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Requiem Inc. #3
Somebody to Die For
Avery Wagner quit ghostwalking when he lost his beloved anchor to cancer. Now teaching others who have the ability, he's beginning to live again -- but he's not looking for another lover, not now, maybe not ever.
But then he meets Jameson ... younger, talented, dedicated, almost perfect, even though his mouth sometimes opens ahead of his brain. And Jameson wants Avery desperately, though he'll settle for friendship if he can't have more.
When an emergency demands they work together in the field, Avery discovers just how perfect Jameson is. But he had a perfect love once before, and he's scared to even consider that he might have a chance at another. Can he trust Jameson with his newly healing heart?
But then he meets Jameson ... younger, talented, dedicated, almost perfect, even though his mouth sometimes opens ahead of his brain. And Jameson wants Avery desperately, though he'll settle for friendship if he can't have more.
When an emergency demands they work together in the field, Avery discovers just how perfect Jameson is. But he had a perfect love once before, and he's scared to even consider that he might have a chance at another. Can he trust Jameson with his newly healing heart?
224 pages, Paperback
First published September 4, 2018
About the author
Kris T. Bethke
65 books65 followersKris T. Bethke has been a voracious reader for pretty much her entire life and has been writing stories for nearly as long. An avid and prolific daydreamer, she always has a story in her head. She spends most of her free time reading, writing, or knitting/crocheting her latest project. Her biggest desire is to find a way to accomplish all three tasks at one time. A classic muscle car will always turn her head and weekend naps are one of her greatest guilty pleasures. She lives in a converted attic with an aquarium full of tropical fish and the voices in her head. She’ll tell you she thinks that’s a pretty good deal.
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January 3, 2020
4 Hearts
A solid entry for this unique series!
As seen in Ghost of a Chance, an anchor bond between a ghostwalker and his/her said anchor is a rare and wonderful but scary thing. Their connection is soul deep and intense, making the tough job that they do (guiding spirits to the afterlife) that much easier since they can anticipate each other’s needs. Avery had that once and lost his beloved Luke to cancer. Since then, the thought of ghostwalking without him is too much to bear, but Avery’s slowly getting back into a routine and though still sad and missing Luke, he can look at his past with fondness and not utter devastation. When his employer Requiem Inc., asks for his help to train new hires, Avery agrees as long as all his lessons are theoretical lectures and not actually crossing into the spirit plane.
Enter Jameson, a newbie anchor who is eager to start his job, wanting to learn everything there is to know to be the best that he can be. When he listens to Avery’s various lectures, he has all sorts of questions for him and unfortunately in his excitement, Jameson puts his foot in it. Despite the rough start between him and Avery, Jameson can’t get the handsome mysterious aloof man off his mind, and he’s determined to smooth things over.
Avery in turn can’t help admire Jameson’s tenacity despite his first wrong impression and slowly, these two form a tentative friendship. Avery notices
just how good Jameson is at his job, and Avery’s own innate nature to be taken care of pushes to the fore, making him desire to perhaps ghostwalk again, if only in the proper hands of a certain somebody. Yep.
As a warning for those who are wary of second chance love, I can see how some might balk at an MC connecting with another person, especially when this is not an anchor bond and the new relationship can be deemed as “less” than. Regardless of potential awkward and uncomfortable feels towards this situation, I still thought the subject matter was handled quite well, being sensitive to all aspects of what moving on entails and doesn’t. Avery’s deceased husband is never pushed aside, always making it known that Luke was a very important part of Avery’s life, that they did have a great love. However, there is a healing process going on, and it is allowed. Jameson was wonderfully understanding, and though there are a few snags on Avery’s part which had me worried about unnecessary melodrama, such issues were never over the top or protracted - they were thankfully dealt with mostly as they came up and there was mature honest discussion, along with plenty of smexiness, plausible progression, and emotional heft.
I’m not sure if this is the last in the series but if so, it was a nice wrap up to those who work at this idealistic paranormal institution that Bethke has created. These three books have given us some very happy endings for those who work hard at giving peace to both the living and their dearly departed, and I would say this is one of the top Beyond series thus far in this DSP line!
Thank you to the author/publisher for a copy in exchange for a honest review
A solid entry for this unique series!
As seen in Ghost of a Chance, an anchor bond between a ghostwalker and his/her said anchor is a rare and wonderful but scary thing. Their connection is soul deep and intense, making the tough job that they do (guiding spirits to the afterlife) that much easier since they can anticipate each other’s needs. Avery had that once and lost his beloved Luke to cancer. Since then, the thought of ghostwalking without him is too much to bear, but Avery’s slowly getting back into a routine and though still sad and missing Luke, he can look at his past with fondness and not utter devastation. When his employer Requiem Inc., asks for his help to train new hires, Avery agrees as long as all his lessons are theoretical lectures and not actually crossing into the spirit plane.
Enter Jameson, a newbie anchor who is eager to start his job, wanting to learn everything there is to know to be the best that he can be. When he listens to Avery’s various lectures, he has all sorts of questions for him and unfortunately in his excitement, Jameson puts his foot in it. Despite the rough start between him and Avery, Jameson can’t get the handsome mysterious aloof man off his mind, and he’s determined to smooth things over.
Avery in turn can’t help admire Jameson’s tenacity despite his first wrong impression and slowly, these two form a tentative friendship. Avery notices
just how good Jameson is at his job, and Avery’s own innate nature to be taken care of pushes to the fore, making him desire to perhaps ghostwalk again, if only in the proper hands of a certain somebody. Yep.
As a warning for those who are wary of second chance love, I can see how some might balk at an MC connecting with another person, especially when this is not an anchor bond and the new relationship can be deemed as “less” than. Regardless of potential awkward and uncomfortable feels towards this situation, I still thought the subject matter was handled quite well, being sensitive to all aspects of what moving on entails and doesn’t. Avery’s deceased husband is never pushed aside, always making it known that Luke was a very important part of Avery’s life, that they did have a great love. However, there is a healing process going on, and it is allowed. Jameson was wonderfully understanding, and though there are a few snags on Avery’s part which had me worried about unnecessary melodrama, such issues were never over the top or protracted - they were thankfully dealt with mostly as they came up and there was mature honest discussion, along with plenty of smexiness, plausible progression, and emotional heft.
I’m not sure if this is the last in the series but if so, it was a nice wrap up to those who work at this idealistic paranormal institution that Bethke has created. These three books have given us some very happy endings for those who work hard at giving peace to both the living and their dearly departed, and I would say this is one of the top Beyond series thus far in this DSP line!
Thank you to the author/publisher for a copy in exchange for a honest review
August 6, 2018
We first met Avery in book 1 of the series. Having lost his bonded Anchor and husband four years prior, Avery is broken and lost. He no longer ghostwalks, as he can't imagine having anyone other than Luke anchor him, but he is willing to train new ghostwalkers on the art of leading the dead into the afterlife.
Jameson is a new Anchor. He doesn't have the Anchor gene, so he has to work harder than some of the new recruits, but Jameson is eager to learn and care for someone. He has boundless energy and the unfortunate tendency to blurt things out without thinking.
Jameson attaches to Avery almost immediately. Avery is almost two decades older than Jameson, but that's of little consequence in a world where ghostwalkers easily live 120 years or more. Avery resists Jameson's affection initially, but the thought of Jameson anchoring anyone else makes him jealous.
The men's relationship moves beyond friendship when Avery is asked to find a novice ghostwalker lost in the spirit realm. Avery asks Jameson to be his Anchor and has to move past the guilt he feels over ghostwalking without Luke.
I liked the slow burn, strong hurt/comfort trope, and vivid world building (this book cannot be read as a standalone; the series needs to be read in order). Both MCs are likable and complex, although Avery has a richer backstory.
However, because so much was made of the bond Avery had with his deceased mate, Luke, the romance between Avery and Jameson paled in comparison. Jameson will never be Avery's bonded; he will never have with Avery what Luke had. That doesn't mean Avery and Jameson can't be happy together, but a small part of me wanted more for Jameson, who deserved all the love.
The story ends with a tentative HEA (the epilogue was too short to be truly satisfying), but the series doesn't feel complete. We're introduced to some new secondary characters, who'd make wonderful MCs. I'd love to read more Requiem books.
Jameson is a new Anchor. He doesn't have the Anchor gene, so he has to work harder than some of the new recruits, but Jameson is eager to learn and care for someone. He has boundless energy and the unfortunate tendency to blurt things out without thinking.
Jameson attaches to Avery almost immediately. Avery is almost two decades older than Jameson, but that's of little consequence in a world where ghostwalkers easily live 120 years or more. Avery resists Jameson's affection initially, but the thought of Jameson anchoring anyone else makes him jealous.
The men's relationship moves beyond friendship when Avery is asked to find a novice ghostwalker lost in the spirit realm. Avery asks Jameson to be his Anchor and has to move past the guilt he feels over ghostwalking without Luke.
I liked the slow burn, strong hurt/comfort trope, and vivid world building (this book cannot be read as a standalone; the series needs to be read in order). Both MCs are likable and complex, although Avery has a richer backstory.
However, because so much was made of the bond Avery had with his deceased mate, Luke, the romance between Avery and Jameson paled in comparison. Jameson will never be Avery's bonded; he will never have with Avery what Luke had. That doesn't mean Avery and Jameson can't be happy together, but a small part of me wanted more for Jameson, who deserved all the love.
The story ends with a tentative HEA (the epilogue was too short to be truly satisfying), but the series doesn't feel complete. We're introduced to some new secondary characters, who'd make wonderful MCs. I'd love to read more Requiem books.
February 23, 2021
4 Stars
This third story in Bethke’s original and emotionally engaging PNR series is another easy win for me.
At this point in the series, readers already know the devastating loss ghostwalker Avery has suffered, after the death of his beloved anchor and husband Luke, to cancer four years earlier. He’s healing with the passage of time, but losing a rare and precious anchor bond is equivalent to the loss of a soulmate, and is something Avery may never truly get over. He hasn’t ghostwalked since, either, without Luke there to anchor and care for him in the emotionally and physically demanding partnership that a ghostwalker so desperately requires to do their job properly. But thankfully Requiem Inc. has been smart enough to keep Avery on, in an instructor capacity, sending him from branch to branch imparting his wisdom to younger ghostwalkers and anchors to the best of his ability.
When Avery is called in to do a stint of lectures back at the Duncan Moor Requiem branch (the setting of the first two books), Avery soon finds his lonely but emotionally safeguarded existence challenged when he meets new recruit anchor Jameson. Jameson doesn’t have the rare anchor gene that makes him born for the job, but he comes by his intuitive caregiver instincts naturally. He shows great promise and shows an even greater interest in getting to know Avery better. Jameson even understands and accepts that he can never quite be exactly what Luke was for Avery, but he’s determined to show his growing love and commitment to the man in different and perhaps just as significant ways.
Avery may not have ever expected to ghostwalk again or ever fall in love again, but Jameson shatters all his preconceived ideas of how life as a lonely widower was going to go. It takes a bit of convincing to make Avery see just how perfect a partner Jameson could be, both in ghostwalking and in love, but Avery isn’t a stupid man, just a heartbroken one, and the fact Jameson seems to be the man to piece him back together isn’t passing Avery’s sharp attention.
I enjoyed this story very much, which is a welcomed surprise considering how I tend to struggle with dead lover stories in my romance reading. Honestly, this was one of the best handlings of a dead spouse trope I’ve ever read and I was very grateful for how Avery’s hurt was unpacked and how Jameson’s position as a new lover was explored. Jameson’s caregiver nature and his complete acceptance that Avery had an epic love that came before him was pretty wondrous. There were, of course, moments that made me worry that poor Jameson was coming in second place and maybe always would, but I think the way he loved Avery so honestly, without envy or resentment, paired with the fact that Avery could open his heart up all over again, in new ways, made it much easier to believe these two would be very happy together going forward.
Once again, I can’t praise this series enough for its unique and captivating premise. I simply love the whole idea behind the ghostwalkers and their anchors, and I’d happily read more in the Requiem Inc. series, should Bethke ever decide to venture forward with more stories set in this fascinating world.
This third story in Bethke’s original and emotionally engaging PNR series is another easy win for me.
At this point in the series, readers already know the devastating loss ghostwalker Avery has suffered, after the death of his beloved anchor and husband Luke, to cancer four years earlier. He’s healing with the passage of time, but losing a rare and precious anchor bond is equivalent to the loss of a soulmate, and is something Avery may never truly get over. He hasn’t ghostwalked since, either, without Luke there to anchor and care for him in the emotionally and physically demanding partnership that a ghostwalker so desperately requires to do their job properly. But thankfully Requiem Inc. has been smart enough to keep Avery on, in an instructor capacity, sending him from branch to branch imparting his wisdom to younger ghostwalkers and anchors to the best of his ability.
When Avery is called in to do a stint of lectures back at the Duncan Moor Requiem branch (the setting of the first two books), Avery soon finds his lonely but emotionally safeguarded existence challenged when he meets new recruit anchor Jameson. Jameson doesn’t have the rare anchor gene that makes him born for the job, but he comes by his intuitive caregiver instincts naturally. He shows great promise and shows an even greater interest in getting to know Avery better. Jameson even understands and accepts that he can never quite be exactly what Luke was for Avery, but he’s determined to show his growing love and commitment to the man in different and perhaps just as significant ways.
Avery may not have ever expected to ghostwalk again or ever fall in love again, but Jameson shatters all his preconceived ideas of how life as a lonely widower was going to go. It takes a bit of convincing to make Avery see just how perfect a partner Jameson could be, both in ghostwalking and in love, but Avery isn’t a stupid man, just a heartbroken one, and the fact Jameson seems to be the man to piece him back together isn’t passing Avery’s sharp attention.
I enjoyed this story very much, which is a welcomed surprise considering how I tend to struggle with dead lover stories in my romance reading. Honestly, this was one of the best handlings of a dead spouse trope I’ve ever read and I was very grateful for how Avery’s hurt was unpacked and how Jameson’s position as a new lover was explored. Jameson’s caregiver nature and his complete acceptance that Avery had an epic love that came before him was pretty wondrous. There were, of course, moments that made me worry that poor Jameson was coming in second place and maybe always would, but I think the way he loved Avery so honestly, without envy or resentment, paired with the fact that Avery could open his heart up all over again, in new ways, made it much easier to believe these two would be very happy together going forward.
Once again, I can’t praise this series enough for its unique and captivating premise. I simply love the whole idea behind the ghostwalkers and their anchors, and I’d happily read more in the Requiem Inc. series, should Bethke ever decide to venture forward with more stories set in this fascinating world.
August 6, 2018
3.5 stars
I always have a hard time with the deceased lover trope. It’s because I loved Avery so much that I still enjoyed this.
We met ghostwalker Avery in the first book when he helped Blake and Derek with their newly formed bond. Avery knows all about anchor bonds, because he had one with his anchor Luke. But Luke died of cancer 4 years ago, and Avery has a hard time getting through each day.
When Avery meets young Jameson when he is teaching classes to the new trainees, he doesn’t know what to think. Jameson doesn’t seem to have a filter, but he is also caring and considerate. Avery never expected it, but the two become friends when they keep bumping in to each other during Jameson’s training.
Jameson has been half in love with Avery from the moment he sees the man. He knows he can never replace Luke in Avery’s life, but he will take anything he can get. Now Avery needs to see there is more to life than just his grief…
It was different reading about the one true love, the one person destined to be your soulmate, the big love, not being the love interest here. Avery had his bonded, and then he died. We read about Luke being Avery’s everything. It is rare for a ghostwalker and an anchor to form an anchor bond, but Avery and Luke were meant to be together.
So this did not only dealt with a deceased loved one, this dealt with the death of the one big love. It was strange reading about Avery falling in love again after he lost the love of his life. Yes, I thought he and Jameson were very sweet together, but Avery kept insisting, ‘it’s not the same’. And I get that, but it did feel like a second rank love at times, since Avery and Luke were the real thing, and Jameson was just the person Avery fell in love with after Luke died. Now, that is special in itself, but it didn’t make me swoon all that much as Blake and Derek did in book 1.
I think I would have preferred it if the special bond between Avery and Luke had been toned down a bit. Now it was like nothing could ever compete.
But….. I still liked this. Avery was a very likable character, sweet and sensitive. And Jameson was a good fit for him. Jameson was kind of like an eager puppy at times, and I loved how much he just wanted to take care of Avery.
This series has so much potential left, and the ghostwalking is still such an intriguing concept. I can’t wait for the other books.
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An ARC of Somebody To Die For was generously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
I always have a hard time with the deceased lover trope. It’s because I loved Avery so much that I still enjoyed this.
We met ghostwalker Avery in the first book when he helped Blake and Derek with their newly formed bond. Avery knows all about anchor bonds, because he had one with his anchor Luke. But Luke died of cancer 4 years ago, and Avery has a hard time getting through each day.
When Avery meets young Jameson when he is teaching classes to the new trainees, he doesn’t know what to think. Jameson doesn’t seem to have a filter, but he is also caring and considerate. Avery never expected it, but the two become friends when they keep bumping in to each other during Jameson’s training.
Jameson has been half in love with Avery from the moment he sees the man. He knows he can never replace Luke in Avery’s life, but he will take anything he can get. Now Avery needs to see there is more to life than just his grief…
It was different reading about the one true love, the one person destined to be your soulmate, the big love, not being the love interest here. Avery had his bonded, and then he died. We read about Luke being Avery’s everything. It is rare for a ghostwalker and an anchor to form an anchor bond, but Avery and Luke were meant to be together.
So this did not only dealt with a deceased loved one, this dealt with the death of the one big love. It was strange reading about Avery falling in love again after he lost the love of his life. Yes, I thought he and Jameson were very sweet together, but Avery kept insisting, ‘it’s not the same’. And I get that, but it did feel like a second rank love at times, since Avery and Luke were the real thing, and Jameson was just the person Avery fell in love with after Luke died. Now, that is special in itself, but it didn’t make me swoon all that much as Blake and Derek did in book 1.
I think I would have preferred it if the special bond between Avery and Luke had been toned down a bit. Now it was like nothing could ever compete.
But….. I still liked this. Avery was a very likable character, sweet and sensitive. And Jameson was a good fit for him. Jameson was kind of like an eager puppy at times, and I loved how much he just wanted to take care of Avery.
This series has so much potential left, and the ghostwalking is still such an intriguing concept. I can’t wait for the other books.
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An ARC of Somebody To Die For was generously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
August 29, 2018
This series has such an intriguing setup. A ghostwalker's mission is to help stranded souls cross over. Ghostwalkers are assisted by their anchors, who provide medical care, meditation, and grounding techniques to care for their ghostwalker.
When Avery Wagner's anchor, and husband, Luke died of cancer four years ago he quit ghostwalking, but after some time mourning agreed to teach at the Requiem Inc. branch office in Duncan Moor, outside of Rochester, New York.
When a new batch of students arrive to learn the ins and outs, Avery finds himself drawn to one student in particular: Jameson Parker. Avery isn't quite sure what to make of Jameson. He's aware of Jameson's attraction to him, but isn't sure he's ready, or wants, to move on from Luke. The two agree to be friends, and as their estimation for each other grows, Jameson, who sometimes puts his foot in his mouth and speaks without thinking, begins to fall deeply in love with Avery. It's just a matter of time before Avery realizes what Jameson already knows - that they're a perfect fit for each other.
Avery is sweet and sensitive and his grief in the story is a quiet thing as it's been years since Luke died, but the pang of loss is clearly still there. I have to admit, it was a little odd that Avery's bonded mate (his destined soul mate), wasn't the love interest. I loved how caring and considerate Jameson is and loved his interactions with Avery with how in tune he was about taking care of Avery in every way possible.
But I was sad because I felt Jameson was presented more like a runner up and I worried he would always be second best to the true love of Avery's life. However, Jameson handles this well, never making it a competition, and never tries to make Avery forget Luke's memory.
Everything that Jameson does is for Avery. All of his energy, concentration, everything is centered on Avery, so I was glad that Avery realizes how lucky he is in finding Jameson.
Somebody to Die For is a dual POV, hurt/comfort, age gap, second chance at romance love story with a lovely happy ending.
I'm looking forward to seeing where else the series takes us.
Advanced Review Galley copy of Somebody to Die For provided by Dreamspinner Press in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
When Avery Wagner's anchor, and husband, Luke died of cancer four years ago he quit ghostwalking, but after some time mourning agreed to teach at the Requiem Inc. branch office in Duncan Moor, outside of Rochester, New York.
When a new batch of students arrive to learn the ins and outs, Avery finds himself drawn to one student in particular: Jameson Parker. Avery isn't quite sure what to make of Jameson. He's aware of Jameson's attraction to him, but isn't sure he's ready, or wants, to move on from Luke. The two agree to be friends, and as their estimation for each other grows, Jameson, who sometimes puts his foot in his mouth and speaks without thinking, begins to fall deeply in love with Avery. It's just a matter of time before Avery realizes what Jameson already knows - that they're a perfect fit for each other.
Avery is sweet and sensitive and his grief in the story is a quiet thing as it's been years since Luke died, but the pang of loss is clearly still there. I have to admit, it was a little odd that Avery's bonded mate (his destined soul mate), wasn't the love interest. I loved how caring and considerate Jameson is and loved his interactions with Avery with how in tune he was about taking care of Avery in every way possible.
“Luke was yours for a long time, and the things you did together, the bond you shared, that can’t ever be replaced.”
Avery’s eyes were wide, a mixture of surprise and affection swirling in the dark depths. Jameson wanted to kiss him, to hold him close, but he kept a rein on his desires. Because this was about Avery.
“I’m not trying to replace him.” Jameson’s voice was soft but sure. “I never could. I wouldn’t want to. Anything we have… it’s different than that… something else. And that’s how it should be, right?”
But I was sad because I felt Jameson was presented more like a runner up and I worried he would always be second best to the true love of Avery's life. However, Jameson handles this well, never making it a competition, and never tries to make Avery forget Luke's memory.
Everything that Jameson does is for Avery. All of his energy, concentration, everything is centered on Avery, so I was glad that Avery realizes how lucky he is in finding Jameson.
“I’m so lucky I met you.”
“I’m the lucky one, Avery. Don’t ever doubt that.”
Avery pulled back. “You really believe that, don’t you?”
Jameson nodded. “I do.”
Avery shook his head, but he was smiling. “You’ve taken it in stride since the first moment we met. My being a widower and having been bonded never fazed you.”
“You being with Luke? All those years and experiences made you who you are today. And that’s the man I love. I can’t be sorry about it.”
Somebody to Die For is a dual POV, hurt/comfort, age gap, second chance at romance love story with a lovely happy ending.
I'm looking forward to seeing where else the series takes us.
Advanced Review Galley copy of Somebody to Die For provided by Dreamspinner Press in exchange of an honest review.
This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
February 23, 2021
Avery was introduced in the first book. He suffered an almost insurmountable loss with the death of his husband and bonded anchor. He no longer ghostwalks, but the company brought him to Duncan Moor to work with trainees. Jameson is one of the trainee anchors, and he brings Avery back to life.
Avery has been emotionally numb for the last four years and doesn’t think he will ever be ready to move on from losing Luke. Jameson is kind, caring, gentle, and selfless. It isn’t long before the young, tall, lanky anchor wins Avery over with cheesecake and friendship.
This book is different from the first two. The whole dying, helping lost souls crossover, and then coming back is a new and fresh take on death and what happens afterwards. The grief, dealing with loss, and letting go of someone you love is as old as human history. Avery’s pain and Jameson’s ability and willingness to help him cope is the main reason to read this one. It is love at its strongest and most giving.
Avery has been emotionally numb for the last four years and doesn’t think he will ever be ready to move on from losing Luke. Jameson is kind, caring, gentle, and selfless. It isn’t long before the young, tall, lanky anchor wins Avery over with cheesecake and friendship.
This book is different from the first two. The whole dying, helping lost souls crossover, and then coming back is a new and fresh take on death and what happens afterwards. The grief, dealing with loss, and letting go of someone you love is as old as human history. Avery’s pain and Jameson’s ability and willingness to help him cope is the main reason to read this one. It is love at its strongest and most giving.
September 6, 2018
A Scattered Thoughts and Rogue Words Review An Alisa Review:
Rating: 4 stars out of 5
This has been a great series and the author continues to deliver. We met Avery in the first book when he helped Blake and Derek and we get to see him work through the loss of his bonded a few years before. Jameson is still in training but looks forward to having a ghostwalker to take care of.
Avery hasn’t ghostwalked in years but he does when there is trouble and it puts Jameson in even closer proximity than their developing friendship has. Jameson will do anything to take care of Avery and has the understanding he needs.
We get to see Avery and Jameson meet and boy do they get off on the wrong foot but Jameson wonderfully shows Avery he isn’t quite the jerk he came off as. Avery is so fragile in some ways but finds the strength to go after what he wants and needs. There are times he seems to jump ahead when he isn’t quite ready yet and I felt it just hurt Jameson when that happened. Jameson is about the most understanding person alive that it didn’t seem reasonable. I really liked the story but it seemed Avery and Jameson were on are far ends of the scale for their personalities. I look forward to more books in this universe and hope that Tyler is the focus of the next book.
The cover art by Aaron Anderson is great and it’s similar in style to the others in the series and also gives a wonderful visual of Avery.
Rating: 4 stars out of 5
This has been a great series and the author continues to deliver. We met Avery in the first book when he helped Blake and Derek and we get to see him work through the loss of his bonded a few years before. Jameson is still in training but looks forward to having a ghostwalker to take care of.
Avery hasn’t ghostwalked in years but he does when there is trouble and it puts Jameson in even closer proximity than their developing friendship has. Jameson will do anything to take care of Avery and has the understanding he needs.
We get to see Avery and Jameson meet and boy do they get off on the wrong foot but Jameson wonderfully shows Avery he isn’t quite the jerk he came off as. Avery is so fragile in some ways but finds the strength to go after what he wants and needs. There are times he seems to jump ahead when he isn’t quite ready yet and I felt it just hurt Jameson when that happened. Jameson is about the most understanding person alive that it didn’t seem reasonable. I really liked the story but it seemed Avery and Jameson were on are far ends of the scale for their personalities. I look forward to more books in this universe and hope that Tyler is the focus of the next book.
The cover art by Aaron Anderson is great and it’s similar in style to the others in the series and also gives a wonderful visual of Avery.
March 25, 2020
I do want to tell you, in case you missed, when the author changed publishers, some places aren’t listing this as a part of a series. It actually is. It is the 3rd in the series. Now, at the time I didn’t realize it myself until I did some looking and digging to make sure I had things right. You can read this one separately. But to get some of the background maybe, I would read the first two. Plus, if they are as good as this one, yeah, I will definitely be going back to read them.
I love paranormal stories and this one was quite different and I loved it. It was a great story!
Avery used to ghostwalk. That means he had to ‘die’ and help others cross over who were stuck. But every ghostwalker needs an anchor. Needs someone to ground them when they come back, care for them in the aftermath and make sure they’re ok. Avery’s anchor used to be his husband Luke, but when he lost his husband to cancer, he vowed to never ghostwalk again. But what he didn’t count on, was that his teaching and training classes would attract a young man named Jameson, who was in love from the start. But they seemed to get off on the wrong foot every time because in Jameson’s haste to get to know Avery, his mouth filter was off. And he upset Avery quite often. But Avery also knew after 4 years, he was still a bit sensitive and was starting to feel a bit different about things. Jameson was bringing him back to life. And it was rocking Avery’s world. And not necessarily in a good way. When asked to ghostwalk to find someone, he did it but the aftereffects through him off so bad he couldn’t see straight. And he knew something was going to have to change. Jameson just hoped it was for the good and not bad.
When you lose the love of you life, it puts you in a place you never think you will recover from. It’s not that you necessarily want to be that way, but grief comes in all different time frames and some take longer to get over. But what I loved from the get go, even though he goofed with his wording, was that Jameson’s focus was completely on Avery and how he felt. He was trying to hurt the man. He genuinely cared and wanted to get to know him and make sure he was alright. But Avery being still brittle and Jameson’s bad wording often got them off on the wrong foot. But Jameson never gave up. Even if all he could ever have Avery for was a friend, he would never give up. He would do all he could to care for the man in any way he could. And for that, Jameson proved he was everything Avery ever would need. That doesn’t mean things would be easy. And I love that fact that Jameson knew that and he also knew he would never take Luke’s place in Avery’s life. He accepted that from the beginning and although there was a bit of jealousy, it was his own hangup. He would never take that away from Avery. Ever. And it would be stupid to try because he knew Avery’s relationship was what made the man who he is today.
I love this story. I love Jameson. My heart broke so often in this story for Avery, but because of Jameson everything was much better. At least eventually. It will always have it’s ups and downs, but the important part is to constantly surround yourself in love and affection and never give up. No matter how hard you want to. You never know what a difference you may make in someone’s life.
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I love paranormal stories and this one was quite different and I loved it. It was a great story!
Avery used to ghostwalk. That means he had to ‘die’ and help others cross over who were stuck. But every ghostwalker needs an anchor. Needs someone to ground them when they come back, care for them in the aftermath and make sure they’re ok. Avery’s anchor used to be his husband Luke, but when he lost his husband to cancer, he vowed to never ghostwalk again. But what he didn’t count on, was that his teaching and training classes would attract a young man named Jameson, who was in love from the start. But they seemed to get off on the wrong foot every time because in Jameson’s haste to get to know Avery, his mouth filter was off. And he upset Avery quite often. But Avery also knew after 4 years, he was still a bit sensitive and was starting to feel a bit different about things. Jameson was bringing him back to life. And it was rocking Avery’s world. And not necessarily in a good way. When asked to ghostwalk to find someone, he did it but the aftereffects through him off so bad he couldn’t see straight. And he knew something was going to have to change. Jameson just hoped it was for the good and not bad.
When you lose the love of you life, it puts you in a place you never think you will recover from. It’s not that you necessarily want to be that way, but grief comes in all different time frames and some take longer to get over. But what I loved from the get go, even though he goofed with his wording, was that Jameson’s focus was completely on Avery and how he felt. He was trying to hurt the man. He genuinely cared and wanted to get to know him and make sure he was alright. But Avery being still brittle and Jameson’s bad wording often got them off on the wrong foot. But Jameson never gave up. Even if all he could ever have Avery for was a friend, he would never give up. He would do all he could to care for the man in any way he could. And for that, Jameson proved he was everything Avery ever would need. That doesn’t mean things would be easy. And I love that fact that Jameson knew that and he also knew he would never take Luke’s place in Avery’s life. He accepted that from the beginning and although there was a bit of jealousy, it was his own hangup. He would never take that away from Avery. Ever. And it would be stupid to try because he knew Avery’s relationship was what made the man who he is today.
I love this story. I love Jameson. My heart broke so often in this story for Avery, but because of Jameson everything was much better. At least eventually. It will always have it’s ups and downs, but the important part is to constantly surround yourself in love and affection and never give up. No matter how hard you want to. You never know what a difference you may make in someone’s life.
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September 6, 2018
4 Stars!
We met Avery in the first book, Ghost of a Chance, when Blake and Derek unexpectedly form an anchor bond and need help understanding it. Most of the characters of the first two books are in this one and play some significant roles at times, as such, I think readers would benefit from the first books for the world building and character backgrounds. Plus, I enjoyed the first two books.
Avery lost his beloved bonded anchor and husband, Luke, to cancer 4 years ago and is just beginning to heal. He still finds it extremely hard to talk about Luke and his loss. He has agreed to teach new ghostwalkers at his friend Michael's branch since he can no longer handle ghostwalking without Luke. In his first set of new recruits is Jameson, who manages to get them off on the wrong foot. Jameson is a new anchor, who has a bad habit of saying things before he thinks them through. Jameson's apology and earnestness helps heal the hurt he caused Avery and soon they form a tentative friendship.
Jameson is a talented and dedicated anchor. While he doesn't have the anchor gene, his determination, earnestness, and hard work are making him into a great anchor. He feels drawn to Avery in a way that he can't describe and when he realizes the amount of loss that Avery has gone through, he decides that a friendship with Avery is better than nothing. He learns valuable lessons from Avery and takes them to heart. I loved his determination and willingness to do what needed to be done. He was amazingly patient and understanding with Avery. I did worry that Jameson's lack of the anchor gene would cause him more problems with Avery, but I think their relationship bloomed because of that difference.
Avery grew in this book. While I wasn't super happy with him when he left to go back to his home after an emergency, I could understand that he needed time to reconcile what he was feeling. I loved that he listened to Michael when he needed to and that he was willing to make changes to his life and move forward. Avery and Jameson make a really good couple, and it was refreshing to see Jameson hang on and realize that Avery wouldn't be the person he loved without Avery having had those years with Luke. It was a mature moment that I wasn't sure Jameson would have at the beginning, but he proved me wrong.
I love the world that this author has created in this series. In this book, we see more of how they start training each ghostwalker/anchor pair and the pitfalls that sometimes occurs to new ghostwalkers. The world building has been really cool, and I look forward to each and every new book in the series.
*** Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by Dreamspinner Press for my reading pleasure, a review wasn't a requirement. ***
We met Avery in the first book, Ghost of a Chance, when Blake and Derek unexpectedly form an anchor bond and need help understanding it. Most of the characters of the first two books are in this one and play some significant roles at times, as such, I think readers would benefit from the first books for the world building and character backgrounds. Plus, I enjoyed the first two books.
Avery lost his beloved bonded anchor and husband, Luke, to cancer 4 years ago and is just beginning to heal. He still finds it extremely hard to talk about Luke and his loss. He has agreed to teach new ghostwalkers at his friend Michael's branch since he can no longer handle ghostwalking without Luke. In his first set of new recruits is Jameson, who manages to get them off on the wrong foot. Jameson is a new anchor, who has a bad habit of saying things before he thinks them through. Jameson's apology and earnestness helps heal the hurt he caused Avery and soon they form a tentative friendship.
Jameson is a talented and dedicated anchor. While he doesn't have the anchor gene, his determination, earnestness, and hard work are making him into a great anchor. He feels drawn to Avery in a way that he can't describe and when he realizes the amount of loss that Avery has gone through, he decides that a friendship with Avery is better than nothing. He learns valuable lessons from Avery and takes them to heart. I loved his determination and willingness to do what needed to be done. He was amazingly patient and understanding with Avery. I did worry that Jameson's lack of the anchor gene would cause him more problems with Avery, but I think their relationship bloomed because of that difference.
Avery grew in this book. While I wasn't super happy with him when he left to go back to his home after an emergency, I could understand that he needed time to reconcile what he was feeling. I loved that he listened to Michael when he needed to and that he was willing to make changes to his life and move forward. Avery and Jameson make a really good couple, and it was refreshing to see Jameson hang on and realize that Avery wouldn't be the person he loved without Avery having had those years with Luke. It was a mature moment that I wasn't sure Jameson would have at the beginning, but he proved me wrong.
I love the world that this author has created in this series. In this book, we see more of how they start training each ghostwalker/anchor pair and the pitfalls that sometimes occurs to new ghostwalkers. The world building has been really cool, and I look forward to each and every new book in the series.
*** Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by Dreamspinner Press for my reading pleasure, a review wasn't a requirement. ***
September 4, 2018
I really like this series. Each book in this series is different but they are all intertwined. Each book has a special story to it about its main characters and I love that about Kris T Bethke. This story was no different then the last two books in this series. It has a very interesting storyline with some very sad things but in the end, there is a happy ending.
Jameson is happy that he will soon be assigned a person to take care of while they do there ghost walking. He is even more excited that he will be getting more training from professionals on how to care for his partner. What he did not expect is to meet a man that will be doing lectures and immediately want to know more about him. Avery intrigued Jameson as soon as he met him. Of course Jameson put his foot in his mouth the first time they talked.
Avery could not believe that Jameson had the gall to ask about his previous bonded one that he lost the first time they spoke. It hurt but it also made him angry. He could not believe someone would ask him about it but at the same time he could tell that he meant no harm. It took some time to wrap himself around it and he eventually got over it. Eventually he got to know Jameson and that was he beginning of some hard truths and realities for Avery.
The more these two got to know one another, the closer they became and when Jameson has to offer care to Avery when he had to ghost walk after not doing so for a very long time, it brought the two men to a different aspect in their lives. Avery will have to decide what he wants and if he is willing to let go of the past and look to the future. Can Jameson make a life with someone who is still very much in love with someone no longer with them?
I really enjoyed this read and as like with the other books, I cannot wait to read the next book in this series. I know that whatever Kris writes about next, it will be just as incredible as the last books.
Was given this galley copy for free for an open and honest review
Jameson is happy that he will soon be assigned a person to take care of while they do there ghost walking. He is even more excited that he will be getting more training from professionals on how to care for his partner. What he did not expect is to meet a man that will be doing lectures and immediately want to know more about him. Avery intrigued Jameson as soon as he met him. Of course Jameson put his foot in his mouth the first time they talked.
Avery could not believe that Jameson had the gall to ask about his previous bonded one that he lost the first time they spoke. It hurt but it also made him angry. He could not believe someone would ask him about it but at the same time he could tell that he meant no harm. It took some time to wrap himself around it and he eventually got over it. Eventually he got to know Jameson and that was he beginning of some hard truths and realities for Avery.
The more these two got to know one another, the closer they became and when Jameson has to offer care to Avery when he had to ghost walk after not doing so for a very long time, it brought the two men to a different aspect in their lives. Avery will have to decide what he wants and if he is willing to let go of the past and look to the future. Can Jameson make a life with someone who is still very much in love with someone no longer with them?
I really enjoyed this read and as like with the other books, I cannot wait to read the next book in this series. I know that whatever Kris writes about next, it will be just as incredible as the last books.
Was given this galley copy for free for an open and honest review
September 5, 2018
Somebody to Die For is the third book in the camp Requiem Inc. series by Kris T. Bethke. In this book, we meet Avery and Jameson. Avery is an experienced ghost walker who lost his bond mate and anchor to cancer and Jameson is a newbie anchor who does not have the gene. Their relationship does not start out on the right foot but Jameson is just what Avery needs to re-enter the career he was made for.
In the beginning, Avery is still drowning in grief. His grief is pretty persistent throughout the book but he learns to deal with it a little bit better after meeting Jameson. Jameson is a partnerless newbie who seems to fall for Avery at first sight. As the book goes on, they seem to like each other more which comes to a head when they fall into bed together and Avery knows he likes him so much that he decides to ghost walk again despite making the decision to never do it again.
Honestly, I really liked the book. I love the whole idea for the series. It is such an interesting and unique storyline in a world of many similar ones. It is rare to find books like these. The one thing I was not super fond of was, despite the fact Jameson did not have the gene, all he talks about is taking care of Avery. I understand that is his job but it kind of became pretty repetitive. I really liked the book though.
*** Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by Dreamspinner Press for my reading pleasure, a review wasn't a requirement. ***
In the beginning, Avery is still drowning in grief. His grief is pretty persistent throughout the book but he learns to deal with it a little bit better after meeting Jameson. Jameson is a partnerless newbie who seems to fall for Avery at first sight. As the book goes on, they seem to like each other more which comes to a head when they fall into bed together and Avery knows he likes him so much that he decides to ghost walk again despite making the decision to never do it again.
Honestly, I really liked the book. I love the whole idea for the series. It is such an interesting and unique storyline in a world of many similar ones. It is rare to find books like these. The one thing I was not super fond of was, despite the fact Jameson did not have the gene, all he talks about is taking care of Avery. I understand that is his job but it kind of became pretty repetitive. I really liked the book though.
*** Copy provided to Bayou Book Junkie by Dreamspinner Press for my reading pleasure, a review wasn't a requirement. ***
September 1, 2018
I love this series so much! This is hard for me to differentiate – because I can’t help but compare this to the previous two books, which I really loved…
On the one hand: I loved the world Bethke has given us – the ghosts, the afterlife, the alternate way of thinking… I was so PSYCHED that Avery gets a happy ending… I loved the idea of May/December – especially in this long lived world…
In the end – I didn’t like Avery. Ugh. He bothered me the entire time. I appreciated that he loved Luke and that was a big deal but man – Jameson is soooo awesome and I’m not sure Avery appreciated him like he should have.
That’s absolutely my humble opinion – obviously – but I kept wanting a grand gesture that proved Avery got what a treat Jameson was. The power balance in this couple felt off and I didn’t feel like it got it’s own footing by the end. Maybe if it’d been a bit longer…
Anyhow, I loved seeing the guys from books 1 and 2 – especially Derek - *sigh…
Fans of this series will want to read this and you don’t have to have read the others to enjoy this one but it won’t mean as much to you if you start with this one.
For the writing and the world building I’d give this a 5 for the romance a 3 – so 4 of 5 stars overall.
On the one hand: I loved the world Bethke has given us – the ghosts, the afterlife, the alternate way of thinking… I was so PSYCHED that Avery gets a happy ending… I loved the idea of May/December – especially in this long lived world…
In the end – I didn’t like Avery. Ugh. He bothered me the entire time. I appreciated that he loved Luke and that was a big deal but man – Jameson is soooo awesome and I’m not sure Avery appreciated him like he should have.
That’s absolutely my humble opinion – obviously – but I kept wanting a grand gesture that proved Avery got what a treat Jameson was. The power balance in this couple felt off and I didn’t feel like it got it’s own footing by the end. Maybe if it’d been a bit longer…
Anyhow, I loved seeing the guys from books 1 and 2 – especially Derek - *sigh…
Fans of this series will want to read this and you don’t have to have read the others to enjoy this one but it won’t mean as much to you if you start with this one.
For the writing and the world building I’d give this a 5 for the romance a 3 – so 4 of 5 stars overall.
September 4, 2018
This is another intriguing story in an unusual world. I love the idea of ghostwsljers and Kris T. Bethke has created us an intriguing world full of interesting characters and storylines.
I do suggest you read the series in order so you understand what is going on and who the recurring characters like Sam, Michael, Blake and Derek are and why Avery is so attached to his deceased Lover Luke. Bonded partners are sort of like fated mates in shifter stories so moving on for Avery isn’t easy.
Jameson came to a Requiem Inc to work as an Anchor even though he doesn’t have the gene. He is determined and works very hard to earn his place. He finds Avery intriguing and sexy even though there is nearly twenty years age gap.
I love a good May/December and this book doesn’t disappoint. It is also a great slow burn and hurt/comfort. I do wish it was a more final HEA for Avery but I will take the HFN. There are some amazing characters left and I hope for plenty more in this series!
I do suggest you read the series in order so you understand what is going on and who the recurring characters like Sam, Michael, Blake and Derek are and why Avery is so attached to his deceased Lover Luke. Bonded partners are sort of like fated mates in shifter stories so moving on for Avery isn’t easy.
Jameson came to a Requiem Inc to work as an Anchor even though he doesn’t have the gene. He is determined and works very hard to earn his place. He finds Avery intriguing and sexy even though there is nearly twenty years age gap.
I love a good May/December and this book doesn’t disappoint. It is also a great slow burn and hurt/comfort. I do wish it was a more final HEA for Avery but I will take the HFN. There are some amazing characters left and I hope for plenty more in this series!
September 13, 2018
I liked this one better than book 2. I liked the emotional connection between Avery and Jameson and that Jameson can be perfect for someone who had already experienced and lost the great love and comfort that went with a bonded connection.
Jameson does not have the right gene but he is not hobbled by this fluke of genetics from pursuing his true calling and can provide needed anchoring for the ghostwalkers by his deep caring and dedication.
There was a reasonable amount of angst but nothing overly dramatic to distract from the story or annoy by over-complication.
I liked that Avery get a second chance at living a full live and being in love again with a person who cares deep and mature beyond his age.
I really liked this installment and looking forward to the next book in the series.
Jameson does not have the right gene but he is not hobbled by this fluke of genetics from pursuing his true calling and can provide needed anchoring for the ghostwalkers by his deep caring and dedication.
There was a reasonable amount of angst but nothing overly dramatic to distract from the story or annoy by over-complication.
I liked that Avery get a second chance at living a full live and being in love again with a person who cares deep and mature beyond his age.
I really liked this installment and looking forward to the next book in the series.
November 29, 2018
ARC for Honest Review
I have been waiting for this story. I am a huge fan of hurt character stories. Avery and Jameson (not Jamie :) ) were such amazing characters. Avery was easy to connect to and empathize with. His heartbreak was so beautifully written. Jameson was written perfectly for Avery. His compassion, understand and earnestness was great. I really like how Jameson interacts with the other characters in the story. He really resonates with me and I can see parts of myself in him. Kris T Bethke does a very good job of writing a story about how a character handles grief and learns to move on.
I have been waiting for this story. I am a huge fan of hurt character stories. Avery and Jameson (not Jamie :) ) were such amazing characters. Avery was easy to connect to and empathize with. His heartbreak was so beautifully written. Jameson was written perfectly for Avery. His compassion, understand and earnestness was great. I really like how Jameson interacts with the other characters in the story. He really resonates with me and I can see parts of myself in him. Kris T Bethke does a very good job of writing a story about how a character handles grief and learns to move on.
February 12, 2022
This was a nice and entertaining book. It took me a little bit to get myself into the story. I was struggling a little bit at first, but after a while, when emotions beging to show a little more, it was easy to keep my attention.
Both main characters are likable. I would love to feel a lot more emotion from James on, who seem a bit too perfect for my taste, but he was fine.
Even though I did like the book, I think it lack a bit of the stong emotions i love to read, but I guess that could be a good thing for reader who dont like dealing with much angst, unlike me.
Overall it was a good book. I thin k a lot of readers could enjoy it.
Both main characters are likable. I would love to feel a lot more emotion from James on, who seem a bit too perfect for my taste, but he was fine.
Even though I did like the book, I think it lack a bit of the stong emotions i love to read, but I guess that could be a good thing for reader who dont like dealing with much angst, unlike me.
Overall it was a good book. I thin k a lot of readers could enjoy it.
February 8, 2020
Wow
The most recent of Kris’ books has simply left me breathless. The emotional roller coaster Avery went through just went straight into my heart. Heartbreak, wonder, sadness, love & finally happiness. I was in tears by the last page and yet so amazed at Avery & Jameson’s story. This one will be with me for a long time. I hope there are more Ghostwalker stories!!!!!
The most recent of Kris’ books has simply left me breathless. The emotional roller coaster Avery went through just went straight into my heart. Heartbreak, wonder, sadness, love & finally happiness. I was in tears by the last page and yet so amazed at Avery & Jameson’s story. This one will be with me for a long time. I hope there are more Ghostwalker stories!!!!!
January 14, 2025
This book just doesn’t feel resolved. I kinda wish that we saw Avery all the way through his cycle of grief because he’s still grieving even when he gets in a new relationship. Which I feel is holding both of them back. Jameson is super sweet though but should’ve made Avery grovel. Grief isn’t an excuse for shitty behavior
January 29, 2020
I loved this book
At first, I wasn’t entirely sure what was going on, but the author made it all about love and healing. Despite being a little bit supernatural, the characters felt like real people, and I would love to meet them.
At first, I wasn’t entirely sure what was going on, but the author made it all about love and healing. Despite being a little bit supernatural, the characters felt like real people, and I would love to meet them.
September 19, 2020
A good character study on grief & guilt. Not too overly angsty. Only thing that annoyed me was everyone talking how Jameson didn’t have “the gene” but it was clear he acted well without it. Is it really that important? Minor quibbles for an enjoyable book.
January 19, 2020
“... You make me drop things, like all the plans I had for a life without you. Someone to die for, someone to fall into when the world goes dark... Someone to tear a hole in this endless night... You are what I hold on to. You're taking over. I find that giving in is the best I can do...” ~ Jimmy Gnecco, Brian May ('Someone to Die For')
You can never replace one love with another, but if you are fortunate, someone may come into your life who is willing to share your heart, giving you enough room for both of them. Jameson, of 'Somebody to Die For' by Kris T. Bethke, is just such a person. Being an anchor, he is trained to give whatever comfort or nurturing his ghostwalker needs when recovering from coming back to life after dying in order to help lost souls find their way into the light. When Jameson meets ex-ghostwalker, Avery Wagner, he has an instinctual understanding of what he needs to do to leave behind his sadness over his husband's death and move on.
Although Avery doesn't ghostwalk any longer, with his expertise, he's still an excellent instructor and reference source when needed. Michael, director of this Requiem branch, and Avery have been friends for years. Although he hated to see Avery leave, he understands how difficult it is to go on without Luke, his husband and anchor. Michael has been concerned about Avery because his recovery from losing Luke is taking an inordinately long time without much forward movement. Michael is hoping that inviting him to lecture to the new recruits will help give him some balance and self-confidence. All Avery has promised to do is teach, not ghostwalk himself, but, inevitably, a serious situation arises and no one else is available. Michael has his concerns, but Avery is adamant. He has started a strong friendship with a young student, Jameson, and insists that he be Avery's anchor. He's successful in his mission to bring back a student who got lost on her first ghostwalk and is able to comfort her with the fact that many ghostwalkers get disoriented, especially on their first ghost walk.
Since Jameson is waiting for a partner that who is a strong match, Avery gives him practice by going on a few more ghostwalks so Jameson can learn how best to be an anchor. Avery and Jameson become an effective team. Avery is extremely impressed with Jameson's nurturing abilities as well as his personality and perceptiveness. Jameson is there for him, knowing exactly what he needs and acting on it. This kind of support helps tremendously in Avery's recovery from grief. Avery begins to be able to look back on his time with Luke with fond memories rather than the searing pain he has felt since Luke died. Avery can't seem to get Jameson off his mind. He still loves Luke and it seems like a betrayal to even think about someone else in a romantic way; Avery is beginning to feel like he can finally begin to move on.
This is a very emotional story about love and loss and second chances. As I well know after losing my son, grief is not linear. It comes and goes, often without warning with devastating agony. Avery loved Luke so much that he wasn't dealing efficiently with life without him. Avery was stuck in going through the motions, waiting for, he didn't know what. He had truly lost his anchor and was floating aimlessly. Jameson was exactly who he needed to be able to break through that barrier and come into the light. His patience and understanding helped Avery appease his guilt and realize what he already knew, that Luke would want him to be happy. Thanks, Kris, for a poignant story with a great ending.
NOTE: The first edition of this book was provided by the publisher for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
You can never replace one love with another, but if you are fortunate, someone may come into your life who is willing to share your heart, giving you enough room for both of them. Jameson, of 'Somebody to Die For' by Kris T. Bethke, is just such a person. Being an anchor, he is trained to give whatever comfort or nurturing his ghostwalker needs when recovering from coming back to life after dying in order to help lost souls find their way into the light. When Jameson meets ex-ghostwalker, Avery Wagner, he has an instinctual understanding of what he needs to do to leave behind his sadness over his husband's death and move on.
Although Avery doesn't ghostwalk any longer, with his expertise, he's still an excellent instructor and reference source when needed. Michael, director of this Requiem branch, and Avery have been friends for years. Although he hated to see Avery leave, he understands how difficult it is to go on without Luke, his husband and anchor. Michael has been concerned about Avery because his recovery from losing Luke is taking an inordinately long time without much forward movement. Michael is hoping that inviting him to lecture to the new recruits will help give him some balance and self-confidence. All Avery has promised to do is teach, not ghostwalk himself, but, inevitably, a serious situation arises and no one else is available. Michael has his concerns, but Avery is adamant. He has started a strong friendship with a young student, Jameson, and insists that he be Avery's anchor. He's successful in his mission to bring back a student who got lost on her first ghostwalk and is able to comfort her with the fact that many ghostwalkers get disoriented, especially on their first ghost walk.
Since Jameson is waiting for a partner that who is a strong match, Avery gives him practice by going on a few more ghostwalks so Jameson can learn how best to be an anchor. Avery and Jameson become an effective team. Avery is extremely impressed with Jameson's nurturing abilities as well as his personality and perceptiveness. Jameson is there for him, knowing exactly what he needs and acting on it. This kind of support helps tremendously in Avery's recovery from grief. Avery begins to be able to look back on his time with Luke with fond memories rather than the searing pain he has felt since Luke died. Avery can't seem to get Jameson off his mind. He still loves Luke and it seems like a betrayal to even think about someone else in a romantic way; Avery is beginning to feel like he can finally begin to move on.
This is a very emotional story about love and loss and second chances. As I well know after losing my son, grief is not linear. It comes and goes, often without warning with devastating agony. Avery loved Luke so much that he wasn't dealing efficiently with life without him. Avery was stuck in going through the motions, waiting for, he didn't know what. He had truly lost his anchor and was floating aimlessly. Jameson was exactly who he needed to be able to break through that barrier and come into the light. His patience and understanding helped Avery appease his guilt and realize what he already knew, that Luke would want him to be happy. Thanks, Kris, for a poignant story with a great ending.
NOTE: The first edition of this book was provided by the publisher for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
September 6, 2018
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https://optimumm.blog/2018/09/06/review-somebody-to-die-for-by-kris-t-bethke/
Avery Wagner is a retired ghostwalker since he lost his anchor and bonded love, Luke. He doesn’t ghostwalk anymore but gives lectures for young ghostwalkers and anchors.
Jameson doesn’t have the gene of an anchor, but he’s meant to be an anchor, and he’s a natural caretaker in need of a ghostwalker.
When Avery and Jameson meet, an instant connection burns between them, but Avery is still recovering the loss of the love of his life Luke, and Jameson still needs to learn more about his tasks and how to really take care of Avery.
Is it possible to love again when you were lucky to have it once? That’s what Avery, with Jameson’s help, will have to find out.
Somebody to die for is book 3 of the Requiem Inc series.
Avery is an experienced ghostwalker, even if he hasn’t done it since Luke’s death, he’s still a good teacher and helps the young ghostwalkers in their training. He didn’t expect to feel something for Jameson when they met. Avery is lost between his past and his possible future with Jameson. I loved Avery, he broke my heart, and brought tears to my eyes, his pain and fears broke me. I also loved his maturity, his ability to name his emotions, to admit his fears and to accept his weakness.
Jameson is an anchor. He’s meant to take care of others and especially a ghostwalker. He’s a trainee, and he still needs to be paired with a ghostwalker. He doesn’t have the gene, but that doesn’t mean he can’t be a good anchor because he’s a natural and taking care of others is something he loves doing. When he meets Avery, he could see the sadness in the eyes of this beautiful man, and Jameson will spend all his time and energy taking care of him, maybe without really knowing it at first. I loved Jameson. He’s maybe 23 years old, and younger than Avery, but he’s very mature, sensitive, smart and very kind. I completely melted for him. He’s completely devoted to Avery and put his needs before himself.
This book was a good addition to the series. We met Avery in book 1, and his story, how he lost the love of his life, his anchor with whom he was bonded. It broke my heart back then, so I was very happy to read this book about him.
The plot was focused on Avery’s “recovery” and how he moves on with Jameson’s help. We still have a glimpse of the former couples, Dex and Blake as well as Michael and Sam; I liked it.
I was completely caught up in the story and this universe. I really like it, and I’m hoping to have a book about Tyler (he sooo broke my heart in book 2).
I gladly recommend this book it’s sweet and adorable love story with with a beautiful rainbow of feelings.
4 OptimuMM for the Widower and his future.
***The ARC was provided by Dreamspinner Press. My review is an honest opinion of the book ***
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Avery Wagner is a retired ghostwalker since he lost his anchor and bonded love, Luke. He doesn’t ghostwalk anymore but gives lectures for young ghostwalkers and anchors.
Jameson doesn’t have the gene of an anchor, but he’s meant to be an anchor, and he’s a natural caretaker in need of a ghostwalker.
When Avery and Jameson meet, an instant connection burns between them, but Avery is still recovering the loss of the love of his life Luke, and Jameson still needs to learn more about his tasks and how to really take care of Avery.
Is it possible to love again when you were lucky to have it once? That’s what Avery, with Jameson’s help, will have to find out.
Somebody to die for is book 3 of the Requiem Inc series.
Avery is an experienced ghostwalker, even if he hasn’t done it since Luke’s death, he’s still a good teacher and helps the young ghostwalkers in their training. He didn’t expect to feel something for Jameson when they met. Avery is lost between his past and his possible future with Jameson. I loved Avery, he broke my heart, and brought tears to my eyes, his pain and fears broke me. I also loved his maturity, his ability to name his emotions, to admit his fears and to accept his weakness.
Jameson is an anchor. He’s meant to take care of others and especially a ghostwalker. He’s a trainee, and he still needs to be paired with a ghostwalker. He doesn’t have the gene, but that doesn’t mean he can’t be a good anchor because he’s a natural and taking care of others is something he loves doing. When he meets Avery, he could see the sadness in the eyes of this beautiful man, and Jameson will spend all his time and energy taking care of him, maybe without really knowing it at first. I loved Jameson. He’s maybe 23 years old, and younger than Avery, but he’s very mature, sensitive, smart and very kind. I completely melted for him. He’s completely devoted to Avery and put his needs before himself.
This book was a good addition to the series. We met Avery in book 1, and his story, how he lost the love of his life, his anchor with whom he was bonded. It broke my heart back then, so I was very happy to read this book about him.
The plot was focused on Avery’s “recovery” and how he moves on with Jameson’s help. We still have a glimpse of the former couples, Dex and Blake as well as Michael and Sam; I liked it.
I was completely caught up in the story and this universe. I really like it, and I’m hoping to have a book about Tyler (he sooo broke my heart in book 2).
I gladly recommend this book it’s sweet and adorable love story with with a beautiful rainbow of feelings.
4 OptimuMM for the Widower and his future.
***The ARC was provided by Dreamspinner Press. My review is an honest opinion of the book ***
September 22, 2018
Reviewed by PizzyGirl
I am in love with this series and this book in particular. I have been waiting for Avery’s story and it was exactly what I needed at the time I needed it!
I absolutely love the way the author wrote these characters. Their personalities were so well done that I felt like I was in the story with these men. From the get go I got a good sense of who these men were as individuals and looked forward to seeing how these men interacted as a pair.
And I really loved the way the author set up this pairing. It wasn’t instant love. It was instats pull and attraction but these men slowly let down their guards and formed a teacher/student relationship followed by a friendship followed by a trusting working relationship. When they interacted, they had time to learn each other and get comfortable together so that when it turned into more, I felt like these men were a good fit and that they would last.
I really enjoyed the push and pull dynamic. Seeing Jameson become an eager puppy and chase Avery while still trying to just be a friend was amusing yet heartbreaking. And seeing Avery want Jameson but still be uncomfortable moving forward broke my heart but was also sweet and tentative. These men pulled out so many of my emotions it was wonderful.
But I think what I liked the most about this story was that it never crossed any of the lines I have. Avery was grieving and somber but never crossed into that depressing, self-deprecating phase that is whiny and all “woe-is-me.”. Jameson was so loving and understanding but never turned into that OTT doormat who let Avery have everything he wanted at a cost to Jameson himself. And this story was so emotional but never turned overly angsty or made me want to ugly cry. It was a perfect balance that was exactly what I crave in a story.
I recommend this series. It is unique and so well done. I enjoyed it and hope you will too.
This book was provided for free in exchange for a fair and honest review for Love Bytes. Go there to check out other reviews, author interviews, and all those awesome giveaways. Click below.
I am in love with this series and this book in particular. I have been waiting for Avery’s story and it was exactly what I needed at the time I needed it!
I absolutely love the way the author wrote these characters. Their personalities were so well done that I felt like I was in the story with these men. From the get go I got a good sense of who these men were as individuals and looked forward to seeing how these men interacted as a pair.
And I really loved the way the author set up this pairing. It wasn’t instant love. It was instats pull and attraction but these men slowly let down their guards and formed a teacher/student relationship followed by a friendship followed by a trusting working relationship. When they interacted, they had time to learn each other and get comfortable together so that when it turned into more, I felt like these men were a good fit and that they would last.
I really enjoyed the push and pull dynamic. Seeing Jameson become an eager puppy and chase Avery while still trying to just be a friend was amusing yet heartbreaking. And seeing Avery want Jameson but still be uncomfortable moving forward broke my heart but was also sweet and tentative. These men pulled out so many of my emotions it was wonderful.
But I think what I liked the most about this story was that it never crossed any of the lines I have. Avery was grieving and somber but never crossed into that depressing, self-deprecating phase that is whiny and all “woe-is-me.”. Jameson was so loving and understanding but never turned into that OTT doormat who let Avery have everything he wanted at a cost to Jameson himself. And this story was so emotional but never turned overly angsty or made me want to ugly cry. It was a perfect balance that was exactly what I crave in a story.
I recommend this series. It is unique and so well done. I enjoyed it and hope you will too.
This book was provided for free in exchange for a fair and honest review for Love Bytes. Go there to check out other reviews, author interviews, and all those awesome giveaways. Click below.
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