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160 pages, Paperback
First published December 1, 2013
Afterword: There were a few things on my mind when I wrote Endless Game.
I write in a distinctly hardcore BDSM style, but with Endless Game I deliberately kept the BDSM tropes contained. Even while the plot included plenty of hardcore sex and rough play, there are no real elements of sadomasochism or bondage/dominance. What's more, all the depicted actions have been assented to, even in advance, by the main character, Akira, himself.
The story is what I imagine to be a plot driven by maximal iterations of "gay pornographic intercourse." Readers who don't have BDSM fantasies can take pleasure in the story, but the erotic elements are still sufficiently hardcore. At least that's what I was aiming for.
I was also very cognizant of instilling a kind of critical element in the depictions of sex. Akira has a voracious appetite for sex and is in perpetual pursuit of attaining personal ecstasy in this story. He's a youth who believes this pursuit suffices as the entirety of his existence. As a result of this pursuit he leaves his life to the charge of another person and begins his descent to a status as a "marionette prostitute."
As a parable, it's structured as a "tragedy," with the "fall" of the main character, but Akira himself doesn't think of this at all as a "tragedy." In fact he considers himself "lucky" and is incredibly "happy." This dichotomy in, in other words, the critical element I'd scoped out.
So, as to avoid misunderstanding, I did not write this suggesting Akira was some naive young man unaware of the trap he was caught in. I don't hand down judgments through my story, whatever the variety. Whatever one will think of when reading this is entirely subjective to each reader, and as its author I don't have a correct interpretation. There is none.
These were my so-called aims in writing Endless Game even though I don't think too much about the questionable stuff and would be delighted just to know that the readers are getting hard )or wet, in the case of my female readers), reading my manga. More than anything else, I write 'gay pornographic manga" for this purpose.