“If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.” – Nietzsche
Just from the title, it was pretty apparent that this novel includes a rebirth. Based on the novel description and from what I've heard, I was already expecting an angsty start. However, it wasn't just angst that I felt, but also hatred, pity, and all sorts of negative emotions that surged from within me. The Shen family was just too toxic and disgusting. It was to the point that I started thinking of the worst for every character in the novel as if every one of the characters has a hidden side to them hidden from the readers, and the other characters in the novel. Doubt has been planted in my heart with all the schemes happening throughout the story. The toxicity may make your blood boil, not a recommended read for those looking for a fluffy novel.
The plot of the novel was very interesting and very much plot-heavy. With all these schemes and events that happened one after another, it made me enjoy guessing who was the one behind each incident. Of course, that includes the several eye-rolls and the uncountable times I have raised my eyebrows while reading. The romantic aspect of the main couple in the novel relies heavily on dependence and security. Trust was definitely not a part of it, and so was 'like'. However, as their feelings developed, it still became 'love' in the end. The author didn't put too much focus on it. It felt like an added bonus just to place this novel with the 'danmei' tag. For me, the whole story, including the plot, rebirth, and romance was very unrealistic. I do have to admit that the NSFW scenes were great. Not too detailed but you can imagine it nevertheless. If you can't take any level of incest, again, I suggest you find another novel to read. The ML and MC are blood-related relatives, not the first-degree kind but still considered incest; while the extras at the end of the novel, include direct incest.
There was a sudden extra in the middle of the chapters that left me baffled. I think the author needed to be reminded that not all readers like to know the ending midway through the novel. It made me speechless. Thankfully, the translator left a comment before the start of the chapter; otherwise, I would have dropped it then and there.
I read the English fan translation of this novel and I was really put off by it. Several lines in the novel were wrongly punctuated. It messed up the mood that the line should have expressed. For example, a line spoken by the character with a sigh, but with an exclamation at the end of the statement. So he sighed with exclamations? I’m so confused. Exclamation points were supposed to be used for strong commands. But the translator added an exclamation point even for the character ‘嗯’, which meant 'yes' or a sound of acknowledge with a nod. And the topic of conversation at that time was supposed to be solemn. It totally ruined the moment. So if you're planning to read the English translation, do ignore the unnecessary exclamation marks all throughout the novel, or read the Chinese raw instead.
Overall, I'd say if you want to read toxic novels, not 188 novels toxic but more on family dog blood that focuses heavily on revenge, then this novel is definitely for you. Do read the trigger warning tags before you start reading.