“When I am with you I am nothing I was before. I am everything I ever wished I could be and more. So it’s not just for what you are yourself that I love you as I do, but for what I am when I am with you.” ~ Johnny Mathis (When I am With You)
Noble Hanson is the new high school coach. He comes to Abingdon to escape the smothering atmosphere he is in. With his father being a TV evangelist, his every move is scrutinized. Noble is required to walk a straight and narrow path, with no exceptions. He is hoping that the move to Abingdon will afford him some room to breathe. Noble has the feeling of missing something in his life but isn’t sure what. When he meets Connor Strong, Noble has an epiphany that will change his life, but only if he is willing to accept the consequences.
Connor Strong is the owner of a very successful bakery in town. He came to Abingdon after being in the military, to follow Jack, the love of his life. Unfortunately, Jack didn’t feel the same way Connor did and ended up marrying someone else. Connor is sad, but happy for him. Their relationship is civil but strained. Since no one could live up to how he feels about Jack, Connor has resigned himself to being alone. When Noble walks into his bakery, he is totally enamored by the “Greek god” who has just graced his business. His friend and coworker tells Connor that he is a new teacher at the local high school who says he is straight, although just about everyone questions that. There’s something about Noble that makes their gaydar ping. Yet, even if Noble is gay, he is so far in the closet that he, himself, doesn’t even know it.
When they are both invited to a party, Connor decides to test his theory and see just how straight Noble is. Connor takes Noble to a secluded spot in the yard and proceeds to seduce him, to see how far he will go. Connor begins to kiss Noble and Noble’s reaction is enthusiastic. He’s not sure what he is doing, but, at least at the moment, he wants it! The next day, Noble is overwhelmed with guilt as he considers what he and Connor got up to the night before. As much as he enjoyed it, he begins to think what it will mean if his parents find out. Deciding it is too much for him, he tries as best he can to convince himself that his behavior was aberrant, just a fluke, and that he is not gay after all. As much as he likes Connor and enjoyed being with him, Noble is determined that it will not happen again.
Connor is not surprised when Noble begins to avoid him. In fact, with his history of being rejected, he expects it. He kicks himself for, once again, becoming involved with someone who won’t love him back. After Noble gets too drunk to drive safely in a local bar and the bartender is hesitant to intervene, so Connor steps in, takes Nobel’s keys away, and takes him to dinner so he can sober up enough to drive home. It is obvious that Noble is reacting to the night before. Connor rides home with him and goes inside so they can talk about what happened the previous night. One thing leads to another and they end up having sex. Connor takes the lead since Noble has no idea what to do. Once they become intimate, there’s no turning back.
There are a lot of things that happen, mostly having to do with LGBT issues that involve other characters in previous books, but Connor and Noble’s romance is the central theme. It was really good to see how the men in the town are doing; they, by now, feel like old friends to me. Also, it was good to see some resolution to past issues and how current issues serve to reinforce the bond between these marvelous, brave, out-and-proud men. Thanks, Tatum, for giving Connor and Noble their happy ending.