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356 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2021
Mattias is not plain. He’s extra like avocado. He’s hot and strong; he’s loyal and honest, he’s both gentle and tough.Their relationship is so beautifully honest. Mattias waits for her to turn eighteen, and they finally become a couple, it was so damn HOT.
"That’s how we’re gonna work, forever, okay? Truth. Even when it’s ugly.”Around the 30% mark Mattias is taken away, leaving Gen alone at nineteen. This could have been a pivotal time for Gen, growing emotionally and finding her own strength. But she doesn't, she begins to disappear inside herself. Mattias, loving her more than anything, tells her to find someone to care about her while he's away.
“When two people fall in love, and one or both of them fall in love with another person, and then the three of them make it work, together, so no one gets their heart broken.”Suspending reality that 16-year-old could pay rent and support himself yet alone another teenager, there was a lot that didn't ring true for me in this story. Still, highly recommended first the first half and if you can handle a somewhat unique poly relationship, you'll enjoy this one! Has a really beautiful ending.