“I still want to try to be an us.”
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Who is the Hero?
Jake Masterson, Age: 44, Occupation: General Manager of Seattle NHL team
~ Jake was introduced in the previous book (his daughter was the heroine). He raised his daughter on his own and is a great dad.
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“At twenty, I became a single father after Queenie’s mom decided she couldn’t deal with the demands of raising a child and bailed on us when Queenie was a few months old. With the support of my parents, I raised Queenie on my own. I walked away from a career as a professional hockey player so I could be a present parent. I adjusted my career path in order to be a father first. I think I did a pretty decent job, all things considered.”
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Who is the Heroine?
Hanna Kingston, Age: 46, Occupation: works at an accounting firm and teaches art classes
~ Hanna was introduced in the previous book (her son Ryan (aka King) was the hero). She gave birth to Ryan when she was fifteen, but the family pretended Ryan was her brother rather than her son. Ryan found out about this little revelation in the previous book. Hanna and Ryan (raised as siblings) are close.
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“I’d been young and scared, and allowing my parents to adopt Ryan had seemed like the best choice.”
~ “When I was a teenager, I was inexperienced and scared. I wanted to keep Ryan in my life, so my parents made a sacrifice right along with me. They gave up their friends and their careers and moved us to a new state so we could have a fresh start. It wasn’t a perfect scenario, and I’ll never truly know my mother’s motivations, but they did what they believed was right. I don’t know that they truly thought through the ramifications, or considered the potential fallout, but we all made it out the other side in one piece. And Ryan was loved and cared for, which was what I’d wanted, most of all.”
Plot overview:
~ Hanna and Jake met in the previous book. Their children are getting married and there were some sparks when they were introduced. This book seems to start after they’ve gotten to know each other through various wedding planning meetings.
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“We’ve been dancing around each other for months. Ever since the first time we met, actually. The attraction has been clear from day one, and the more time I spend with her, the harder it becomes to ignore. Planning the engagement party for Queenie and King means we’ve spent a lot of time trading text messages, emails, phone calls, and more recently, Zoom chats that often have little to do with tonight”
(the engagement party)
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The following are my thoughts about this book:
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* * seeing as Jake and Hanna have spent a little time together, I sort of feel like I missed the crucial buildup of their relationship.
* * Awww…Jake is such a softie of a dad.
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“It’s different from when she went away to college, and even when she moved out of the pool house and in with King. There’s this hole I didn’t expect.”
~ “You know, when I named you Queenie, it was because the moment you arrived in the world, I knew that you would forever be the ruler of my heart.”
* * this book includes the wedding of the couple from book 3 (Ryan and Queenie). Of course the father of the bride (Jake) continues his awesome dad swoony-ness…..
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“I give her a kiss and a hug, and she takes her place at the altar. I sniff once and clear my throat, trying to keep my emotions in check. I’m not much of a crier, and never have been. But she’s my baby girl, and it doesn’t matter that she’s an adult. I’ll always remember the first time I held her in my arms, so tiny and new, and how she seemed like an impossible miracle.”
* * Jake’s initial reaction to the baby was not very supportive. I was worried I wasn’t going to be able to forgive him. But, shortly after, he apologizes and explains the reason behind his behavior and it made sense. I’m glad he came around quickly.
* * I appreciated the way both Jake and Hanna were able to explain their reactions / opinions. They didn’t try to railroad each other, but instead gave each other the space needed to be honest and to help each other work through the baggage from their pasts. Their ability to communicate helped reduce drama between the couple, which was perfect because there was enough drama they had to deal with in other areas
* * my heart broke for Hanna and the way she had to step aside and pretend her son was her brother. Families deal with teen pregnancy differently and I actually know a family in real life that chose this same way of “covering” up the situation. I found Hanna’s perspective and thoughts very heart wrenching at times.
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”It wasn’t until Ryan was born that I was allowed to come back home. I had a week with him before that happened. And the moment I walked through the door to my parents’ house—the baby that had grown inside of me, that I had given birth to and fell in love with—stopped being my son to the rest of the world. But my heart knew he was mine, even if no one else was supposed to. And that was the hardest part. Grieving a loss that no one could ever know about.”
~ “I’ll always experience the landmarks in Ryan’s life from the vantage point of his sister, even though in my heart I’m more than that. I’ll forever be in this strange middle ground between sibling and parent. I thought I’d come to terms with that long ago, and for the most part I have, but today hasn’t been easy. When I was younger, I didn’t have the same perspective I do now. I couldn’t see, in the same way, all the things I would have to take a back seat on.”
* * I thought this covered quite a few different topics: pre-menopause, risks associated with late in life pregnancy, honest reactions when you think you have raised a family and are starting over due to the baby surprise, navigating long-distance with patience rather than pressure, complicated family dynamics, career choices. A lot was packed into this story and I thought it was dealt with maturely
* * I’m glad that Hanna and Jake were able to experience what it’s like to raise a baby with a loving partner by your side. I felt they both deserved this kind of baby “second chance”
* * I liked Queenie’s upbeat, positive attitude and her support for both Hanna and Jake. However, she didn’t seem like quite the same person she was in the previous book. Maybe getting married just made her happier??? Not sure, but she just seemed a lot more bubbly in this book than in her own book (book 3)
**Overview:**
- Content Warning: teen pregnancy (heroine, now 46, got pregnant when she was 15).
- Setting: mostly Seattle, WA
- Do you need to read previous books in series?: yes. A major aspect of this story (biological mom pretending to be sister) was revealed in previous book. Plus, you need all the background from the previous book to understand the various side characters (and their reactions) in this book
- POV: Dual POV
- Tropes: secret relationship, parents of married kids fall in love, baby surprise, “older” couple
- Hero likeable? yes. I really liked Jake
- heroine likeable? yes, I really liked Hanna
- h virgin? No
- First time they kiss: 3%
- First time they sleep together: Apparently 3% but this is all I got 🙁
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“What’s left of the weekend is spent trading orgasms all over my house. And in the months that follow, my appetite for Hanna never wanes.”
~ The bedroom scene in chapter 4 was a bit more descriptive.
- Safe sex? usually they used a condom, except for one time
- First time they say I Love You 87%
- steamy? not in the beginning, kind of in the middle. But, once they found out they were pregnant then it became all about the baby and the choices they needed to make as a couple rather than descriptive sexy times
- Chemistry? I thought they made a good couple, but I wasn’t overwhelmed with their bedroom scenes
- OW/OM drama? No.
- H/h cheat? No
- Time apart? they had a bit of a long-distance thing going on in the beginning. But they weren’t technically dating at the time. They had a few weeks apart when they first found out about the baby. But once they were together, no more time apart
- Did I skip pages? No
- Big secrets? not from each other. The baby secret is revealed to the family around 41%
- Did I cry? No
- Did I laugh? No
- Did I swoon🥰? Yes. Jake was a swoony dad to his 24 year old daughter. Plus he had lots of swoony moments as they prepared to welcome the new baby
- Cliffhanger? No
- HEA? Yes
- Epilogue? Four years later
- Recommend? Yes. This was my favorite of the whole series as I felt it had some depth and interesting subjects
Quotes:
“Take comfort in the fact you’re the eye candy for everyone over forty.”
“If you need to let it out, then let it out. I’m not afraid of tears, Hanna. I raised a teenage girl on my own. If I can handle irrational teenage girl tears, I can certainly handle reasonable, adult emotional tears.”
“Dammit. Oral skills, multiple Os, abs, and a boyfriend dick? You found a unicorn and you have to give him up. That’s just tragic.”
“How do you feel about seeing Hanna be a mom?” Queenie asks. “It makes me appreciate even more the relationship we had when I was growing up. She’s awesome. And now I get it. Why she needed this. Why she needed you.” He tickles JJ’s toes. “She deserves to be able to love in the way only moms do. In the way I couldn’t recognize she loved me my entire life, until now.”
“The thing about looking at your childhood through an adult lens is that you can see all the sides of the situations you were in, but they’re tainted by the emotions and perception of those events based on the age when they happened.”