I learned a lot from this book. It showed me how much suffering and truly horrific events have occurred in Colombia in recent history, since La Violencia. While things have improved so much for the better in recent times, the horror of it all is still fresh in the minds of many Colombians. And the most shocking thing I learned from the book was the scale of the violence. I had always heard of the danger in Colombia due the guerilla, paramilitary, and drug lord warfare. But I had thought of it as the type of violence you may find in inner city Detroit or Chicago. That is, a dangerously high amount of murder and individual violence between gangs. Crimes against individuals, not whole groups, not massacres. But the suffering that so many Colombians have been through in recent years is not on the individual level or a level between "bad" groups, it is on the level of how whole nations and ethnicities suffered under Nazi Germany in World War 2. What I mean is that La Violencia and the "war on drugs" in Colombia was/is not just a spree of individual murders, but it has involved massacres of whole villages, mass executions, trapping women and children in buildings and burning them, assassinations of anyone trying to fight for justice, common people living in constant fear and knowledge that if they make the wrong step or speak to the wrong person, the local guerilla group, paramilitary, military, druglord will kill them. The horrific and macabre events which Robin Kirk both witnessed and heard tell of during her years in Colombia are truly saddening. It is wonderful that things have improved since then, though there is still improvement to be had, especially out of the large cities.
However, I give the book 3 stars because of the style in which Kirk wrote the book. She wrote it as a recollection of her many stories as a human rights worker/journalist in Colombia. Thus, while she inserted a good foundational thread of historical accuracy and information throughout the book, it was often a confusing and hard to follow conglomeration of stories. She skipped from place to place and time to time and with the many new names and places it was difficult to follow at times. Thus, by the end, despite the good baseline understanding I received of the recent war going on in Colombia, it became wearisome to slog through the pages.