Lilias,
Please don't write to me anymore. I've met someone else. And I'm not hurting. I'd have to feel to hurt and I don't feel anything.
~~Nash
Nash broke my heart. He was seventeen when he first met Lilias, who was just fifteen. They, along with her stuffy friend, Owen, made quick friends with Nash. Owen had no idea how to be a man and what he learned he learned from Nash. That has a lot of significance to the story. Lilias was taken by Nash's good looks, the fact that he wore a kilt, and she could see his legs. She'd never really seen a man's legs before and she liked what she saw. It was obvious to Lilias from the first time they met that there was something different about Nash and she soon found out that he felt so guilty about the death of his twin brother who'd drowned when he fell through the ice of a frozen pond. His parents turning on him over it didn't help matters, plus he was dealing with other issues, too. That was a lot to deal with for one so young and he'd been dealing it with it for a long time. Alone.
Jump ahead seven years. Nash and Lilias haven't seen each other since their last encounter, which was seven years ago. She hadn't known he'd come for visits and had seen Owen, but had never tried to contact Lilias. That hurt her heart. She was in love with him and had been since she first met him. There was a player involved that wasn't being fair nor honest when it came to Nash and Lilias. That just added more angst to the story.
This book has a lot of angst, as a matter of fact. I wanted Nash and Lilias to make a go of this, but there were so many obstacles and so many dishonest, selfish people involved, it was a continuous uphill battle for both of them. Neither wanted to tell the other how they felt and when they finally did, it was so emotional, it took my breath away. But it still wasn't enough. I wasn't sure how they were going to get their happily-ever-after or if they were even going to get one. She fought for him as hard as she could, despite the consequences and the nefarious people involved. She did it with passion, vigor, and love in her heart. It was so good.
This book is filled with feels, not many kisses, and one love scene in the epilogue that was rated PG. I don't really think it needed to be there, to be honest, but considering it's a romance, there has to be some of it in there. To not have it would be a disappointment to many.
This is a solid five-star read and I'm looking forward to the next book. It's about Kilgore who was in the first novel and is also in this one. He's sort of an anti-hero and really does deserve his own story.
*I received a free copy of this book and voluntarily left a review.