Thank you to Book Publicity Services, Aphrodite Books, and Rachael Eckles for providing me with a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Celeste Donovan is a force to be reckoned with in the financial sector. She is a competitive go-getter and always seems to find a way to get what she wants. After leaving her abusive ex-boyfriend Omar and leaving him in financial ruins, Celeste meets Theodore, a handsome friend of a business associate with a very secretive life. When Theodore suddenly dies, Celeste is left heartbroken. When she finds out that her vindictive ex is responsible for Theodore's death, she goes on a quest for revenge.
This book is marketed as a romantic thriller, and I was unfortunately not very thrilled to read it. I had an inkling that this book wouldn't be my cup of tea about twenty pages in, but I'm not a DNF-er, so I literally skimmed the remaining 281 pages (a first for me), and it STILL took me two and a half days to plod through. I don't know that I necessarily agree with this book's categorization as a romantic thriller. The 'romance' is more like 'gratuitously detailed erotica' and the 'thriller' is not very thrilling. While I enjoy the occasional romance, I avoid erotica like the plague- it's a genre that's hard to do well, and, as is the case here, usually ends up sounding like it's written by a horny teenager. If I'd known what I was in for, I wouldn't have opted to pick this one up.
The characters are all flat and generally insufferable. There isn't anyone to 'get behind' or root for in this one, and character development is completely nonexistent. Celeste is particularly horrid. Her inner monologue is comprised either of snarky and petulant observations or outright dismissal of those around her. My first impression of Celeste is that she is a perfect example of a Mary Sue. She's physically attractive ("model-esque" and desirable to men more than half her age), intelligent, wealthy, and successful. Her 'flaws' are attributes in their own way. Despite being vain and high-maintenance, we are expected to believe that she is one of the guys. In fact, I quite felt like I was reading a teenager's fanfiction about living in New York.
I felt like the plot itself was completely implausible and filled with holes. The timeline jumped around a little bit, which I normally don't have a problem with, but there was no grounding or introductory information given to the reader at the point of change. I felt like I was reading a slipshod attempt at a first draft. There were run on sentences and lines that were downright cringeworthy (can we discuss Theodore identifying Celeste's jacket because her 'scent lingered'?). I strongly feel that this book would have benefited from more rigorous editing.
Lastly, let's talk content. The sex scenes are graphic, far too frequent, overly detailed, and completely unnecessary to the plot. In particular, there's a prolonged and extremely uncomfortable rape scene that just felt jarring and out of place and could be triggering or upsetting to some readers. I don't think that Eckles handled this subject matter with the most appropriate treatment. I was also irritated and concerned about her use of drug addiction or drug use as a character trait. Characters refer continuously to Omar's rampant cocaine use throughout the book, and his drug use is oftentimes used as a means to villainize him. This seemed lazy to me. I feel Eckles could have used other methods in order to construct Omar's character. Her application of this technique is inconsistent, however, since cocaine use is portrayed as okay among Celeste and her associates (because they're being trendy and fun). Ugh there are so many things that I found problematic about this book.
I couldn't honestly recommend this book to anyone. It's concerning to me that there are two more books in this series to follow.