**Read as part of the Anchor Novels box set**
"From the moment I’d walked into Leena’s place and found her standing in the kitchen, I’d felt a shift, a change in my world. I hadn’t recognized it for what it was. Souls calling to souls."
I started reading this series in the wrong order, so I was already familiar with the characters in this book. Believe me when I say that did nothing to stop the emotions running through me. LJ Evans really has a way of reeling you in with her words.
"It made his smile widen, eyes stretching and crinkling in a way that would leave laugh lines later in life. In a way that made me want to touch the corner of his lip. In a way that made me want to keep laughing so he’d keep smiling."
For some reason, I didn't feel connected to Truck until this book. Maybe because he really is the moody, Coast Guard guy with a sort of a superhero complex. The thing is that he doesn't really want to be a superhero. It's something life, and a weird upbringing, have forced upon him. He's such a wonderful, sweet, and gentle guy underneath his rock solid exterior that I really wanted to hug him.
"But concentrating on her was all kinds of hard because she looked beautiful. I wish I could have found a different word, a word that stood for more than beautiful, because, really, that was her."
Connecting to Jersey was easy from the get-go. The girl who carries the world on her shoulders, who tries to do what's best for her little sister, and always puts herself last. The girl people have shunned and ignored, who is not used to being cared for, even with it comes to the health condition she has. All her walls are up, and they've been that way for a very long time.
"Travis and I were like that. Oxymorons. Contradictory terms being brought together by situations we had no control over."
These two were perfect for each other. You'd think they wouldn't be, because their lives are dominated by guilt from something that happened in their pasts. And because both of them are focused on helping their siblings, whatever the cost, disregarding their own lives and, especially, their feelings.
I love that Jersey is an artist. I love superheroes, so I wish I could see her drawings. I love her tells, like the way she plays with her ring. I love how Truck listens, even when you're not sure he is listening, and he picks up on the smallest things.
"'The first thing I didn’t tell you, when I had the chance, was that I love you. I think I’ve loved you from the first moment you argued Hulk and Wonder Woman with me.'"
When Jersey needs help to handle a health issue, and doesn't have health insurance, Truck jumps in and marries her. It's a marriage of convenience, and it's meant to help her, but it's also awkward because they both feel this pull towards each other.
This means he gets closer to her, and the girl who has a force field around her starts to open up, and starts allowing herself to be touched, and felt, and loved. And the marriage of convenience ends up helping both of them, in so many different ways.
"'Sometimes, love isn’t enough.' She was shaking her head vigorously in the negative.
'You’re wrong, Jers. Love is the only thing that really matters.'"
Once both of them allow themselves to feel, and to really understand what's been there for a while, it's clear as day that all the barriers keeping them apart are not really there. Sometimes you need to let go of the guilt to let happiness in. And loving someone doesn't have to mean ignoring everyone else in your life. It means bringing them into the fold, and creating your own family around you.
"'You’ve been fighting for so long alone. Please, let me be the one who fights at your side.'"
Avenged by Love is a really beautiful story about two unique people who needed to be shown they can love, and be loved back. That not all people have an agenda, and that there really are people out there who care. That they're worthy of happiness, and that love is worth fighting for.