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310 pages, paperback
First published October 16, 2014

"I only encouraged you to do all those things because I want the world to see the Charlie I see...Because he's really kinda great."
"I can't be that Charlie...not without you."
His voice cracked. "You have to be."
I told him if missin' him were miles, I'd have gone as far as the moon and back.

Standing right there in the middle of the desert, surrounded by vast open plains of red, red dirt, with [Travis'] touch, his kiss, his smell, [Charlie] was...home.
"Promise me forever, Charlie. Tell me we're in this forever."
My heart near burst out of my chest. "Forever."
He lay on me, his legs between mine, his weight on top of me feeling so damn good, and peeled my hands away. The look on his face was one of concern and so much fucking love. “You okay?”Charlie continues to flourish under Travis' love. No longer ashamed to be a gay rancher in a very conservative town, he slowly begins to blossom and I loved every second of this beautiful story.
I smiled despite my mood. “I have you. I will always be okay.”
I fell asleep wrapped up in Travis with him tracing circles on my back. I dreamt of blue eyes, smug smiles and Southern drawls, and even in my dreamin’ sleep, I’d never felt so loved.




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"It’s a year today since I walked into my kitchen and you stood up, all blue eyes and disarming smiles..."
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“Sitting right next to me, holding my hand, with the bluest of blue eyes, was the only person on the planet who really knew me. He knew my every secret, my every mood, dream and need, he’d seen the worst side of me, and yet he still sat beside me.“
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'Each and every day with him was a gift.'
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"Promise me forever, Charlie. Tell me we're in this forever."
My heart near burst out of my chest. "Forever."
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“It’s like having one lung removed. I can still live and breathe, but God, it’s not the same. My chest hurts and I have this hollow emptiness that weighs me down. And sometimes I think of him out of the blue and it stops me right where I stand, and I have to catch my breath.”
“Sitting right next to me, holding my hand, with the bluest of blue eyes, was the only person on the planet who really knew me. He knew my every secret, my every mood, dream and need, he’d seen the worst side of me, and yet he still sat beside me.“

“I am home,” he said. “Here, with you. I’m home.”






"I couldn’t tell him I was petrified of doing this on my own. Because I was certain I couldn’t. I couldn’t do any of this without him."~Charlie
"Something had changed here. I used to keep everyone at arm’s length, keepin’ the line between boss and station hand real clear. Now this unruly mob were like family."~Charlie
"I told myself not to stop. Not to think. Not to pay any mind to the ache in my chest that made it hard to breathe."~Charlie
"...the nights damn near killed me. That was when bein’ lonely and bein’ alone seemed one and the same. That was when the missing-him was at its worst."~Charlie
“You keep calling Texas my home, but I can tell you right now, going back to Texas made me realise something, Charlie. My home is here. With you. You keep saying I want to go home, well, I am home. Now. Here. With you".~Travis

“Promise me forever, Charlie. Tell me we’re in this forever.” My heart near burst out of my chest. “Forever.”~Travis and Charlie

“It’s a year today since I walked into my kitchen and you stood up, all blue eyes and disarming smiles…”

“When I thought he was going to kiss me, he didn’t. He nudged his nose to mine. It took my breath away.
“Believe me now?” he whispered against my cheek.
I shook my head just a little, trying to remember how to breathe.”



“You keep calling Texas my home, but I can tell you right now, going back to Texas made me realise something, Charlie. My home is here. With you. You keep saying I want to go home, well, I am home. Now. Here. With you.”








