This is a very interesting, albeit sad, book. Mademoiselle D'Eon (aka the Chevalier) was first known as a man, then revealed as a woman, yet upon her death, re-established as male, though she identified as female. Her autobiography is important because it is one of the first accounts of a trans person's life, her experience being found out, and her wrestling with who she was through the lens of religion ( noting incorrectly) that Matthew 20:30 says, 'For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels in heaven.' That she understood this as meaning people would be genderless is something that many contend. D'Eon, whose inner conflict is present on every page, cites this as evidence that while she had (in her view) sinned by wearing men's clothing and pretending to be a man, God would forgive her, as afterward, she took the veil, dedicating her life to Jesus and his principles.
Part one of the book (divided into three parts) details her journey, how her sex was revealed, and the aftermath; part two is her effort to come to peace with who she is through religion. Part two is the most arduous as she often repeats herself, and her thought process is convoluted and sometimes difficult to follow.
Part Three is the most engaging. In this section, D'Eon goes through a list of Saints who disguised themselves as men, their lives, and their importance to religion and humanity. Many of these women joined monasteries, took the tonsure, and lived as hermits enduring incredible deprivations and pain. Fathers often disguised their daughters as sons to avoid them being the object of lust by lascivious men.
In our 21st century, given the struggle for the trans community to not only be tolerated but to exist, this book merits not only a look but strong consideration.
D'Eon lived during the reign of Louis XV (when she was a Chevalier in his army and won many battles) and Louis XVI when her sex was revealed. She escaped the Revolution by living in England and died in poverty. If she had been in France during the Revolution, one must ask how she would have been treated. Given her royalist views and identification as female, the assumption must not be well for the populace at that time was consumed with blood lust; it is a sure bet she would have gone down on the guillotine. The question then becomes, have we advanced any further? And do we as a society reflect the teachings D'Eon clung to (of loving our neighbor as ourselves and the golden rule)? The court of Louis XV knew the truth about her gender but allowed her to continue in the army, and even Louis XVI continued to pay her military pension after she acknowledged her sex. Madame Bertin (the queen's haberdasher) equipped her with the finest dress. Before the Revolution, the court was more generous and tolerant than the revolutionaries during it, and even those today may have been, which brings us to a curious question of the current crisis involving the LGBTQ+ community. One wonders if we have not regressed to the point where those figures of the past would admonish who we are now.