2.5 Stars
Let me start by saying that Shira Anthony is on my very short auto-buy list. I love her! And, Blue Notes is one of my favorite series! Having said that, Prelude was my least favorite book in this series to date. Why? David.
David and Alex appeared in all the previous books, to my recollection. They were peripheral characters but friendly and stalwart supporters of their friends and loved ones. I don't remember much about Alex from those books other than he was a talented musician and deeply in love with David. David came across as a legendary conductor who is extremely wealthy and very generous with his friends. He also seemed completely devoted to Alex. I was excited to read about the genesis of this wonderful relationship.
In Preludes, we learn that David has issues. He's insecure because his grandfather, who raised him after his parents died when he was four-years-old, didn't support his love of music or his desire to become a conductor and a composer. Granddad wanted and expected David to carry on the family business and rule Wall Street. Granddad was insensitive, unsupportive, and - at times - downright cruel. Despite David's rebellion, Granddad never kicked him out or disowned him. *huffs* Okay, I'm sorry but ... BFD. I get that David had a rough time losing his parents at such a young age and that his grandfather was less than ideal (pricky even) but I didn't feel that his "suffering" warranted his downright sucky attitude. David was described as extremely insecure, despite his tremendous success. He had always lived a life of privilege, regardless of his grandfather's disappointment. David often came across as condescending and snobby. Blech! Add to that his aloofness and his unwillingness to accept responsibility for his wrong-doing and I was completely disenchanted.
Alex, on the other hand, I really liked. He, like David, suffered great loss as a child. His mother died of cancer when Alex was still young and he was shuffled from foster home to foster home until he eventually landed in a group home. After being belittled, beaten, and stabbed (hello! STABBED!), he ran away and was forced to live on the streets scraping to just get by. But he was a joy to be around, despite his troubled past.
And therein lies my biggest gripe with this book: I didn't care for the blatant inequality in their relationship. David was a self-absorbed, insecure, cold fish. He was aloof and, when stressed, pushed Alex away to the point of being cruel. Alex, on the other hand, was compassionate, understanding, and had the patience of a saint. He pined and waited for David; then approached, offered his love and companionship (no pressure), then retreated and patiently waited some more. And Alex wasn't the only one. EVERYONE treated David like this china doll, going out of their way to be nice to him (even if he's a prick in return); giving him space when he needs it; then fawning over him when he allows it. Lather, rinse, repeat. Blech.
Other issues: Helena and Rachel. Why? David's relationship with Helena was another indicator to me that he's a selfish prick. Why marry a woman when you know in your heart that you can give her nothing more than friendship. I get that Helena wanted it too but, again, the length to which David's friends go to please him was ridiculous. Rachel. Um, what? I. Didn't. Get. It. She added nothing to this story for me. She was a little irritating. I was hoping that Rachel got adopted into another family and maybe David would be supportive in helping Alex to track her down. You know, do something selfless for once. But nope! In the end, it was all about David. Helena was there for David. Rachel was there for David. Alex was there for David. John and Roger were there for David. And all because David's grandpa was mean to him. Waaaaaaaaaaaah! Call the wambulance! Ugh. Barf.
Bottom line: needless to say (given my lengthy rant above), I didn't care for this one. Nevertheless, I will definitely continue with the series because I honestly believe this was just a fluke.