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FireNine #2
Who We Are
Eight months.
That’s how long it’s been since Eliza last saw Gage and they both feel as if they don’t deserve one another’s forgiveness. He screwed up. She walked away without looking back. They’ll try and make up all the time they’ve lost with one another, that is until they’re facing the choices of either going their separate ways, or hanging on and fighting for dear life.
The fights will be endless. They heartache will be real. The demons will return, and they won’t back down without a fight.
There are some who will do anything to keep true love apart, and those same people will dig deep into their demonic ways until Eliza and Gage are literally no more.
Can Eliza and Gage overcome it all? Will they be able to face the true demons that are seeking to destroy them? Or will they just forget about everything they’ve worked so hard for and go their separate ways?
Sometimes you have to go through struggles in order to reach an ultimate point of peace… but will their struggle be worth it?
*Recommended for ages 18+*
That’s how long it’s been since Eliza last saw Gage and they both feel as if they don’t deserve one another’s forgiveness. He screwed up. She walked away without looking back. They’ll try and make up all the time they’ve lost with one another, that is until they’re facing the choices of either going their separate ways, or hanging on and fighting for dear life.
The fights will be endless. They heartache will be real. The demons will return, and they won’t back down without a fight.
There are some who will do anything to keep true love apart, and those same people will dig deep into their demonic ways until Eliza and Gage are literally no more.
Can Eliza and Gage overcome it all? Will they be able to face the true demons that are seeking to destroy them? Or will they just forget about everything they’ve worked so hard for and go their separate ways?
Sometimes you have to go through struggles in order to reach an ultimate point of peace… but will their struggle be worth it?
*Recommended for ages 18+*
317 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 17, 2013
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August 6, 2013
EXPECTED RELEASE DATE: SEPTEMBER 24th, 2013 :)
September 23, 2013
Seems like I'm one of the few who didn't like this one. I'm quite disappointed. I fell out of love with Gage; he was way too spineless.
*Spoilers ahead*
I just can't handle weak men, especially when they don't ever really man up unless someone's holding their hand. He was still messing around with this chick who was supposedly blackmailing him *Major eye roll:
* because he at one point dragged her to get a pregnancy done to calm down rumours. How miserable must he have been to still get his shlong up for a supposed bitch? & I don't buy for a second that a chick who is obsessed with image wouldn't just move onto some other famous dude. She clearly has connections, and she's rich. We never ever delved into why she was clinging so hard to Gage. It just... didn't make sense.& then Gage's sister is back on the scene (of course) and he's looking after her (of course) and she's got terminal cancer (OF COURSE, talk about desperation for a plot!); and then you're telling me they never ever once talked about this bitch who was clinging on to him over those two years? Gage just goes on assuming she wouldn't be fine with having her face plastered all over magazines? Wouldn't a rational and smart individual approach their sister and say, "Look, I have this bitch who is blackmailing me to marry her or else my band will be dropped and your story will come out." But no, instead he LETS this bitch hang around his sick sister.
The book was packed with repetetive paragraphs of thoughts we've heard ten million times already, and meaningless conversations that added nothing but more pages to the book. If you seriously cropped out all the bullshit you have to read through to get to the actual story, we'd have something like thirty pages to read.
The ONLY thing I can be glad about was that I didn't have to read "smirk" and "wink" on every.single.page. My imaginary Roy-like closet of cute kittens will see the light of another day.
September 20, 2013
After reading:
I honestly loved this book. I had been dying for it to come out and I just finished reading it..BUT.. And yes I said BUT. I think it could have been better. I mean, the whole story seemed rushed and it didn't seem real. The first book "Who he is" is so much better than this book which is kinda disappointing. Even then, I gave this book 4 stars because I loved the characters and the book was still good..just not AS good as the other one.
P.s I LOVE GAGE!!! <3
Before reading:
F@!?$% !!! I just finished reading who he is and OMFG September is too far away!!! I want more GAGE!!! <3
September 7, 2016
For some reason I didn't like this one as much as the first one. I didn't get why things ended the way it did in the first book when I new there was a solution to it all. But they made things difficult for themselves. When I started this book, it hurt to read any scenes with Eliza and Gage. It was just painful. I got annoyed by Gage, he seemed so different in the first book. Now, he seemed slightly weak. I understood his reasons for doing things (which I applaud him for, he made sacrifices), but damn, that killed me. Again, they made decisions instead of looking at ALL their options.
Eliza, I started liking more because she grew up. She finally realized she needed to fight for what she wanted, which is what I wanted her to do from the start. She also changed in the way she presented herself. In the first book, she seemed a bit meek but now she was confident and strong. I loved that.
There were many boring parts in this book. It felt like it was dragging things on a bit. There were some great scenes between Eliza and Gage near the end. That's when I started liking Gage again. I liked the fact that the secondary characters played a bigger role and that we got to learn a little bit about them. I still want to know more about them, though. I really liked the camaraderie between everyone in this book.
The ending was really sweet. I was happy for them and it made me smile. Overall, I enjoyed this book. I even liked that Gage's sister was in this one, but I still think the first book was better to me. I enjoyed it more. This one just dragged on. But I am happy with how things ended for them.
May 16, 2018
DNF 25%. Chosen for the promise of listening to the seductive tones of Christian Fox's narration. This did not happen. I feel cheated. Only female narrator heard at this stage. She wasn't bad. The story just wasn't good. Too much angst told, but not angst felt. Maybe Fox gets his turn later, but I wasn't going to listen on for another few hours just to voice-perve.
September 20, 2013
WOW…
I got that feeling, that feeling I get when I’m satisfied with how the book ended. It was complete.
Wow…
I’m not going to keep saying wow for the rest of this review, so don’t worry.
The book starts off with Ellie at the FireNine concert after 8 months of not seeing Gage, she obviously still loves him but he’s…angry with her.
“This girl… I know she’s here right now. She really broke my fucking heart. I fucked up; she let me go. I opened up to her; she closed off on me…”
He’s angry and hurt that she left him last summer, frankly I understood why she did it and I admired her, she was strong, wise, independent, unlike her mother who was, and I quote:
“She was selfish and co-dependent and always wanting someone to do things for her. She was lazy, bitchy, and self-centered.”
Damn right!
She begins her internship at Arts Global, she’s excited and happy, she meets amazing people and I was really happy to see that she made some girlfriends. There is a…section? in Arts Global of FireNine posters, mugs, T-Shirts, etc. Obviously the company works with FireNine, so Ellie runs into Gage there and the tension is thick between them.
They decide to try again and work through their relationship, but nope, pretty little life *cough* Penelope *cough* decided to play with them a little and tear them apart and I mean TEAR THEM APART!
Penelope…she was a total SAW (Skank-Ass-Whore), I learned it from a book called Skin Deep ;)
I just wanted her to disappear, kinda like this:
My heart broke for Eliza, I mean she finally got him back and then THAT happens, gaahh!!
“Happiness wasn’t on my side and my peace faded day by day. I was empty. Damaged. Alone.”
The book fasts forward to 2 years later. Eliza must fight for Gage and their love with the help of her best friend Kelsey –I loved her, she was super sweet, and Gage’s band members.
A lot of people from Gage and Eliza’s past will make an appearance, some good and some bad.
I loved this book but I loved Who He Is more because I found this book so…dramatic. There were so many problems and obstacles to the point where I wanted to throw my tablet across the wall, but of course I didn’t because it was too expensive.
Nonetheless, it was amazing and like I said, I felt satisfied with the ending.
We got to know a little bit more about the side characters, and we got a couple of new ones, I adored Montana to the max, he’s my absolute favorite, and I really can’t wait to read his story in book 4.
Book 3 will be about Roy Sykes, the hot and mysterious lead guitarist of FireNine.
Sooo, go read this now if you haven’t already.
I got that feeling, that feeling I get when I’m satisfied with how the book ended. It was complete.
Wow…
I’m not going to keep saying wow for the rest of this review, so don’t worry.
The book starts off with Ellie at the FireNine concert after 8 months of not seeing Gage, she obviously still loves him but he’s…angry with her.
“This girl… I know she’s here right now. She really broke my fucking heart. I fucked up; she let me go. I opened up to her; she closed off on me…”
He’s angry and hurt that she left him last summer, frankly I understood why she did it and I admired her, she was strong, wise, independent, unlike her mother who was, and I quote:
“She was selfish and co-dependent and always wanting someone to do things for her. She was lazy, bitchy, and self-centered.”
Damn right!
She begins her internship at Arts Global, she’s excited and happy, she meets amazing people and I was really happy to see that she made some girlfriends. There is a…section? in Arts Global of FireNine posters, mugs, T-Shirts, etc. Obviously the company works with FireNine, so Ellie runs into Gage there and the tension is thick between them.
They decide to try again and work through their relationship, but nope, pretty little life *cough* Penelope *cough* decided to play with them a little and tear them apart and I mean TEAR THEM APART!
Penelope…she was a total SAW (Skank-Ass-Whore), I learned it from a book called Skin Deep ;)
I just wanted her to disappear, kinda like this:
My heart broke for Eliza, I mean she finally got him back and then THAT happens, gaahh!!
“Happiness wasn’t on my side and my peace faded day by day. I was empty. Damaged. Alone.”
The book fasts forward to 2 years later. Eliza must fight for Gage and their love with the help of her best friend Kelsey –I loved her, she was super sweet, and Gage’s band members.
A lot of people from Gage and Eliza’s past will make an appearance, some good and some bad.
I loved this book but I loved Who He Is more because I found this book so…dramatic. There were so many problems and obstacles to the point where I wanted to throw my tablet across the wall, but of course I didn’t because it was too expensive.
Nonetheless, it was amazing and like I said, I felt satisfied with the ending.
We got to know a little bit more about the side characters, and we got a couple of new ones, I adored Montana to the max, he’s my absolute favorite, and I really can’t wait to read his story in book 4.
Book 3 will be about Roy Sykes, the hot and mysterious lead guitarist of FireNine.
Sooo, go read this now if you haven’t already.
September 24, 2013
I obviously didn't read the same book as everyone else. I hate to totally destroy an authors work since I know how much time and effort goes into writing a novel but this book was not good. Gage is not a man of integity but a scared whinny baby. Eliza is not well developed. There were so many plot inconsistencies and at times it was hard to follow. The reason behind Gage's mothers death didn't work for me and same with the sister's. Obviously this author has no medical background. A person dying of stage 4 lung cancer doesn't go out to pick up pizza or play in a water fountain a week before they die. And one minute she us on a vent and the next she is awake and humming? Do your research if you want your story to be remotely believable. The author clearly stated that it had been 2 years since they parted ways but then kept saying last summer. The end of the book was just rambling like a young girl would in a diary but worse. It was as if the author was tired of her own story and just wanted to get it done. There was more wrong with this book that I could mention but my advice is don't read it. Thankfully Amazon let me return them so I am not out any money. Just out my time which is a lot more valuable.
May 15, 2015
This was a cute series. It was the typical rockstar romance. I don't think anything stuck out in particular that made me want to go "OH MY GOD" but it very sweet and cute.
"3.5 FORGIVING, SHIT DISTURBING, LOVING STARS"
"3.5 FORGIVING, SHIT DISTURBING, LOVING STARS"
September 18, 2013
What do you do when your world crumbles down around you? How do you prioritize what is important? These are both questions that Gage and Eliza are facing. Both worry they are making the wrong decision. This is how we left our rock god Gage and the love of his life Eliza in Who He is. After months apart Eliza is at one of Firenine’s Concerts so she can get a ride home with Ben.
“This girl… I know she’s here right now. She really broke my fucking heart. I fucked up; she let me go. I opened up to her; she closed off on me. Has anyone in this crowd ever been in love?”
“I want her to know tonight how bad she fucked me over—how hurt I was when I watched her leave. Not only did she break my heart, but she took the pieces with her.”- Gage
I was crying for Eliza. But I was also crying for Gage. Both are so hurt both not knowing which way to turn. But they want each other. The love they had still buried inside of them. But there are shackles around them holding them back from each other. Every once in a while they break free for a time and the love it is so strong and powerful its almost overwhelming…
“I’m sorry, Ellie. I can mend your heart, though. I can collect all the pieces and put you back together again.”
“How?”
“With time, Sweet Ellie.”
I went through a whole up and down of emotions with this book. I felt the pull Gage had to protect his only family and at the same time protect Eliza. Eliza’s fierceness to hold onto her future but also her love for Gage. The pain of letting go and the joyfulness of love found. Then there is the slurry mole.. lord help me if this mole didn’t have me wanting to reach into my kindle and punch her more than once. The control, the angst, the wonder of it all Shanora had me locked into this book wanting and craving things to go one way or another right then and there. But she paced everything just right so there was a good flow of what was happening.
“It’s so fucking hard to stay away from you, Eliza”- Gage
“Every single morning, I smell him. Even when I’ve changed the sheets, I smell him. When I roll onto the side of the bed he was on, I smell him. I can almost feel him.” - Eliza
My heart was ripped out and put back together several times in this book. I do not want to reveal too much so I will end this review with letting you all know this is a MUST READ BOOK. I loved every bit of it! And I can’t wait for the other band members books!
“This girl… I know she’s here right now. She really broke my fucking heart. I fucked up; she let me go. I opened up to her; she closed off on me. Has anyone in this crowd ever been in love?”
“I want her to know tonight how bad she fucked me over—how hurt I was when I watched her leave. Not only did she break my heart, but she took the pieces with her.”- Gage
I was crying for Eliza. But I was also crying for Gage. Both are so hurt both not knowing which way to turn. But they want each other. The love they had still buried inside of them. But there are shackles around them holding them back from each other. Every once in a while they break free for a time and the love it is so strong and powerful its almost overwhelming…
“I’m sorry, Ellie. I can mend your heart, though. I can collect all the pieces and put you back together again.”
“How?”
“With time, Sweet Ellie.”
I went through a whole up and down of emotions with this book. I felt the pull Gage had to protect his only family and at the same time protect Eliza. Eliza’s fierceness to hold onto her future but also her love for Gage. The pain of letting go and the joyfulness of love found. Then there is the slurry mole.. lord help me if this mole didn’t have me wanting to reach into my kindle and punch her more than once. The control, the angst, the wonder of it all Shanora had me locked into this book wanting and craving things to go one way or another right then and there. But she paced everything just right so there was a good flow of what was happening.
“It’s so fucking hard to stay away from you, Eliza”- Gage
“Every single morning, I smell him. Even when I’ve changed the sheets, I smell him. When I roll onto the side of the bed he was on, I smell him. I can almost feel him.” - Eliza
My heart was ripped out and put back together several times in this book. I do not want to reveal too much so I will end this review with letting you all know this is a MUST READ BOOK. I loved every bit of it! And I can’t wait for the other band members books!
February 24, 2022
Holymoly. I was happy squeeling at the end of this book! First of all, I love how Shanora always writes these characters as actual people who like a lot of us also deal with ptsd, depression, addiction and insecurities of their own. For me personally that is what make her books come alive for me. The complexity of their behaviour & way of thinking due to their past, present and just in general life's circumstances.
Why this book was a 5🌟 for me? (Spoilers past this point)
Kelsey - she was just so easy to connect to 💖. A sweet but also curious girl who I thought would be a perfect pick as a friend for our Eliza. They helped each other out when necessary/needed. What I loved the most about their friendship is how they were both genuinely happy for each other if something good happend to them.
Montana - I've loved him since book one 🥰! I loved how he always just tried to calm Eliza down whenever she was mad at Gage. I think that honestly if he hadn't helped them out a little bit in the start things would have gone differently for them. I also need Montana to finally find a love interest!! He seems like such a great person for it, if he wants to be that is.
Penelope - OMG how happy I was this annoying girl got her ass beat 🤡!!! In the first book I thought she was just an annoying dumb girl that didn't know better, turns out later in book 1 she learned all of Gage's & the bands secrets by eavesdropping and sticking her nose in places it don't belong in. At the end of book 1 she made things progressively worse between Gage and Eliza which made me wanna beat her myself😂😂. But boy did she take a turn for the worst in this book (book2). How low can a person go when they threaten to expose someone who is literally dying of cancer to keep her fake engagement going. Just because her daddy dearest owns the band does not justify her ruining someone's life. So glad she got what she deserved and was left alone in the dark 🤣!
Kristina - truth be told loved her as well 🥺. She made mistakes yes, and I absolutely do not agree with what she did to Gage but yet she was an addict at the time. This does not justify what she did but made it for me a lot more understandable. She was desperate and desperate people do sometimes some incredibly idiotic shit. But for me, hearing her back story and everything happend to her that she had to overcome plus taking care of Gage? I could not help but just love her character. Also her putting Penelope in her place. IT. WAS. AMAZING. 🤣! I literally laughed that entire chapter. On to more serious matters, I hated that Kristina was dying. I felt like, seeing how Gage handled losing his mother and the after effects he was still feeling now. Also knowing how he felt after Elize leaving I knew he was gonna be so destroyed and I felt heartbroken for him. To finally be reunited with his sister who he'd missed so dearly. I loved how Kristina tried to fix everything in the time she had left. Dealing with the guilt of her past, even in death she made sure their father would at least be there for Gage now even if he did not want him to be.
I really admire that she herself had found peace with dying knowing what she'd leave behind. ✨
Roy - honestly, not gonna lie. I thought he might be inlove with Ben (Eliza's dad). Why you may ask? In the first book it was mentioned he didn't want a lot to do with girls and he kept a lot of distance from Eliza. Reading book two I can understand why. He pleasantly surprised me🥰! To learn he was actually this amount of sweet and caring made my stomach flutter! And for him and Kelsey to become a thing???? I AM SO STOKED FOR THEIR ROMANCEEEEEE 😍
Deed - oh how bad I felt for him 🥲. At first I didn't really understand why he hated Eliza and was so rude but I got it after the ending of book 1. He did not deserve any of that bad shit happening to him. I was just so glad to see him "freed" in this book. Excited that he found a love interest I really think that will do him good. Also Megan seems like a cool chick.
Ben - he might be one of the best book dads I've ever read about. He was always a supportive father and really tried his best to get Eliza to come out of her shell. He always gave her his best piece of advice and truly shaped his daughter into a great person. What I mostly appreciated is that he actually tried to help her and Gage's relationship instead of trying to break them like a lot of bookish dads do. I also teared when he told Gage to take care of his daughter at their wedding 🥺🥺.
Monica - I really liked her character even though most of you probably were like she's such a bitch. I was suspicious and thought she might be a sweet heart and in my opinion she was! After she learned Eliza wasn't coming for her man 🤣🤣.
Gage - man what can I say. Am I basic for loving this bad boy? I'd say no. He is not only a rock star plus a ladies man, there is more that meets the eye. Gage actually is a highly sensitive person when it comes to someone he loves 🥰🥺. He is afraid to be left alone which is probably why he hasn't let anyone that close to him until he met Eliza. After he finally confessed he loved her, you could notice it in everything he does. He was willing to sacrifice his own happiness and love life just to keep sister out of the media and being shamed for what she did. He really does it all for the people he loves 💖! I loved how he could never be mad at Eliza for too long, it just shows me how crazy he is about her😍!
Eliza - sweet Ellie 💖, how I felt for this poor girl. Her upbringing with her addict mother and piece of shit stepdad really broke my heart for her. What I really enjoyed about her personality is that even with what she went through she didn't turn bitter or mean. She became a kind, strong and caring person. Her ptsd showing with Bentley trying to hit Deed at the end of book one really broke my heart and then again in this book with her mom and Jason randomly showing up and attacking her????? I was soooooo pissed 😤! Luckily we got rid of them as well! And our sweet Ellie, oh how she fought her feelings for Gage. I loved the push and pull they had at the start, and how this blossomed into the beautiful love they share at the end of this book. They really did overcome it all and Eliza even came and saved him after not seeing Gage for two years. Even with so long apart for her it always was like no time has passed since he was the only person for her 😍! And oh how I already know she loves their baby 💖.
In the end I can safely say that this is yet another favorite book of mine. ✨
On to book 3!! 🙈
March 26, 2015
Despite extreme misgivings at attempting this novel after WHI, I felt that—having stuck through to the end, I should continue on and finish the series. The first few chapters did not instil much hope for improvement as the central characters still seem as childish and tantrum-prone as before – witness Gage’s baffling new song at the start, written and performed to upset the listening Eliza. Why? A bit OTT if you ask me.
On the plus side, Ms Williams seems to have learned to curb her penchant for the inappropriate over-use of the word ‘smirking’, which makes for an easier read this go-round (like any recovering addict though, the odd relapse inevitably occurs). Unfortunately the book suffers badly from bad characterization, the main characters persist in the teen-dram persona's established for them in WHI and continue to make senseless, hormonal decisions that make you want to fling the book HARD at the nearest wall in frustration (since my copy is electronic the percussive therapy would be a tad expensive though).There are some snigger-worthy typo's to make the journey just a little more enjoyable:- “soiling me with his fervent kisses”,"You’re open, livid, and exciting" to mention a couple
Ms Williams has definitely got a smidge of talent for writing but she needs to spend some time sharpening her powers of observation--and locating a decent editor. I wish I'd listened to my inner voice and steered clear this time
On the plus side, Ms Williams seems to have learned to curb her penchant for the inappropriate over-use of the word ‘smirking’, which makes for an easier read this go-round (like any recovering addict though, the odd relapse inevitably occurs). Unfortunately the book suffers badly from bad characterization, the main characters persist in the teen-dram persona's established for them in WHI and continue to make senseless, hormonal decisions that make you want to fling the book HARD at the nearest wall in frustration (since my copy is electronic the percussive therapy would be a tad expensive though).There are some snigger-worthy typo's to make the journey just a little more enjoyable:- “soiling me with his fervent kisses”,"You’re open, livid, and exciting" to mention a couple
Ms Williams has definitely got a smidge of talent for writing but she needs to spend some time sharpening her powers of observation--and locating a decent editor. I wish I'd listened to my inner voice and steered clear this time
September 17, 2013
Best book behind Who He Is by S. Q. Williams. I have to say I wasn't expecting anything but what happened between Ellie and Penelope. I was sooooooo waiting for it and was so happy jumping off the walls when it did! I loved Ellie in this book! She was so strong and bitchy! I loved how much she developed as a person. Gage was so sad in this book I wasn't expecting it whatsoever! Roy now has my heart, he was so amazing in this book and opened so many doors. He grew and showed his true side and I think it was so amazing. Montana so needs a girl. He's simply hilarious and I love his character! I ABSOLUTELY loved Kelsey! She is freaking adorable and nerdy! (My kind of friend) She was the best and honestly I'd love to learn more about her! Kristina was the best sister any person could have and honestly she was my favorite character, she is strong willed, protective, sweet, and can kick some major butt!
October 23, 2013
Ms. Williams, you already had my heart with Who He is and now you probably own me completely. Good Lord woman you had me bawling all over again. At least this time my kindle was safe. You proceeded to give us more of a story and the way it unraveled it was perfect. What and HEA for Gage&Ellie. I LOVED IT. Although I always want the Super Cunts to die, Karma played its part very well with Penelope. Karma played well for others too, much needed. Last but not least, Montana and Roy, FanFuckingTastic. Look out super heroes. OMG I can't wait for the next book. Roy, sweet quiet Roy. I'm so happy it was an early release. I really needed this. I will forever be one of your FireNineHoes❤
September 28, 2013
at last! I've waited too long for this!!!
why 4 stars? I love the story, I really did, but for me, it's not enough.
why 4 stars? I love the story, I really did, but for me, it's not enough.
December 3, 2014
The reason of their second separation was ridiculous! And I hated it when hero and heroine slept with other person during their separation! So this book as totally not my cup of tea.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 27, 2015
UGH! Such a waste of paper. crappy story. crappy annoying characters. waste of money waste of paper to print the book. waste of time in my life that I will never get back.
avoid
July 25, 2022Self note avoid.
H with ow. (had to drag the ow to get preg test)
Dreamer has spoilers.
H with ow. (had to drag the ow to get preg test)
Dreamer has spoilers.
February 10, 2017
A Solid 4.5****Stars
Ahh finally Gage Grendel is back! No worries ladies the ego inflated jerk only rears his ugly head very briefly. Thankfully Gage got that out of his system in the first half of Who He Is; instead this second installment picks up right where the last book left off. After Ellie walks away, shattering Gage’s heart, she must face the music (literally she goes to their concert to visit her dad) and she is introduced to Fire Nine’s new song “We Don’t Give A Fuck!” I have to say this man definitely has a way of putting his emotions into his songs as blatantly clear in the song:
“It was bad to let you in, he sang. It was hard to get over you. I was stupid to be with you. You hurt me when I never did anything to you. I’ll scream ‘fuck you’ to the rooftops. I’ll let everyone know I’m not…I’m not in love with you. Fuck you. Fuck us. Like the band always says…WE DON”T GIVE FUCK!”
I’d buy this song on iTunes, it’s a powerful and catchy anthem for a bad break-up, yet all lies. Understandably so, Gage’s emotions are still so raw, the hurt, anger, bitterness he has toward Ellie for leaving him; however you can tell this display of a**holely is him lashing out because he is very much still in love with her. As many of you can guess, this first encounter is not successful. These two go their separate ways but the connection does not fade. As time passes, neither are able to bury their feelings.
I give props to Ellie she is no longer the unconfident, vulnerable girl from the first book. She has a refined independence about her, which she uses to focus and accomplish success in Art School; a major headway for her career is the internship she lands in New York at Arts Global. All of us know the feeling of first day jitters. Well poor Ellie doesn’t just have butterflies from preparing for her first day, she has the pleasure of being thrown on a rollercoaster that has her thrown back and jerked around when she discovers new boss Franklin McGuire is one of the graphic designers of FireNine. But wait that is just the cake, the icing is Gage gave her the recommendation for the internship and here is the candy toppings he is there to welcome her to her internship.
I couldn’t help but giggle like a school girl, of course Gage is involved. While I felt for Ellie, I was also elated with Gage’s actions, clearly he is trying and willing to work things out with Ellie and this man is on a mission.
“I can’t fight it. It’s so fucking hard to stay away from you, Eliza. You wanna know what I thought about today?......I thought about taking you in my arms and if I had to, dropping on my knees again and begging you to just accept me—to just take me and…love me.”
Yup that declaration would have sold me too but even if I were on the fence these next words lined, hooked, and sunk me:
“I have to feel you again. I want you to feel me. I want to show you how much I’ve missed you. Words aren’t enough.”
Exactly like I am always saying, “Actions speak louder than words” or in this case actions are more satisfying ;) Reunion—check, connection stronger than ever—check *squeal* okay are you happy, I know I am? ROADBLOCK (imagine the annoying back-up truck sounds) here comes the drama and complications; all can be summed up into one name—Penelope.
Grr I have never seen myself getting into a quote “girl fight” but heck this girl (yes girl she lack the maturity to be deemed a woman and definitely lacks the class to be a lady) makes me want to sign up for some MMA classes and full out TKO a biotch. I mean what human being blackmails a man using his recovered drug addict sister who found the strength to overcome one obstacle only to be hit with lung cancer; truly unfortunate for Kristina and devastating for Gage, a man who values family over everything else. Also, as much as I hate to admit it I wanted to slap Gage around too. Whereas, Ellie grew stronger, I felt rather than showcasing his vulnerability Gage took it a step deeper more so depressed and weak. I wanted more fight from him. As quick as he fought to get Ellie back, it sizzles and we as readers are heart broken right alongside Ellie.
“I thought the abuse and pain from my mom and stepdad was bad, but this? This heartache? This pain? This depression? This knotted-up feeling in my gut, the tightness in my throat, the ache in my chest?...With each step I took away from that tunnel, I died on the inside. My heart shriveled up and obliterated into ashes.”
Whew talk about grasping all the emotions of a heart break, Shanora Williams expresses such elaborate, relatable descriptions that cause the reader to reflect on past experiences and helps reader emphasize with Ellie. Reading about Ellie’s friendships with Monica and Kelsey, it encouraged me to seek out my real life equivalents and hug them. Because Ellie’s statement describes the comforting manner true friends are capable of when she says
“Kelsey and Monica were like two Band-Aids on my worst scars. With them around, I felt better.”
Ms. Williams does a spectacular job developing and strengthening the supporting cast. Although I was jealous of Ellie because I wanted Kelsey to be my bff (she is corky, she is your personal E! News anchor, and always has your back) I was more ecstatic for her to have formed that connection with Kelsey, to finally have a friend to lean on.
Kelsey, Roy, and Montana all help to lit the fire under Ellie’s ass and prompt her to fight for her man. Even though Ellie did not go to Gage’s apartment with intention to literally fight physically, she intended to talk to Kristina to get through to her in hopes of snowballing a revelation in Gage. But that is all thrown out the window when Ellie comes face to face with Penelope. The way Ellie handles herself had me cheering like a proud mama on a sideline of a soccer match. You go girl!
“If I had to accept assault charges, I would. I didn’t care. She was the one who ruined us, so I wanted to ruin her.”
Once again, Ms. Williams has succeeded in strapping me in a rollercoaster unable to escape. My emotions were all over the place and no matter what I couldn’t escape the heartache; I just wanted to know when I’d be let off to find solace. I did feel the ending was slightly rushed nonetheless solace for me came in the form of another perfectly emotion filled song by the Gage Grendel called Single Doves
“We’ve been through it all.
I’m not leaving no more.
We’ve been hurt and all,
But I’m not leaving no more.
This is my statement,
I’m here to stay.
This is my heart,
I’m here to stay.”
I was surprised at the turn of events over the course of the book which made me love the ending even more. I am a sucker for HEA so thank you Ms. Williams for giving me a lollipop to shut me up! Fingers crossed that Roy and Montana get their own stories.
Ahh finally Gage Grendel is back! No worries ladies the ego inflated jerk only rears his ugly head very briefly. Thankfully Gage got that out of his system in the first half of Who He Is; instead this second installment picks up right where the last book left off. After Ellie walks away, shattering Gage’s heart, she must face the music (literally she goes to their concert to visit her dad) and she is introduced to Fire Nine’s new song “We Don’t Give A Fuck!” I have to say this man definitely has a way of putting his emotions into his songs as blatantly clear in the song:
“It was bad to let you in, he sang. It was hard to get over you. I was stupid to be with you. You hurt me when I never did anything to you. I’ll scream ‘fuck you’ to the rooftops. I’ll let everyone know I’m not…I’m not in love with you. Fuck you. Fuck us. Like the band always says…WE DON”T GIVE FUCK!”
I’d buy this song on iTunes, it’s a powerful and catchy anthem for a bad break-up, yet all lies. Understandably so, Gage’s emotions are still so raw, the hurt, anger, bitterness he has toward Ellie for leaving him; however you can tell this display of a**holely is him lashing out because he is very much still in love with her. As many of you can guess, this first encounter is not successful. These two go their separate ways but the connection does not fade. As time passes, neither are able to bury their feelings.
I give props to Ellie she is no longer the unconfident, vulnerable girl from the first book. She has a refined independence about her, which she uses to focus and accomplish success in Art School; a major headway for her career is the internship she lands in New York at Arts Global. All of us know the feeling of first day jitters. Well poor Ellie doesn’t just have butterflies from preparing for her first day, she has the pleasure of being thrown on a rollercoaster that has her thrown back and jerked around when she discovers new boss Franklin McGuire is one of the graphic designers of FireNine. But wait that is just the cake, the icing is Gage gave her the recommendation for the internship and here is the candy toppings he is there to welcome her to her internship.
I couldn’t help but giggle like a school girl, of course Gage is involved. While I felt for Ellie, I was also elated with Gage’s actions, clearly he is trying and willing to work things out with Ellie and this man is on a mission.
“I can’t fight it. It’s so fucking hard to stay away from you, Eliza. You wanna know what I thought about today?......I thought about taking you in my arms and if I had to, dropping on my knees again and begging you to just accept me—to just take me and…love me.”
Yup that declaration would have sold me too but even if I were on the fence these next words lined, hooked, and sunk me:
“I have to feel you again. I want you to feel me. I want to show you how much I’ve missed you. Words aren’t enough.”
Exactly like I am always saying, “Actions speak louder than words” or in this case actions are more satisfying ;) Reunion—check, connection stronger than ever—check *squeal* okay are you happy, I know I am? ROADBLOCK (imagine the annoying back-up truck sounds) here comes the drama and complications; all can be summed up into one name—Penelope.
Grr I have never seen myself getting into a quote “girl fight” but heck this girl (yes girl she lack the maturity to be deemed a woman and definitely lacks the class to be a lady) makes me want to sign up for some MMA classes and full out TKO a biotch. I mean what human being blackmails a man using his recovered drug addict sister who found the strength to overcome one obstacle only to be hit with lung cancer; truly unfortunate for Kristina and devastating for Gage, a man who values family over everything else. Also, as much as I hate to admit it I wanted to slap Gage around too. Whereas, Ellie grew stronger, I felt rather than showcasing his vulnerability Gage took it a step deeper more so depressed and weak. I wanted more fight from him. As quick as he fought to get Ellie back, it sizzles and we as readers are heart broken right alongside Ellie.
“I thought the abuse and pain from my mom and stepdad was bad, but this? This heartache? This pain? This depression? This knotted-up feeling in my gut, the tightness in my throat, the ache in my chest?...With each step I took away from that tunnel, I died on the inside. My heart shriveled up and obliterated into ashes.”
Whew talk about grasping all the emotions of a heart break, Shanora Williams expresses such elaborate, relatable descriptions that cause the reader to reflect on past experiences and helps reader emphasize with Ellie. Reading about Ellie’s friendships with Monica and Kelsey, it encouraged me to seek out my real life equivalents and hug them. Because Ellie’s statement describes the comforting manner true friends are capable of when she says
“Kelsey and Monica were like two Band-Aids on my worst scars. With them around, I felt better.”
Ms. Williams does a spectacular job developing and strengthening the supporting cast. Although I was jealous of Ellie because I wanted Kelsey to be my bff (she is corky, she is your personal E! News anchor, and always has your back) I was more ecstatic for her to have formed that connection with Kelsey, to finally have a friend to lean on.
Kelsey, Roy, and Montana all help to lit the fire under Ellie’s ass and prompt her to fight for her man. Even though Ellie did not go to Gage’s apartment with intention to literally fight physically, she intended to talk to Kristina to get through to her in hopes of snowballing a revelation in Gage. But that is all thrown out the window when Ellie comes face to face with Penelope. The way Ellie handles herself had me cheering like a proud mama on a sideline of a soccer match. You go girl!
“If I had to accept assault charges, I would. I didn’t care. She was the one who ruined us, so I wanted to ruin her.”
Once again, Ms. Williams has succeeded in strapping me in a rollercoaster unable to escape. My emotions were all over the place and no matter what I couldn’t escape the heartache; I just wanted to know when I’d be let off to find solace. I did feel the ending was slightly rushed nonetheless solace for me came in the form of another perfectly emotion filled song by the Gage Grendel called Single Doves
“We’ve been through it all.
I’m not leaving no more.
We’ve been hurt and all,
But I’m not leaving no more.
This is my statement,
I’m here to stay.
This is my heart,
I’m here to stay.”
I was surprised at the turn of events over the course of the book which made me love the ending even more. I am a sucker for HEA so thank you Ms. Williams for giving me a lollipop to shut me up! Fingers crossed that Roy and Montana get their own stories.
January 27, 2020
Emotional roller coaster!!
This is one of those unique stories which draws in the reader from the very beginning to the end..I was totally captivated throughout this additive page turner and I cannot wait to read more in this phenomenal series which I highly recommend for all readers. Brilliant story!! I highly recommend this gifted author's work for all readers.
This is one of those unique stories which draws in the reader from the very beginning to the end..I was totally captivated throughout this additive page turner and I cannot wait to read more in this phenomenal series which I highly recommend for all readers. Brilliant story!! I highly recommend this gifted author's work for all readers.
August 21, 2014
4 to 4.5 stars
I learned that our pasts and our difficulties are what makes us who we are. Our heartache, suffering, and pain.
Gage Freakin' Grendel. Oh Man. This man has more mood swings than a PMsing woman. We meet back up with him eight months after Eliza ripped his heart out and left him to follow her own dreams. He is angry...pissed actually. But he is still drawn to her and is hurt and does not want to still want her. But he does. I could not be mad at him though as I could see his defense mechanisms.
"I want her to know tonight how bad she f***ked me over--how hurt I was when I watched her leave. Not only did she break my heart, but she took the pieces with her."
As they find themselves spending some time together, they have a hard time resisting each other and their feelings and chemistry are still there. And eventually the sweet, loving Gage begins to reemerge. Unfortunately so are the problems that caused their split in the first place.
Gage and Eliza have a complicated relationship and lives. Gage is confused, conflicted, and sometimes clueless. Even though there are glimpses of his previous asshole-ness, for the most part he is genuine and has deep feelings. His decisions are based on trying to do the right thing, but usually they do not turn out that way, There are so many forces bearing down on him that he struggles with what he wants versus what he feels he needs to do for others. The only woman who really ever knew all of him or had his heart is Eliza. But sometimes love is not enough and sacrifices have to be made. Gage's past will not leave them alone. Every time he gets close to a little happiness, skeletons emerge to ruin it for him. And his lifestyle with the band is still something that gets in the way of him being stable.
Eliza has found her inner strength, confidence, and has matured. She is following her dreams and meeting her goals. But there are still some demons from her past that have potential to ruin all she has worked for. But she knows what she wants and is not afraid to fight for it.
My love was stronger than my hate, depression, and hurt.
They find themselves in difficult heartbreaking situations over the course of this book. There are misunderstandings, miscommunication, pain, lies, twists and turns. This couple seriously has problems with communication and being on the same page at the same time. Their story involves trying to cope, trying to move on, and trying to hold on. It is not quick, it is not easy, and it is not without pain. But all along it is a growth process. They have a strong connection, feelings and passion. And they have the support of their friends and the band. This is not just about the couple, but it is also about the bonds of friendship and family. This group stands together and fights for each other now(versus fighting with each other like they did more of in the last book).
"You're mine, Eliza, and that'll never change, no matter what kind s**t we go through."
I loved getting to see more of the guys from the band especially Roy. Yes, we get to know the elusive Roy more in this book. He is so interesting, has a mysterious past, and I really liked him. I am looking forward to his book that will be next in the series. And we also got glimpses into Montana and Deed's upcoming stories and relationships. Montana is so fun and easy going and I liked his story line that was introduced. And Deed has really grown on me since the first book.
This book was heartbreaking, dramatic, and romantic. At various times I was angry, frustrated, happy, swooning, and sad. It spans a period of time so it was not a fast and easy resolution to everything. So it was more realistically paced out based on their life situations. The characters grew on me more in this book and I am much more invested in their stories. I was left satisfied with this book when I finished it and did not want to pull my hair out or pm Shanora in shouty caps when I was done. So that is a good thing! It was a fitting conclusion to Eliza and Gage's story, even though I know we will see them more in future installments in the FireNine series.
Thanks to Shanora Williams for providing me with an arc copy in exchange for an honest review. I was a beta reader for this book. Quotes are from arc copy and subject to change.
I learned that our pasts and our difficulties are what makes us who we are. Our heartache, suffering, and pain.
Gage Freakin' Grendel. Oh Man. This man has more mood swings than a PMsing woman. We meet back up with him eight months after Eliza ripped his heart out and left him to follow her own dreams. He is angry...pissed actually. But he is still drawn to her and is hurt and does not want to still want her. But he does. I could not be mad at him though as I could see his defense mechanisms.
"I want her to know tonight how bad she f***ked me over--how hurt I was when I watched her leave. Not only did she break my heart, but she took the pieces with her."
As they find themselves spending some time together, they have a hard time resisting each other and their feelings and chemistry are still there. And eventually the sweet, loving Gage begins to reemerge. Unfortunately so are the problems that caused their split in the first place.
Gage and Eliza have a complicated relationship and lives. Gage is confused, conflicted, and sometimes clueless. Even though there are glimpses of his previous asshole-ness, for the most part he is genuine and has deep feelings. His decisions are based on trying to do the right thing, but usually they do not turn out that way, There are so many forces bearing down on him that he struggles with what he wants versus what he feels he needs to do for others. The only woman who really ever knew all of him or had his heart is Eliza. But sometimes love is not enough and sacrifices have to be made. Gage's past will not leave them alone. Every time he gets close to a little happiness, skeletons emerge to ruin it for him. And his lifestyle with the band is still something that gets in the way of him being stable.
Eliza has found her inner strength, confidence, and has matured. She is following her dreams and meeting her goals. But there are still some demons from her past that have potential to ruin all she has worked for. But she knows what she wants and is not afraid to fight for it.
My love was stronger than my hate, depression, and hurt.
They find themselves in difficult heartbreaking situations over the course of this book. There are misunderstandings, miscommunication, pain, lies, twists and turns. This couple seriously has problems with communication and being on the same page at the same time. Their story involves trying to cope, trying to move on, and trying to hold on. It is not quick, it is not easy, and it is not without pain. But all along it is a growth process. They have a strong connection, feelings and passion. And they have the support of their friends and the band. This is not just about the couple, but it is also about the bonds of friendship and family. This group stands together and fights for each other now(versus fighting with each other like they did more of in the last book).
"You're mine, Eliza, and that'll never change, no matter what kind s**t we go through."
I loved getting to see more of the guys from the band especially Roy. Yes, we get to know the elusive Roy more in this book. He is so interesting, has a mysterious past, and I really liked him. I am looking forward to his book that will be next in the series. And we also got glimpses into Montana and Deed's upcoming stories and relationships. Montana is so fun and easy going and I liked his story line that was introduced. And Deed has really grown on me since the first book.
This book was heartbreaking, dramatic, and romantic. At various times I was angry, frustrated, happy, swooning, and sad. It spans a period of time so it was not a fast and easy resolution to everything. So it was more realistically paced out based on their life situations. The characters grew on me more in this book and I am much more invested in their stories. I was left satisfied with this book when I finished it and did not want to pull my hair out or pm Shanora in shouty caps when I was done. So that is a good thing! It was a fitting conclusion to Eliza and Gage's story, even though I know we will see them more in future installments in the FireNine series.
Thanks to Shanora Williams for providing me with an arc copy in exchange for an honest review. I was a beta reader for this book. Quotes are from arc copy and subject to change.
March 14, 2015
Every time I heard it on the radio, it was a constant reminder of what I’d actually done to him… I didn’t want to face him again. I was a coward, I was selfish, but I couldn’t help it. I literally ripped that boy’s heart to shreds.
Eliza is meeting up with her father Ben, at a Fire Nine concert, so she can ride back home with him for a visit. She is nervous to see Gage again and hides out backstage trying to avoid him. Then she hears his voice through the speakers as he dedicates a performance to her.
“This girl… I know she’s here right now. She really broke my fucking heart. I fucked up; she let me go. I opened up to her; she closed off on me… I want her to know tonight how bad she fucked me over- how hurt I was when I watched her leave. Not only did she break my heart, but she took the pieces with her.”
…it’d only been eight months since the last time we saw each other. Love couldn’t fade that fast... could it? I sure as hell still loved him...
Eliza and Gage have a very spark filled, emotionally charged reunion. They lay their feelings bare and are working things out. But, Gage and Ellie can never seem to get it right. After a very brief time together, they are ripped apart again. This time Gage is the one to walk away.
Every single morning, I smell him. Even when I’ve changed my sheets, I smell him. When I roll onto the side of the bed he was on, I smell him. I can almost feel him…
Who We Are sucked me in from the first few pages. I FELT the pain and anger that consumed Gage after Eliza left him… the guilt and regret that plagued Ellie over breaking both Gage’s and her own hearts. Most of all I felt their love for each other and their desperation to be together.
Eliza and Gage’s story is beautiful and tragic. It is both heartbreaking and inspiring. I can’t say enough about what an amazing job Shanora William’s did on this sequel. Her writing shows so much growth. More than I even realized it could. One of the things I look for in a book is how emotionally connected I am. I want to feel. I want my heart to break and I want to believe it so much that I hurt with them. Who We Are broke my heart in the best way.
The one and only complaint that I have, and this stems back to Who He Is, is Gage's reason for not committing to Eliza. Although his reasons get a little better in Who We Are, I still don't feel like it should have been a deal breaker. A love as strong and passionate as theirs needed something more believable to keep them apart. For this reason I gave Who We Are 4.5 stars.
Well done Shanora! I am so attached to your characters and can’t wait to read Roy and Montana’s books!
November 22, 2014
DISCLAIMER TO MY FELLOW GOODREADER
This review is my personal opinion and may contain: spoilers, quotes, rants, cussing (sometimes I cannot help myself) and a possible full on recap. I in no way want to ruin anyone’s book reading experience so please read my words with caution.
Okay, so book one ended and I fucking hated it. After some thought I think my mind has calmed itself enough to at least say I understand why Eliza SHATTERED Gage's heart (and mine). She wants to make a name for herself. Not drop out of college. Lose the scholarship she got. Makes sense. Fine. Be logical. However, this is big I do not know if I can forget the image of Gage man crying that is seared into my heart. I'm not sure I can take this one.
The book opens with Eliza seeing Gage after eight long months. Things do not go too well. She meets up with Ben at a FireNine concert and Gage is singing some hateful song about Eliza. Things become heated, they fuck and exchange the I love you, but Gage leaves Eliza because he does not Penelope to basically destroy his reputation. I get where he is coming from, but FUCK that hurts my heart for Eliza. She did not want to walk away from him those months ago. She is a strong woman who did not want to just drop everything for him and give up on her dreams. Penelope blackmailing Gage irritated the fuck out of me and Gage just let it happen.
The fuck. Two years go by!!! Yes, no joke TWO FREAKING YEARS and Gage is going to marry Penelope because he had his priorities all twisted. Again, he does not want his reputation to be hurt or the past of his sister to come out. Dammit I was just so mad. Thank God Roy and Montana get Eliza to fight for him. She was barely living. Kelsey, her best friend from AG, really helped her deal and she even dated this guy which of course bugged me a little. I enjoyed seeing more of Roy. Freaking loved Montana. Kris dying was painful, but Eliza got to stay with AG AND be with Gage in the end. They end up getting married and having a baby boy, Dalton Christopher.
Cliffhanger – no (book 2 of series)
POV – Eliza and Gage (epilogue)
This review is my personal opinion and may contain: spoilers, quotes, rants, cussing (sometimes I cannot help myself) and a possible full on recap. I in no way want to ruin anyone’s book reading experience so please read my words with caution.
Okay, so book one ended and I fucking hated it. After some thought I think my mind has calmed itself enough to at least say I understand why Eliza SHATTERED Gage's heart (and mine). She wants to make a name for herself. Not drop out of college. Lose the scholarship she got. Makes sense. Fine. Be logical. However, this is big I do not know if I can forget the image of Gage man crying that is seared into my heart. I'm not sure I can take this one.
The book opens with Eliza seeing Gage after eight long months. Things do not go too well. She meets up with Ben at a FireNine concert and Gage is singing some hateful song about Eliza. Things become heated, they fuck and exchange the I love you, but Gage leaves Eliza because he does not Penelope to basically destroy his reputation. I get where he is coming from, but FUCK that hurts my heart for Eliza. She did not want to walk away from him those months ago. She is a strong woman who did not want to just drop everything for him and give up on her dreams. Penelope blackmailing Gage irritated the fuck out of me and Gage just let it happen.
The fuck. Two years go by!!! Yes, no joke TWO FREAKING YEARS and Gage is going to marry Penelope because he had his priorities all twisted. Again, he does not want his reputation to be hurt or the past of his sister to come out. Dammit I was just so mad. Thank God Roy and Montana get Eliza to fight for him. She was barely living. Kelsey, her best friend from AG, really helped her deal and she even dated this guy which of course bugged me a little. I enjoyed seeing more of Roy. Freaking loved Montana. Kris dying was painful, but Eliza got to stay with AG AND be with Gage in the end. They end up getting married and having a baby boy, Dalton Christopher.
Cliffhanger – no (book 2 of series)
POV – Eliza and Gage (epilogue)
October 5, 2013
4.5 Stars
I could not wait to get my hands on this book! I’ve been left on my knees like Gage at the end of Who He Is. I fell in love with Gage Grendel, the lead singer & lyricist for FireNine. His heart was broken when Eliza White left him. It wasn’t an easy decision for her to make either. She was just as torn, but she had set a goal to finish at the University of VA and get her art degree. I admired her for sticking with the goals she had set for herself even if it was at the expense of having a broken heart.
Now eight months have passed since she broke off her relationship with Gage. They have had no contact and she has avoided going home to visit because she knows that Gage & the rest of the band hang out at her Dad’s house. He’s the band’s manager. But now the time has come for her to start her internship at Arts Global and she can’t avoid going home now.
“Gage----I’m sorry. I----” ~ Eliza
“Eliza,” he said raggedly, shaking his head. “Don’t. I understand we all have dreams. We all have that one thing we want in life, but can I not be a part of that? Can I not be a part of you accomplishing those dreams? I’m not asking you to drop out of school or drop everything for me. If anything, I want you to finish, but I want you to do it with me.” ~ Gage
This is full of wants, desires, dreams, frustration, heartache & loss. Longing to be with the one that you know completes you. Eliza knows she hurt Gage and let their love go, but she continues on with her internship. In the mix of this, Penelope Binds, the daughter of the head honcho for FireNine, still has her claws in Gage. She will hold anything over his head to have him. Gage is stuck in the middle and I didn’t care for his weakness in his decisions regarding Penelope.
This story had it's ups and downs and I really enjoyed the turmoil, reconnections and the outcome at the end. The sub characters definitely added to the story’s enjoyment. I recommend checking this book out, but read Who He Is first.
Review by Jessie L.
I could not wait to get my hands on this book! I’ve been left on my knees like Gage at the end of Who He Is. I fell in love with Gage Grendel, the lead singer & lyricist for FireNine. His heart was broken when Eliza White left him. It wasn’t an easy decision for her to make either. She was just as torn, but she had set a goal to finish at the University of VA and get her art degree. I admired her for sticking with the goals she had set for herself even if it was at the expense of having a broken heart.
Now eight months have passed since she broke off her relationship with Gage. They have had no contact and she has avoided going home to visit because she knows that Gage & the rest of the band hang out at her Dad’s house. He’s the band’s manager. But now the time has come for her to start her internship at Arts Global and she can’t avoid going home now.
“Gage----I’m sorry. I----” ~ Eliza
“Eliza,” he said raggedly, shaking his head. “Don’t. I understand we all have dreams. We all have that one thing we want in life, but can I not be a part of that? Can I not be a part of you accomplishing those dreams? I’m not asking you to drop out of school or drop everything for me. If anything, I want you to finish, but I want you to do it with me.” ~ Gage
This is full of wants, desires, dreams, frustration, heartache & loss. Longing to be with the one that you know completes you. Eliza knows she hurt Gage and let their love go, but she continues on with her internship. In the mix of this, Penelope Binds, the daughter of the head honcho for FireNine, still has her claws in Gage. She will hold anything over his head to have him. Gage is stuck in the middle and I didn’t care for his weakness in his decisions regarding Penelope.
This story had it's ups and downs and I really enjoyed the turmoil, reconnections and the outcome at the end. The sub characters definitely added to the story’s enjoyment. I recommend checking this book out, but read Who He Is first.
Review by Jessie L.
October 3, 2014
3.5 to 4....I just feel a bit undecisive here. I was really looking forward to this conclusion since I felt there was so much more to the story than Who He Is. Well, this book was full of so much more, but geeze talk about drama and angst!
This book picks up with Ellie returning for a visit to her dad, coming face to face with Gage after ripping his heart out. She is dead set on finding her success and making something of herself...he is angry, bitter, and still so much in love. The connection is still there, and this time he is not taking no for an answer...he is willing to work things out with Ellie. YES, I was screaming crazily, finally someone is communicating clearly. I mean why all the drama...go to school, get your degree, be successful...but HELLO lady, keep on getting that hot lovin from the Rock God, right?
I remember strongly disliking Gage Grendel as he was a complete jerk in every sense of the word. Once he let his guard down and fell in love with Ellie I was a goner, a true Gage fan. That being said, I felt like he might have lost a little appeal for me here. What happened to the confident bad ass rocker? He seemed to lose his self...he became the Duke of Angst! To me his character came across more depressed and weak, not vulnerable. I know this was full of sad goodbyes, deception, missed opportunities, and constant acts of "go on without me," but I really missed the cocky Gage. I guess he was the epitome of p-whipped here, lol!
I enjoyed the chemistry between the characters, even though I couldn't really see what Gage saw in Ellie, lol. They did have hotness though! Overall Ellie continued to be the good girl and all the goodness was just what this band needed. She developed a backbone, but Gage lost his. I loved the ending...im a sucker for good outcomes and I was surprised at the turn of events. I will say that I hope Roy and Montana get their own books!!!!
This book picks up with Ellie returning for a visit to her dad, coming face to face with Gage after ripping his heart out. She is dead set on finding her success and making something of herself...he is angry, bitter, and still so much in love. The connection is still there, and this time he is not taking no for an answer...he is willing to work things out with Ellie. YES, I was screaming crazily, finally someone is communicating clearly. I mean why all the drama...go to school, get your degree, be successful...but HELLO lady, keep on getting that hot lovin from the Rock God, right?
I remember strongly disliking Gage Grendel as he was a complete jerk in every sense of the word. Once he let his guard down and fell in love with Ellie I was a goner, a true Gage fan. That being said, I felt like he might have lost a little appeal for me here. What happened to the confident bad ass rocker? He seemed to lose his self...he became the Duke of Angst! To me his character came across more depressed and weak, not vulnerable. I know this was full of sad goodbyes, deception, missed opportunities, and constant acts of "go on without me," but I really missed the cocky Gage. I guess he was the epitome of p-whipped here, lol!
I enjoyed the chemistry between the characters, even though I couldn't really see what Gage saw in Ellie, lol. They did have hotness though! Overall Ellie continued to be the good girl and all the goodness was just what this band needed. She developed a backbone, but Gage lost his. I loved the ending...im a sucker for good outcomes and I was surprised at the turn of events. I will say that I hope Roy and Montana get their own books!!!!
September 20, 2013
Ok Shanora has hit another grand slam HOMERUN with Who We Are. OMG.... I was a freaking mess reading this book. I laughed, I cried, My freaking emotions were all over the page. At times I was pissed at Eliza and other times I was pissed at Gage. I yelled atmy kindle several times. Telling these charecters "pull your $hit together". This book picks up 8 months after Eliza leaves Gage. Eliza still feeling she did the right thing (picking her future over Gage). Gage is PISSED that Eliza just left him. Then when it seems things are going their way :), another obstacle by the name of Penelope rears its UGLY head. Although Gage LOVES his Ellie he is being blackmailed by that wench to be with her. I don't want to give the whole story away, but I was having a meltdown during periods in this book.
Another thing I LOVED about Who We Are. The other band members. We got to see a little Deeds (not much) from him this book. But we got Montana I love hime he is such a great character. I can't wait to meet this girl that has stolen his heart. Roy WOW I knew from Who I Am that he was interesting, however I just feel more in love with him. Holy moly he blew my socks off. I can't wait to get more of his story for sure. I LOVE these boys. I loved meeting the new characters also. Kelsey (Eliza's Co-worker), and we also got to meet Gage's sister. My heart broke for the things she had to endure at the end. My heart broke for Gage.
And the freaking epiloge. LOVED It. I just can't get enough of this series. I want more, I'm ready for the next book NOW. AWESOME 5 star read Shanora.
Another thing I LOVED about Who We Are. The other band members. We got to see a little Deeds (not much) from him this book. But we got Montana I love hime he is such a great character. I can't wait to meet this girl that has stolen his heart. Roy WOW I knew from Who I Am that he was interesting, however I just feel more in love with him. Holy moly he blew my socks off. I can't wait to get more of his story for sure. I LOVE these boys. I loved meeting the new characters also. Kelsey (Eliza's Co-worker), and we also got to meet Gage's sister. My heart broke for the things she had to endure at the end. My heart broke for Gage.
And the freaking epiloge. LOVED It. I just can't get enough of this series. I want more, I'm ready for the next book NOW. AWESOME 5 star read Shanora.
September 19, 2013
So I waited for Shanora to release Who We Are the entire summer, was it worth the wait.....Hell to the YES!!!! Shanora delivered another hit...I have read all of Shanora books and I fell in love with this series, its characters and the ending of their story. I was so happy with out the end played out that I would that change a thing at all.
Book 2 starts of 8 months laters and Gage and Eliza are both suffering from their break up, I liked the growth in Eliza and Gage. Gage loves Eliza but he Penelope has control and has him hooked, Eliza is not going to stay in the side lines be put second, Eliza has grown and it shows in this book, their pasts will not let the couple be happy and they answer is it worth the fight if both do not fight.
I will not add spoilers because it would take from the story, we also get to know other characters in the band, we get to know more of Roy and Montana and we get introduced to Kelsey Eliza co-worker/bestfriend.
If you have or have not read book 1 Who He is, trust me this is a series that you have to read, the anticipation was well worth the wait for this book because I could not put it down, I cried, laugh, threw my kindle and was thrilled with the end results.
Book 2 starts of 8 months laters and Gage and Eliza are both suffering from their break up, I liked the growth in Eliza and Gage. Gage loves Eliza but he Penelope has control and has him hooked, Eliza is not going to stay in the side lines be put second, Eliza has grown and it shows in this book, their pasts will not let the couple be happy and they answer is it worth the fight if both do not fight.
I will not add spoilers because it would take from the story, we also get to know other characters in the band, we get to know more of Roy and Montana and we get introduced to Kelsey Eliza co-worker/bestfriend.
If you have or have not read book 1 Who He is, trust me this is a series that you have to read, the anticipation was well worth the wait for this book because I could not put it down, I cried, laugh, threw my kindle and was thrilled with the end results.
August 30, 2017
I sure missed my Gage, "his hard, rippled body, the perfect sleeve of ink on his forearms, broad chest, ribs, and even his back." Yes, sir I missed my boy dearly. This time around Ellie and Gage are on a whole new ball field and I can say I was so upset with Gage for what he did, and I was proud of Ellie doing what she did in the beginning. I think we see a new side of Gage, perhaps a more desperate side? "No, Elize. What's wrong with now? I'll give you whatever you want. Just tell me." I mean the boy is still fully equipped and we learned some shocking news about his underwear choice, "I lowered his jeans, revealing black boxers with white hearts. I smiled at them and he smirked..." Montana I seriously can not wait for that boy's story I effing love him, "and that was the first time I asked," he muttered. "I saw her again and asked her out the nice way - you know, when you just flirt, smile and ask - and she said no. The third time, she just laughed at me and walked off. Made my balls shrink a little bit. Not even gonna lie." You can't help but love these boys and Gage they're full of themselves and sexiness.
September 20, 2013
I'm so late on posting this but I received an ARC Copy for an honest review and that full review will be posted on www.smibookclub.com soon with Nicole Martin! ..... in the meantime.... after waiting a full month Who we are is finally here!!! Us FireNine hoes were ready for more Gage! And for me Montana! I liked Roy in book 1, thee was just something about him and after reading this I loved him just as much as Gage and Montana! I cannot wait for their story, its gonna be Goooood! ;).... but full review to come! #TeamMontana #TeamRoy
July 28, 2015
This book was even better than the first. "But you gave it a lower ranking" I know I know. But it was still amazing. There just part of the story that dragged. It was all perfect until the lake house. That's when it went downhill for me. The ending was not what I expected. I just felt like she wanted to get over writing the book just as I wanted to be done with the book already. I thought more action would have happened (you'll see what I'm talking about once you've read the book). I love all the boys. And I really love Kelsey! This was an amazing book still 4-4.5 stars.
July 1, 2016
1 star only for the epilogue.....the first one was at least readable.....I freaking skipped read this one...there was so much drama and nonsense going on......gage was the weakest male character I ever read and Ellie the worst doormat gf
there was seriously no need to split the story of gage and ellie into two books...one book would have been enough .....coz the author dragged their story too much....it looked disjoint most of the times
there was seriously no need to split the story of gage and ellie into two books...one book would have been enough .....coz the author dragged their story too much....it looked disjoint most of the times
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