היי חברים וחברות,
מצאתי את הספר הזה במקרה, הוא קרץ לי מהחנות של אמזון *-*
סיפור מיוחד, ועצוב במיוחד, על 5 אנשים שבורים.
הספר הזה נכתב במיוחד בשבילי *-*
💃For all the girls who are sweet…but a little bit psycho.💃
הספר הזה אפשר להגיד מתחיל מהסוף, מהסוף של הספר הראשון לפחות
💃“Well, look who it is.” I smiled at them. For some of them, this would be the first time they heard my real accent. I’d perfected sounding different depending on who I was getting ready to rob.💃
הולי מספרת לנו בקצרה על עצמה
💃Or, at least, that’s what the women in my family did. We were bad, bad girls, and the men made us that way. But in the end, I was responsible for the shit I did. It was my fault. And if this was my reckoning, so fucking
be it.💃
ואז הספר ממשיך ל4 חלקים.
4 גברים שהיא רימתה.
אז נתחיל מהראשון, שחיבבתי.
🏈קוורטרבק🏈
היא הייתה מגניבה!!!!
היא הייתה פיזיאוטרפית.. (יש מילה כזו?)
והוא בדיוק פגע ברגל שלו.. והם נפגשו
💃“Is that supposed to be… motivating?”
“No. I get paid whether you get motivated or not.”🏈
וזה היה משעשע ביותר 🤣
💃“I’m the best at what I do. I promise you that. It’s why you have me as your PT. If anyone can get you through the physical therapy phase of your recovery, it’s me. Other than that? Trust me, super star, I come with so much baggage you don’t want to open any of that up. Maybe when it’s over, we can be friends.”🏈
והם מתחברים, על אף שהיא צינית להחריד חחח
💃“As long as I’m your PT, we should probably not be seen in public together too much. Consider me your dirty little secret.”💃
אבל זה לא סיפור אהבה...
💃I had a pretty good idea now where things were in his house, where I would find the item I’d been sent to take, when I deemed it time to do so.💃
כי יש פה יותר מזה
💃My marks had to be enough in love with me that they were more overwhelmed with the grief of losing me than the physical theft.💃
מה שכן.. היא לא האישה הקרה שהיא מנסה להיות
💃I shook my head. I wasn’t going to leave yet. He needed me. I closed my eyes. Fuck. I shouldn’t have let this happen.🏈
היא מותק
💃“Steven, you understand I’m not with you for your money? I want your company.”
In that moment, I meant it. What happened later would be different. I could do that sometimes, mean things at one time and not another. Yep.
I was pretty much a sociopath.💃
ומאוד קשה לה
💃He winced again and pressed the button. “Going to be better. I love you.” His eyes closed immediately after he said those words. He was high. That was what it had to be. I swallowed. I hated this part. When they fell in love with me, it was harder. Most of the time, I didn’t want to utter the words back. Most of the time, I didn’t have to force them to stay in my mouth. Steven was not a most of the time mark. I smoothed his hair off his forehead. Over and over. I had to go. Soon. Soon.💃
ו... הסיפור של סטיבן נגמר לבינתיים
🏈She could have been going anywhere and returning later. But she wasn’t. Holly had left me. I knew it. What had I done? I called again. “Holly, pick up. Pick up. Please. Whatever happened, we’ll fix it. I love you.” She never answered her phone.🏈
אהבתי שהספר נע בין העבר (4 הגברים שלה, שהיא הונאה ועזבה) לבין ההווה (שהם מצאו אותה)
💃Looking at the four in front of me, I was surprised they’d hooked up together. Steven. Jamie. Graham. Charles. They had very little in common, except for me.💃
ועכשיו עוברים להבא בתור
💃I’d forgotten who I was in the mess of it. But I’d found my equilibrium, and now I was back on track. Steven who?💃
ועכשיו אנחנו מכירים את הפוליטיקאי,
למרבה הפלא, הוא היה המועדף עליי.
כזה מותקקקק
💃My uncle wanted to mess with the Kempners, and the son was much more useful to him. Why play with the past, when you could destroy someone’s futur💃
גרהם ממש מתוק
🤵🏻I devoured the sight of her. It was funny how someone could stab you in the heart, and that same heart could still only beat for them.🤵🏻
הסיפור שלו ממש איכסה
🤵🏻I had always forgotten about Veronica the moment she was out of sight, but the knowledge that the girl I had been dating for a month had just finished fucking my father still made me sick.🤵🏻
הסיפור איכסה, אבל הבחור מותק.
והיא מגניבה *-*
💃There was a certain thrill that came with knowing you held someone’s heart in your hands. It should have been something I took great care in, but I’ve already told you I’m not a good girl.💃
וגם היא אהבה אותו
💃As he closed the door, I realized that a part of me went with him. After Steven, and now him… would there be any parts of me left when this was all over? If I couldn’t do my job, my uncle would never let me live.💃
והוא אותה...
🤵🏻Standing in front of her now, it was like I hadn’t learned any lessons from how she had broken my heart. I still wanted her.🤵🏻
אנחנו לא לומדים על העבר שלה יותר מדי.. אבל מה שאנחנו כן יודעים,- מעציב.
🤵🏻“What was life like growing up?” he asked, staring at me with interest. What was life like growing up? I laughed at the real answer to that question. Hell. That was what it was.💃
מאוד
💃Being strong was definitely overrated.💃
ואז עברנו לרופא.
לא חיבבתי אותו כמו את הקודמים, אבל הוא היה נחמד
👨🏻⚕️I took his hand in mine. If this was real—if there was any possibility of there being truth to this—I would love this instant connection. But it couldn’t be. “Charlie, you should stay away from me.” He lifted his lids. “Why?” “Because I’m broken inside.” I wasn’t lying.💃
החבר'ה הקודמים ריככו אותה..
💃He didn’t have to know it wasn’t just the aftershocks of pleasure. It was… How on earth was I ever going to leave him, when I was fairly certain he could do just what he said he could? If I let him, Charlie would fix what was broken inside of me.💃
למרות שלעומת השאר... צ'רלי היה הבחירה האישית שלה למרות סטיבן וגרהם.
👨🏻⚕️If I didn’t do this, he would kill Charlie. Kill me, too. But Charlie first. There was no saving him. From the moment I’d set my eyes on him, he was doomed.💃
אבל גם איתו הסיפור נגמר
💃“Your uncle is going to be so disappointed when he finds out you wept. Again. Really, Holly. You should be better than this by now.” I should be a lot of things.💃
ועכשיו עוברים לחמישית החסרה בסיפור.. "האומן".. לא חיבבתי אותו.. בכללי אין לי חיבה לאומנים, לא יצא לי לקרוא על אחד שהיה טוב...
אז כן...
שונאת את הבח��ר
💃My hand shook as I approached, and when Jamie put his arm around one of them, I didn’t think twice before dumping my full glass of champagne over his stupidly pretty head.💃
הוא ממש הכעיס אותי, ובגלל זה התחלתי לחבב את הספר הזה הרבה פחות מימה שהיה בהתחלה!
👨🏻🎨 “Not everything is about you, sweetheart,” he said coldly. I had never hated the word “sweetheart” more.👨🏻🎨
הסוף היה עצוב
💃To everyone else, they're unattainable rockstars, the music gods who make up The Sound of Us. But to me? They'll always be the boys I lost.💃
אוללה
Hey there, don’t fret about Holly and the guys. She’ll be back very shortly in Dumb Girl