“Where do I belong?
Easy. With him.
With the man who’d terrified me, sacrificed me, almost died for me.
With the boy who’d claimed me, loved me, protected me.
With the body painter who saw past my colours and painted his own upon my heart.”
Book 2 - you must read book 1 first.
Characters:
Olin: she grew up with parents who didn’t care about her life. She wasn’t physically abused, but she was severely neglected. Gil and dancing brought her happiness in her youth. Seven years have gone by and in book 1 she desperately tried to reconnect with Gil and was constantly pushed away. Now he may have crossed a line by putting her life in jeopardy.
Gil: Gil grew up in a whore house. His father was a pimp and an alcoholic and he had no idea who his mother was. Olin was the only bright spot in his life, but outside forces made sure he did not spend time with her. He was raped by a teacher in high school, which resulted in a baby girl the teacher dropped off on his doorstep. Forced to grow up and put his daughter’s needs first, he leaves his hometown (and Olin) behind and carves out a life for himself using live models as his painting canvas. His daughter becomes his new bright spot and he will do anything to save her life.
”With my meagre possessions and brand new baby, I slipped from the whore house, stole through the streets, and bought a train ticket to London. I never looked back.”
My Thoughts:
“It’s always been you. It will always be you. I don’t know how to survive without you.”
Book 2 picks up exactly where Book 1 left off and I liked it so much better. This book clips along at a good pace and although there is still some push/pull between Olin and Gil, it was much less than the previous book (Thank God!)
Gil has been dealt crappy hand after crappy hand and his determination to push forward no matter the situation was admirable. He was put in an impossible position and my heart really broke for him. 💔
“It’s always my word against someone else’s.”
Thankfully the situation with the bad guy was resolved early (around 25%) which left the remaining portion of the book to focus on the relationships between the 4 main characters and the fallout from the confrontation with the bad guy.
Gil, Olive, Olin and Justin....what a fantastic group of individuals. I loved how their relationship evolved from tentative to full-on family. After everything that Gil and Olive had been through over the past year, Justin and Olin’s support was essential.
“You need our help. There is nothing wrong with that. It doesn’t make you weak. It doesn’t make us hate you for asking for help.”
This author always weaves magical stories with her incredible words, and this book is no different. Gil’s desperation, guilt and sorrow was written so well that the emotion just leapt off the page. Olin’s conflicted emotions were relatable and Olive’s actions and reactions were spot on. And....don’t even get me started on Justin. Could there be a more perfect friend??? 🥰🥰 These four brought all the feels and when I closed the book I was very happy and satisfied with the outcome.
”He left behind all the mess between us. He walked into the future where all our dreams came true. And I followed him.”
Quotes:
“Gilbert Clark had been through a lot. He’d dealt with things no one should have to deal with. He’d never had anyone to rely on and kept far too much sorrow to himself.”
“I don’t think I want you as my weird godfather, but you can be my friend...I guess.”
“You make him whole. You take away all his pain, internal and external.”
“You’re a walking gift of pain, Gilbert Clark.”
“And you’re the ultimate gift of redemption, Olin Moss.”
“Must be brave, stubborn, and impervious to the tempers of loved ones.
Hours are endless, pay is non-existence, quitting absolutely forbidden.
Able to function on no sleep, refrain from running when times get hard, and be more than just a living canvas but a lover… a mother.
Other attributes required: forgiving, opinionated, and not afraid to tell me when I’m wrong.
Must also enjoy being touched and kissed at any time of my choosing.
Call or email ‘YOUR HEART, HIS SOUL’ if interested in applying.”