Rating - ⭐⭐⭐⭐
Spice - 🌶
Trope - mafia romance, forbidden love, heartbreak and loss, Mafia boss × FBI agent, shared trauma, plot over spice, slow burn, slight enemies to lovers, touch her & die, family is everything, dual pov, HFN
TW-mention and slight depiction of rape, past trauma
This book was a package with drama, tension, backstabbing, steam, and emotion. It was one hell of a read, I devoured it.
FBI agent FMC who rides a bike, HOTT! Ariana was so fierce and strong and challenged every obstacle thrown in her way. I loved how persistent she was to know the truth and did everything she could to receive help from Alister. I can only try to fathom how Ariana felt when her mom went through hell in front of her. That shit can be traumatizing and it certainly had severe effects on Ariana.
This book was hard to read. I've read multiple dark romances yet every time rape is mentioned it creeps into my soul. It was hard to see how women suffer for something men can't control to have. Every woman in the book who endured the pain was an innocent bystander who suffered because of their association or men who failed to protect them.
I knew there was something about Ariana that wasn't clear and yet the suspense and revelation was well plotted. I was bewildered by the plot twist.
I liked how the author focused more on the story and plot than spice. Regardless of how intertwined and complicated their past was, I loved how the characters had this great chemistry and understood each other with fewer words. They connected on trauma, they couldn't be any more different and alike at the same time. The shared trauma was touching and well written. I loved how their love felt beyond lust or attraction, Ariana and Alister were two tortured souls who were ready to sacrifice to protect one another, and that speaks volumes. Initially, I wanted banter and fight because what else do I expect from a Mafia boss and FBI agent, but I liked how the author handled their storyline with minimal but enough drama.
Both the characters wanted a normal and happy life, yet their life was anything but that. When Alister cried over the truth of their relationship, it was at that moment you see how even a man who's claimed to be ruthless, can feel beyond what he's taught to. I loved how the author highlighted Alister's trauma and emotions throughout the book, just because he was the Blood King she didn't neglect his feelings and make him sound cold-blooded. He was harsh on his enemies but when you look closely, you see a loving boy/man forced into the mafia world without any desire to stay.
I cried my eyes out seeing Cara's soul leave in peace after receiving the justice she deserved for all she endured. That girl didn't deserve what she got, and neither did Ariana and Valentina.
Sophia and Alister's bond was unlike any Mafia sibling I've read, usually, these siblings are supposed to be distant or bitter but I liked how they were close and had each other's back. They felt like siblings with real unproblematic life when it was anything but that. Sophia getting a happy life Cara missed gave me happy tears. Cassio and Gio's characters were surprisingly well-developed, their bond and loyalty to Alister after all he went through, soothed my heart.
I loved how in this book unlike most books it wasn't the women who sacrificed, and the grand gesture by Alister to protect her and their future made me swoon. The last few chapters have a summary of their life where they are still figuring things out, but I wanted a bit more about and with them. Usually, these chapters focus on a couple's relationship transition, and the lack of it in this book made me slightly disappointed.
The ending was beautiful, however I needed a proper epilogue with a glimpse of their new life together away from the Mafia world. I didn't believe that the book was done without a proper finale.I needed more Alister and Ariana time, and not just a hug and promise of HEA. The lack of closure lost this book a chance of getting a 5-star from me.
Overall 4/5