Before I go is one of those books that drag you in and makes you want to continue reading. It shows so much emotion weather it be from Madison's snarky comments lighting up the mood of the book, to her and Annie, her mom, getting into yet another argument about skating. This book makes you feel that you are actually in the setting that is taking place, and the dialog is so well put together to the point that you feel like you are Madison. Before I go is about a girl that trains to be an Olympic ice skater, but along the way she start to get very ill and the unexpected happens.
Skating was something that was adapted into Madison's life and adsorbed throughout her bones and veins. Madison knew she wanted to be an ice skater the minute she stepped onto the ice at age six. She dreamed that one day she would make it to the Olympics, and her dreams were finally coming true,but with success there comes a lot of struggles along the way. She and her mother trained day in and day out in order for Madison to be the best and nothing but the best, thus causing their mother daughter relationship to get the bad end of the stick. Madison was not like any normal sixteen year old girl, she never really had the chance to have a social life or even make friends, throughout her whole life she only had one best friend, Jackson, the most popular guy in the school. He helped her get through her childhood and most of high school, but what happens when the two start to catch feelings for each other? Throughout the book you get subtle hints that they give to each other causing you to infer that they are flirting. The author of the book did a great job with dragging you in with wanting to read more about how Madison and Jackson's relationship advances.
Madison has started to train many long, hard hours to make it into the Olympics, so when she starts to show signs of loosing an excessive amount of weight, becoming very pale, and becoming very tired and weak to the point where she has fainted twice; everyone jumps to the conclusion that she is worn out by all the training. Nobody actually sees that Madison is very ill, not even Madison sees that in herself. I think that the author made a really good point with displaying this because it makes it more realistic, because in real life that it what would be diagnosed to someone training that hard. Madison is now only one competition away from making it to the Olympics, so she has to master this whole routine; every jump, turn, and landing. While she is preforming she starts to feel very tired and just wants to lay down. She is becoming very weak during the last portion of her routine and she actually passed out during the end of it.
When getting test done at the hospital, Annie is for sure convinced that Madison is healthy and just needed a little rest. She feels that they don't need to do anymore test on her and that Madison is ready to leave, but when test come back that shows that Madison has cancer, Annie doesn't take it well. She has to break the news to her husband and to Madison. When Madison finds out that she has cancer the only thing she is worried about is if shes able to skate again or not, so when they go to the best cancer doctor in town and find out that the cancer is a lot worse as they thought, Madison doesn't really take it seriously and starts to get mad at the doctor and at her parents. The rest of the book after this is all about Madison battling this cancer, with the help of Jackson and her family along the side, while coping with the lost of not being able to skate again. Although there was a lot of hope, treatments, and fighting that went into getting rid of the cancer, Madison soon passed away from it.