4.5 stars. It may have been 17 years since Colten Mosley and Josie Watts set eyes on each other, but none of that feels particularly lengthy and vast compared to the 9 years they did spend together. Back and forth between past and present as well as alternating between Colten and Josie's POVs, I was pleased with how well the story flowed since the timelines in the past weren't always in linear fashion. And any time I had a question about what exactly had happened before, the answer would come afterwards.
I loved the dynamic between Josie and Colten. They were never an officially labeled couple in public back then for reasons, but that was not the definition of what they truly were to each other. Not to mention the ongoing push and pull that already existed. Josie was a real ball buster and Colten was putty in her hands to go along with whatever she wanted, yet he liked to play games, too, to keep her attention. I was totally here for the ride of their youth and teenage relationship and felt all the heart, heat and emotions. Josie is a locked box with hers whereas Colten is more of a powder keg with his, yet they fit perfectly together with the ups and downs and are each other’s exception to everything.
The present version of them is more mature and independent, but certainly no less entertaining or rife with angst and lively dialogue. I was very intrigued by both of their professions and how they conduct themselves around each other. Josie is definitely one of a kind in her personality, nature and career choice, all of which I admired about her. For most observers, she gives off the vibe of someone very clinical, professional, controlled and detail oriented. She doesn't indulge or relax and work is where her heart is. She's a bit of an anomaly as a female, yet the most fascinating puzzle for Colten. They have history that includes heartbreak, personal strife and growing pains. I wanted to be mad at Colten alongside Josie, her grudge runs deep because he hurt her and it seemed justified with her buried scars, yet he kept being so darn likable and hard to resist and knew exactly which buttons to push.
I was completely on board with this story, it had all of the Jewel E Ann trademark dynamics that make her couples so fun to read about - witty, sexy, silly and relatable with a strong dash of real and I felt it all on top of the longing and lost wishes of the past. And while it's no surprise based on the advertised theme of the book and the prologue, I was still taken off guard when the trajectory changed. That part of the book takes the reader into a more gray zone of possibilities and what ifs without concrete answers although something major is in fact happening. While I didn't love this portion quite as much, I was still very much absorbed by it because it certainly had implications for Josie and Colten's relationship that would lead them down a path that would define if they really have each other's backs or not. Josie is the epitome of self sufficient and Colten represents cold rejection and abandonment to her even though he is working hard to prove the opposite again. And I genuinely loved Colten more simply for being there now and realizing Josie can’t do it all by herself anymore. Again, they are each other’s exceptions. Not to mention that there’s a mystery involved and justice or closure needs to be served. I'm definitely curious as to where the sequel will take this couple because the suspense and the questions open up so many prospects and likely a bumpy road ahead awaits. I absolutely ship both of these characters and really hope to see them be able to live out their long awaited dreams together.