In some ways this novel really had a big impact on me,
because like Dice, I also was 'given' away child.
Actually, for me, I was even younger than Dice the main character.
But I think, many foster children, feel extremely 'unwanted'....
Well, after all
No matter that the (perhaps not planned for)
giving away
of your child...
broke your heart...
but from the child's perspective and to be life of a given away being....
The fact is.....
Nevertheless, they are IN FACT, given away!
And foster children,
are often passed on
and on
and on,
from one family,
to the next,
and the next.
Is it surprising then,
they get the feeling that something is terribly wrong with them,
that nobody wants them?
So yeah, I could really really identify with Dice on that level.
But also, I identified with him on a more spiritual level.
Even some true'Christians' ,
may not always quickly catch on...
to the fact,
they are 'still' ( at times),
trying to 'EARN' their way into Heaven!
But especially, if they believe from their most formative years,
that they are 'worth-less',
and useless,
and nobody wants them....
( or they would not continue to be given away!)
The tendency to have something 'worthwhile' to give,
creeps in their thought process
and of course,
the devil, Satan,
and his demonic crew,
are more than happy, to remind the 'given away' person,
that nobody wanted them from infancy,
nor their early childhood,
not even up to their young adult life...
And so, they may in fact,
then DO, whatever action or sacrifice
they are convicted and convinced...... is:
a noble, loyal, worthwhile deed, and sacrifice.
Forgetting, that only God can save,
and that God loves them..
period!
God loves them,
and NOT for what they 'think' will be worthy of God's love!!!
So that and other Christian truths that the author so beautifully portrayed
and were so well done!
But if I had any 'less than praise worthy' 'issues'
they would be:
I was NOT over fond of the endless fight scenes!
Good grief after just one, Dice should have been in the hospital
for MONTHS...maybe a year to recover!!!
But NOOOOO he keep getting up,
half dead,
and on to the next battle royal,
and the next,
and the next!
Those parts were not my favorite ones!
But still, there were so many good and godly parts,
that they kept me from giving this a 4.
And, I would have liked more details
concerning, which girl would he end up eventually marrying.
Not more kisses, but more cute repartees etc.
But this IS her first novel!
Well done chumley!!!
So now you join the ranks of 'authors'
I constantly harass them with:
how SLOW they are to write
the sequels!!!
Don't they know, readers
want to read the sequel next week?
What are they doing...
sitting around twiddling their thumbs
and drinking tea????!!!!
Hurry hurry!
Sigh!