes:
➼If trigger warnings are helpful to you, you can find a complete list (with details/optional spoilers) on my website. If you have any questions about that list’s content, you can always email or message me.
➼The cover art is by vasiliquemort, whose amazing work you can see on their Tumblr.
Thank you all for your support and HAPPY READING!
October 23, 2023
This book is little gem that delves into the intricate layers of acceptance and healing with remarkable finesse. When we Walked in Memory is a profound exploration of the human experience, and I can't help but give it all the stars it absolutely deserves.
At the core of the story is Frauke, a young woman with the unique and illegal ability to manipulate memories. Her life has been a prison, bound in servitude to a cruel man since her childhood. However when an unexpected disaster strikes, she seizes a chance to break free.
The narrative beautifully explores Frauke's path to healing and self-acceptance as she forms an unlikely alliance with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard. Their friendship becomes a source of comfort and solace, emphasizing the power of acceptance and the ability to confront and work through their sadness.
What I truly liked about this book is the way it delves into the deep and intricate psyche of its two main characters, particularly Frauke. The author's portrayal of shame, guilt and blame is exceptionally well-crafted. These characters feel incredibly real, and their struggles resonated deeply with me. As someone going through my own challenges, I believe it did helped me in a way to recognize the importance of being kinder to myself and accepting what I cannot, could not control.
I was pleasantly surprised by the plot's intrigue, which added an exciting element to the story, making it really engaging. This book isn't at all what some might dismiss as "trauma p-rn", most of it happens in the past, and instead, it places a strong emphasis on how characters respond to trauma and strive for gentle acceptance and, ultimately, their own form of happiness.
A delightful addition to the story is the presence of a happy dog, which always earns bonus points in my book. This isn’t a depressing read at all but a comforting one.
I am immensely grateful this book coming out when I believe I needed it. I cannot recommend it enough. Charlotte Kersten has crafted a delicate work that touches the soul. This is a five-star read that I will read again.
At the core of the story is Frauke, a young woman with the unique and illegal ability to manipulate memories. Her life has been a prison, bound in servitude to a cruel man since her childhood. However when an unexpected disaster strikes, she seizes a chance to break free.
The narrative beautifully explores Frauke's path to healing and self-acceptance as she forms an unlikely alliance with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard. Their friendship becomes a source of comfort and solace, emphasizing the power of acceptance and the ability to confront and work through their sadness.
What I truly liked about this book is the way it delves into the deep and intricate psyche of its two main characters, particularly Frauke. The author's portrayal of shame, guilt and blame is exceptionally well-crafted. These characters feel incredibly real, and their struggles resonated deeply with me. As someone going through my own challenges, I believe it did helped me in a way to recognize the importance of being kinder to myself and accepting what I cannot, could not control.
I was pleasantly surprised by the plot's intrigue, which added an exciting element to the story, making it really engaging. This book isn't at all what some might dismiss as "trauma p-rn", most of it happens in the past, and instead, it places a strong emphasis on how characters respond to trauma and strive for gentle acceptance and, ultimately, their own form of happiness.
A delightful addition to the story is the presence of a happy dog, which always earns bonus points in my book. This isn’t a depressing read at all but a comforting one.
I am immensely grateful this book coming out when I believe I needed it. I cannot recommend it enough. Charlotte Kersten has crafted a delicate work that touches the soul. This is a five-star read that I will read again.
March 21, 2025
This was an excellent book. There are things about it which I feel like I should criticize, but I find that it left me with such warm feelings that I don’t care.
The plot of this book: Frauke is a Walker of Memory, able to alter or erase the memories of others as well as able to visit the realm of memory, where ghosts reside until their memories fade and their souls proceed to the next phase of things that will ultimately result in rebirth. She uses her powers at the behest of the cruel, manipulative man who raised her and a handful of other Walkers. Walkers are all forbidden in their kingdom, yet her master discretely provides (or has his … let’s call them “wards”) services for the king when required. When a lucky chance provides an opportunity for escape, Frauke takes it. She soon meets a fellow fugitive, a deserter from the royal guard named Kaourintin. Their histories, together, set them on a path to bring down the king and the corrupt, cruel system he rules over.
That’s the plot of this book. But seldom have I read a book where it’s plot is so very far removed from what the book is about.
In this case, the book is about trauma. Enduring it, the ways it can poison you, and, hopefully, healing from it. Both Frauke and Kaourintin are deeply, deeply traumatized by all the things they have endured. What the book is truly about is them gradually coming to trust each other, to admit things to each other *and* to themselves, and through all of this, come to recover, to some degree, from all that they have gone through.
As I said above, there are things that I feel like I should criticize. The pieces of the plot came together too quickly and easily - it wasn’t quite to the point of what I would consider deus ex machina, but definitely leaning in that direction. The wise woman who provides sage advice t the pair of them - both separately and together - is a little too wise, and her advice a little too sage. And Frauke and Kaourintin’s journeys towards each other, and towards healing, felt a bit too smooth - the process of recovery from trauma and healing deep, deep mental and emotional damage is never an easy one.
But I find these things didn’t bother me in the least. The progress of the two of them was beautifully done and beautiful to experience. The author, I’m sorry to say, clearly knows a thing or two about dealing with trauma, and used that to great effect.
One last note: when Walking in the realm of memory, one of Frauke’s powers is the ability to manifest memories. I gotta say, manifesting the memory of yourself as a terrified, confused, hurting little girl and screaming at her that she’s stupid and deserves it until you go numb has got to be the single worst coping mechanism I’ve ever heard of. By far.
Anyway. Beautiful book, and it deserves a wider audience than it’s gotten. Charlotte has it for free on her website, so you have no excuse to pass this one up.
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The plot of this book: Frauke is a Walker of Memory, able to alter or erase the memories of others as well as able to visit the realm of memory, where ghosts reside until their memories fade and their souls proceed to the next phase of things that will ultimately result in rebirth. She uses her powers at the behest of the cruel, manipulative man who raised her and a handful of other Walkers. Walkers are all forbidden in their kingdom, yet her master discretely provides (or has his … let’s call them “wards”) services for the king when required. When a lucky chance provides an opportunity for escape, Frauke takes it. She soon meets a fellow fugitive, a deserter from the royal guard named Kaourintin. Their histories, together, set them on a path to bring down the king and the corrupt, cruel system he rules over.
That’s the plot of this book. But seldom have I read a book where it’s plot is so very far removed from what the book is about.
In this case, the book is about trauma. Enduring it, the ways it can poison you, and, hopefully, healing from it. Both Frauke and Kaourintin are deeply, deeply traumatized by all the things they have endured. What the book is truly about is them gradually coming to trust each other, to admit things to each other *and* to themselves, and through all of this, come to recover, to some degree, from all that they have gone through.
As I said above, there are things that I feel like I should criticize. The pieces of the plot came together too quickly and easily - it wasn’t quite to the point of what I would consider deus ex machina, but definitely leaning in that direction. The wise woman who provides sage advice t the pair of them - both separately and together - is a little too wise, and her advice a little too sage. And Frauke and Kaourintin’s journeys towards each other, and towards healing, felt a bit too smooth - the process of recovery from trauma and healing deep, deep mental and emotional damage is never an easy one.
But I find these things didn’t bother me in the least. The progress of the two of them was beautifully done and beautiful to experience. The author, I’m sorry to say, clearly knows a thing or two about dealing with trauma, and used that to great effect.
One last note: when Walking in the realm of memory, one of Frauke’s powers is the ability to manifest memories. I gotta say, manifesting the memory of yourself as a terrified, confused, hurting little girl and screaming at her that she’s stupid and deserves it until you go numb has got to be the single worst coping mechanism I’ve ever heard of. By far.
Anyway. Beautiful book, and it deserves a wider audience than it’s gotten. Charlotte has it for free on her website, so you have no excuse to pass this one up.
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November 22, 2023
Read this book seems like recive a big hug. Frauke dealts with a lot of trauma, but the story is about her journey of healing and accepts that she is full deserve of love. Did love the magic system too, manipulation of memory is so interesting. Her ghost dog Ado was so adorable. And his relationship with the guard is the most healthy that I read in fantasy romances. They are just perfect for each other.
November 3, 2023
At the beginning of the book, it's a lot to take in with all the information being piled on and after some time you get acquainted with it but I still felt lost sometimes throughout the book. I would have liked to see some sort of guide at the beginning of the book explaining the different types of magic people can have.
Overall I liked the book and the journey of Frauke and Kaourintin and how they heal from their trauma. The ghost dog was just the goodest boy ever and such an amazing addition.
I highly suggest that you take into account TW before reading because some of the stuff happening is quite heavy but the author handles it in a really good way.
I would like to thank NetGalley, Victory Editing and Charlotte Kersten for honoring me with the ARC.
Overall I liked the book and the journey of Frauke and Kaourintin and how they heal from their trauma. The ghost dog was just the goodest boy ever and such an amazing addition.
I highly suggest that you take into account TW before reading because some of the stuff happening is quite heavy but the author handles it in a really good way.
I would like to thank NetGalley, Victory Editing and Charlotte Kersten for honoring me with the ARC.
October 12, 2023
I really enjoyed When We Walked in Memory, and if I was going off just vibes, it would be five stars easily. This book wrung Robin Hobb levels of inarticulate sobbing from me, which is really saying something.
Not that this book is all doom and gloom, because it definitely isn't. This is, ultimately, a story about healing, and the ups and downs that come with that. I found Frauke's journey to be extremely compelling, and I found myself cheering for her triumphs and lamenting her failures and setbacks. She's one of those characters that is simultaneously extremely kind and also unable to see her own kindness, something that I will always be a complete sucker for.
I also really enjoyed the magic system at play, and I thought it was extremely unique and creative. Frauke's memory-altering powers are extremely intriguing, and the way the magic tied into the unique conception of the afterlife in this world was both fascinating and thematically weighty. It also led to some of my favorite parts of the book, as the different ghosts that Frauke interacts with all feel like interesting and unique characters, and it's interesting (but sometimes very emotional!) to get little peaks into their lives. The ending for this felt like it might be a standalone, but if Kersten ever revisits this world, I will be extremely eager to read it.
Also worth mentioning is that this book handles some extremely heavy topics, and whilst it is light on the details of the specific traumas Frauke and Kaourintin have endured, it is much more explicit in its depiction of the impact it has upon their lives and the journey they take to healing. This is 100% a positive, and Kersten's expertise really shines through in creating a nuanced and ultimately hopeful portrayal of survival, but it is by no means an easy read. This is definitely something I would recommend splitting into chunks as opposed to reading all at once.
Where the book fell down a little was, perhaps, the plot, which all felt a little too easily resolved. Whilst, after spending time with the characters and growing to care for them so much, I don't think I could have handled anything more intense, it still felt a little bit like something that was just there to bookend that end. But to be honest, I didn't really mind that too much - this is definitely one of those books where the 'how we got there' and the character work is far more engaging and powerful than just how it ended. I enjoyed the middle and getting to see the two leads grow and heal so much that honestly, it really didn't matter too much that it didn't quite stick the landing.
If you enjoy gentle, character driven stories and magic systems that are more concerned with being thematically interesting than laying down rules, I think you'll enjoy this one a lot.
Not that this book is all doom and gloom, because it definitely isn't. This is, ultimately, a story about healing, and the ups and downs that come with that. I found Frauke's journey to be extremely compelling, and I found myself cheering for her triumphs and lamenting her failures and setbacks. She's one of those characters that is simultaneously extremely kind and also unable to see her own kindness, something that I will always be a complete sucker for.
I also really enjoyed the magic system at play, and I thought it was extremely unique and creative. Frauke's memory-altering powers are extremely intriguing, and the way the magic tied into the unique conception of the afterlife in this world was both fascinating and thematically weighty. It also led to some of my favorite parts of the book, as the different ghosts that Frauke interacts with all feel like interesting and unique characters, and it's interesting (but sometimes very emotional!) to get little peaks into their lives. The ending for this felt like it might be a standalone, but if Kersten ever revisits this world, I will be extremely eager to read it.
Also worth mentioning is that this book handles some extremely heavy topics, and whilst it is light on the details of the specific traumas Frauke and Kaourintin have endured, it is much more explicit in its depiction of the impact it has upon their lives and the journey they take to healing. This is 100% a positive, and Kersten's expertise really shines through in creating a nuanced and ultimately hopeful portrayal of survival, but it is by no means an easy read. This is definitely something I would recommend splitting into chunks as opposed to reading all at once.
Where the book fell down a little was, perhaps, the plot, which all felt a little too easily resolved. Whilst, after spending time with the characters and growing to care for them so much, I don't think I could have handled anything more intense, it still felt a little bit like something that was just there to bookend that end. But to be honest, I didn't really mind that too much - this is definitely one of those books where the 'how we got there' and the character work is far more engaging and powerful than just how it ended. I enjoyed the middle and getting to see the two leads grow and heal so much that honestly, it really didn't matter too much that it didn't quite stick the landing.
If you enjoy gentle, character driven stories and magic systems that are more concerned with being thematically interesting than laying down rules, I think you'll enjoy this one a lot.
November 28, 2023
"I might never walk through the world entirely free of my burdens, but what would walking be like if even some of the weight was lifted? It seemed more possible than ever that I might know one day."
3.5/4
3.5/4
October 11, 2023
I truly wish I could give this book more stars, but I can’t.
The confusion I felt throughout the entire book made me frustrated.
In the beginning there was so much happening, lots of characters and barely no description about them. The FMC Frauke annoyed me in a way it made it even harder to read.
The lack of worldbuilding made me even more confused, and the magic system honestly didn’t make a lot of sense.
I’d rather see that the book was longer, with more details, than how it is right now.
I felt like there was so much happening all at once, but since it’s such a short novel it was rushed in every sense.
I have to say that I appreciated the content warnings in the beginning of the book, it was needed.
TW such as pregnancy due to SA, abortion, murder and human trafficking are some of the few.
I’d like to thank NetGalley, Victory Editing and the author Charlotte Kersten for giving me the opportunity to read this ARC.
The confusion I felt throughout the entire book made me frustrated.
In the beginning there was so much happening, lots of characters and barely no description about them. The FMC Frauke annoyed me in a way it made it even harder to read.
The lack of worldbuilding made me even more confused, and the magic system honestly didn’t make a lot of sense.
I’d rather see that the book was longer, with more details, than how it is right now.
I felt like there was so much happening all at once, but since it’s such a short novel it was rushed in every sense.
I have to say that I appreciated the content warnings in the beginning of the book, it was needed.
TW such as pregnancy due to SA, abortion, murder and human trafficking are some of the few.
I’d like to thank NetGalley, Victory Editing and the author Charlotte Kersten for giving me the opportunity to read this ARC.
October 12, 2023
Unfortunately I was not a fan of this one… I felt confused throughout most of the book. Too many characters with not enough depth or description. Magic system was hard to follow.
E book provided on NetGalley
E book provided on NetGalley
October 19, 2023
I really liked this book. The characters were well fleshed out and their healing journey was truly beautiful to read about. The world building was really interesting, and the magic system intriguing, but I often found myself confused with what was going on exactly. The plot wasn’t always too clear. But overall a great read! Highly recommend to anyone that enjoys character driven stories.
November 6, 2023
I was able to read an ARC of this book and thoroughly enjoyed it!
Starting with the characters, Frauke and Kaourintin were both torture souls in their own ways. This was the first book I’ve read where the characters were both reserved and self-deprecating, but given the plot, it worked and made the most sense. Frauke is an FMC that I will carry with me forever.
As for the plot aspect, there were brief moments of confusion. It took me a second to get into what was happening and the world that was being built, but it was all very unique and creative. The magic system was just a tad confusing, but after reading more I was able to slip into it better. I loved the somber atmosphere that managed to linger the entire way through until the end. The romance was, to me, very delicately weaved into the plot. It didn’t feel quick or slow…it just happened. It felt realistic since they met as strangers and managed to endure the plot of the book together. There were moment that I found incredibly sweet and times I wanted to cry.
Overall, a great read with a beautiful cover. I’m so glad i was able to read and review it!
Starting with the characters, Frauke and Kaourintin were both torture souls in their own ways. This was the first book I’ve read where the characters were both reserved and self-deprecating, but given the plot, it worked and made the most sense. Frauke is an FMC that I will carry with me forever.
As for the plot aspect, there were brief moments of confusion. It took me a second to get into what was happening and the world that was being built, but it was all very unique and creative. The magic system was just a tad confusing, but after reading more I was able to slip into it better. I loved the somber atmosphere that managed to linger the entire way through until the end. The romance was, to me, very delicately weaved into the plot. It didn’t feel quick or slow…it just happened. It felt realistic since they met as strangers and managed to endure the plot of the book together. There were moment that I found incredibly sweet and times I wanted to cry.
Overall, a great read with a beautiful cover. I’m so glad i was able to read and review it!
February 8, 2025
I found this book by the author self-promoting on the r/fantasy subreddit, and downloaded it because it was free- I am not at all in tune with the self-published world so this is not how I normally get my books, and I went in with a lot of scepticism! But I really enjoyed this book and was impressed with a lot of it.
At its heart this is a story about trauma, and the attempt to overcome it. Our lead characters have both been subjected to horrendous situations at the hands of the very interesting magic, which remains prominent and integral throughout. Finding each other, they have to learn to trust other people and then to realise how much their own psyche has been shaped by the coping mechanisms they used to survive the torments they had to undergo. They have to interrogate their own senses of guilt about the undeniable horrors they were compelled to commit, and while there’s a lot of sequences where they are clearly not to blame and yet they still convince themselves that they are so awful that everyone must hate them, it never feels like cheap melodrama. From what I could see on Reddit Kersten has a special interest in the portrayal of trauma in fiction and it clearly shows, because everything always feels sincere. The characters have convincing responses to their situations and while sometimes the whole ‘I’m not worthy of love’ angle can feel like a cheap way to spin out a slow burn romance that’s absolutely not the case here. It takes these people a lot of time to understand how their world has changed and just what they can now be, but none of that time feels wasted.
Because the emphasis is so thoroughly on the character development as they work through traumas, the actual narrative as such can take a back seat. In that way it’s almost a ‘cosy fantasy’ in that a lot of it is spent just living in a lovely little village with delicious food, although because trauma is never far from the spotlight it doesn’t feel that cosy. I liked the plot about the mysterious ghost who warned Kaourintin- stories about desperate plans which were laid long ago always appeal to me- but it is rarely very urgent. That’s fine as a choice in itself but I’m more dubious about the pacing of a lot of the chapters where this narrative does develop. Part of the pacing problems I felt this had could perhaps genuinely be solved just by more breaks within chapters; as it is, when Frauke decides to go somewhere or do something it usually happens immediately and it can be quite jarring. One chapter sees the characters deciding to go somewhere far away, travelling there, meeting people there, identifying a problem, and solving the problem and completing what they came to do- in the space of about fifteen pages. The sense that things are just unfolding faster than they should also returns in the climax which delivered on what I wanted but did so in remarkably little space and time. It means some excellent emotional moments (‘from emotion, memory’ etc) just don’t get the time to breathe that they should.
I really enjoyed this, from its central character development and setting to its unique magical premise and its narrative of uncovering a mystery from hundreds of years ago. The only problems I had were occasional ones of execution, and I think many of the concepts and characters will stick with me for some time. And Kersten is giving this away for free!
Also the dog was a lot of fun! Unfortunately, being a ghost dog, I always pictured Ado in my head as looking like the ghost dog Pokemon Greavard, who is too cartoony so that was a bit more incongruous in my head than it is for literally else. It’s not Ado’s fault, he is a good boy
At its heart this is a story about trauma, and the attempt to overcome it. Our lead characters have both been subjected to horrendous situations at the hands of the very interesting magic, which remains prominent and integral throughout. Finding each other, they have to learn to trust other people and then to realise how much their own psyche has been shaped by the coping mechanisms they used to survive the torments they had to undergo. They have to interrogate their own senses of guilt about the undeniable horrors they were compelled to commit, and while there’s a lot of sequences where they are clearly not to blame and yet they still convince themselves that they are so awful that everyone must hate them, it never feels like cheap melodrama. From what I could see on Reddit Kersten has a special interest in the portrayal of trauma in fiction and it clearly shows, because everything always feels sincere. The characters have convincing responses to their situations and while sometimes the whole ‘I’m not worthy of love’ angle can feel like a cheap way to spin out a slow burn romance that’s absolutely not the case here. It takes these people a lot of time to understand how their world has changed and just what they can now be, but none of that time feels wasted.
Because the emphasis is so thoroughly on the character development as they work through traumas, the actual narrative as such can take a back seat. In that way it’s almost a ‘cosy fantasy’ in that a lot of it is spent just living in a lovely little village with delicious food, although because trauma is never far from the spotlight it doesn’t feel that cosy. I liked the plot about the mysterious ghost who warned Kaourintin- stories about desperate plans which were laid long ago always appeal to me- but it is rarely very urgent. That’s fine as a choice in itself but I’m more dubious about the pacing of a lot of the chapters where this narrative does develop. Part of the pacing problems I felt this had could perhaps genuinely be solved just by more breaks within chapters; as it is, when Frauke decides to go somewhere or do something it usually happens immediately and it can be quite jarring. One chapter sees the characters deciding to go somewhere far away, travelling there, meeting people there, identifying a problem, and solving the problem and completing what they came to do- in the space of about fifteen pages. The sense that things are just unfolding faster than they should also returns in the climax which delivered on what I wanted but did so in remarkably little space and time. It means some excellent emotional moments (‘from emotion, memory’ etc) just don’t get the time to breathe that they should.
I really enjoyed this, from its central character development and setting to its unique magical premise and its narrative of uncovering a mystery from hundreds of years ago. The only problems I had were occasional ones of execution, and I think many of the concepts and characters will stick with me for some time. And Kersten is giving this away for free!
Also the dog was a lot of fun! Unfortunately, being a ghost dog, I always pictured Ado in my head as looking like the ghost dog Pokemon Greavard, who is too cartoony so that was a bit more incongruous in my head than it is for literally else. It’s not Ado’s fault, he is a good boy
November 9, 2023
Thank you to NetGalley, Victory Editing, and Charlotte Kersten for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.
To start, I really appreciated the content warnings up front and on the author’s website.
Chapter 1 was an information overload with a lot of new names, places, and concepts/worldbuilding. It would have been helpful to have a world map illustration & character list at the beginning. Additionally it would have been helpful to have a character pronunciation guide - I’ve just been referring to Kaourintin as “K” in my head for fear of butchering it!!
I started my own character list while reading the first few chapters to try and keep them all straight (but tbh I’m not even sure it is accurate):
Frauke - main character, apprentice, Walker of Maelissen
Master Goulven Dosser - the apprentice’s master, sometimes referred to by his first name and sometimes as Master Dosser, this was confusing at first. I thought He was a walker of Helias but then it said he channeled to Maudez so I was unclear at first
Sezney - Walker of Maudez
Eozenou Renan - king
Ado - ghost dog, searcher, the best boy!!
Tilat - mentioned but not explained at the beginning, former Walker of Maudez
Agnia - mentioned but not explained at the beginning, I believe one of the former Walkers of Houarve
Urloes- mentioned but not explained at the beginning, later learn he is the walkers of Helias
Argantael - kings daughter
Kaourintin ar moal - former guard
Matilin - mentioned but not explained, I believe they are a Walkers of Houarve
Dahud Grall - human healer
Nol/Nolwen - human healer apprentice
There are even more characters after this but I stopped listing them once I hit more than 10. Chapter 16 in particular mentioned a lot of names that brought some more confusion and a rite/magic system that were also confusing to me.
Initially it was hard to get invested in the overall plot of the book when just trying to get my bearings on who the characters are in the first handful of chapters but then started feeling like I was in a good groove.
I especially enjoyed the scenes with Ado and honestly was almost brought to tears of happiness in chapter 15 (no spoilers!)
The main characters healing journey was well written and pulled on my heartstrings, I liked that they helped each other out and started finding hobbies/choices/happiness together.
I put it down around the 200 page mark (because real life got in the way) and honestly had trouble picking it back up again. The beginning was a struggle, the middle was great, then I started getting lost in the plot again, but then the end gained momentum so it was a bit of a roller coaster for me!
Overall I enjoyed the book and if there were less side characters or an overload of info dumped at the beginning this might be closer to a 4 but considering my confusion for most of it I’m giving it a 3 that’s leaning closer to a 2.
To start, I really appreciated the content warnings up front and on the author’s website.
Chapter 1 was an information overload with a lot of new names, places, and concepts/worldbuilding. It would have been helpful to have a world map illustration & character list at the beginning. Additionally it would have been helpful to have a character pronunciation guide - I’ve just been referring to Kaourintin as “K” in my head for fear of butchering it!!
I started my own character list while reading the first few chapters to try and keep them all straight (but tbh I’m not even sure it is accurate):
Frauke - main character, apprentice, Walker of Maelissen
Master Goulven Dosser - the apprentice’s master, sometimes referred to by his first name and sometimes as Master Dosser, this was confusing at first. I thought He was a walker of Helias but then it said he channeled to Maudez so I was unclear at first
Sezney - Walker of Maudez
Eozenou Renan - king
Ado - ghost dog, searcher, the best boy!!
Tilat - mentioned but not explained at the beginning, former Walker of Maudez
Agnia - mentioned but not explained at the beginning, I believe one of the former Walkers of Houarve
Urloes- mentioned but not explained at the beginning, later learn he is the walkers of Helias
Argantael - kings daughter
Kaourintin ar moal - former guard
Matilin - mentioned but not explained, I believe they are a Walkers of Houarve
Dahud Grall - human healer
Nol/Nolwen - human healer apprentice
There are even more characters after this but I stopped listing them once I hit more than 10. Chapter 16 in particular mentioned a lot of names that brought some more confusion and a rite/magic system that were also confusing to me.
Initially it was hard to get invested in the overall plot of the book when just trying to get my bearings on who the characters are in the first handful of chapters but then started feeling like I was in a good groove.
I especially enjoyed the scenes with Ado and honestly was almost brought to tears of happiness in chapter 15 (no spoilers!)
The main characters healing journey was well written and pulled on my heartstrings, I liked that they helped each other out and started finding hobbies/choices/happiness together.
I put it down around the 200 page mark (because real life got in the way) and honestly had trouble picking it back up again. The beginning was a struggle, the middle was great, then I started getting lost in the plot again, but then the end gained momentum so it was a bit of a roller coaster for me!
Overall I enjoyed the book and if there were less side characters or an overload of info dumped at the beginning this might be closer to a 4 but considering my confusion for most of it I’m giving it a 3 that’s leaning closer to a 2.
November 20, 2023
Very few books I have read are so deeply aware of trauma and it's long lasting impact on those who suffer from it. This book is a masterpiece in showing how we learn to grow beyond our trauma and grow into ourselves once we have reached a safe place with those who love us.
I deeply enjoyed this novel and Charlotte Kersten's writing is a pleasure to read. She writes in a manner that feels like prose but reads like fantasy. The descriptions of the day to day highlight both the beauty and underlying fear our main charter Frauke feels at any given moment. With the slow, careful, trust she builds with the cast of characters creating incredibly human feeling relationships.
Frauke has a magic that is illegal to use in the land she lives in, and is kept trapped and deeply abused due to it by those who are powerful enough to not care who they hurt. She has been through enough to be frozen and unfeeling to the world around her, that is until she sees a chance for escape and decides it is worth the risk at last. She soon finds herself helping Kaourintin, and using her magic in ways she did not know were possible.
This novel is a slow build, with a easy pace that will still keep you invested while feeling like life would without the distractions we have created in our modern world. The novel is rich in atmosphere and creates a world that it is easy to believe is real, from the small villages to the corrupt rich men in the large cities. Once the magic system starts being reveled slowly it is easy to keep track of how the system works, and believing that within the magic itself the tasks being completed are possible. The characters and the relationships they build are careful and very slow in building up top true trust and love. It creates a overall feeling of a slow paced world where the most important thing is to heal from the past, and then, to allow the small kernel of hope for a better future to grow.
If you are a read who enjoys cozy fantasy, but wants to read something that will touch on trauma and darker realities we seen in our real world, you will enjoy this read. I would recommend it for those who enjoy the following:
- Found Family
- Trauma Processing
- Deeply described magic systems
- Atmospheric worlds
- Slow building relationships
- Fantasy from an unexpected POV
- Stories of Survival and Community
Please do check the trigger warning on this novel as it has quite a few points that could cause issues.
I received and ARC of this book at no cost/for free, I am leaving this review voluntarily and all thoughts and opinions are wholly my own and unbiased.
I deeply enjoyed this novel and Charlotte Kersten's writing is a pleasure to read. She writes in a manner that feels like prose but reads like fantasy. The descriptions of the day to day highlight both the beauty and underlying fear our main charter Frauke feels at any given moment. With the slow, careful, trust she builds with the cast of characters creating incredibly human feeling relationships.
Frauke has a magic that is illegal to use in the land she lives in, and is kept trapped and deeply abused due to it by those who are powerful enough to not care who they hurt. She has been through enough to be frozen and unfeeling to the world around her, that is until she sees a chance for escape and decides it is worth the risk at last. She soon finds herself helping Kaourintin, and using her magic in ways she did not know were possible.
This novel is a slow build, with a easy pace that will still keep you invested while feeling like life would without the distractions we have created in our modern world. The novel is rich in atmosphere and creates a world that it is easy to believe is real, from the small villages to the corrupt rich men in the large cities. Once the magic system starts being reveled slowly it is easy to keep track of how the system works, and believing that within the magic itself the tasks being completed are possible. The characters and the relationships they build are careful and very slow in building up top true trust and love. It creates a overall feeling of a slow paced world where the most important thing is to heal from the past, and then, to allow the small kernel of hope for a better future to grow.
If you are a read who enjoys cozy fantasy, but wants to read something that will touch on trauma and darker realities we seen in our real world, you will enjoy this read. I would recommend it for those who enjoy the following:
- Found Family
- Trauma Processing
- Deeply described magic systems
- Atmospheric worlds
- Slow building relationships
- Fantasy from an unexpected POV
- Stories of Survival and Community
Please do check the trigger warning on this novel as it has quite a few points that could cause issues.
I received and ARC of this book at no cost/for free, I am leaving this review voluntarily and all thoughts and opinions are wholly my own and unbiased.
December 29, 2023
How refreshing to read a stand-alone fantasy novel. These are as rare as hen's teeth these days. I do love a good series but it is so lovely to read a book with a definitive ending.
The concept and world-building was definitely different from others. The ability to walk in and alter people's memories, learning to trust and help others to do the same was really interesting.
My only gripe is that there was no real tension through the story. Despite their horrendous start in life, and their need to run and find a solution to their problems if they wanted to survive, I never felt the main characters were in any real danger. The signals were pretty obvious as to when something bad was going to happen, and you just knew it was all going to work out in the end. I'm not one for massive amounts of tension in a story, but this had none. So 4 stars for an interesting concept and a very peaceful read, but not the most memorable of tales.
The concept and world-building was definitely different from others. The ability to walk in and alter people's memories, learning to trust and help others to do the same was really interesting.
My only gripe is that there was no real tension through the story. Despite their horrendous start in life, and their need to run and find a solution to their problems if they wanted to survive, I never felt the main characters were in any real danger. The signals were pretty obvious as to when something bad was going to happen, and you just knew it was all going to work out in the end. I'm not one for massive amounts of tension in a story, but this had none. So 4 stars for an interesting concept and a very peaceful read, but not the most memorable of tales.
June 12, 2025
This book is an exploration of the long process of healing from trauma. There is an external plot and worldbuilding, but they largely exist to serve the characters' internal journeys of healing, acceptance, and trust. The book moves and builds slowly, with lots of introspection. There are richly described emotions and relationships.
Even though both the main characters both have experienced great trauma, the author handles it very carefully and discretely. I never felt like I was wallowing in the characters' misery, or gawking at their pain.
After some of the more grim books in the genre, I greatly appreciated that humanity in this book was innately kind and helpful. Some parts felt like they moved a little too slow even for the contemplative pace of the book, however. The main male character sometimes felt like he only existed to emotionally validate the female main character, instead of being a fleshed out character in his own right. But for the most part, I did enjoy this book.
Even though both the main characters both have experienced great trauma, the author handles it very carefully and discretely. I never felt like I was wallowing in the characters' misery, or gawking at their pain.
After some of the more grim books in the genre, I greatly appreciated that humanity in this book was innately kind and helpful. Some parts felt like they moved a little too slow even for the contemplative pace of the book, however. The main male character sometimes felt like he only existed to emotionally validate the female main character, instead of being a fleshed out character in his own right. But for the most part, I did enjoy this book.
December 7, 2023
If you're looking for the vibes of the Abhorsen Series by Garth Nix and with much more adult themes look no further.
This book exceeds when dealing with trauma and how the characters both acknowledge and heal from them. The heart of the book is our main characters, Frauke and Kaorintin, and their journeys through trauma. This is done with care and the relationship benefits only from their work done both alone and together in trying to heal.
The outside plot is a little dense and slow-moving and ultimately isn't entirely needed outside of being used to show the depth of time and effort in healing for our characters. While the overall plot is the driving force of the trauma, the plot journey is a little more tedious.
This is a four-star based on its character work alone.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
This book exceeds when dealing with trauma and how the characters both acknowledge and heal from them. The heart of the book is our main characters, Frauke and Kaorintin, and their journeys through trauma. This is done with care and the relationship benefits only from their work done both alone and together in trying to heal.
The outside plot is a little dense and slow-moving and ultimately isn't entirely needed outside of being used to show the depth of time and effort in healing for our characters. While the overall plot is the driving force of the trauma, the plot journey is a little more tedious.
This is a four-star based on its character work alone.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
November 15, 2023
A big thank you to NetGalley And Victory Editing for sending over an eARC of this novel. At the heart of this story is the experience of trauma and healing, and it is clearly something the author is knowledgeable and passionate about.
The world-building is dense and front loaded; it reminded me of Dune where you have to just throw yourself in and eventually the words might start to click. This can be daunting and off-putting for some. I feel as though this may be improved on with the use of a glossary and pronunciation guide. Sometimes fighting over the terms distracted me from enjoying how well-written the rest of it was.
The plot tends to meander at times, seemingly without great purpose, but the strength of the story is definitely in the characters. Overall this was an enjoyable and emotional read; the author handles difficult topics with care and empathy and I cared about the characters all the way through.
The world-building is dense and front loaded; it reminded me of Dune where you have to just throw yourself in and eventually the words might start to click. This can be daunting and off-putting for some. I feel as though this may be improved on with the use of a glossary and pronunciation guide. Sometimes fighting over the terms distracted me from enjoying how well-written the rest of it was.
The plot tends to meander at times, seemingly without great purpose, but the strength of the story is definitely in the characters. Overall this was an enjoyable and emotional read; the author handles difficult topics with care and empathy and I cared about the characters all the way through.
October 20, 2023
I enjoy the story, characters and the magic system overall. The main character’s ability to walk through memories is really cool. The beginning was a bit hard to follow because of all the information but once Frauke and Kaourintin meet the story picks up.
The dialogue was a bit awkward at times. The characters go through a lot physically, mentally and emotionally , specially Frauke. But I liked the way she faced her problems on and was able to grow and overcome them. Ado was such a nice character, always a plus to have an animal companion.
There are certain sensitive subjects that are part of the story, so please read the CW. I appreciate that they were mentioned before the story started.
Thank you to NetGalley, Victory Editing and Charlotte Kersten for the ARC.
The dialogue was a bit awkward at times. The characters go through a lot physically, mentally and emotionally , specially Frauke. But I liked the way she faced her problems on and was able to grow and overcome them. Ado was such a nice character, always a plus to have an animal companion.
There are certain sensitive subjects that are part of the story, so please read the CW. I appreciate that they were mentioned before the story started.
Thank you to NetGalley, Victory Editing and Charlotte Kersten for the ARC.
October 31, 2023
The magic system in this book is so good, full of intrigue and mystery. Frauke and Kaourintin have chemistry for days, and their journey toward healing--together and individually--was one of the most realistic portrayals I've come across in fiction. I loved this book, and I know everyone searching for a fantasy romance with a unique world, a gorgeous romance, and wonderful side characters (including a ghost dog) will have fun with this.
November 8, 2023
When we walked in memory is a fantasy romance novel by Charlotte Kersten.
I absolutely enjoyed this novel. The author's writing is beautiful and even though the novel has sensitive subjects the author warns about the triggers at the beginning.
The story was easy to follow and had a great cast of characters. A brilliant novel that I highly recommend.
❤️ Thank you to vorious readers only and the author for my ebook copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
I absolutely enjoyed this novel. The author's writing is beautiful and even though the novel has sensitive subjects the author warns about the triggers at the beginning.
The story was easy to follow and had a great cast of characters. A brilliant novel that I highly recommend.
❤️ Thank you to vorious readers only and the author for my ebook copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
November 14, 2023
I was lucky enough to get a copy from netgalley but unfortunately I dnf’d like 10% in cause I really liked the synopsis and the cover because it really set the scene for what was to be expected, and I think it wasn’t executed the way I thought it would go. Not to say that this is a horribly written story, it’s just not for me.
February 8, 2024
A beautifully written fantasy! I cared so much about Frauke and Kaourintin and their journey together to solve an intriguing mystery in the realm of Memory. Along the way, they find healing from past pain and trauma and learn to trust and love one another. The characters and the details of the world they live in and the magical realms they journey into were wonderful. And I have decided I need a ghost dog like Ado!
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April 15, 2024DNF 34%
This reads as one of the most intense hurt / comfort fics that I’ve come across in awhile. It’s not bad but I’m not connecting with the characters or in the headspace for this type of thing right now.
This reads as one of the most intense hurt / comfort fics that I’ve come across in awhile. It’s not bad but I’m not connecting with the characters or in the headspace for this type of thing right now.
November 29, 2023
received a complimentary copy of the book from the author via Voracious Readers Only
November 11, 2023
A big thanks to NetGally and Victory Editing for providing an eARC in exchange for an honest review.
This is a book about healing, and if you're not in the right mindset, just wait until a little later.
When We Walked in Memory by Charloltte Kersten is a fantasy novel set in a world where certain magics are illegal. Frauke’s illegal magic gives her the ability to manipulate people’s memories, a power that has kept her trapped in service to a ruthless man since she was a child. When disaster hits unexpectedly, she seizes the sudden opportunity to escape and vows to never look back, never use her magic for ill purposes again, and learn to live in an entirely new way. As she strikes out on her own, Frauke soon finds herself allied with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard who fled the palace upon realizing that his life was in danger. Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
The story is beautiful, the characters are endearing. I would definitely take a long gander at the trigger warning before even touching this book. But do know this, it will be worth it. Even if some of the worldbuilding gets tangled and confusing at times.
This is a book about healing, and if you're not in the right mindset, just wait until a little later.
When We Walked in Memory by Charloltte Kersten is a fantasy novel set in a world where certain magics are illegal. Frauke’s illegal magic gives her the ability to manipulate people’s memories, a power that has kept her trapped in service to a ruthless man since she was a child. When disaster hits unexpectedly, she seizes the sudden opportunity to escape and vows to never look back, never use her magic for ill purposes again, and learn to live in an entirely new way. As she strikes out on her own, Frauke soon finds herself allied with Kaourintin, a fugitive royal guard who fled the palace upon realizing that his life was in danger. Frauke is determined to help Kaourintin remain safe and free while he does the same for her. For both of their sakes, she must unravel their king’s mysterious schemes by delving into the vast, strange realm of memory. The realm is full of forgotten knowledge, lost wonders and solitary ghosts, each with their own story of loss, and Frauke will contend with them all in her search for the truth. As their fledgling friendship blossoms into something more, Frauke and Kaourintin will have to learn to stand together and confront the cruelty they have endured, the enemies who still pursue them, and the ancient dangers they have unearthed.
The story is beautiful, the characters are endearing. I would definitely take a long gander at the trigger warning before even touching this book. But do know this, it will be worth it. Even if some of the worldbuilding gets tangled and confusing at times.
December 6, 2023
this author does a fine job of describing how her main character feels inside when she has been negatively treated during her young life. The periods of silence, while she wrestles with her response is spot on. The relationship between the 2 main characters is lovely and goes a long way in teaching trust. Interesting how a relationship can be loving and intimate and long term in a non-sexual way. (not that it isn't explored :)). A wonderful read about solving a mystery and in doing so redeeming many wrongs. And the dog!!!
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