I wish that I had come across this kind of poetry when I was much younger, it would have prevented me from seeing poetry as cringe and I would have fallen in love with it much faster. I love Dennis Cooper, and while I do feel like his fiction work is better than his poetry, I still liked this. I love how he constantly explores a specific brand of queer male darkness and transgression, and isn’t concerned with catering to the heteronormative lens or readership. I love how raw and honest this was. The standout poem to me was “Drugs” as it resonated with my feelings about my friend Josh who died from a drug overdose a few years back. I’ll always miss you, Josh.
“A friend dies one night,
swallows too many pills
on his way to a party
and grows pale as dust
in a shaft of moonlight.
You long to reach him
again, all your life.
A priest says you'll
find him in the future
under cover of death;
you will stand and sing
near his glowing side.
We tell you to join us,
get loaded, forget him.
One day you shoot so
much stuff you fall over.
You hope to see him but
only grow clammy, more
stupid, like someone on
quaaludes. Now you and
he walk the same clouds
only when we’ve been
stoned and think back
on our lives, full of
dead bodies, and bright
now as heaven behind us.”