So, I got this book by accident, because I simply liked the description of the premise, thinking it would be another heartfelt Japanese story that I've been reading and really enjoying recently (such as "Three days of Happiness", or "The Tunnel to Summer: The Exit of Goodbyes"). Once I started reading it, however, I was greeted by a completely different writing style - comedic, lighthearted, almost psychedelic. Then I realized what it reminded me of.
I had watched "The Tatami Galaxy" anime years ago and remember being really confused the first few episodes but really enjoying it by the end. It had become exactly the kind of heartfelt story I wanted to experience. As such I wasn't surprised to learn this book was written by the same author. That quirky writing style was unmistakable.
Still, the book was off to a rough start - the protagonist was really unlikable with his delusions and stalker behavior. I realized quickly that it was intentional on the part of the author to subtly poke fun at his main character. The other male characters were not much better either. It was also hard to follow the story sometimes since it jumped from one short vignette to another with no transition in between with no coherent structure. The narrator protagonists frequently engaged in long-winded stories from his past and it was hard to follow the timeline. He also frequently used "big" words and mentioned locations in Kyoto which made it even harder to understand.
Nevertheless, by the middle of the book I felt like the story was getting into its groove once the mystery of the titular tower was introduced. At that point in time I got really excited and thought things would finally become more focused and interesting. Unfortunately that didn't end up being the case. The mystery of the tower and the protagonist's love interest's obsession with it remained unresolved. The story got back to its previous style of random musings and delusions.
As such I was almost ready to just give up and leave the book unfinished but I thought - what the heck - it's a short book, might as well power through. In the end, I'm glad I did. The last 30% of the book and especially the last few pages were really enjoyable. Somehow the protagonist and his friends became more sympathetic as the story made them look more vulnerable and human with regards to their social interactions. In the end, despite their self-imposed rejection of "ordinary happiness", or normal social interactions and aspirations and especially of romantic pursuits, deep down they were all desperate for human affection...especially from the opposite sex. In a way it was pretty pathetic, but adorable at the same time. I could feel they were all good guys who were just lying to themselves and trying to deal with their social awkwardness as best as they could.
The same goes double for the protagonist - in the end he was just a young man who couldn't get over his breakup and was still obsessed with the girl, so he used his delusions as a coping mechanism. The final parts of the story detailing his memories of the moment they broke up, the moment they had their big argument, and the good memories from their relationship in general were really good and heartwarming.
The book's ending was pretty open with the whole situation pretty much unresolved. It was pretty confusing what actually happened and the narrator himself states he wouldn't tell us. Nevertheless, I felt like the protagonist was finally able to grow a bit and let go - by finally admitting he might be in the wrong.
After finishing the book I felt good about it, but not to the same extend as with "The Tatami Galaxy". I later learned this book is the author's first work and it shows - it's still pretty experimental and unrefined. Still, it's a good book and pretty short, so it doesn't overstay its presence. If it had been longer I might not have finished it and would have missed on the nice ending.