I stumbled into Eiseley's writings in a round-about sort of way. He's an archaeologist famous for his natural science writing specifically his 1957 "The Immense Journey" which is a collection of essays about the history of humanity (I hope to read this soon!). It was extremely popular and Eiseley became well known for his ability to write about science with words that sounded like poetry. I, however, saved this book to my "Want to Read List" years ago while browsing a list of popular memoirs.
"The Night Country" is part archaeology, part memoir, part Eisley's profound and contemplative musings. Very different than his earlier works in terms of subject matter, but the beauty of his writing still takes center stage. It's incredible, how strikingly he can put his thoughts and observations about the world into words. Here's one of my favorite passages from the book, one of Eisley's musings on life and death as his gazes upon a fossil on his desk:
"In the past there has been armor, there have been bellowings out of throats like iron furnaces, there have been phantom lights in the dark forest and toothed reptiles winging through the air. It has all been carbon and its compounds, the black stain running perpetually across the stone."
"But though the elements are known, nothing in all those shapes is now returnable. No living chemist can shape a dinosaur; no living hand can start the dreaming tentacular extensions that characterize the life of the simplest ameboid cell. Finally, as the greatest mystery of all, I who write these words on paper, cannot establish my own reality. I am, by any reasonable and considered logic, dead. This may be a matter of concern, or even a secret, but if it is any consolation, I can assure you that all men are as dead as I. For on my office desk, to prove my words, is the fossil out of the stone, and there is the carbon of life stained black on the ancient rock."
"There is no life in the fossil. There is no life in the carbon in my body. As the idea strikes me, and it comes as a profound shock, I run down the list of elements. There is no life in the iron, there is no life in the phosphorus, the nitrogen does not contain me, the water that soaks my tissues is not I. What am I then? I pinch my body in a kind of sudden desperation. My heart knocks, my fingers close around the pen. There is, it seems, a semblance of life here."
"But the minute I start breaking this strange body down into its constituents, it is dead. It does not know me. Carbon does not speak, calcium does not remember, iron does not weep. Even if I hastily reconstitute their combinations in my mind, rebuild my arteries, and let oxygen in the grip of hemoglobin go hurrying through a thousand conduits, I have a kind of machine, but where in all this array of pipes and hurried flotsam is the dweller?"
"From whence, out of what steaming pools or boiling cloudbursts, did he first arise? What forces can we find which brought him up the shore, scaled his body into an antique, reptilian shape and then cracked it like an egg to let a soft-furred animal with a warmer heart emerge? And we? Would it not be a good thing if man were tapped gentle like a fertile egg to see what might creep out? I sometimes think of this as I handle the thick-walled skulls of the animal men who preceded us or ponder over those remote splay-footed creatures whose bones line deep in the world's wastelands at the very bottom of time."
"With the glooms and night terrors of those vast cemeteries I have been long familiar. A precisely similar gloom enwraps the individual life of each of us. There are moments, in my bed at midnight, or watching the play of moonlight on the ceiling, when this ghostliness of myself comes home to me with appalling force, when I lie tense, listening as if removed, far off, to the footfalls of my own heart, ore seeing my own head on the pillows turning restlessly with the round staring eyes of a gigantic owl. I whisper "Who?" to no one but myself in the silent, sleeping house - the living house gone back to sleep with the sleeping stones, the eternally sleeping chair, the picture that sleeps forever on the bureau, the dead, also sleeping, though they walk in my drams. In the midst of all this dark, this void, this emptiness, I, more ghostly than a ghost, cry "Who?" "Who? to no answer, aware only of other smaller ghosts like the bats sweeping by the window or the dog who, in repeating a bit of his own lost history, turns restlessly among nonexistent grasses before he subsides again upon the floor."
I think his writing his best spoken aloud. I had a magical experience reading this book while camping during a gentle rainstorm. My partner read one of his less contemplative, more adventuresome chapters, "Obituary of a Bone Hunter" to me as we sheltered in the tent under the pitter patter of the rain. He spoke of almosts, the times Eisley almost struck it bit on a dig site, almost found an incredible specimen in a cave, but didn't and all the other things (caves with ceilings covered in spiders, birds' nests with eggs from near-extinct species, eyes reflecting the light of his flashlight back at him) he found a lot the way.
A great read, but only if you're in the mood for it. A sort of contemplative, not-quite-tethered to the real world type of mood is best for this book. I can't wait to read some of his other works.