I really want a love like that!!!
Carmen finds herself intrigued by tattooist, Ash when accompanying best friend Felicity for her first tattoo. When she can’t get Ash off of her mind, and they casually bump into each other a couple of times, Carmen can’t deny she feels some attraction to Ash. But she’d always dated men, and worries that she might just be having some sort of mid-life crisis where Ash is concerned.
Unable to concentrate at work, and unable to deny the pull she feels to Ash, the desire to spend time with her after they have a couple of evenings out as friends, Carmen has a big decision to make. But Ash is wary of falling in love with another straight women and getting hurt. Together they have to work through their hang ups, and worries, past experiences, and doubt if they want the happiness they are sure they’ll find together.
This was totally amazing, and I had withdrawal symptoms the second I put the book down. I just didn’t want it to end and I hadn’t had enough of the slow burn perfection that was Carmen and Ash! (You know this means I am praying there will be more from them in future.) Sheer perfection, it’s the only way I can describe this. Carmen is a character we first met in Write Your Own Script, so naturally there was cross over in the universe for this story and it just added to my love of it (Tamsyn and Maggie, you guys, I can’t even!!!) but then here come Carmen and Ash, and I am like speechless. They were so suited to each other that they were literally perfect. The connection and love you can only dream to find.
I was complete emotional wreck after reading this because I was just so happy. It’s one of those ‘I’ve just finished, pick it up, start again, over and over’ books. I just can’t get enough of it. The whole story, the characters, everything easily makes this one of my favourite A. L. Brooks stories (because let’s face it, you can’t have just one favourite of hers, they’re all amazing and just get better and better!) My soul is happy because Carmen and Ash had insecurities, vulnerabilities, and all sorts of things that made them so beautiful. We were on a rollercoaster with them and watching them fall in love was just *sigh* so beautifully romantic.
The biggest thing for me though was the important message with this story, both in the main plot and a smaller sub plot, about coming out. You can experience feelings for another person, or feel different at any point in your life and whether young or old, you will be supported if you discover this and find yourself on a journey to discovering something about yourself that might be quite scary but no matter what, it will be ok and there is lots of support and love. It was a lovely message to include, and I think especially in Carmen’s case. She was extremely brave, and I admire her greatly. You don’t have to supress any feelings you have if they are true.
Truly beautiful and the most wonderful romance that I highly recommend. Completely in love!!!