In Thy Presence is one of the most remarkable books of Orthodox spirituality that I can remember reading. It is composed of two separate essays, one written in the Easter season of 1960 when Fr. Gillet was 67, and the other at Easter ten year later. The later essay, Limitless Love, is presented first, which initially seemed odd. It is soaring spiritual prose, wherein Fr. Gillet had the audacity to write it as a message spoken from God’s point-of-view and in His first-person voice.
Is it true, My child, that thou desirest nothing other than love? - It is true, Lord. - Is it true that thou desirest only to love and be loved? - It is true, Lord. - Then, My child, because thou hast this thirst, come thou to the waters. Come to the primal water. Come and drink at the Source. (20)
The second essay, Thy Presence Today, pales in comparison at first glance. But then the reader realizes that this is the practical one, the one discusses the practice of spiritual disciplines and thinking through the lessons of Church and Scripture. It is this vine-dressing by the sixty-seven-year-old Gillet that yields up the fruit ten years later. Give me the sweetest fruit first, and once I’m hooked, only then show me the effort needed to produce it.
Limitless Love can pierce the reader’s heart with the invitation to enter into an intimate relationship with Lord Love as surely as Fr. Gillet’s own soul must have been transfigured in that Love.
For I am Supreme love, universal love, absolute love, infinite love. If, now, I rather stress the word limitless, it is to awaken in your minds the perception of something unlimited, of a love which, like a violent wind, like a hurricane, comes to breakdown all obstacles. I am that love which nothing can stop, which cannot be contained or restrained by anything. (17)
I have read several of Fr. Gillet’s books over the years, including the excellent The Year of Grace of the Lord. In my mind, In Thy Presence elevates him to another level.
My beloved ones are found on diverse planes, at different levels. But I am the Beloved of all. I am found on all planes and at all levels. I am for all. I am the Shepherd who lets no sheep go astray without seeking for it. I am with you from the beginning. Your life is Mine. Speak with My voice. Speak with the voice of Love, and utter the words of Love. I shall put My words into your mouths. (74)