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200 pages, Paperback
First published October 25, 1935






J'ai recueilli, un jour qu'il était saoul, les confidences d'un écrivain américain qui vient régulièrement en Afrique pour abattre sa ration d'éléphants, de lions et de rhinos. Je lui demandais d'où venait ce besoin, et il avait bu assez pour être sincère : « Toute ma vie, j'ai crevé de peur. Peur de vivre, peur de mourir, peur des maladies, peur de devenir impuissant, peur du déclin physique inévitable... Quand ça deviens intolérable, toute mon angoisse, toute ma peur se concentrent sur le rhino qui charge, le lion qui se lève soudain devant moi dans l'herbe, l'éléphant qui se tourne dans ma direction. Mon angoisse devient enfin quelque chose de tangible, quelque chose qu'on peut tuer. Je tire, et pendant quelque temps je suis délivré, j'ai la paix complète, la bête foudroyée a entraîné dans sa mort toutes mes terreurs accumulées. »
(My translation)
One day when he was drunk, I received the confidences of an American writer who came regularly to Africa to kill his share of elephants, lions and rhinos. I asked him where this need came from, and he had drunk enough that he gave me an honest answer: "All my life, I've been scared shitless. Scared of life, scared of death, scared of getting sick, scared of becoming impotent, scared of the inevitable physical decline... When it gets too much to stand, all my terror, all my fear becomes concentrated on the charging rhino, the lion who suddenly emerges from the grass in front of me, the elephant who turns in my direction. My terror finally becomes something tangible, something I can kill. I fire, and for a time I am delivered from it, I am at peace, the animal I have shot has by its death removed all my accumulated fears."

I have a good life but I must write because if I do not write a certain amount I do not enjoy the rest of my life.
“We have very primitive emotions,” [Pop] said. “It’s impossible not to be competitive. Spoils everything, though.”
“I’m all through with that,” said. “I’m all right again. I had quite a trip, you know.”
M’Cola [another tracker] was not jealous of Droopy. He simply knew that Droop was a better man than he was. more of a hunter, a faster and cleaner tracker, and a great stylist in everything he did.At another point, Papa talks of his “wanting to make a shot to impress Droopy.”
Unlike many novels, none of the characters or incidents in this book is imaginary. Anyone not finding sufficient love interest is at liberty, while reading it, to insert whatever love interest he or she may have at the time. The writer has attempted to write an absolutely true book to see whether the shape of a country and the pattern of a month’s action can, if truly presented, compete with a work of the imagination.
The way… to write (is) as long as you can live and there is pencil and paper or ink or any machine to do it with, or anything you care to write about, and you feel a fool, to do it any other way. But here we were, now, caught by time, by the season, and by the running out of our money, so that what should have been as much fun to do each day whether you killed or not was being forced into that most exciting perversion of life; the necessity of accomplishing something in less time than should truly be allowed for its doing.
“We do not have great writers,” I said. “Something happens to our good writers at a certain age. I can explain but it is quite long and may bore you.”
Some writers are only born to help another writer to write one sentence. […] Writers should work alone. they should see each other only after their work is done, and not too often then. Otherwise, they become like writers in New York.
All modern American literature comes from one book by Mark Twain called Huckleberry Finn. If you read it you must stop where the Nigger Jim is stolen from the boys. That is the real end. The rest is just cheating. But it’s the best book we’ve had. all American writing comes from that. There was nothing before. There has been nothing as good since.
We destroy them [American writers] in many ways. First economically. They make money. It is only by a hazard that a writer makes money although good books always make money eventually. Then our writers when they have made some money increase their standard of living and they are caught. They have to write to keep up their establishment, their wives, and so on, and they write slop. It is not slop on purpose but because it is hurried. Because they write when there is nothing to say or no water in the well. Because they are ambitious. Then, once they have betrayed themselves, they justify it and you get more slop.